Mishti :)

"You are not going behind him! " Mrinal bhai gave a warning statement, my three brothers came to my front.. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, "Why? I mean why won't I go? " I asked them, they have never said a No to me when it comes to my decisions regarding my love life. They always support me, but today they all looked angry..

"You did everything you could do right? Now it's upon him, how much effort will you put on him? " Mivaan bhai said, I gave him an are you serious look, "Bhai it's me who was at fault, so I should be the one-" he cut me off in the middle, "But that doesn't mean you will keep running behind him for an apology, you did enough! "

"The wedding is over, I don't have any work now, what do you want me to do? " I asked them in anger, why would I let them take my decisions? I don't care if the front person is my brother or my family, I will be the one who will decide whether I will put more effort or not..

"Did you enjoy the wedding? " Maanvir bhai crossed his arms over his chest, I looked at him unbelievably.. "Of course I did, what do you mean by saying that? " I whispered, their behavior was so weird today.. "You were stressed all the time and probably thinking how to pacify him. Now you got the result? And the wedding functions are not over.. Tonight there's a party, more like a reception party where all our business friends will come from all over the world! " Mrinal bhai said..

I blinked my eyes, I felt guilty because he was right.. I was stressed for Abir, but I fully enjoyed both the weddings.. I didn't let our fights affect the fun, I kept everything aside during those two days and focused on my brothers.. "Abir won't come tonight? " I whispered, they threw their hands in the air and went back to their respective seats.. "Her mind is still there, who are we even? It's my fault that I stopped you.. Go behind him, " Mrinal bhai was about to walk out of the hall, I stopped him by holding his hand..

Everyone was looking at me, Abir's parents were there.. What would they think of us? "Why are you doing it? " I muttered in a low tone, "Because I want you to enjoy at least one function, in peace without any drama, with us.. But you are chanting his name like your life depends on him! " He said in a frustrated tone..

"Yes my life depends on him, " I whispered, loud enough for everyone to hear. Bhai gave a disappointed node, "But that doesn't mean I ignore you all. I love you more than anything and I swear I had fun at the wedding .. I asked about Abir, because it would be a family function tonight and I wanted to know whether he would attend it or not, " I said calmly, I didn't know there would be a day where I would choose someone between my brothers & Abir..

"I told him that there's a party tonight, and he still walked out .. Just because of him we are not going to cancel the party, right? " Maanvir bhai said, I was feeling so bad because the whole Rajvansh family was there, what must they be thinking? They were silent till now, but I don't think if my brothers continued this drama, they would still remain silent..

"He is angry at me, if I talk to him, he might attend the party, " I muttered, they both let out a frustrated sigh.. "No! You won't.. We both are the host here, we invited him and he walked out in front of us.. So we won't allow him anymore , " Maanvir bhai said in a stubborn tone, a tear dropped from my eyes.. I looked at Mivaan bhai, he had no expression on his face. "Okay.. "

I turned my heel to leave, "You won't cry for him anymore, if you will cry then I will think that he is your only priority and we all don't matter to you! " Maanvir bhai said, God who made my brothers heartless.. I nodded and went to my room.. I dropped myself on the couch and dialled Abir's number, it was switched off. Where did he leave? I was angry at him right now..

It's okay if he didn't forgive me, but how could he just walk out like that? And what's wrong with my brothers? All are stupid and I am not going to cry for anyone.. Huh!

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I was wearing a dark pink half shoulder velvet gown with a set of pearl necklaces and a pair of ear rings.. I kept my hair open, the length has increased, but still it's covering the half of my back.. The make up artist has done my makeup, I wore a pair of heels and walked out of the room..

I didn't talk with anyone the whole day, why would I talk? I didn't like when my brothers said all that against Abir and nobody even stopped him.. Nobody gives anyone the rights to say anything against Abir in front of me, it's my personal life, our personal issues and we both will sort it out. I would kill him once I get to meet him again, how could he just leave without even telling me?

