Or, mainly just me talking at you...

Eh whatever.

So this may get kind of deep? Maybe? Idk.

So, let's get into this

HermitCraft seems to have improved me as a person.

Online, no. But real life? Yes.

Online, throughout WattPad, I've had no problems, but in real life?

Oh boy.

Let me just explain.

Back in the FNAF fandom (my first mess of a fandom) I was... extremely toxic online. I'd randomly start cussing people out, I'd be genuinely rude. That's because that's how I was in real life, back then.

I was HORRIBLE.

I'd throw things at teachers, id hurt people, id swear, id break people's things...

I was a nightmare.

I had friends sure but even they were scared of me.

Then, Atlantic Craft.

Of course, I improved in Year 6, but I still had my moments where everyone would be terrified. Like once every 4 weeks I would either hurt someone.

This is also when I started cxttxxg (stole this from AC).

Of course my school found out and told my mother (I cxt really dxex, with the blade of a pencil sharpener.) So she obviously fussed me. I didn't wanna talk about it, and she got pretty upset. I mean, I didn't wanna talk about my dxxresxxiox what does she expect.

I starved, cut, stopped taking care of myself, cried, muted myself, stopped loving, stopped caring, was pessimistic about myself and others, I put people down, I got pushed down, I gave up on people's happiness, I hurt others, lied, hid my face, stopped caring about my cats, destroyed nature and closed myself off.

Then, HermitCraft.

Oh boy.

I met so many nice people and amazing writers! (This isn't me saying I haven't met nice people in previous fandoms, no.) AC, Bird, Sam, Aqua, Speck, Ninja, Odal, that's not all of them because I'd be here all day if I listed everyone who was nice and was amazing at drawing/writing!

This is where I feel most at home, except maybe Atlantic Craft.

It's definitely changed me as a person and effected my life for the better.

I've had many moments where I was crying, and saw HermitCraft in my recommendation feed. I've found that no matter what hermit, I always end up smiling.

HermitCraft has helped me.

I've kept eating for Tango.
I stopped cxtxxng for Iskall.
I took care of myself for Stress.
I smiled for Grian.
I spoke to my family about things for Doc.
I loved people for Impulse.
I cared about others for Mumbo.
I stayed positive for Zed.
I put others up for Cleo.
I got back up when people pushed me down for False.
I entertained others for Wels.
I defended others for Biffa.
I was honest for Jevin.
I loved my appearance for X.
I was kind to animals for Scar.
I respected nature for Python.
I stopped closing myself off for TFC.

I've done everything I'm doing today for them, and all of you reading. Your what has been keeping me going.

Thank you, Hermits.

Thank you, all.

This is Savi, signing off.  💜