Abir :)

After a certain period of time I will be getting married to the love of my life and instead of being happy I was just feeling restless, nervous and anxious. She's the princess of the Agarwal family and I really want to treat her like a princess in my family as well.. I hope I will never ever make her feel like an outsider or left out in any situation. From today she will officially be my second half..

I was sitting in an open car as my barat was going on, I checked my notifications again and again to ensure whether mishti had sent me her picture or not, but she hasn't.. She asked me for a picture of mine in the wedding outside, so I sent her a mirror photo and now she cheated by not giving me her picture. There's still a lot of time left for her bridal entry and I was so eager to get a glimpse of her..

I was wearing a sherwani which was selected and given by my in-laws, it doesn't have only stone work all over it, but it's filled with diamonds and gold.. I would have made a simple sherwani for me, but it's so heavy and costly. But I loved it and it's heavy but simple too.

Both our family run a diamond business, so it's quite obvious that they would make us wear such heavy outfits in our wedding.. And our pictures will go viral on the internet and there are people who will point out everything, so my families have tried to keep everything perfect. For me, nothing matters except my marriage. I have stopped caring about everyone's opinion long ago..

But I reactivated my Instagram id today, it's my big day and I was missing my family who genuinely cared for me.. And then my dm was filled with long paragraphs and it melted my heart.. I didn't respond to anything because I had no time to do that. Though it's a grand wedding, but not a single person outside our family and relatives have an idea about it.. We wanted our wedding to happen without any social media interaction. When the marriage will be done, I will announce it.

I don't want anymore drama and najar in my life, not when it's about her and my life, our wedding!

My phone beeped with a notification, so I opened it quickly.. It's a picture of her where her face was not visible, nor her lehnga.. She has sent me a picture of her jewellery only...

"Oh damn????!!! You are looking gorgeous! " I messaged her, even though her face was not shown, but I could imagine how gorgeous she must be looking in such beautiful attire.. "Look at the jewellery, I feel like I have put on the whole shop! " She sent me another text, I crackled hard.. "Don't worry, I will unwrap it effortlessly, tonight! " I sent her, it's delivered and seen, but she didn't reply.. She must be blushing and here I was smiling like a fool just by imagining the scenario of tonight's moments..

"Abir yarr! Stop talking to her and come outside! " Ruhaan dragged me out of the car, I shut the phone quickly and flipped it over the seat.. I joined the barat dance, the agarwal family was waiting for us near the entrance. The three brothers were dancing with us, I felt someone's gaze on me so I looked up at the palace. And it's mishti , before I could catch a glimpse of her she hid behind the curtains .. I could see her back from the transparent material of the white curtain. A broad smile appeared on my lips, she stayed there for a minute and then left.

Maahira maa did my arti and we all entered the venue, I proceeded towards the mandap and sat down quietly. The priest started his mantra chanting and began the rituals..

The sun has set already, but it's a semi dark lightening... I did as the priest was instructing me to do, "Call the bride! " Finally after chanting every possible mantra the priest said something ear pleasing and the words I was dying to hear. The firecrackers burst at both the sides of the pathway where Mishti will walk on.. The entrance was filled with fog, and she made her entry from the foggy cover..

My heart skipped so many beats, she was dressed up in all red, her brothers and father were holding the phoolon ki chadar.. Her veil has covered her face, but she's glowing so much and due to the bright light effect I could see her face clearly.. She was looking like a goddess who just came from heaven to grace the world. Her beauty was enchanting..

(Imagine it with jewellery)

As she walked on the path, I stood up and walked down the stairs .. Her brothers and father stopped midway and she walked alone all the way towards me, her eyes shining and sparkling in happiness.. I could feel a volcanic eruption in my heart, I was confused if it's a dream or my dream came true.. When she placed her cold palm on my palm which I was extending towards her, I came back to reality..

It's real.. I closed my fingers around her small palm and stared at her.. Her eyes were filled with innocence and it drove my mind crazy and made my heart jump.. She looked down and again raised her eyelashes to stare at me and I lost myself in those beautiful eyes.. I helped her climb the three stairs and then we both sat down on our small chairs which were placed beside the priest..

The priest started chanting again, I moved my gaze towards her, she was looking magnificent, addictive and what not.. I had no words to describe how divinely beautiful she was looking.. "You both stand up for the Garland exchange! " As he said, we both stood up.. Sharanya came with the garlands, I looked at mishti with a smile.. Maahira maa came and pulled up her veil from her face. My heart again skipped a beat.

