It's been a bit since I've wrote in my journal, but there's a reason for that.

Who would've thought that junior year would be so difficult, what with all the homework. And besides, I've been having trouble staying happy lately.

One significant thing I noticed over the course of these days is how Jeremy and Sophie seem to know one another, but refuse to acknowledge it. Perhaps it's an old friendship?

And Amy seems to have taken a shining to Sophie, the two talk all the time.

Leo and Damon have began to fight a bit more often, nothing major. Passion always jumps in and stops them from fighting.

I'm always tempted to become friends with her, but I'm too shy to speak to people. I wonder if they even know my name. I hope they do.

Now today, Jeromy had been whispering to Sophie about something, but I'm not sure what. Amy had been talking with everyone, as always, and Damon had begun to flirt with Passion. Leo, well, I'm still trying to figure out that man. He seems like a kind person, but there's just something off about him, you know?

It's that feeing that just irks you and you can't figure out what's wrong, no matter how hard you try.

Anyways, there's a party tomorrow that Damon is hosting. It's the first one of Junior year and anyone who is anyone is going to be there. I'm only going because it gives me the chance to watch and observe everyone.

That's what I do, I people watch.

I'm not a stalker. Stalkers learn things about people, I simply watch them.

I'm hoping I can sleep tonight.

The depression is getting worse and I don't know how much longer I can keep taking these antidepressants. They aren't working.

--Sara