Recap

"Jah, Jah he's in here please hurry"i whispered very lowly but low enough for him to hear. "ok i'm coming in your house now" that's when i heard my front door open and the person ran by my bed towards the side i was on and he saw me and the last thing i heard was the ringing of a gunshot.

don't play the music yet

warning this chapter contains info about cuts and depression READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!

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Luna's pov

i woke up to wires all over me and a beeping sound. i saw 3 figures in the corner and recognized them 

"Isaiah" i groaned in a raspy sleepy voice trying to get up

 "Luns shu shu" isaish said and walked rushed over to me with the others behind him (shu shu issa sibling thing our grandma used to say) they all looked worried and scared.

 i tried to sit up but there was a stinging pain in my stomach through my spine and winced in pain. jahseh came, grabbed my head and lower back and said "no no no lay back down".

 ashley started to cry, "i can't, i-i just can't watch you her in this hospital bed knowing that Jordan hasn't gotten put away yet!!". 

Jordan..."Jordan...he-he Shot m--" my breathing got heavy and the monitors went off and started beeping really fast. 

i heard all of them yell "HELP!!" and "WE NEED A DOCTOR!!" and a couple of people ran in and pushed ash, jah, and isaish out of the room while i kicked and threw my arms screaming and yelling for my brother 

"ISAIAH HELP ME PLEASE PLEASE ISAIAH!!" and he tried to get past but they wouldn't let him. i thought 'ok i'm gonna die' then i stopped breathing and lost all focus. 

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Isaiah's pov

she yelled for me. 

she wanted me.

 she needed me there for her and i wasn't there. 

fuck it. 

i started screaming and throwing shit around because the voices told me she was dead. 

we both have voices, i know what her voices are saying, she knows what mine are. 

that's why i thought she was dead. 

see, her voices told her she was going to die, mine told me that she was dead, vise versa.

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Luna's pov

AFTER THE SCENE 

play the music now

my eyes shot open, them being blood shot red. 

my chest heaved up and down with a fast pace then slowed after a few seconds.

 i looked around the room look for my brother then my eyes met with Jahseh's who was standing by the door.

 "why" i said with tears bearing to stream out of my eyes 

"why did you let him shoot me' now the tears were out my eyes making wet spots on my hospital gown. 

"i-i-i'm sorry, but after he shot yo, i-i almost beat him to death until Isaiah came in and pulled me off of you and walked over to you whispered something to you t-to calm you down an-" he said with his voice trembling  and full of sorrow 

"it's ok" i said cutting him off 

"it's fine Jahseh" i said with my voice trembling. 

he came over and hugged me. 

surprisingly, i hugged him back. 

"your arms" he said. 

feeling embarrassed, i covered the scars.

 "don't hide them from me" he said.

 he took off his revenge hoodie and lifted his long sleeves only to show me his cuts that started from his wrist to his shoulder. 

"i have some on my legs also" he said

 "me too" i said showing him my thighs, there were cuts from my knee to my upper thigh. 

"it's ok" he said then he gave me his hoodie. 

i slipped it on and covered my legs. Isaiah ran in and hugged me very tightly 

"did voices speak" he asked 

"yeah" i spoke

 "ya'll have em too" Jahseh said now sitting in a chair in the corner not looking up from his hands.

 we both looked at him and shook our heads. 

"what kind" he asked and me isaiah took turns telling him what our voices would do to to us and why we cut and have voices. 

we were in the system since i was 4 and he was 5.

 he's always protected me. once, he saw one of our foster fathers rapping me and he killed him. 

i helped him get rid of the body and when the cops found out, they put us in a psych-ward until we were 10 and 11. 

when we got out, we were placed back in foster care. 

i got rapped again and we killed the man together and ran away.

 now i'm 17 and isaiah is 18. 

since he's officially out of the system, he can't be charged for the murder and i still can that's why were on the low until my birthday in 4 days.

 i started cutting after my 5th rape and didn't stop until i ran outta room on my thighs. now i cut on the outside of my wrist.

"dang" X said and began to tell me his story since Isaiah already knew. while he was telling his story a nurse walked in and X stopped his story. 

"she had an anxiety attack, do you happen to know what it might be from?' the nurse asked 

"yea" i replied 

"ok you don't have to tell me why, get some rest, let your wound heal and your boyfriend and brother can stay and sleep over night" she said

 "he isn't my boyfriend" i stated 

"i know love when i see it, you both have been hurt, lots and lots of pain runs through your blood, i can tell" she said and walked outta the room closing the door behind her. 

me and Jahseh exchanged a look and it got interrupted by isaiah saying i'll call ski and skies, see if they can come an check up on you" and he walked outta the room.

 "can i lay with you" Jahseh asked 

"sure Jah" i said accepting his request. he walked over and slipped in the hospital bed with me and we feel asleep.

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this was 1016 words long and i will update again tomorrow and Thursday, like i promised 

this chapter was crazy and full of what this book will be about mostly and X's story will be explained later on. vote and comment and until next time.

xXJahsehXx