"Let's go! " Sharanya gestured for me, I followed her silently.. Today she's silent as well, if anyone would have said anything against my brother I would have ripped them apart. But she didn't say anything in favor of Abir, at least she could have made Mivan bhai understand. It annoyed me so much.. I didn't even smile at any of them, I let them know that I was angry & upset.

Surprisingly nobody put any effort into pacifying my anger and it increased my anger more.. Our car stopped in front of a resort.. Mivaan bhai opened my side of the door, "Your wife is sitting at that side, you can open that.. I can open the door by myself, " I huffed while stepping out of the car, he sighed and nodded.. "Calm down! " Mrinal bhai patted my head gently, I jerked his hand away. Everyone just stared at me with shock, I have never misbehaved with any of my brothers. So it's new and unexpected.

"If there's any party, then let's go inside, " I said, gritting my teeth in frustration I walked towards the venue .. "Angry bird! " Ruhaan commented, I glared at him.. "Unlike you who can hear any bullshit against your best friend, " I muttered, he remained silent. "We just said facts! " Mivan bhai counter-attacked, in return I simply shrugged off.. "Let's go guys, we are getting late! " Maanvir bhai ignored me and walked inside holding Ziya's hand..

My lips parted away in shock, he didn't give a fuck about my complaints and just walked out like that.. I stomped my feet and followed him with everyone else.. The resort was a tall building, a large swimming pool was there in the garden.. We walked towards the lift and went to the seventeenth floor through the elevator..

A banner was placed outside , two couple pictures were added on it.. One was of Maanvir bhai and Ziya and another was Mrinal bhai and Jeevika.. We all got inside, the whole room was dark.. I walked ahead, "Why is it so dark here? " I muttered, with a sudden noise the room was filled with small lights.. I looked at my surroundings, it looked like anything but not a party.. My eyes travelled to the front decorations..

WILL YOU MARRY ME? "I think we came to the wrong floor, " I muttered and looked back at my brothers, to my shock there's no one in the hall except me.. The end part of the hall was filled with darkness, "Where did everyone go? At least you guys should have informed me before leaving, " I shouted, just because I was shouting and yelling at them, that doesn't mean they won't inform me of anything and just leave..

I decided to not attend the party, "Do whatever you want, I don't care anymore! " I said in frustration, What's wrong with my brothers? I felt so irritated, I wanted to kill everyone .. I turned my heel to leave, until the tune of the guitar stopped me.. It's coming from behind, I turned back to see what was happening.. And -

The ground beneath me slipped, I was frozen at my place.. I could feel my heart against my throat, I could hear my own heart beats, it's pounding against my chest like it would jump out of my throat.. I could feel my stomach twisting, my head started spinning, shivers ran down my spine, the hairs on my back raised, goosebumps erected all over my skin.. And I stood there like a statue, my eyes filled with fresh tears...

Abir.. It's him..

He was coming out of the darkness, in a three piece maroon suit he was looking gorgeous as ever.. He was holding a guitar and his fingers were brushing on the string.. He was holding a guitar? Does that mean he started music again? Wait!!!!!! My heart stopped beating after the realization.. The WILL YOU MARRY ME template was sparkling from behind, he was standing in the middle..

The fuck?

He was going to propose to me??

My chest raised up & down, I took a step forward..

Na Hai Yeh Pana
Na Khona He Hai
Tera Na Hona, Jaane
Kuyn Hona He Hai

Tum Se Hi Din Hota Hai
Surmayi Shaam Aati Hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Har Ghadi Saans Aati Hai

Zindagi Kehlati Hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi

He was singing while revolving around me, my leg started trembling.. I was not on cloud nine, I was just way too shocked to react..