Damn! The beauty!!

She adjusted her veil and both the ladies left.. We both put the garlands around each other's neck, everyone started throwing flower petals at us.. The color bomb burst behind us along with the firecrackers.. I held her both hands and kissed it, a lonely tear dropped from her eyes and she managed to smile.. I was going through the mixed emotions.. We both sat down quietly..

Both our parents came to the mandap.. My parents held my hand and forwarded it towards her, while her parents placed her hand on mine. We completed the rituals. Her brothers came and tied the end of my shawl with her dupatta, she became emotional after looking at her brothers.. We both stood up for phera and took promises while holding each other's hand..

She placed her hand on my lap when I forwarded my hand to fill her parting line, I could feel her excitement and nervousness. She was happy, but scared too.. We both will start a new life, officially, so it's a new adventure for both of us.. I placed my left palm on her palm to assure her and then placed the sindoor in her parting line.. She closed her eyes, a drop of tear fell down her cheek and a pinch of sindoor felt on the tip of her nose.. I smiled a little..

She stared at me, I took the mangalsutra and tied it around her neck.. "Congratulations, Mrs Rajvansh! From now on you are officially mine! " I said and took off my hand , she held it and placed it in her lap.. Everyone was smiling and throwing flowers at us.. "Congratulations to you too Abir Rajvansh! " She mentioned, we both smiled while looking at each other.. The priest announced us as husband and wife.. We stood up and took everyone's blessings..

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It's time for vidai, everyone was standing on the pathway.. I was holding her hand while she was walking towards them with moist eyes, her tears were ready to fall down.. She left my hand midway and hugged all her chacha and chachi.. Her three brothers were standing together, she stood in front of them while trying to control herself.. I was feeling heartbroken just by looking at her..

Mivaan took her to a bone crushing hug while her brothers joined the hug, "You are going from one home to another, stop crying.. One call and your brother will be at your doorstep! " Mrinal said, she cried more.. I held her from her shoulder and brushed her back.. Sharanya, Jeevika and Ziya held the three brothers, Mishti went to hug her mumma.. She was crying badly as well.. My mumma came and stood beside me.. "Let's postpone the vidai, I can't see her crying, " I muttered in a low voice..

"Even if you keep the vidai after a year, she will cry the same! "

Her statement was true, I stared at the mother daughter duo and my heart was falling apart.. "It's not any typical family we are living in right? She can stay with her parents everyday, it's her rights and we will never oppose her, in fact I will stay wherever she wants! " I said, mumma smiled at me.. "I know and she knows it too. But it's a changing point of her life, no matter wherever she will stay, her priorities and everything is going to change. She will start a new family with you, so there will be a distance no matter what. It's not about her, you are going to start a new family too, so your priority will be changed too.. "

I glared at her, "You want me to cry too? " I said, she hit my shoulder and went to console Mahira maa.. When we start a new family we actually don't stay attached to our parents like before because we get new people in our life, we get new adventures on our plate.. It doesn't decrease the love towards them, but you won't always be available for them and it's a fact..

Now she's crying while hugging her father, I stood beside him and wrapped my arm around his shoulder.. "It's the last time I am letting your daughter cry, I promise! " I said, he leaned his head on my shoulder and broke the hug with her.. "Let's go beta! " my father came and pulled her to a side hug.. I held her hand and we directed her towards the car.. Her parents were coming behind us.. She left my hand and turned towards her parents.. She hugged them again, her three brothers surrounded her in a group hug..

Seeing all of them shedding tears was literally breaking my heart, but I knew it was a matter of time and it will pass soon.. They let her go, I got inside the car first because I didn't want the knot to fall apart.. They made her sit in the car after me, Mivaan locked the door.. She looked outside, I shifted close to her.. "Relax, calm down, " I didn't know what I would say to make her relax.. The car started, she held her papa's hand and looked down while crying..

As the car started moving, the distance between them increased and they both left each other's hand.. She pressed her face in the crook of my neck and broke down..I started brushing her back while trying to console her with my words..

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Mishti :)

The Rajvansh mansion was decorated with lights and flowers.. Our car was the last one to reach, we both got out of the car.. I took a deep breath, now I am feeling much better.. "You okay? " Abir asked me after squeezing my shoulder in his arm.. "I will always be okay because you are with me, " I placed a kiss on his cheek, he smiled widely and held my hand .. We both walked towards the door, everyone of them were standing for our welcome..

