Chapter 4

FAE POV

I'm now here in my penthouse near my company. Or let's say agency.

I'm just roaming my eyes in my room. Until a frame got my eyes. It was me with my mom and dad.

"M-mom how are you? How about you dad? I-i miss you both." I tried making my voice not to break. Its been 2 years since I can remember, until that day happened.

3 yrs ago. I was on my mission with a drug dealer. But my mom called me. Saying go back on their house. But I didn't know that its the last time I'll hear her sweet voice.

"Mom?" I called as I enter the house. "Mom! I'm here!" But no response. I enter their room to check them if they're there. But I only saw a blood.

'Go to the frank sub. Blk 2 lot 78. If you want your parents alive.'

At that moment I was so nervous and didn't know what to do.

"Plss. Baby go. Now!" My mom shout as I enter the place written on the paper. I saw my mom, full of blood and a wounds in every part of her body.

"M-mom." I tried to get closed to her but her tears fall faster. "P-plss baby, save your self. Save your baby." I shrugged my head. No!

"Well. Well. Well. The very powerful and known agent the the whole world is here in front of her parents. Her weakness." A voice covered the whole abandoned building.

I looked at him with anger. "You bastard!" I shout. But that's all my shock when a red dot was pointer to my mom's forehead and my wumb.

"N-no! You're a monster!" I almost gritted my teeth in anger. "How could you?"

But another seen came in.

"Baby. Go. Save your self." A man said while his left arm is bleeding. "N-no. I won't." I said.

"You have to save your self. You have to save our baby." I just let my tears as they fall down.

But at my shock a loud bang was heard in the building. "N-no. Mom! Dad!' I tried to run back but he hold my waist.

"don't worry. I'll save them. I'm the one whole go there okay? Just save you self."

"N-no--"

"Plss. Baby for our baby."

"But--" he kissed me.

"I promise will see each other again. Remember? Where destined." I nod. "J-just--just promise me that y-youll come back. Our baby i-is waiting for you." He nod and at last time he kissed my tummy and kissed me. Before he came back to the building and haid goodbye, As I ran.

I didn't know that that's the last time I'll feel his kiss. I'll saw his face and the last time that I'll saw him.

Until a loud explode happened. I slowly turn my head to face the building but something welcomed me.

A bomb welcomed me. In my place. And thats the last time I'll have my baby.

"NO!!!" I shouted as I sited on the bed. I didn't know that I fall asleep. Another dream. But that's a nightmare for me.

"Its just a dream. A nightmare." I came back to my senses when my phone rang.

[Agent F.] Agent B?

"What do you need?"

[Why are you like that? So serious. ] he chucked and I just tsked.

[OK. OK. I just want to ask for help]

"For what? Are you already quitting the agency? 'Cuz I'll surely help you in that." I said amusingly.

[Really agent F? You know that i will never ever resign in the agency. Its my life you know, even problems happen.] He almost whispered the last sentence. I just sighed.

"How can you do that?" I ask out of the blue moon. He chuckled. But I know that its fake.

[Do what? Stay still on the agency?] I nod like he See's me.

[Well. Every one has reasons agent F. Just like you.]

"Even though you know that you'll always be hurt 'cuz of it?" I said in a low voice.

[If that reason is a reasonable reason.] He said as if it answer your all question.

[So! You'll gonna help me or no? I need a help in this mission, its a drug operation.] Even he tries to cheering up his voice I can feel his loneliness.

"I want to be like you." I said out of nowhere.

[A handsome man?] He tried to joke but it just turned out a fake one.

"A stone one. That can have a mask, that can easily forget and lastly can easily be happy." My voice almost cracked but luck on my side so my voice didn't sound like I'm in the bridge if crying.

[Its hard.] Finally! His true emotion came. Sadness and hurt. [Sometimes it's just like a leaf. It will give up but someone will replace it. But you know w-what is the bad about that? That the leaf that fall didn't go. It j-just give up but didnt go, it's waiting for someone. À one that is important to that l-leaf.]

"You're still good at shooting agent F." B said as we sat on the bench on the park. We just finished the drug operation. "Of course." I just said and stared at the stars. Its already night.

"Did you even think once, giving up?" I blurted out. He scoff. "I didn't even know that."