Aankho Mein Aankhe Teri
Bahoo Mein Bahe Teri
Mera Na Mujh Mein Kuch Raha
Hua Kya
Bathon Mein Bathein Teri
Rathe Saogathe Meri
Kuyn Tera Sab Yeh Ho Gaya
Hua Kya

Mein Kahin Bhi Jaata Hun
Tum Se Hi Mil Jatha Hun
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi

He removed his fingers from the guitar string and held my hand.. Raising my hand, he held my fingers and twirled me while singing the song.. As he finished the song, he stopped twirling me.. I stared at him as he removed the guitar, Sharanya came from nowhere and took the guitar from him.. So it was all their plan, she winked at me.. Abir removed his blazer and handed it to her and she left.. His black shirt was perfectly hugging him, I could see his biceps bulging out inside the thin fabric of his shirt..

He loosened his tie and sat down on his one knee, my eyes widened even though I knew he would propose to me.. But when he actually kneeled down and stared at me , as his brown intense orbs met mine I lost all my senses, I held my breath.. He pulled out a ring box and forwarded it after opening it..

"Will you marry me, Ms Agarwal? " He whispered, the diamond ring which he was holding between his fingers was shining, it's a red diamond.. My eyes stayed on the ring for two seconds before shifting to Abir.. "Say yes, say yes! " Everyone shouted, I looked towards my right side, all my brothers and their dear wives were standing while holding the letter template on their hands and showing it to me..

M A R R Y - H I M
S A Y - Y E S

Sharanya and Jeevika were dancing while holding the letters, the fresh tears flew down my cheeks as I stared at Abir.. My head hung down, I started crying. Everyone became silent, I fell on my knees.. Abir placed the ring back on the box and came forward and held my hand.. I jerked his hand and continued crying like a baby.. All the emotions hit me hard, "Hey why are you crying? Ssshhhh, look at me, " he tried to make me look at him , but I didn't..

He gestured for everyone to leave the hall, nobody said any words and left.. As he came forward to hold my palm, I hit his chest.. "Ouchhh! " he hissed, "It's not funny, I thought you left me, I was scared, I was -" I couldn't continue due to the hiccups.. He cupped my jaw and brushed his thumb over my cheeks.. "I am sorry, I wanted to surprise you! " He muttered, I glared at me..

"You made my brother villains? " I said, he rolled his eyes.. "Those are extra! Seriously, I just told them to stop you from coming behind me.. But they did such a big serial type drama, I swear it's not my plan, " he explained, I forwarded my hand & placed it on his cheek.. Tears kept rolling down my eyes, "You forgave me? " I whispered, "Long back! I was frustrated with everything, I needed time.. I just deleted this phase from my memories, I want to move forward and make new memories.. Let's forget about it! " He said..

I crashed my upper body against his and hugged him, it made him lose his balance, but he managed to hold me and hugged me back.. "At least now you should stop crying, it's hurting me, " he said while brushing my back, "You should see me crying, because for the last three months I was crying all alone.. I hate you, " I complained, I could still feel every inch of pain in my chest which I went through in these months .. " I missed you, a lot more than you can even imagine, " I whispered, I held him tightly while he was holding me gently and constantly rubbing my back..

"I wanted to rant, I wanted to have endless conversation with you, I wanted to hug you, I wanted you to hold me gently like now, I wanted to kiss you, I wanted you to kiss me like your life depends on it, I wanted to cry in your arms, I wanted to complain to you about you only, how bad you are, I wanted to cuddle with you.. But you were not there.. I made a huge mistake, and I wanted you to punish me rather than leaving me like this. You know how difficult it is to breathe? How difficult was it to survive every second with the guilt in my chest?

The guilt of not trusting you enough, the guilt of hurting you, the guilt of questioning you, the guilt of giving you the pain that almost killed you from inside.. I died everyday with every possible terrible thought and there was no ending, I was stuck in a loop.. And I knew about your whereabouts, still I was not able to do anything," I said in one breath, he was just silently listening to me.. The tears had dried on my cheek, he detached me from himself and made me look at him..

"I hate you for not hating me enough, " I cried, he tilted his head and stared at me with his eyes full of love.. "Why didn't you just slap me that day, it would have put some sense in my mind! " I said, I went close and held his collar and then placed my palms over his chest. "I am going to listen to you and your rants for the whole night and my whole life, but now accept my proposal, " he said with a pout. "No! " I said strictly, "You have to listen to me first, " I said, my voice filled with stubbornness.. He didn't complain and nodded..