Ishani maa did our arti, I pushed the rice filled bowl with my feet and then placed both of my feet on the red water. And then I walked on the white sheet, leaving my feet marked on the sheet behind.. "We will do our post marriage rituals tomorrow! " Abir said, my cheeks got red because I knew what all of them would say after hearing him..

"Oh excited already? " Ruhaan circled his arm around him, "Let's go to your room, " Maa took me upstairs, I looked back at Abir who was stuck due to teasing sessions.. "Bhabi, relax.. They will leave your husband soon, " Astha teased me, I didn't say anything and turned towards the front. The room was completely dark, Eva switched on the light.. I walked inside, my eyes roamed around the whole room and my breath stuck in my throat..

The bed was filled with petals, I gulped down and walked towards it. We won't do it for the first time, but it's been six months since he hasn't touched me and it feels completely new. I was excited but nervous too.. I sat down in the center of the bed, "Take rest beta, tomorrow your muh dikhai ceremony will happen at 3:00 , so take a good sleep. And if possible we will do the first rasoi in the morning! " Ishani maa said and left.. Astha and Eva sat in front of me with a teasing smile..

"Are you going to take a rest? " Astha grinned mischievously, I bit my inner cheeks to stop myself from blushing.. I was already feeling nervous and these teasing gangs were making it worse for me.. "I will set the alarm at 8:00 , so that you can wake up for the rituals! " Eva set the alarm, I nodded silently.. They both wished me luck and left, like I was going to fight a war..

The steady walk made my heart skip a beat, I looked up , my heart skipped another beat.. Abir locked the door from inside and came towards me.. While coming towards the bed he switched off the main light, now it's only the red light which was on.. He decreased the power of ac, it was too cold for me to tolerate, but his gaze was keeping me warm.. He opened the upper layer of his sherwani and threw it away..

"Come here! " He extended his hand, I moved towards the edge and placed my hand on his palm.. He directed me towards the mirror and made me stand in front of it.. I looked at myself and then him, he back hugged me and placed his chin on my shoulder.. "Look at my bride, isn't she looking the prettiest? " He asked me, his gaze moved from my reflection to actual me as he tilted his gaze.. I felt like someone was digging holes in my cheek, it heated up just by his gaze..

"Now she's looking extremely seducing, " he whispered, the redness on my cheeks went deeper and deeper, I looked down.. I was just playing with my fingers, he brushed his nose on my cheek, I felt goosebumps all over my body.. "When I see the bossy girl turned into a shy and submissive girl, it turns me on like anything! " He whispered, my toes curled down.. Thick air passed by us, sending shivers down my spine..

"You are looking tired, you should take rest tonight, " he whispered and detached himself, but I held his hand.. "You know me very well, but not to the extent where you can say what I want, " I whispered after turning towards him, a smirk played on the corner of his lips.. He took a step forward, I stepped back and my back was pressed on the edge of the dressing table.. My breath hitched..

"Is it? " He whispered, I nodded positively.. Those gazes were killing me, still I was staring into them.. He removed my veil and dropped it on the nearest table.. He came closer, he stared at me with a smile while his hand moved to the back of my neck and he unhooked the necklaces.. One by one each of them kept falling down my body.. He rolled his finger around my mangalsutra and pulled it gently, I stepped forward in instant response..

He smirked and kneeled down in front of me, he pointed at his thigh and gestured for me to keep my feet over it.. I placed my left feet and he removed all the jewellery and then did the same with my right feet.. Sitting over his knee he unhooked the waist band, I shut my eyes as he placed his lips on my navel.. My dupatta was tucked in the lehnga skirt, he inserted his hand and slowly pulled it out.. His cold touch sent shivers all over my body.. He stood up and held my hand..

He removed all the bangles and rings except my engagement ring and then made me wear those glass bangles again.. He did the same with my right hand and kept the red glass bangles around my hand.. I looked at my wrist and then at him in confusion, he bent down till my height and leaned towards my ear.. I had to hold my breath, the room's red light was making it look more intimate.. "I want to hear the sounds it makes when I will thrust you hard and I want it to scratch all over my back when you would be on the verge of passing out! "

His words made my eyes widened, he has another level of fantasy in his head.. He pulled out both the earrings, his hot breath was fanning all over my neck.. I pulled my lower lip inward, his hand moved to my back and he removed the jewellery from my hair bun.. I haven't used many pins, so it's not difficult.. As he opened the bun, my long hair fell free on my back.. He brushed his cheek against mine, I placed my hand over his chest.. "Are you nervous? " He whispered in my ear and sucked my ear lobe.. I clutched the thin fabric of his kurta.. I couldn't respond to his words due to our close proximity..

