Mishti :)

It's our sangeet day and I could feel my every bone screaming in excitement and also crying to get rest. I have been practicing my ass off for the last two weeks for my different dances, I wanted everything to be perfect. But I did more practice yesterday, so I was feeling tired . But the excitement is so high that I will forget about tiredness once I reach the stage.

We would wear a twinning outfit again and the color will be sky blue. I was wearing an off-shoulder blouse with a lehnga which had heavy embroidery towards the end. I personally liked it, so Abir chose an outfit with the same color as mine..

I have semi-curled my hair and the wavy look was matching the outfit and I was looking good.. I didn't put in much makeup because I will sweat a lot while dancing and I didn't want to check on my make up again and again.. After getting ready I went out, my family was waiting for me on the ground floor.. I lifted my lehenga a little and started walking down the stairs..

Mumma & Papa came towards the stairs, as I reached the last stair they both forwarded their hands.. I held their hands and got down, I was smiling ear to ear.. "You both are looking so perfect! " I gave them a compliment, mummy smiled in return, but papa didn't say anything.. I circled my arm around his bicep and kept my head on his shoulder as we both started walking towards the venue..

"Papa.. If you will keep this grumpy face, how will I be able to enjoy anything? " I muttered, mumma was walking with me and other members of my family were coming behind us.. Papa wiped his tears, "It's not my vidai papa, " I pouted, I felt heavy in my chest after seeing his tears.. "Don't forget me after marriage! " He whispered, I stopped and looked at him.. "Mumma, why don't you just scold him? " I continued and moved my gaze to my papa.. "How can I forget my first love? The hero of my life? "

I crossed my hands over my chest, he chuckled and hugged me.. "He is just seeking attention, " Mumma commented, I laughed along with her.. We trio walked towards the sangeet venue, it's an open sky arrangement for today.. The weather was quite cool today.. A stage was there and for group dances the center place was chosen. Sofas were placed all around it..

I stood near the stage, both of our family took their seats.. Sharanya came and pulled me to the center.. My three brothers and their respective wives came to my front. As the background music began, they started dancing.. I covered my palm, "Omg? Is this a surprise for me? You should have involved Abir with me , he missed your performance ! " I said ,my eyes moved in the crowd in search of Abir , they continued dancing.. Ruhan came from the crowd and turned me around and left.

Our other family members were standing there, I smiled in confusion.. They all moved to two sides and Abir made his entry. My eyes widened and my jaw dropped..

Jaanam dekh lo Mit gayi dooriyaan Main yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan hoon, yahaan..

"Oh my God? " I whispered, he came towards me while grooving along with the beats.. He twirled me around him and then he joined my brothers on the stage.. Everyone of them joined them and I was watching them with teary eyes.. He made my sangeet special with a beautiful surprise. He had made my mehndi special as well...

Jeevika came and pulled me to the center and left me with Abir , everyone surrounded us in a circle .. Abir kneeled down and gave me a rose, I held the rose and made him stand before hugging him.. "You should stop making me emotional in every other function! " I said, a tear rolled down my eyes, he brushed it away by his thumb.. "It's just the beginning of us! I am going to show how grateful I am to have you everyday. " He said while cupping my cheek.. I kissed his palm, and everyone started cheering for us..

I turned towards my brothers and opened my arms to hug them.. The three of them jumped on me quickly and pulled me to a bone crushing hug.. "Include us too! " My dear bhabies joined our group hug as well.. "Stop crying Abir's lovebug, your kajol will be ruined! " Ruhan commented, this guy never leaves a chance to comment on me. But I loved the way he addressed me as Abir's lovebug..

Everyone went to their respective seats, I went near the stage.. When the lights went off, I climbed the stage and stood in the center. The light and music came at the same time, Abir stood up at his place and started clapping for me to cheer me , his lips curved into a big broad smile..