"The day we met for the first time after our break phase , I wanted to hug you.. But have you looked at your face? That grumpy frown and I was the reason for your sadness.. And the cigarette! What and why? Do you care for me? When I saw you taking that piece of shit, it broke me completely because I realized how much I have broken you.. But still I don't give you the rights to take that garbage like thing, it will infect your lungs.. And I hate you for harming yourself instead of harming me.. I swear if I see you taking a cigarette one more time then I will burn my skin with that fire, " I stated, he stared at me like he saw an alien..

"What? " I said in a loud tone, I forwarded my hand for a promise. "Promise me that you won't take cigarettes again! " I asked him, he stared at me and then at my palm.. "See, let's be practical. I know it's not good -" I cut him off in the middle, "I don't want any explanation for this shit, I want your promise, " I claimed, he licked his lips and put his palm on mine .. I glared at him, "Why are you hesitating? Remember my words, if I see you with a cigarette then I will burn my skin with that cigarette -" he placed his palm on my mouth..

"I won't, stop saying it again and again.. You don't have to do anything with your soft fragile sensitive skin.. " He said, I let out a deep breath and nodded.. "And when you get to know that I chopped my hair, why didn't you get angry and claim your rights to me? You loved my hair right? Then why didn't you tell me that you were disappointed or you were sad or your heart broke after seeing my short hair.. You were okay with it, why? " My throat started hurting because I have been shouting a lot more than you required...

"Believe me Princess, you won't tolerate my rage... Your chopped hair affected me, but I understand your trauma, so I didn't say anything, " he said, "I will believe you, " I muttered in a low tone, he smiled lightly.. "But you have to promise me one more thing that if I would hurt you then you will take the frustration out on me instead of staying silent or walking out, " I commanded, "I can't lose you again! " I whispered, a lone tear dropped from my eyes.. He pulled me to his chest and hugged me..

"I love you and I am sorry for everything, " he whispered and placed a soft kiss over my hair, I hugged him tightly.. "I love you too, " I placed a kiss on his cheek, as I was moving back he held the back of my neck and kept our faces inches away from each other.. His hot breath was fanning over my lips.. "Cheek kiss won't be enough, " he whispered, "For you and my brother's Oscar level acting, you won't get a kiss.. Your surprise almost traumatized me! " I complained and stood up..

I expected him to make a pout, instead he smirked.. "Abir Rajvansh doesn't beg for anything, he will snatch it by hook or crook! " He said, that arrogant smirk was making me look extra charming and extra hot...Never mind, I love my arrogant boyfriend.. "Okay, so shall I start? " He asked me like a gentleman, I chuckled and nodded.. He forwarded the ring towards my direction, my lips curved into a big broad smile..

"A lot of things have changed after you have entered my life, you have changed me for good and I am really blessed that God has sent someone like you to my life who lightens my darkness, who is my both weakness and strength, who loves me for who I am, who made me fall in love in the most crucial phase of my life.. Your love works like a power on me and if I am standing here alive just because of you..

We are like poles apart, we both have a lot of differences, flaws and opinions. Our world is different, but let's make a small world where it's only you and me.. Marry me,Mishti Agarwal! "

The journey flashed in front of my vision, from our first meet to till now, I remember each and every detail, some were traumatic and some were beautiful, we came a long way.. "Say yes, my knees are hurting, " he said in desperation, I chuckled and nodded my head before forwarding my finger.. He slid the finger and held my hand.. He stood up, wrapping his arms around my waist he lifted me up to his height and hugged me.. He twirled me, my gown was flowing in the air, I nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck.. It still felt like a daydream..

"Yeah yeah, " all my brothers and bhabi(s) started shouting like they won any match or battle.. "I love you and I won't leave you again, " Abir whispered in my ear, I looked at him.. His eyes were moist, he was actually scared to lose me and his eyes were enough for me to read his mind. "I won't let you go, " I assured him, he placed his lips on mine, he didn't kiss me like he does.. It was just a peck on my lips , but he didn't detach himself until everyone started teasing us..

