We have completed 50 chapters. I am so happy and proud :)
So here I wanna share my part of the story regarding this book :]

When I started the book HER STAR, I had thought to end this story on chap 20. On chapt 20 . Everything was planned and I was supposed to keep it short. And I have changed the storyline as well. They would have fallen in love with each other before the mission could start, they would have done everything before it.
Then mishti would have known about abir and all the mission thing and then I would have shown her heartbreak and all .
And I would have ended it on chapter 20 by killing abir and it would have justified the title HER STAR.
But later I became attached with abir character and could not kill him. My love for mishti & abir pushed me till chap 50. And here we are, waiting for more & more update 🥳
Thank you everyone for your love and support, I love you all.. ❤

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Abir :)

I laid down on my balcony swing, I haven't smocked in the morning, I didn't feel like smoking . Last night's event was still fresh in my mind, I kissed her and she freaking initiated the kiss. A kiss in between a fight and in the backseat of a car was definitely not in my bucket list, but it was hot. She was adamant yesterday, she didn't come with me after my first warning. I took a round around the club and again took my car to her.

She still refused, I just told her one line and she got inside the car obediently.. You want me to forgive you because of your efforts or stubbornness? That's enough for her, she didn't say anything and came with me.. Someone knocked on my door, "Come in! " There she was! She walked towards me, holding a bag in her hand.. "Were you smocking? " She asked me, she brought her face close to my mouth and started smelling me.. It made me laugh, but I didn't laugh ..

"Okay good boy! "

I rolled my eyes, she handed me the bag.. "Get ready in five minutes, I am taking you out today! " She said, I sat down and furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.. "I will come in five minutes, " she didn't explain to me anything further and left the room.. I sighed and opened the bag, there's a blue formal suit. I never liked formal outfits, but here we go! Wherever I go, I prefer to wear casuals, but I had no idea about the place where we will be heading to. So I didn't mess up with her plan and put on the formal outfit..

I set my hair and applied her favorite perfume.. She had bought a new pair of branded shoes as well, and a new brand collection of watches.. I was thinking of buying this, but I was waiting for the price to drop. I didn't want to waste unnecessary money, but she has already bought it for me.. My girlfriend is richie rich.. I walked down the stairs.. She messaged me to wait near the entrance.. I took fifteen minutes to get ready while she told me to come downstairs in five minutes.. Thank God I didn't reach on time, huh!

I thought to dial her number, but the sudden hern sound startled me.. I gazed towards the gate, a pink Porsche was standing outside.. Did she buy the Porsche , because she didn't have this car.. I walked towards the gate, my jaw dropped when Mishti stepped out, wearing a pink one piece.

"Are we following the barbie theme? " I asked her, she blinked her eyes twice before opening the door for me.. "I want to take my boyfriend on a long ride, " she said and gestured for me to go inside. I was happy, but didn't smile. Of course I am not going to melt so soon. She was looking breathtaking, I didn't compliment her, but my eyes were not ready to leave her.. A crimson red hue appeared over her cheeks, she blushed without even getting a compliment..

I cleared my throat and got into the passenger seat.. We were staying in Florence city, Italy.. She started saying all her experiences regarding this city , she had visited Italy thirteen times in the past and travelled to eighteen cities.. For business purposes obviously! It's not like I was getting bored while she was saying, I was actually taking notes from her.. I have visited various countries in Europe, but have never come here. So I was taking notes, in case I come here alone in the future..

She parked her car in the parking lot of Arno river, "What are we up to? " I asked her, "Just follow me! " She held my hand and guided me towards the river.. The weather was good, not bright not dark, just as I like.. A private boat was near the bank, don't tell me she booked a boat for us!! The guard shook his hand with her and she showed him her id card and other docs.. The guard guided us towards the boat.. The boat was small, and had perfect space for two people.. We took a city tour and and also went outside, they must have taken a million dollars from her..

She just set the bar high for me, next time I will plan any date for her, I will start planning before one month..

The ride through the city in the boat was nothing, but pure bliss.. We both took snacks together, we clicked pictures in different poses.. The whole experience was beautiful.. Around 5:00 we returned back , we could have enjoyed it a little more if things between us were good. But I didn't let it affect the moments, that doesn't mean I forgave her.

We got inside the car, she didn't take the route back to our mansion, but we were going somewhere else.. I didn't ask her, because she would not tell.. It took us an hour to reach the next destination , a tall building was situated in front of.. I didn't understand whether it's a restaurant or club or what!