I started with Tu hi to jannat meri
Tu hi mera junnon
Tu hi to mannat meri
Tu hi rooh ka sukun
Tu hi ankhiyon ki thandak
Tu hi dil ki hai dastak
Aur kuch na janu mein
Bas itna hi jaanu

Tujhe mein rab dikhta hai
Yaara mein kya karu
Tujhe mein rab dikhta hai
Yaara mein kya karu

The crowd was filled with complete silence, Abir had a little smile on his face. I chose tujh me rab dikhta hai for a reason, I truly meant it. After my dance ended, Sharanya handed me the mic.. I was breathing heavily because I just had a dance and was unable to speak.. Abir held the bottle and gestured for me whether I needed it or not, "Calm down Abir Rajvansh! You don't have to win my heart again and again, I might get a heart problem, " I said in the mic..

Everyone started teasing him, for the first time I noticed him blushing with a smile plastered on his face.. I let out a deep breath and held the mic closer to my lips.. "So I am getting married, finally! " I continued, everyone laughed along with me because only our family knows the journey, the obstacles we went through and it's not easy.. The journey of Abir and Mishti was a rollercoaster..

"And believe me, I am the happiest and luckiest bride in the world because I am getting married to the best man and I am going to the best family. I remember when I met Abir for the first time , I wondered why people are so crazy about him. Of course he had a charming personality and it can make any girl flatter, and it definitely melted my heart. Everyday, like everyday he gives me a reason why I need him in my life and why I should feel blessed to have someone like him..

He kisses the ground I walk on.. Though I was away from my family for over a decade, but everyone is well aware of my anger, my stubbornness and my dominating behavior, everyone knows what a spoiled child I am. And it's him, my Abir, who treats me like a flower , who tolerates my anger, my stubbornness & everything, like it doesn't affect him. He has forgiven me for all my mistakes, for all my deeds, for all my hateful words.. I am really blessed to have you Abir.. I love you and it's true, tujhme sach me rab dikhta hai... "

I started shedding tears, every time I start thinking about our journey it brings tears to my eyes.. I felt an unknown fear in my chest because how could I become so lucky to have a man like Abir in my life.. Abir ran towards me and hugged me tightly, I stumbled over my feet and hugged him back.. "I love you always, " he whispered and pressed a kiss on my neck before breaking our hug.. He cupped my cheek, "I don't know what to say right now, I am just -" I placed my finger on his lips..

"Your actions speak a lot, you don't need words to prove it! " I whispered, he kissed my palm and smiled brightly. All of them started cheering for us again.. "Now go, I have another dance, " I said, he chuckled and left... The light went off and I adjusted myself and took a deep breath. The next performance would break me emotionally, but I had to do it..

Baba main teri mallika
Tukda hoon tere dil ka
Ikk baar phir se dehleez paar karaa de, when this part of the lyrics came I turned around and wiped my tears and again turned back towards everyone.. I avoided looking at my parents, I knew they were crying and shedding tears and if I looked at him I wouldn't be able to dance anymore.. Ungli pakad ke tune
Chalna sikhaya tha na
Dehleez oochi hai ye, paar kara de

As the dance ended I turned around, I needed time to control my tears.. After taking a deep breath I walked down the stage, holding the mic in my hand.. Mumma and papa were sitting on the sofa, Abir and my brothers were around him as they were trying to console them .. "Look at me both of you! " I ordered them while wiping my tears, mumma has a great level of self control so she wiped her tears and looked at me with a smile. And papa knows how to hide his emotions, so he did it effortlessly..

I held both of their hands and dragged them to the center.. "I am the only girl in my family and the only reason why I am so pampered & spoiled.. My papa's pearl, mumma's priceless diamond and my brother's kid, " I continued, I looked at my three brothers who were standing just in front of me, and they were emotional as well..

"When I was born my family was going through a lot of things, life threatening problems, but not for once did they make me realize about it.. They even let me go so that I can stay away from a toxic environment. And I was so angry, so heartbroken that I forgot all the sweet memories I had with them before standard 9th.. I forgot how I was always the center of attention, I forgot how everyone used to do horrible dances to pacify my anger, to make me smile. How it's always about me and not once my brother complained about the undivided attention I got from my every single family member! " I took a pause, three of them were staring at the ground..

