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I could notice every little thing about her and that was love, that was the kind of love she needed right now. She needed someone who could help her and someone who knows her possibly better than herself. Thinking on it I always loved her eyes, how they were a beautiful green but showed deep brown in the light or whenever she was upset. How she punched the bridge of her nose before she went off on you because you upset her. The way her smirk widened when she knew someone was wrong and she was definitely going to say something. She was clever, she was smart, sneaky and mischievous above all things. Although the one thing she needed most was someone like myself but couldn't bring myself to do to.

It was a cowardly thing of me, but maybe it wasn't just that maybe it was me being stubborn and very stupid. I didn't know what to do, but if I did see her things might break down these walls I've built since she left.
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Sunday morning
Trinitys POV

Draco left yesterday early in the morning after making sure I would be okay. I hadn't said a word to anyone all day yesterday about if or what they heard. Although tomorrow I was going back to Hogwarts I wrote to Dumbledore and insisted upon me immediate return. I couldn't do it, stay here with the wolves not at this time for now at least. I still had four years to be around them or at least three and a half because I had to stay until I was of age which is eighteen. When I got dressed, I packed my trunk and decided I'd tell Sam I have to leave now. I heard magic to somewhat fake a letter from Dumbledore giving me and requesting me to return for testing. It wasn't an entire lie, we did have to take tests it was nearing the end of term.

So once dress, packed and ready I took my drink headed out to the kitchen. When I got there everyone was there including a newly phased Jake who was shocked when he saw me.

"Trinity?" Jake said

"Well, well didn't think it happen soon and before I leave at best, but congratulations I suppose" I said the last part in a questioning tone but whatever

"You're a witch and...and you didn't tell me" he snapped

"Hold it right there, Merlin's beard this is absolutely ridiculous and bloody hell mate, I wasn't supposed to just as they couldn't tell you what you'd become, so back up before I really show what a witch can do" I said pointing my wand at him

"Where are you going?, why is your luggage packed?" Emily asked from the kitchen trying to diffuse the tension between me and Jake

"I must go back to school, studies, classes and exams to take and prepare for" I said as if it were obvious

I mean couldn't they see I'd rather not be here just as much as they don't want me here.

"But we were told you have two weeks it's only been one?" She said confused

"I told my headmaster before I left that two was too many, a week would suffice so off to the train I must go" I said

"Trinity why are you in such a hurry?" Embry asked

As if, as if they didn't know, as if they hadn't talked about me behind my back almost all the time. Paul especially and it angered me that he dare ask the questions he was asking. I glared at him at all of them feeling my magic spark in my hands. My wand lit up as I was holding it, it was a natural response when my magic got ahold of me.

"You, none of you get to say bloody anything, treating me like a charity case, oh she's only here cause her parents are dead, she's a witch and too young to be involved in this, hope she doesn't go off the rails it would be enough to drive me insane as it is I have you to take care of, talking behind my back as if I don't hear well I do, I've got nearly the best of hearing maybe just a little better and enhanced than yours, I can hear it all, I can feel the emotions coming off you all in waves, so yes I'm deeply in a hurry and as for why, I don't want to be here just as you don't want me here, so if you would get out of my way I'll be gone shortly" I snapped

They all grew silent, guilt flowed off then and regret, anger from Paul. Sadness from Jake and Embry, hurt from Emily, it was all to much to handle. So in an instant I grabbed my trunk in hand, apperated away to the train station without so much as another word or look at them. I grew frustrated with them, the past week was total rubbish and I wasn't with my friends. I most importantly wasn't with Theodore and it made me hurt. I needed Theo and I didn't understand and I still don't understand why he is t there for me like I was for him. If what pansy told me is true then why wasn't he there for me throughout this whole thing. From their death, which he helped with with until he didn't, to the moving in with muggles or wolves and being surrounded by muggle stuff.

Hell moving to America, living without my parents, leaving my friends for a week. Having to abide by the rules and requests of my parents after their death. Will he be there for the funeral when I will need him most, or will he discard my needs for his stubbornness and selfishness. For fucking Merlin sake I was there for him and if he can't be there for me then what good is our friendship. Exactly what it is now, absolutely nothing because if I am there when he needs me and he's not here when I need him that isn't fair to me.