After hearing everyone's teasing I moved my head back, "We have a long night ahead, " he whispered before placing me on the floor, my cheeks became red, my heart started pounding again.. His smirk went a little wider, I ignored him and looked at everyone.. My brothers came towards me, before they could reach me I showed them my palm in order to stop them.. "I am not done yet, " I continued, "You guys almost made me feel guilty and traumatized. Your ideas and words for stopping me from going behind Abir were the worst.. Say sorry first;" I crossed my hands over my chest..

"Huh? Like we would have gone to you and said hey sissy, please don't go behind Abir , you really think it would have stopped you. Only because of our plan you stopped and now you became surprised.. We know how stubborn you are, so we had to do it our way, " Mivaan bhai explained, it made sense though.. I shrugged off, "Okay okay, I forgave you, " I said with a small smile, they all rolled their eyes and shook their heads in disbelief..

I opened my arms and the trio hugged me.. I was extremely happy, "Take us too, " Sharanya joined our hug by hugging me from my back, Jeevika and Ziya also joined us.. It's a wholesome group hug and I was in the center, it made my heart happy because I got such a lovely family.. Again my eyes filled with tears, "Why are you crying again ? " Mivaan bhai broke our group hug, Maanvir bhai made me look at him..

"Ugh, these are happy tears, " I said and chuckled, Mivaan bhai hugged me and placed a soft kiss on my crown.. "Keep shedding happy tears then, " he said, everyone laughed at his statement.. "Oh God , these senti people.. Ewww! " Ruhaan commented as he was standing beside Abir whose eyes were on me.. "If you guys are done with your emotional drama, then let's have the real party start! " He said and pulled out a champagne bottle from the nearby table..

He shook it and sprayed it all over us.. The smell was too bitter, so I flared my nose.. "You guys continue the party, " Abir held my hand and dragged me out of the hall, we headed towards the terrace.. There's another swimming pool , it's decorated as well.. I took a deep breath , he removed the tie and kept it over a chair..

"These formal outfit sucks! " He said and started opening his shirt buttons, there's no one except us.. I was feeling overwhelmed, I was still trying to process everything.. He took off his shirt, I hugged him tightly. He was wearing a black vest, my fingers curled around the fabric of his vest.. He held my waist and made me sit over the parapet , our height was on the same level now .. His hand moved to my neck, he removed my necklace and buried his face in the crook of my neck.. His grip around me tightened, I patted his back..

"I love you, " I smiled, "I love you more, " I added, he brushed his nose on my neck.. "I missed us a lot, " he whispered before breaking our hug.. I held the sleeve of his vest in a tight grip and kept his face close to mine.. He removed my hand from his vest and placed a kiss on my palm.. He intertwined our hands and again placed a kiss above it.. "I won't leave you ever again! " It sounded more like a determinant promise.. "I won't let you, " I added..

He clutched my hair and joined our lips together, it made my body shiver.. His tongue swiftly moved in my mouth, I had to hold my breath.. The gentle kiss turned wild within a second, his other hand was wrapped around my neck, he pulled me closer .. I kissed him back, he bit my lower lip and crashed his upper body against mine which resulted in me leaning back in the air.. I was sitting over a parapet , one wrong move and I would fall on the ground, but I was not scared a bit..

He poured his love, anger, desperation, care, frustration, sadness, almost every emotion into the kiss, his hand travelled down from my neck to my arm.. His fingers brushed down my arm giving me goosebumps, I gulped.. He trailed down his hand and held my waist, the tips of his finger were digging on the flesh of my waist while my nails were digging on his skin.. I could feel him losing his control over himself..

I patted his chest because I was running out of oxygen, he bit my lip again and sucked it hard, "Mmmmm! "I groaned in his mouth feeling the ecstatic pleasure, he pulled himself away, my chest raised up as I took a long breath.. His intense eyes didn't leave mine.. He stood straight and pulled me against his chest, my nose hit against his shoulder.. He placed a soft kiss over my bare shoulder and inhaled my fragrance..