"And thank you mumma for choosing papa over me, thank you for standing like a shield of him, thank you for protecting him in my absence.. " I looked at papa, and that's it, I couldn't control my tears, I tried but failed.. But I held myself back, "I love you papa for everything, for unconditional love, for prosperity , for being the best papa in the world. Thank you for always keeping me above everything and -" my voice broke down, I closed my eyes to take a deep breath.. Papa pulled me to his embrace and held me tightly and securely as he couldn't stop himself from crying..

Mumma back hugged me, I was crying like a baby.. When I got a chance to live a normal peaceful life with them, God pushed me to start a new life.. I won't complain about my marriage decision, but I was just feeling heartbroken that I will leave them.. "Your daughter is yours and will always be yours. She's not going anywhere after marriage. We both families are the same right? Be it you, be it us. She will be happy in both places, " Ishani aunty said, Yuvaan uncle held my hand and patted my head.

"Stop crying, none of us will be able to enjoy anything if you cry like this! " He said and wiped my tears, I smiled and stepped back.. Both my parents and parent-inlaw hugged each other, Abir wrapped his arm around me and pulled me to his embrace.. "Don't cry, please, " he muttered in a low tone, I looked at him and realized his eyes had become red.. He placed a kiss on my forehead and made me sit on our seat.. I gulped down a bottle of water and started feeling better..

The next performance was from Abir side family, a group dance of Sharanya, Eva, Ivan, Astha and Arya .. Later Ruhan and Abir danced together. Ayansh bhai and Ruhani bhabi could not dance because of their new born baby, the delivery occurred three weeks ago.. Thankfully the baby is healthy and it's a baby boy.. And they have kept his name Ahan, it's a combination of their name..

Bhabi wouldn't be able to dance , so they both didn't attend today's function.. The sound will affect the baby, so they were in the palace.. They have attended other functions and will attend wedding too.. But not this, Abir wanted to dance with Ayansh bhai, but it was not possible..

We both did a couple dance together .. And then both of our parents did a performance as well.. It's quite funny because our mumma wanted it to be perfect while our fathers were too busy with their own choreography. So we laughed throughout their dance which was filled with banter.. "These both only know how to shoot bullets, " Mumma commented and left to her seat.. We both started laughing after seeing their annoyed faces..

I stopped laughing when my brothers jumped to the stage.. It was the last dance of tonight.. I didn't need to see them dancing in emotional songs to shed tears, they just reached the stage and here I started crying.. Abir put a tissue box on my lap, I chuckled..

(Imagine three of them)

It's not only their performance, but they had made a video which was playing in the background. The video has a lot of my childhood videos and images, the days when I used to celebrate holi diwali garba and other functions with them.. I covered my eyes with my palms and burst our crying again and this time it was actually heartbreaking.. "Mishti, calm down ;" Abir circled his arm around my shoulder..

"I am sorry for spoiling your sangeet by just crying, " I whispered in between my sobs, he squeezed me in his embrace.. "You better shut up , I understand your emotions and now I am feeling bad that I am taking you away from them! " He said, I wiped my tears and placed my head on his shoulder and looked at my brothers.. All of them had a huge smile on their face, I smiled looking at them.

Three of them dragged everyone to the stage, everyone was emotional after seeing me and the video, but nobody wanted to cry at the end of the sangeet.. So we all moved to the center and started dancing on random songs.. It ended on a good note and we all enjoyed it to the fullest..

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Finally our wedding day!!
Normally I wake up late in the morning due to all the night functions.. But today I woke up before 5:00 am and not only did I just wake up, I started running from one end to the other end of the palace and broke everyone's sleep. I didn't want anyone to wake up late , my haldi would be delayed.. Mishti Agarwal was hella excited about her wedding. This should be in the newspaper.. I started jumping in my room and then went to take a shower..

