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I was sitting in my usual loner table in the cafeteria, I look around me at all the other filled tables i hear laughter coming from all directs and i feel all eyes on me; all at once they start chanting "TORI THE WHORIE,TORI THE WHORIE" (NOT COOL REFERENCE SHANE DAWSON TEXT ME) I feel my heart drop into my stomach everything and everyone goes in slow motion and i hear ringing in my ears. I sit there frozen unable to move as i feel tears slowly sliding down my cheeks. I hear someone say "awww shes crying" then everyone erupted in a explosion of laughter. I panic and begin to slowly stand up trying to block out the rude remarks but yet they still find there way into my head. And thats when the voice started over and over i heard the words "useless ,pathetic, ugly ,worthless" over and over like a broken record. I felt like the ground would crumble underneath my feet into a black abyss bringing me with it. I pushed through the crowd the words still consuming my thoughts "why dont you go kill yourself already" the people weren't my problem any more the voice was i needed to find a way out. I ran i pushed the large door with all my force revealing the schools hallway lockers filled the walls it reminded me of a bees hive the students were the hard working bees and the principal was the queen bee the words still pouring out like a never ending stream i turned the corner nearly slipping on the freshly polished marble i scurried down the hall frantically wanting an escape i finally found the front door. I went through it tears were streaming out now like in any second the town would be flooded by a sad girls tears "pathetic" i remebered what and why i was doing what i was doing and i ran home. Knowing my parents were at work i fumbled for my spare key unlocking the door and swinging it open i slamed the door shut and ran straight for the stairs i slowly walked to my room and opened the door revealing my dimlitted thing i called my room. I sat on my bed as the words continued "slut, whore, stupid" my eyes lad on my pencil sharpener i grabbed it and grabbed a screwdriver i slowly un screwed it and shook the insides onto my bed and grabbed the thing i was looking for the blade without hesitation i ran the tiny object along my wrist it gashing open my flesh blood started to pour down my arm i quickly grabbed a cloth and covered it with it. I jolt awake sweat trickling down my forhead i look down at my arms and what was in my dream clean arms with one cut was now millions of tiny strokes that i cant even see the skin just scars.

Hey everyone i know what your thinking OMG ANOTHER STORY yea get over it i want to thank my awesome cousin vanessa shes in adopted by aphmau btw go check her out VanessaMandl2 she helped me alot in this chapter and yeh shes really cool
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