We went inside, she took me to the top floor.. "You have to close your eyes! " She asked me, "Close it then, " I told her, she stood behind me and tried to close my eyes with her palm, but she failed miserably.. I laughed after seeing her struggle, "Wait! " I lifted her on my back, she wrapped her legs around my waist and then closed my eyes.. She guided me the direction and I finally stopped where she told me.. She removed her hands, I slowly opened my eyes..

I was stunned after seeing the beautiful decorations, rose petals started falling on us.. She placed a soft kiss on my cheek, shiver ran down my spine.. I was still holding her on my back.. I made her stand on the ground and walked inside.. The rose petals were lined up on both sides of the path, I followed the path quietly and stopped near the swimming pool.. The pool was connected with the edge of the roof, the city was clearly visible from where I was standing..

The noise of fireworks startled me, I looked up at the sky.. I love you.. It's written, a broad smile appeared over my lips.. She put on so much effort, I looked around.. A lot of pictures of us were hanging down in the air, I looked at mishti who was smiling at me..

"Go and change your clothes, " she directed me towards the small room, I went inside. I didn't have to ask her about the next plan, because there's a swimming pool, so it's obvious what she's about to do.. I removed my clothes and wore shorts.. When I stepped out, I saw her laying over a tube in the swimming pool.. She hasn't changed her clothes..

The pink glittery dress was looking good on her, she gestured for me to sit over the tube which was floating next to her.. I climbed down the stairs and laid on the tube.. I dipped my two hands in the water and moved my tube towards her.. A white screen was hanging in the air, she turned it on by the remote and a video played..

It's a collection of our pictures, candid videos and our intimate pictures which we have taken in the past.. My chest became heavy after seeing the summed up memories.. At the end of the video a template popped on the screen, an apology text was written over it.. I looked at mishti, her eyes have become moist. After the beautiful day we were back to our issue..

I let out a deep breath and got off the tube, half of my body was merged in the water.. "I can't go into the water, I don't have any extra clothes with me.. " She whispered, I would pull her into the water anyway.. I walked towards the edge, she moved the tube towards me and sat over the dry edge , her legs were dipped into the water as she was sitting.. There's an awkward silence between us before she thought to break it..

She held my hand and moved me to her front, our intertwined hands were resting over her lap. A tear rolled down her cheek and fell on my palm , I didn't look at her face because I didn't want to.. Her tears are always my weakness and if I see that then I won't be able to stay strong.. I wanted to hear her part of the story before I forgive her.. I have already forgiven her, because she's the last person I would risk losing.. Not even the last person.. I never want to lose her..

But I want an explanation..

Her fingers clutched around my palm, I was staring at our intertwined hands.. "Believe me, I was not affected by the pictures or rumours, " she stated, her voice was trembling.. Another tear rolled down her eyes.. I was fighting against the urge to crash her against my chest.. "I was hurt when in the interview the reporter mentioned about our marriage, but Ketty decided to answer it and you looked uninterested. I didn't know that it was a surprise, at that moment I was feeling bad due to those shitty comments, and what hurt me was that she knew about your decision regarding our marriage, but I didn't..

I was angry at myself over the fact that I couldn't attend the show. And when you both walked together on the red carpet, of course I was jealous and it made me furious that she answered the question regarding our marriage, " she took a pause, I nodded my head.. She was trying to gather some courage, my eyes were still on our palms.. We both should have talked about marriage, but I wanted to keep it a surprise.. Even in the previous interview I didn't show any interest in this topic , so her being mad at this topic made some sense.

Seeing both me & ketty walking on the red carpet made her jealous, I would have felt the same. Because she's supposed to join me , but could not.. If I would have seen her with someone else on a grand occasion , it would have made me jealous as well.. All these things can make her jealous, but it won't justify her doubting on my loyalty..

"And then after the award night ended, I called you.. You didn't talk to me properly, I was already missing you, was feeling bad and also I was angry at myself.. You cut the call so abruptly that it hurt me, " she breathed, I remembered her calling me.. But the background music was too loud and Ketty's dad came over there.. So I cut the call abruptly, but of course she was unaware of Ketty's issue.. It made sense , I would have felt hurt and left out as well..

"And the picture.. It's not like it didn't affect me.. It did.. There's already a lot of rumours going on and that picture just added fuel into the fire.. You both looked so intimate in that picture, she was clutching your shirt tightly.. But I didn't overthink much about it, but it affected me .. "

I let out a deep breath and nodded..

"That night I called your manager to ask about you.. I swear I wasn't doubting you, I called her because I didn't know whether you could talk or not, what if you would still be in the party.. I just wanted to know about your whereabouts.. And she told me that you both were in her hotel room for an hour, " that's something new to me, I furrowed my eyebrows and stared at her.. Now she looked away and wiped her tears..