"In the quote that you told me on the phone... Who is the leaf?" Its like his answer will bring a big help on me. "You know my story right? Then you know the answer."

"It will help me." As if on que a lone tear fall on his left eye. A sad tear. "My story is a happy story right? Like cinderella. But the difference she gave up and choose the best for us. The best for her."

Yes. His right. But his story is full of twists. "We were close to be marriage to each other, but destiny is too bitter. She ran away and give up just like the leaf."

"But the leaf didn't give up." I said.

He nod. "Yes. The leaf didn't give up. But its lossing hope. Then after she ran away, after she give up she said she'll wait for me. She gave me a chance. You know what I said?" He chuckled like its a funny thing.

"I can't. Its more important. But I'll come back. I'm a jerk right?" He looked away and get rid of the tear secretly. "At the day before our marriage, she knew something about me. That I'm an agent. More hurtful? She hates agents." He continued.

"After she knew that secret she let me pick. The agency or her?" Then he can't stop now his tears from falling. "Then after that I didn't see her."

"W-why you didn't resign in the agency? You're been there since you're 15, now you're 26." I said. "We all have reasons, but not all reason need to be a solution." Its like a mind of my mouth has its own.

"Do you mean that I can do it at the same time? Or even think wisely? You know fae its just like a pick or loose. You'll pick one of the most delicious candy or you'll pick the money. Its hard. You're been there, you fall in love too. But in my life? She left but in you? He left but he didn't forget you." I just let my tears stroll down my eyes. I remember it again.

"Can't we j-just go b-back in time? J-just like the leaf. T-the leaf can still fight if it does want."

"--but it will give up if it think that the leaf is waiting for nothing." He continued my sentence. "You know my story is just a simple story that every story have. But in myself i believe, that my story is way to far. She ran away and it breaks me, thinking by now that someone has her on her arm, someone kiss her and...someone already maker her as him." He's right. He's story is just a simple one if you read. But if you know his story is way too far, it even gets to the part that someone is already dying cuz of their love. Its not my story to tell.

Our lone time breaks when someone calls on his phone.

"What? OK. I'll be there." He said then ended the call. He gave me a soft eyed looked. "Its OK. You can go, now I know what the girl felt when she's with you." I tried to make it a joke but he gave me a bitter smile before going and saying goodbye.

Now I'm all alone in the park. With my memories back came.

"Oh! Come on! I thought you can catch me?" I said.

I wish I can be back in time.

"I'll catch you wherever you fall, wherever you go and.." He paused. And catched me.

"I'll catch you if you'll give up holding my hand. No one will leave, no one will fall OK? I love you."

"I love you too. I won't let go promise."

Its like a paradise even if it always will be my memories.

"Hey are you okay?" A baritone voice came from no where, as I looked up shock is all written on my face.

Well toned body, a dark washy hair, pointed nose and a baritone voice.

"M-mr. Fillamore?" What is he doing here?

"Oh! Its you Atty. Fae, its just raining and you looked messed up." I just smiled bitterly with a chuckle. "Youre wet." He just scoff.

"Its normal. Anything happened?" Amusement is all written on my eyes. "Its n-not you think. Its just that I can't loose an Atty even if you only want our money." I just pretended that I didn't here His last words. I dont know but its cracking my heart.

"You look like shit.”

" yeah."

"So... What happened?" He suddenly break the silence. "Tell me Mr. Fillamore how can you love your own bestfriend even you know that she has a boyfriend."

"Its so personal." I just chuckled and turned away my gaze. "You know, nothing is impossible in love. If you're in love you don't believe in rules."

"Why? Do you have a hearth break?" I stilled. But suddenly sighed. "I think its a yes, maybe I know the reason. You know you're ugly and not even sexy and--" I cut him off by looking at him straight to the eye.

"T-thats not true." He just gave me a smirk. "Yes it is. Maybe if I were him I'll leave yo--" he stopped when he saw my tears non stop flowing down to my cheeks. I'm so emotional.

"T-thats not true. He didn't leave me 'cuz of that." I saw a guilt in his eyes.

"No i-im sorry--"

"He didn't leave me hanging alone...

He won't die in front of me just 'cuz of that reason." I almost whispered, even though i know he heard it.

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