Warnings - underage drug and or alcohol use, cussing, arguing, fighting
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Back at Hogwarts

Theo read the letter that Trinity sent, was truly upset with pansy about what she told Trinity. Although she did it only because he wasn't strong enough to say it out loud to her face. He wrote to her but never sent the letters just wrote them then burned them. It was complicated in his mind, everything he was doing, everything he wasn't doing. It was jumbled inside his brain but the one thing that always came to mind was her. He wanted her and he needed her, most of all he knew she was hurting and needed him. Although he couldn't bring himself to send her a letter back . So instead as Friday rolled around Draco noticed his attention was elsewhere and decided to do something about it.

So Draco being his usual self and determined, ambitious and mischievous self. Took the opportunity to do something and because he already knew how to apperate he did that. He thought deeply about trinity and when he felt the pull. The feeling of being torn apart pulling you into what feels like a tube then nothing at all. And then brightness and you knew then that you had succeeded in getting where you needed or wanted to be.
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Trinitys POV

I sat on the windowsill ledge, cigarette in hand when I heard it. Someone apperated here but I could smell their cologne it was Draco. Personally wished I was getting a visit from Theodore but can't rely on hopes can you. I didn't face him just kept smoking before he spoke up after a good five minutes of standing there.

"Your smoking now?" He hissed

"Theodore was right, it helps you know" I said still gazing out the window

I didn't dare look at him, the emotions flowing through me now was enough for me. I didn't want to look at him so he knew what I felt and possibly make it worse. I didn't want to cry, or scream or anything like that to show my true thoughts at this moment.

"Trinity....Trinity look at me will you" he said in the usual order like tone of his

I put the cigarette out and turned to face him slowly getting off the window seat.

"Well Draco, what can I possibly do for you?" I asked slowly approaching him

"What is this?, why are you here anyway?" He asked while looking around in disgust

"They weren't true muggles, shapeshifters actually or spirit warriors as Samuel preferred them be called" I said not really going into detail

He stepped closer and reached for me but I backed away and shook my head with a scoff.

"What's gotten into you darling?" He asked

"No don't call me that, you don't get to call me that not anymore, not after everything seriously" I hissed

Trying not to be too loud because I knew the muffling spell was wearing off and the spell I used to hide the smell of the cigarettes. I pinched the bridge of my nose and shook my head softly before looking up.

"I've always called you darling so why can't I suddenly?" He pressed

"Because you can't, you just can't anymore, and be careful what you say they have too good of hearing for their own good" I hissed knowing they'd probably hear us soon enough

"Don't you use a muffling spell on the room?" He said confused

"Yes idiot but it only lasts so long like every other spell we use and plus I'm not even supposed to do all the magic I've been doing without permission surly I'll get into trouble with Dumbledore later when I return Monday" I groaned

"You were given permission I thought?" He said

"To pack my stuff with magic and unpack it with magic other than that but also to try and practice for staying up to date with class work but not for personal use Draco" I snapped turning away from him and walking towards my desk

"He's acting out all of the sudden, did you letter him?" Draco said

"Theodore you mean?, yeah I did but I knew he'd never reply, too stubborn that boy and Merlin knows he might never look at me again or talk to me for that matter" I said

"Why are you being so guilty like?, what's that about huh?, your a witch you have power why do you act like this?" He snapped

I spun to face him anger evident in my expression and my eyes as I glared at him.

"I may be a fucking powerful witch malfoy but I am guilty it's my fault, my damn fault they're dead, I...I didn't save them, didn't say goodbye, didn't even hug them literally ever in my damn lifetime and then I'm sent off to this place where I know absolutely nothing about or anyone for that matter, my parents want me to follow in their footsteps about who's side I choose, I'm being forced to marry one of my friends and if I don't choose one by the beginning of fifth year I'm forced to marry you, don't get me wrong it's not the worse option but Theo he, Merlin I just want someone to know me like he does, someone willing to marry me not because it's forced but because they want to but I ruined that, just as I ruin every damn thing I touch, every single fucking thing Draco and you think that apperating here without warning is going to help me or Theodore your damn mistaken for that, I hate myself every day I wake, every second I breath, every move I make I hate it, I hate me and I hate feeling like this, I fucking hate everything now Draco, so please by all means do what Theodore is and leave the the hell alone" I snapped While waving my hands and smacking him occasionally

He gripped my wrists as I went to hit him and he stood there staring at me. Guilt in his eyes and it hurt me to see him this way, it hurt to see him all together.