Ryan's pov, just after he left

I pulled out my notebook and flipped to the page I titled, Heart of Mine . It's the song I'm writing for Y/n.

"So Ryan, I've heard you've got yourself a new girl..." Andy said, desperately trying to start a conversation in the quiet van.

"Yeah..." Just leave me alone please...

"What's she like?" He continued.

"She's beautiful, smart, funny, and has an incredible taste in music..." I began to smile as I thought of her, "...she does this thing, when she gets nervous or if she's thinking. She'll bite her lip and it's the cutest thing I have ever seen."

"Yeah? This girl sounds pretty amazing. Is she better than Z? You were crazy for her."

"Yeah, a hundred times better than Z ever was."

"Sure, sure, and even Brendon?"

"Yeah, way better than Brendon..." Please leave me alone...

"Is that right? She must be pretty epic then, huh?"

"Yeah, look I'm trying to work on something here, can you please leave me alone?"

"Oh yeah, yeah, sure..." I got about a minute of silence before he began to look over my shoulder, "... what are you writing?" Ahh this is why I don't do bands...

"A song."

"What's it about?"

"Who's it about..." I corrected him, "...and it's for Y/n."

"Oh, who's Y/n?" He asked, totally skeptical.

"My girlfriend!" I told him, clearly annoyed.

"Oh, I see." The rest of the ride was full of dumb comments and questions from Andy with random bits of quiet where I wrote as much as I could before anything else came out of that dumb ass's mouth. We finally made it to the venue and began setting up for the night. It wasn't very big, about the size of a high school gym.

I walked back stage and found a phone, I should call her...

As I made my way over I was stopped, "Oh Ryan, did you miss me, darling?" Oh boy what is Z doing here??

"No, not really..." I turned to see her getting up from the couch and walk towards me.

"Oh you don't have to lie baby. Your girl ain't here, we should have some..." She leaned in close to my ear and whispered, "...fun tonight." She laughed.

"Uh...n-no" I stared at the floor as I felt my face heat up a bit.

"What?"

"N-no, I don't want to do anything with you. Now if you'll excuse me, I must call my girlfriend." I quickly got to the phone, in fear of Z pulling something on me. I dialed the number, as it rang I kept a close eye on Z. 

"Hello?"

"Hey darling, how's it going?" I couldn't help but smile as I heard her voice.

"Um, I'm good. How about you?" Z began to slowly walk towards me.

"I'm okay, I guess, I just, miss you a lot."

"I miss you too. Ryan, listen I've got something to tell you..."

"Ryan..." Z began.

"Can you hold on for a second?" I asked Y/n.

"Uh, yeah I guess..." She answered.

"Z, leave me alone I don't want anything to do with you. I don't even know why you're here." I told her, honestly.

"I'm here because we're performing our song tonight!" She yelled, "I've been waiting night after night to see you again so I can finally have a shot in music and clearly, you don't even care!"

"Sorry baby, I'm gonna have to go, I'll talk to you tomorrow, alright?"

"Okay..."

"Love you"

"Love you too, bye." I set the phone down and turned back over to Z.

"Remember the night we were going to run away together, start a band, and become famous? What happened to that? Oh right, you! You left! You left me heart broken! You never even called..." She yelled even more.

"Z, I-" she just interrupted me.

"And for what? So you could find yourself a new hoe to entertain yourself with!? How long are you gonna string her along? One? Two? Months? I can't believe I actually thought you cared about me." She cried as tears began to form. Shit...

"Z, I-" she interrupted me again.

"I don't want to hear what you have to say because I know what you'll say! 'oh Z I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, ohhh' Don't even start! I loved you Ryan, I really did. My love meant nothing to you and it still means nothing, doesn't it!?" Her knees gave way as she fell to the floor, sobbing.

"Oh my god, Z." I ran to her side and hugged her. Did I really cause all that?? There's no way, she's the one that suggested I leave... "Z, calm down. I-"

"I am calm!" She screamed, setting her head down.

"I'm sorry, but you were the one that suggested I leave, remember? I didn't want to leave you, but you left me no choice after you fucked around with those guys! Don't act like you're the victim here, okay? You left me heart broken as well!"

She pushed me off of her and began to run out, "Fuck you Ryan! I've changed my mind, I don't want to sing our song anymore!"

"Fine!" As she ran out I muttered, "You manipulative bitch... "

"Geez dude, that sounded scary." I looked up to see the guys had walked in, "We're on in five." Jon told us all, sitting down.

"You shoulda seen what it was like when we were together, oh boy we fought just about every night. I don't miss it one bit."

"And she wants you back!? That's totally wack!"

"Yeah, I know." We got up to the stage and began to play. I think we're doing pretty well tonight...

The night was almost over, "Okay everyone, we've got one last song for the night. This one is dedicated to my love who couldn't be here tonight, I hope you enjoy. This is Heart of Mine." I fixed the mic a bit.

"1 2 3
If I could ask for anything
I'd only want my girl
I've seen a lot of things
Going on around the world

I had to leave her all alone
I wrote this down so I could let her know
That I only want to see her

You should take this heart of mine
She'll always have that heart of mine
Always have that heart of mine
Always have that heart of mine

If I could win the lottery
We'd sail across the world
Travel to the Philippines
But an island just for you and me

Girls on the equator
Never even compared
I only want to see her

You should take this heart of mine
She'll always have that heart of mine
You should take this heart of mine
She'll always have that heart of mine
Always have that heart of mine
Always have that heart of mine

You should take this heart of mine
She'll always have that heart of mine
You should take this heart of mine
She'll always have that heart of mine

Always have that heart of mine
Always have that heart of mine
Always have that heart of mine

We are the Young Veins, thank you, and good night!" The twenty people there clapped as we walked back stage.

"Everyone back on the van, we have a long drive so we're driving through the night!" One of the crew members told us. We all piled onto the bus. As it began to leave, I heard yelling. The bus stopped and I looked out, Why is she trying to get on!? Please no...

The door opened to reveal Z, she climbed into the seat right next to me, "What are you doing?" I asked.

"Touring with you! Andy told me I should tag along, so I am!" She explained, getting closer to me. Of course it was that dumb ass...

"I thought you didn't want to perform with us."

"Oh, no that was just for tonight..." She got even closer, to the point where if she did, she'd be on top of me. Z rested her head on my shoulder, "... I'm gonna try to get some sleep. I hope you don't mind." She looked up at me. I don't want to start anything, might as well...

"Uhh, n-no I don't mind..." I should probably get some sleep too...

I leaned my head back against the seat and almost immediately fell asleep as my eyes closed.

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Sorry I kinda forgot I had this boy ahahahaha. I've been working on the ending to my other fic so I've been busy with that. I have ideas for this one tho so, hopefully I'll post more frequently like I used to. Have an ultra epic day~peace out