After getting ready I dialled Abir's number.. After a few rings which felt like forever he received my call..

Hmmm...

Omg! You are sleeping? The fuck?

No cursing on our wedding day, princess..

Why the hell are you sleeping till now?

I love you..

My heart skipped a beat, not because he confessed but because of his deep gloomy sleepy voice, the hair on my neck stood up.. I scratched the side of my forehead and let out a deep breath..

I love you too Abir Rajvansh, but don't you think you need to wake up? We have our haldi in an hour!

There is still an hour left. Why are you disturbing my sleep so early?

Are you always going to sleep like this? It's our wedding wake upppppppppl!

This is going to happen after our wedding too.. I usually practice till late at night and then wake up after 9:00 ..

And it's not going to happen after marriage. I go to the office at 9:00 and I want my husband to drop me off at the office. So you need to change your routine..

Huh? We will change your office routine!

It made me laugh, yet I could feel those butterflies in my tummy.. His voice was damn sexy and it was such a turn on for me.. I was smiling like a fool while holding a pillow near my chest..

No way I am going to change my schedule. And why will you wake up late when you haven't joined the industry yet.. So what will you practice till late night?

My soon to be wife is forgetting that she will live with her husband from tomorrow, in the same room , all alone and there's a lot of work they can do till the night disappears..

A red hue appeared on my cheeks, I bit my lower lip to control my stupid smile..

Ohh! We will see...

You will definitely see, Mrs Rajvansh!

I poked my face on the pillow and started throwing my hands and legs, his voice will kill me one day and the way he mentioned me as Mrs Rajvansh it actually made my heart jump in excitement..

By the way, do you remember what I have said in Sharanya's haldi?

Thing would be indecent in our own haldi.. I definitely remembered it, but I tried to act a fool..

You say a lot of things in a day, how do I remember it?

Ahh? You think you can act fool?

What? I genuinely don't remember anything.. You tell me!

As you said, action speaks louder than words, so I am going to show it in action..

No way Abir!! If anyone in my family sees me with you then I will be dead and it's our wedding day. It's not a good thing to meet after haldi..

Exactly we won't meet after haldi, we can celebrate our own haldi..

No! I don't want any drama today..

And I want you today and it's happening..

I will kill you..

You will beg for it, mark my words..

My jaw dropped, before I could respond he cut the call.. Damn? I would beg for it? Definitely! No way..

I was wearing a grey color lehnga with yellow flowery work on it.. I kept it simple and light in color because I wanted the haldi color to be visible on my outfit.. So I kept the white color theme.. I didn't do any make up, but I just applied the moisturizer suggested by my dermatologist, so that the turmeric won't affect my skin.. I did not want to take any risk..

I wore a flower designed necklace and earings... In both of my hands I wore a ring which was connected with the bracelet and it's made up of flowers..

I went outside and clicked several solo pictures and pictures with my family.. After doing puja and taking prasad, we all went outside.. I saw Abir's family coming from the opposite side.. Abir was walking in the front, he had a smirk plastered on his lips. He was wearing the same color kurta and to look extra fine he was wearing sunglasses.. The kurta had buttons on the front and he had left three upper buttons opened , his toned chest was glowing due to the sun's reflection..

As we both reached near each other, he pulled down his sunglasses till his nose and gave me a look of are you ready? I let out a deep breath, he is a man of words and if he has decided that we will have our own private haldi then we will! I have no problem with it, but it would be impossible, how will he go to my room in the broad daylight and how will he return back? It is impossible..

"Let's go fiance, " he forwarded his hand, I smiled and held his.. I was behaving so normal like there's no volcanic eruption happening in my chest.. We both moved to the haldi place, it's all decorated with yellow flowers & leaves..

We both sat inside the round vase , as maa said we applied haldi to each other first.. "It started with us and it will end with us only! " He whispered in a low tone, my eyes stayed on him for a moment before it moved towards my family who were happily smiling.. One by one everyone came and applied haldi to both of us.. We were having fun because we were throwing haldi at each other, so nobody was emotional today..

