Ryan's pov, the morning after the first show

I woke up to see Z, her head still rested on my shoulder, and asleep. She actually looks kinda cute aslee- oh no no no, this is not happening again, I can't let that happen...

"Morning, Ryro." Z had awoken and was smirking up at me.

"Morning, Z." God damn I hate her, why does she have to be here? Just her existence makes me sick, I take back my thought from earlier, fuckin witch... 

We pulled up to the venue, just as everyone had woken up.

"Ryan, since we have a few hours, why don't we go out and walk around for a bit. Get some breakfast as well?"

"Sure Z, why not." I put on a fake smile, this is not going to end well, but I can't let her cause a scene... that's what she wants... 

We got out and stretched before Z grabbed my wrist, practically dragging me out of the parking lot.

"Come on! I wanna see the town! I'm hungry I want breakfast!" She whined, she's such a fuckin child...

"Okay! Just, let go of me and we can get some food." She let go and pouted, since she couldn't hold onto me. Her and Brendon would be absolutely great together! They're both actual children, now I'd pay to see that mess... 

I chuckled at the thought, luckily, Z was to occupied looking at the restaurants to notice.

"Let's go here!" She ran inside before I could answer her. I just want to go home and see Y/n... 

I walked in, joining Z at the booth she was at. The waitress came over and Z probably ordered the most expensive item on the menu, "Oh Ryan, I left my wallet back at the venue. Is it okay if you pay? Please." I rolled my eyes as she got up and sat down next to me, getting as close as possible, just like it was in the van.

"Yeah, sure." I sighed, in annoyance.

"Aww, thanks babe." She snuggled her face into my arm. I want to get out of here so bad... 

We ate as she tried to get me to show any type of affection her way, which I didn't give into, at all. We finished eating and got the check, damn it Z, why'd she have to order the most expensive thing? I can barely afford this...

"Ryyyannnn? Can we go shopppping?" She asked.

"No, you don't have any money. I don't have much money, that I'm definitely not spending on you, and I want to get back to the venue and help set up." I got up, and walked out. Leaving her in there, angry.

"Ryan! I know you wanna hang out with me, maybe even do a little more. Just say the words and I'm all yours, baby." She ran out after me. What the fuck? Just hours ago, she was screaming at me and now she wants to get in my pants? I don't think so...

"No, I have a girlfriend!"

"So what? I have a boyfriend! She's not even here! She won't know about it!" She had finally caught up to me, "Unless you tell her, of course, but you don't have to do that."

"I'm not doing anything with you, Z! I love my girl very much, I'm not throwing that away just for you!" I yelled.

"Oh cut it with the whole 'girlfriend act'! We all know you're gay! Fucking fag!" She pushed me, "Why don't you go run back to Brendon already! We all know you're perfect for each other!" Fuck, I can't do this anymore!

"I hate you! I hate you so much! I can't believe I ever went out with someone so insane and psychotic as you! You witch! I never wanted to do this stupid tour! I just wanna go home!" I yelled, bawling my hands into fists, "I just wanna see my girl!" 

And with that, I walked away. She screamed at me, but I didn't pay any attention to that. I didn't want to. I was already so worked up. Okay I gotta calm down, she got what she wanted! Fuck! I'll just head back to the venue, yeah I can cool down there... hopefully...

I stormed back into the venue, slamming the door behind me. "Ahh! I hate her so much!" I ran my hands through my hair and sat down, back stage.

"What's she doing now?" I looked over to see Jon, sitting on the couch across from me. How did I not notice him?

"She just..." I leaned back and sighed, "... she drives me insane! I don't even know how I went out with someone so..." I struggled to find the word, "so... so..."

"So psychotic? So insane? Deranged? Dude, that girl is mad crazy." I nodded.

"I know." I sighed and stared up at the ceiling, leaning back into the couch, "How long do we have until the show?"

"About two hours." I nodded. I wonder what Y/n is doing right now? She's probably at work... I can't wait to see her again... as my thoughts of her spun around my mind, I felt my eye lids get heavy, and I fell asleep. I heard a snap and jumped as I awoke.

"Wake up! You're on in ten!" Z was in my face, being a bitch as usual.

"Alright! Alright! Geez..." I rubbed my eyes and ran a hand through my hair. Here we go... 

I got up and proceeded to get ready. Everyone got on stage and we were getting close to finishing our set. Everyone stopped playing. I looked around, confused. Then Z walked on stage. She stood in front of the open microphone next to me and sent a smirk my way, "I thought you didn't want to perform." I whispered.

"Well, I changed my mind." She murmured back. Great...

"Since we met, I sit around and want you
I don't do the things I ought to do
I'm so in love I let the world go by me
Nothing matters but you
Nothing matters but you

Every dream I dream, I dream about you
Loving you is all I wanna do
I'm so wrapped up that nothing can untie me
Nothing matters but you
Nothing matters but you..."

Throughout the song, Z couldn't keep her eyes off me. I wanted to puke. We finished the set and walked off stage. I sat back down on the couch along with Z and the other boys, who mostly sat on the couch across from me. It was totally silent, it was nice. 

Then Andy opened his mouth, "Well I don't know about you guys, but I'm starving! Let's get some take out and eat here!" We all agreed and ordered. Everyone left to pick up the food while I stayed behind.

I picked up the phone and decided to call Y/n,

"Hello?" She asked, I miss her so much...

"Hey darling! How are things going?"

"Things are...fine, what about you?"

"It's alright. I miss you a lot." I honestly told her.

"I miss you too, love." Aww, I love it when she calls me that...

"What was that thing you wanted to tell me earlier?"

"Oh uh, it was nothing." Weird, I'll ask her about it later... That was when, I heard something move.

"Okay cool, well I gotta go darling. See you soon. I love you."

"Yeah, see you soon and I love you too." I hung up the phone and glanced over to where I heard the noise.

"Hey Ryan," surprise surprise, it was Z.

"I thought you went with the others." She came closer. She was wearing her pajamas, which of course, was a very short, tight, white silk dress with nothing under it.

"I was going to, but decided against it." She sat down next to me, "Ryan, I'm sorry. About earlier..." Bull shit... "... I just want to make it up to you."

"Oh, there is no need for that." I kept my eyes on the floor.

"Why yes there is..." I could practically feel her devilish eyes burning into my skull, "... Ryan, I can't do this any longer." Without warning, she took my face and forced my lips against hers. I immediately pushed her off.

"What the fuck!? Stay the hell away from me!" I got up and tried to leave. She pulled me back and kissed me once again, "What the fuck is wrong with you!? Stay back! I hate you so much! I tried to be civil with you! And you just..." I pushed her away from me, "I'm done! I'm done with you! I'm done with this tour! I'm done, and I'm going home!" I stormed outside, just as the boys came back.

"Ryan, wait! I love you!" She called, running to me. Jon jumped out of the car and held her back.

"Well I don't love you! Have I not made that clear to you!?" I walked over, "Jon, I'm going home. I can't do this anymore."

"Yeah, I'll take you back tomorrow. This tour has been a disaster- woah woah!" Z almost got out of his hold as she screamed things at me that I had tuned out entirely.

"Thank you," I smiled to myself, yes! I can go home! This whole thing has been insane! Ahhh...

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I finally did it! It's out! And done! Hopefully I'll be posting more often for this guy, I'm sorry for not posting much for it. I don't really have much of an excuse, I just got lazy. I want to write for it but then I just don't. So, yeah. I'll do my best to keep updating, I still really love this story! Have a wonderful day~peace out cheesebags