Warnings - blood, near death
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"Pathetic really, give it a rest, Theo is out of the question no plus Draco is also still an option" father said

They would let up, they kept talking to me and snapping at one another as I closed my eyes. But they shouted to keep my awake something about someone making a mistake. That I couldn't die yet for whatever reason I couldn't put the sentences together or hear much anymore. How long had I been there, the sky was darkening now so it was later. I couldn't check my watch or move for any matter, how far was I from the castle. I was going to die wasn't I, all alone like I've been for so long. But as the world around my silence I gathered the sounds of nature. My eyes closing gently and with an intake of air I felt for once at peace. And in that moment I figured it would be okay to die now if I was to do so.

I'd be able to feel happy for once, no worries about making someone else happy. Doing anything that was remotely something I didn't want to do. Yet as I was about to let the world go, let myself drift away from the world. I heard footsteps in the distance and whether they were real or imagined. I just wanted to be free, free of everything but they stopped me like they always did.

"Fuck trinity" Draco said

"Professor she's nearly dead, what do we do?" Pansy said panick in her voice

"Let me see dear" the nurse from the hospital wing said leaning over my body to get a better look at my wounds

"Barely anything, I can hardly feel a pulse she needs help right away" the nurse said

"Trinity can you hear us?" Blaze said

"Goodbye" I said softly before coughing up blood

"No darling you don't get to die, not today" Matteo said

"It's ok, I'm at peace now" I said softly

"Professor she's dying" Draco shouted

"We can't move her, if we move her, she could die possibly even Alamo instantly" the nurse said

"What the fuck do we do, we can't just let her die" Draco shouted

"You better not die" a new voice said a familiar one at best

My eyes shot open and I screamed in pain as I felt a burning sensation where I was stabbed by something. It scared me, that voice I feared it sometimes when things went bad that day. Things that I didn't want to happen that day of course well happened.

"Hey breath, it's ok it's going to help" the voice of Professor snape said

"Stop stop let me die" I hissed not wanting to survive this without Theo at my side

"Trinity, oh Merlin I shouldn't have said what I did" Theo said

"Get off me, I was fine let me fucking die in peace" I screamed the words as snape poured another potion in my wounds

"Shut up and let us help you" Draco hissed

I lay back my head was now in Theo's lap as he brushed hair from my face.

"Cara Mia I wish I never said it" Theo said

"Yeah but you did Theodore" Pansy hissed

"I didn't think she'd do this" Theo snapped

"I'm ok" I said and then everything went dark
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When I woke again I was in the hospital wing of the castle with someone holding my hand in theirs. But without even looking down at them I knew it was Theo and he was fast asleep. What time was it, I didn't know because I couldn't exactly move at the moment. I moved my head to the side and saw him sleeping peacefully for once. He usually has nightmares about his mum most of the time at least. I rubbed my thumb against his hand trying to gently wake him from his slumber. His head shot up and his eyes connected with mine as I gave a weak smile.

"Oh Cara Mia we thought we lost you" he said tears in his eyes

"I'm fine Theo" I said softly in a raspy voice

"Here drink some water" he said helping me drink the water

"Thanks" I said softly

"I know what I said hurt you, I shouldn't have said it because Merlin I didn't mean it at all because I can't stay away from you trinity, I can't be without you and I know that next summer you have to choose but please know I want to be yours and you be mine, but if you don't choose me I will have to accept it" he said

"Theo I'll always choose you" I said brushing some hair from his face

"As your husband?" He said

"Any time and day Theo, I knew the moment I felt a slight crush on the silly boy who played with Draco all the time, the boy who grew up to be so much more handsome even if he has hurt in his eyes, I loved you then and I love you now" I said

"I need you Cara Mia" he said

"And I need you Theo" I said and his lips met mine in a gently kiss
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As soon as  was able to get out of the hospital wing Theo and the others but mainly Theo would baby me. Rather annoyingly so might I add, it was always watch it people or careful your going to hurt yourself.

"I'm fine, perfectly clear of any wounds and cleared for classes and activities you guys" I snapped

"Dangerously so" Blaze teased

"Well if you're healthy then sex is an option?" Theo smirked

"Sex is always an option" I smirked

"Gross you two" Pansy teased

"As if you haven't been with that ravenclaw recently" I smirked

"How do you know about that?" She shrieked

"Trinity knows everything haven't you realized that by now" Draco said

"He's not wrong, she somehow knows everything now that I think about it" Daphne said

"Yeah how was you and blazes sleep over hmm?" I teased Daphne

"Trinity how" she squealed

"See what I mean" Draco laughed

"I have my ways of getting to know what I know" I smirked

"Theo your awfully quiet over there" Pansy questioned

"Is that your source?" Daphne said

"Nope" Theo said shaking his head

"Whatever you say" Pansy said with a questioning look towards Theo

We finally entered the great hall for the feast that was to announce the people participating in the tournament this year. It was exciting yet overly announced in a way that just made it seem stupid.