Ruhaan sprayed the water on us through a pipe which was connected with a motor tap.. We both were completely drenched, the girls were dancing in the beat of music.. Jeevika pulled us to them and we both started dancing as well.. It's filled with laughter and fun. We clicked a lot of pictures with everyone and then sat down in our respective place again..

They poured the milk and rose water on us, it cleaned the haldi out of my body. And then they poured normal water on us. With this the haldi was completed.. We both stood up , I looked at him and his playful smile.. As the rituals ended we both turned around to leave towards our respective room.. From the morning I was excited about our wedding and now I was feeling nervous about our private haldi..

"Mam, this way! " The spot said to us, we looked at her in confusion.. "Mam you will get ready here for the marriage. Because it's near the mandap, so your entry will happen here! " She said after pointing at a small palace.. I nodded , mumma came with me.. The palace had a big room and then there was a private pool towards the back attached to the bedroom and a bathroom.. It's beautiful.. I liked it..

"You take your own time.. The makeup artists will come after two hours, so take a rest.. You will be tired otherwise, " mumma said and left.. I locked the door from inside.. They have already placed everything here.. I opened the pin from my dupatta and went towards the pool.. "Abir must not have any idea about the change of place, " I muttered under my breath.. Deep down I wanted to celebrate our haldi together..

"And what if the change happened because of him? " My eyes widened, I quickly turned back and stared at him in shock.. "Abir? " I whispered, I couldn't not believe for a moment. Damn! "You did all this? " I asked him in shock, he ran his fingers through the thickness of his hair.. "Of course, Princess! And I guess we have more than enough time for each other, " he whispered, I took a step back and gulped..

Haldi was kept in a big bowl beside the pool and I was standing just near it.. He kneeled down in front of me, taking a little amount of haldi in his palm he applied it on my palm.. I quickly bent down, "You don't have to touch my feet, " I held his hand, he pulled me in a jerk.. We both fell back on the ground just near the edge of the pool.. I was leaning onto him , my one hand was placed on his shoulder while the other one was resting on his abs..

He dug his hand in the pool of water and cleaned the haldi.. The next moment he dropped a few droplets of water on my lips, I looked at his hazel brown eyes.. He didn't even let me think anything and sucked the droplets of water along with my lips.. "Abir, " I whispered, he held my hair and joined our lips for a proper kiss.. I shifted closed to him and reciprocated the kiss.. His hand moved down my jawline to my shoulder, he held the dupatta and threw it away making my heart skip..

I couldn't breathe anymore due to our growing intimacy, he broke our kiss.. I could feel his heartbeat as my head was resting over his chest near his shoulder.. His hand moved to the back of my neck and he opened the knot of necklace.. It fell down and stopped just on my cleavage.. His fingers slid down my throat to my chest as he took off the necklace.. He pushed me a little and made me sit.. He slowly pulled out the pair of earrings and my other accessories from my body..

He took haldi in his palm and applied it on my cheek sensually, it made me close my eyes.. He leaned forward and brushed his cheek against mine and the haldi spread on his cheek as well.. I took a palm filled haldi and brushed it over his other cheek, my hand travelled down his throat till his bare chest.. I opened the rest of the buttons till his stomach and glided my finger down on his abs.. Our eyes were connected with each other the whole time, I could feel losing myself to him..

"Open this damn kurta! " I ordered, he smirked and sat on his knees.. He did as I said, I too sat on my knees and moved close to him.. I wrapped my one hand around his waist and the other was placed over his bare chest.. His left side of neck was applied with haldi, so I buried my face on the other side of his neck and sucked his skin, leaving wet kisses and hickeys..

His hold around my hair tightened, he detached my face from his skin and captured my lips for another kiss.. The kiss was not slow, but wild and more passionate. He bit my lip hard and kissed me like a hungry animal.. He applied the haldi down my arm and then applied it around my waist while our lips were fighting for dominance..