"You smell so good, it's like an addiction.. I fucking missed it , " he said before giving me open mouth kiss on my shoulder, he left his teeth mark over there.. I clutched his vest and hugged him.. I didn't want him to do anything further now, because the place was not suitable and I didn't want it now.. "Ssshhh! Get a grip on your thoughts.. I won't do anything now , I just want to stay with you tonight, relaxx! " He said and brushed his lips over my cheek, he brushed his beard on my skin.. He knows how much I love this act of him..

I wonder how he knows everything about me without me telling him, I feel like the luckiest girl in the world.. "Are you planning to return back to the industry? " The way his body stiffened, I regretted asking him the question.. He broke our hug and let out a deep breath.. The color on his face has vanished away.. "Umm sorry, " I apologized instantly and stood up.. "I shouldn't have asked it now, I was just worried, " I muttered, he smiled at me and guided me towards the pool..

I sat on the edge, putting my legs in the water, it drenched my long gown but I cared less.. He put his head on my lap and laid down completely.. I ruffled his hair, his eyes were staring at the sky.. "The industry will keep messing up my personal life, it's not only me who goes through this. But I feel like I am not fit for this work, I can't ignore it every time and I won't tolerate when the news will be regarding you. So I don't want to go back to the industry, " his statement broke my heart into pieces..

I love the singer Abir Rajvansh, not because of his profession, but because of the love he gets.. He has a lot of fans, so many people love him and admire him.. He has created a huge fanbase and people actually care for him.. And except for the media, he loves his work and his fans.. It must be heartbreaking for him to make such a big decision.. Months before when he had taken the decision , I thought , once he calmed down he would change his mind.. But he didn't change it..

I realized he was staring at me, I smiled at him. "Don't pretend that you support me , just say what you are thinking, " he commanded, "Media people sucks, it's their job, but sometimes they actually get on my nerves.. But you should see beyond it. You love music, it's your passion and I don't think you should leave it.. " I said, his eyes remained on me.. "And for the sake of your fans, you should change your decision.. I don't know if I make any sense or not, but you should fight back . You are the singer and stay like this.. " I said..

"You are defending the fans who troll you on a daily basis? " He taunted, "No! Your true fans don't troll me.. As I told you, see beyond the negativity.. You have millions of fans who are actually your family, half of them don't care about your personal life, they love your voice. Think about them. And there are fans who love to know about your personal life, but they respect your decisions. Think about them. You are only thinking about the 5% who are badly obsessed with you and don't respect your personal life.. " I continued ..

"And it's not like you are not fit for it.. You avoid a lot of negativity, but I feel like after I have entered into your life you have become weak and sensitive.. You don't care what people say about you, but when it comes to me your tolerance ends at that point.. I want to be your strength and not weakness.. I want you to stay the same as you were.. I want you to gain love and success in this field.. And I promise I won't let your social life affect our personal life, I will take care of it! "

He was just speechless and staring at me.. "You are an angel in my life, " he whispered, I laughed.. "I will think about it, but for now let me sleep.. I don't want to think about anyone and anything right now.. Only you matters to me , that's it! " He pressed his face on my tummy and wrapped his arm around my waist.. Men actually become babies with their girlfriends.. Who can say that this man can kill thousands of people in a minute and once he was a mafia?

I always love this side of him.. He held my hand and kept it near his chest.. A chair was placed behind me, I kept my head over it and leaned back.. The sky was empty today, there were no stars on it.. But I was happy because I had my star on my lap..

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I love you all for your patience and love.. 🙏🏻🥺

And I want to share one more good news. After this story I will take a short break, maybe till feb end, then I will start another long story on mishbir which will revolve around their college life. It would be fun..

I have two entrance exams in February , I hope I will do my best and will be able to crack it..

And don't worry, I will end this story on a good note , I will show proper marriage, proper happy pregnancy track and their parenthood which I have never shown in any of my stories..