He leaned back and looked into my eyes, I stared at him and shook my head in a no.. "I want words! " His demand made me weak on my knees, "I am not nervous, " I whispered, maybe I was, but not now. I was not that nervous that I wanted him to stop.. A little nervousness is okay until I myself want him.. He placed his hand on my pallu(dupatta) and pulled it down, it slowly started falling down my chest, leaving me with only two pieces of lehnga..

His eyes remained fixed on me , I felt exposed for a moment.. He placed his both hands on my cheeks and pushed it towards my hair.. He adjusted my hair and turned me towards the mirror again . My breath hitched after I took a glance of me in the mirror, I wasn't looking vulgar, but I was looking extremely seducing.. "In the mehndi night , I didn't have any rights on you, but now I have every right on you and time as well ! " He whispered, I smiled and looked down.. The only difference between mehndi night and tonight was my mangalsutra and sindoor.. Both things are making me look extra beautiful..

He turned me towards him in a jerk and placed his lips on mine.. The kiss was so sudden that I couldn't react at first, he pressed me against the edge of the dressing table and kissed me.. His one hand was wrapped around bare waist while his other hand was clutching my hair in a tight fist.. As I moved my hand on his chest to hold his collar, my bangles made those sounds which not only brought a smirk on his face, but excited him as well.. He deepened the kiss, I clutched his shirt and reciprocated the kiss..

He removed his hand from mine and placed it on my shoulder.. His hand slowly moved down to my chest, my breath hitched when he rubbed his thumb over my already aroused bud.. He trailed down his hand and placed it on my belly.. I was running out of breath, he broke our kiss and pulled himself back.. He stepped back towards the bed while holding my hand..

He fell back on the bed pulling me along with him.. I fell on the top of him, my hair covered his face completely and my face was buried in his neck.. I raised my upper body and stared at him, he tucked my hair behind my ears and gazed at me.. "You don't have any idea how fucking beautiful you are looking now and I can't wait to mark each inch of your body as mine! " His words brought redness on my cheeks again, he flipped our position and now I was under him..

He pressed my hands against the bed and nuzzled his neck in the crook of my neck.. I tilted my head to give him enough access which he was demanding, he started giving me wet kisses.. "Abir.... " I moaned his name, he trailed his lips up towards my jaw and then bit my lower lip hard... I shut my eyes, he sucked my lower lip and placed a kiss on my chin.. When I didn't feel his lips on my skin I opened my eyes only to see him staring at me..

"Why did you stop? " I asked him, "Already desperate? " He whisper-asked, I glared at him.. Pushing him to a side I stood up.. Before I could take a step forward he pulled the dori of my blouse, I instantly stopped.. He came to my front and pulled me by holding my waist... "You can't run away from me and my teasing tonight, princess! " He whispered, his fingers moved up and he started opening the hook of my blouse..

"You are going to tease me the whole night? " I whispered, "Yep! " He responded, the blouse became loose around my shoulder.. He slowly pulled it out of my hand and threw it on the table.. My one hand automatically moved to my chest, but before that he held it and twisted it by placing it on my back.. My chest was pressed against his.. "Don't you dare to pull such an act again! " Dominance ran over his voice, it made my throat dry.. But I loved it, I love when he dominates me..

The eye lock between us was broken due to the sudden knock on the door.. "Who is my enemy now? " Abir groaned in annoyance, I chuckled and then laughed after seeing his irritated face.. "My wife of course, how can I forget, " he answered and rolled his eyes.. I laughed again, I wrapped the duvet around myself as he went to open the door.. I heard  baby Ahan's crying voice and then it vanished as he shut the door from outside .

I sat down on the bed and sighed.. I hope it's not an emergency, I wasn't in a state to go and check.. I waited for a few minutes, but he didn't come.. So I decided to freshen up.. I was tired and continuously crying, my mood was romantic so I couldn't feel it till now.. But the moment I removed my clothes and changed into a comfortable fit I realized how terribly tired I was.. My every bone was screaming for rest. Ugh!

I cleaned my face and went back to my room.. Removing the flower to one side, I sat there in a half laying position.. He hasn't returned back yet.. No mishti you can't sleep, otherwise he will keep teasing you for your whole life. No way! But my eyes kept closing up, I shook my head and stared at the ceiling.. I didn't have any strength in me to go & check what was happening.. I hoped everything was good outside..

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