I pulled myself back and stood up.. He quickly turned me around, my back was pressed against his chest.. I held my breath when I felt the touch of his cold finger on my bare tummy.. I pressed the back of my head on his chest, closing my eyes I inhaled the deep breath as he slid his finger around my bare belly.. My legs started trembling.. He detached himself apart from me, I turned towards him to face him..

He held my hand and took me inside the pool.. As we reached the end of the stair, I sat down in the middle of the stair and straightened my legs on the stair.. The water was reaching till my thigh, I threw a few droplets of water on him.. He dropped his knees at my both sides on the stair and leaned towards me, in response I leaned back and laid down on the staircase.. The height between the two adjacent stairs was not much, so it's not painful for my back..

He laid upon me and started pouring water on my face.. The haldi started wiping away from my face due to the water, he brushed my feet with his and then trailed it up towards my knee, my skirt was lifted up .. I could feel every inch of my skin screaming for his touch.. He flipped our position and we both fell into the water.. I couldn't breathe due to his sudden action, but held me and pressed me against the wall.. We both were drenched again, water was dripping from his hair in the form of droplets.

His toned chest was again on my view as the turmeric was wiped out.. I raised my hands and pushed his hair towards back, he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me in a jerk.. Our lower body pressed against each other, my breath hitched.. His hand moved to my back and he started opening the hooke of my blouse , while our eyes were fixed on each other.. I felt the adrenaline rush, I could feel a ton of emotions raising inside my chest.. He pulled out the blouse, I was wearing a off shoulder bra which was revealing half of my boobs...

He leaned down and started sucking my neck, I clutched his hair tightly.. His hand was freely roaming on my back, he took the skin between his teeth and nibbled it leaving a hicky there.. "I am half naked, won't it be injustice if you will stay fully covered, " he whispered in my ears, shiver ran down my spine.. His finger slided down my spinal cord, I held my breath again.. Our drenched body was pressed against each other and he had pressed his lips on my shoulder.. "Then unwrap me,please ! " I whispered, I felt his lips growing a little wider to form a smirk..

I wrapped my arm around his bare upper body and pressed my face on his chest when his hand stopped just above the clasp of my bra.. I could feel my heartbeat going crazy inside my chest, "Definitely! But tonight not now, " he whispered, I opened my eyes and looked at him.. "We maintained the promise till now , it will be unfair if we break if before a few hours! " He said, I was so lost in his touch that I had completely forgotten about the freaking promise and also forgotten that it's our wedding day..

I pushed myself completely inside the water and came out again.. I slapped his chest lightly, "You big freak, I was going to break the promise for you, " I whispered and turned around to leave only to be pulled back by him.. My back hit on his chest, he wrapped his arm around my belly and kept his chin on my shoulder.. "You look so pretty, so beautiful, so gorgeous, " he took a pause as I tilted my head to look at him..

"So kissable and, " he had to take breath to control himself , "And it's so difficult for me to control my fucking emotions, ugh! " He growled, I chuckled and kissed his cheek.. "Wait till tonight! " I said with a shy smile, "Do you think you won't be tired after the wedding? And won't fall asleep? " He said, I squeezed my eyes..

"I won't, stop underestimating my energy, " I flipped my hair and pushed him away.. "We will see that tonight, " he challenged me, I rolled my eyes as I walked up the stairs. "Now go and let me get ready! " I said, he came out of the pool.. Just behind the wall there's his palace where he would get ready and both the room had a common door. These organizers know how bride and groom behaves like a horny teenager during their wedding, so they made it in this way..

"Don't lock the door from inside! " He said and went into his room, as he left I locked it from inside.. "I knew you would do it! " He said in frustration and I started laughing.. Shaking my head in disbelief I wrapped a towel around my shoulder and cleaned the floor first.. After taking a hot shower, I felt relaxed and then I took an hour of sleep till the make up artist arrived..

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