Warnings - smut
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I hated myself and cursed my mind and body for betraying me and showing my true intentions towards Theodore. I rushed to the bathroom which also was clean and neat with everything back in the rightful place. I shut the door right in his face only for him to open it with anger and hurt on his face.

"Please we need to talk" he pleaded

"What's there to say Theodore" I said

He visibly flinched at me using his full name knowing damn well I was not having any of it. Whatever he had to say, whatever excuse he made or came up with I didn't want to hear it.

"Please Cara Mia, I Merlin trinity I fucked up ok, I was so in my own head thinking you'd want space and I should have known better, I shouldn't have left you alone, should have begged Dumbledore to let you say with me at the manor, or to save you from...from this whatever your trying to become or already have over the course of the week I spent ignoring the letter, I read it over and over so much it's engraved in my head, trinity grace Hawthorne I fucking love you and I made a shitty choice and lost you, I don't blame you for ignoring me but please just say something so I know where we stand" he said pleadingly

"You....you love me?" I said shocked

"Yes, I love you more than I can tell you, I don't know why I didn't say it sooner or waited and let you be with Draco when it pissed me off and hurt when you two got together, I hate seeing you flirt with other guys, or seeing them touch what is supposed to be mine, I'm so in love with you that if you were to choose someone else I'd have to let you be happy even if it meant I couldn't have you" he said

I took a slow step towards him, I reached up and brushed some hair that fell in front of his eyes. He sigh softly and leaned closer to my hand before I could register what was happening. His hand grabbed my throat with one hand, the other lifted me into the sink. And his lips crashed to mine in a very deep kiss and very needed one at best. Although I didn't hesitate to act and moaned as he wrapped his hand around my neck. My legs spread on either side of his as he stood between my legs making sure they stayed apart. His second hand gripped my thigh so hard it definitely would leave fingerprints on it. I didn't care, I didn't care at all as I whimpered against his lips when he slipped his tongue inside my mouth.

He didn't have to fight for dominance because I melted into his touch giving him everything. I tugged at the ends of his hair causing him to groan. While he then pressed into me with a soft smirk against my lips.

"Fuck Theo please" I whined as he nipped at my neck

"My little Cara Mia so needy hmm" he teased

"Yes Theo really needy" I said with lust filled with eyes and a new feeling inside

I tried to clench my legs closed which didn't help as he stood between them and chuckled. He grabbed my chin roughly and forced me to make eye contact with him. He smirked watching my eyes fill with excitement as I felt his hand travel down my leg. Down my side sending a shiver down my spine, then he stopped at my shorts I whined.

"Mhmm what do you need Cara Mia, tell me" he said against my neck

I simply bucked my hips causing him to growl softly and shake his head.

"Words or you won't get what you want" he said in a deep voice

"Please Theo, touch me anywhere just fucking touch me already" I begged

"Watch that mouth of yours, or I'll use it as I please" he grinned

"Theodore don't tease" I said rolling my eyes

In a swift motion he had me in my feet facing the mirror my belly pressed into the counter top. While he grabbed my chin forcing me to look at our reflection in the mirror.

"Don't use that tone with me princess, punishment follows right after" he smirked

I felt him press against the causing me to back up and grind against his erection. He slapped my ass causing me to yelp in shock which only made him smirk and chuckle darkly.

"I know you better than you think trinity, I see what makes you tick, what pleases you, what turns you on" he said while trailing his fingers down my spine

I shivered as he trailed his hand down into my shorts causing me to gasp softly.

"Every part of you, every single fucking inch of you belongs to me, as I to you, now watch that pretty pace of yours as I make you cum on my fingers" he said

He rubbed slowly causing me to whined and gasp all while he pressed his erection against my ass. I wanted to close my eyes but any time I almost did he would stop and give me a warning look. As if to tell me to keep my eyes open or punishment would follow. When he slipped his perfect fucking fingers inside me I moaned and grind against his hand.

"Fucking slut, your so wet and I've barely touched you" he chuckled

"Theo please baby" I begged

"Whose cunt is this hmm?" He said as he picked up speed

"Yours, all yours" I whined

"And who gets to touch you like this, please you like this, did Draco ever fuck you in front of the mirror like you dream about, or the shower, maybe the prefects bathroom even, go on say it Cara Mia tell me" he said as he curled his fingers inside me

"No, he never, Theo shit don't stop" I moaned

"Did his fingers fit as perfectly as mine, did they feel as good as mine, tell me or I'll stop" he said

"No yours feel so much better" I managed to say