Warnings - blood, anger, violence
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The party was wicked as we drank and had fun dancing some more. Me and Theo danced together as well as me, pansy and Daphne danced together. By the end of the night I was hammered with various different types of potions mixed with alcohol. Along with all kinds of different flavors of alcohol and brands flowed through my body. Me and Theo crashed in his dorm in his bed together. While Draco went off with someone, Blaze and Daphne went off while pansy went with Adrian to her dorm. Matteo went off with some random ravenclaw that I don't really know. Nor do I think he knows he just needed to get laid for the night. Enzo went off with the hufflepuff girl he fancies and Tom went with the girl he fancies. All in all it was a wonderful night filled with fun so I guess it wasn't at all bad.
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The next morning I woke with a pounding headache, but I had made potions the previous week knowing full well of all this. So I took the nasty tasting potion and downed it before handing Theo his. He was so stubborn about it saying it was disgusting but I eventually I just forced it into his mouth making him swallow it. After that I got dressed found pansy, Tom, Blaze, Daphne, Matteo, and Enzo handing them their own bike to drink. They thanked me and we all went down for breakfast together.

Sitting at the Slytherin table laughing with friends when some girls came over giggling and pointing as they walked by. I brushed it off until I heard them say my name and some foul language after it. I stood and smiled politely with more of a wicked grin to it.

"Ahh ladies, Jessica, Audrey, Camila and Daisy was it?" I said

"How do you know our names?" Jessica sneered

"Well everyone knows a slut when you see them right, I mean honestly Tom doesn't need you he can have anyone and your less than worth it if your talking trash about his family and friends right, Audrey don't be jealous about Adrian not wanting you and going for pansy it's not a good look for you, Camila how's your sister heard she's a bitch and spoiled how does mum and dad like that feel left out mhmm, oh and don't even get me started with you Daisy people talk and things can easily get mixed up for all of you" I said in a calm voice

"You don't know what your talking about" Daisy huffed

"Tom deserves more than a shameful whore that has gone about boasting that she got in bed with him only to spread lies when he truly thought you fancied him as he did you, honestly don't you all have better things to do then spread rumors and gossip about someone's family when you stand right behind them, pathetic really I mean I never would have guessed you guys were into so entitled to say shit like that for Merlin sake your a blood traitor, your on the bottom of the totem pole, your a mudblood, and you your just a filthy little slut" his hissed

Suddenly Jessica slapped me and it was over from there, I muttered a hex and then punched her in the face. She stumbled clutching her bleeding nose while Daisy threw a spell my way but I blocked it easily, next was Camila she was weak and pathetic so I easily tossed her to the side and lastly was Audrey and man was she terrified so she ran. I spit blood out as Jessica hit me causing me to laugh and lunge for her. Now a crowd took place around us as we fought one another. It wasn't a duel it wasn't really anything but a fist fight. I took them all and went for more but Theo and Matteo held me back.

"That's enough Cara Mia, their down" Theo said

I huffed and they let go slowly as I whipped my nose and dusted off my skirt before muttering a healing spell. I knew this would get me into trouble and a letter sent to Washington, but I didn't entirely care. Something inside me just snapped and I felt a rush of adrenaline, anger and sadness all at once. The happiness I once felt was replaced with those emotions and it was odd.  It was like someone was messing with my emotions and it wasn't a fun thing to feel.

"My office miss Hawthorne" professor McGonagall said with a stern look

I huffed and followed after her reluctantly at first for obvious reasons. We walked down the halls of the castle until we reached her office which wasn't all that far really.

"Please have a seat" she said and I did

She took a deep breath before her gaze returned upon me.

"I'm very disappointed in your actions Miss Hawthorne, it seems as though you might be acting out for reasons as simple as your loss of your parents and we" she began but I scoffed cutting her off

"My parents death is not what made me fight those girls, it was a mix of myself and something else I can't explain, I rather not talk about it because if I don't understand it then what is the likes of you going to do about it, so Professor my punishment please" I huffed

"What do you mean something else?" She pressed

I knew this would happen, knew she was going to ask questions which made me groan in frustration.

"It's hard to explain but it felt like well like I was being forced to feel that way, or as though I was acting out of my own thoughts that I normally kept to myself, something felt as though it snapped inside and it was as I couldn't control it" I said

"Sounds like someone was controlling you in a way of sorts" she said in a thinking tone in he voice