Her nose has become small, her eyes were bloodshot red.. "And when you came out of her room, you.. you were shirtless, " she hiccuped, "Because she has vomited on my shirt and I had to take it off, " I whispered, "Yah.. I had a conversation with Ketty and she told me the whole scenario.. But it's not the end, " so there's more story, I was unaware of all these manager things..

"You dropped a message, I forgot everything, at least pushed aside all my theories and insecurities.. But you were supposed to come to me after returning back, but again you were with her.. It will make me angry, right? Because I was dying to have a conversation with you, that night I had taken sleeping pills because I wanted to stop overthinking and just sleep.. It increased my headache and when I got to know that you were still with Ketty it made me hell angry.. "

At this point I didn't understand what to think, because I should have gone to her first after returning back.. But Ketty lost her sense, I couldn't leave her with my driver like that.. I had to make sure she was fine , so I took her to the hospital.. "And I called you, that time you were with Ketty.. I heard your half conversation where you were saying that it's just a mistake which happened in a drunk state, it's both sides fault, she should not feel guilty! "

The ground beneath me slipped away, she heard that conversation? I didn't know how I answered her call, the phone was in my pant pocket, maybe I mistakenly pressed the volume key.. I have that setting in my phone where if I press the volume key, it automatically answers the phone.. "You had mentioned that there's a party after the award night, and after hearing your conversation what will I think? I know I should have just waited for you.. Everything was happening in a messed up way and I was so dumb, I became angry and yelled at you! "

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Mishti :)

Why! Just why I don't have control over my tears and emotions.. The tears drop from my eyes before the words can come out of my throat.. I explained him everything while crying, I could have done it without these fucking tears and trembling tone.. But he listened to me with patience.. "Tell me something at least ! " I demanded, I was again shedding tears.. He was numb..

After a few seconds he held my hand and pulled me into the pool.. I started throwing my hands against the water as I found myself inside the water.. Abir pulled me up and pressed my body against the pool wall, my lips parted away as I started taking long breaths.. My chest raised up and down, my hands were resting over his bare shoulders.. I raised up my eyelashes and my gaze first fell on his abs, I moved my eyes up..

Until it was fixed on his honey brown orbs which were staring straight into my eyes.. "I don't have any extra clothes, " I muttered, but it came out as a mere whisper.. He pressed his body against mine, I was sandwiched between the wall & him.. I decided to go back to the main topic, because I was scared whether I would get any chance or not..

"I know nothing, nothing in this world will justify my actions or words which I said that day. But it's all due to my impulsive mind and thoughts, as soon as I came back to my senses I realized how much damage I have caused by saying those trash words to you.. " I took a pause, these fucking tears were not stopping and now he was staring straight into my eyes which were making me weak..

"But I know this question should have never risen in my mind in the first place -" I was dumbstruck when he slammed his lips against mine, my words died in my throat as I found his teeth biting my lips.. He lifted me, I wrapped my legs around him, my back pressed against the wall.. He bit my bottom lip hard and sucked it gently.. The kiss became intense, he clutched my hair in a tight fist..

I wrapped my arms around him and pressed our upper body together , making sure there's no gap for the air to pass.. I could feel the coldness of water, but the heat radiating from both of our bodies kept me warm.. I was feeling overwhelmed, he pulled himself away after a soulful kiss . His hot breath was fanning over my lips.. My moist eyes met with his eyes, another tear rolled down my cheek..

He brought his face closer and brushed his cheek against mine, trying to wipe my tears away.. His beard brushed against my smooth cheek, it gave me a tingling sensation all over my body.. Goosebumps erected over my skin and shiver ran down my spine.. He placed a soft kiss over my jawline and then leaned down.. I tilted my head , giving him enough access to kiss my neck.. Those wet kisses on my neck skin were putting my body on fire..

He placed numerous kisses on my neck bone and trailed up his lips till my ear.. "You remember the night when you told me that, " he took a pause and pushed my head gently into the depth of his neck.. I hugged him, I snuggled my face on his shoulder, the warm hug was comforting me.. "You gave a statement that you will trust a drunk Abir rather than a normal man who is in his full sense! "

His words made a hole in my heart, my stomach twisted due the bitterness of his tone.. His arms loosened around me, I unwrapped my legs around his waist and stood on my feet.. "You said this right? " He asked me, another tear escaped from my eyes as I nodded.. He came dangerously close to me, " I didn't cross my lines in a drunken state when I was with you, youuuu.. The girl I am deeply in love with you.. Then how did you think that I will do anything to any other girl, just because I was drunk? "

His question ripped my heart into two pieces.. He turned back and moved towards the other end, keeping his both hands over the edge he stared at the city light.. I walked towards him, I didn't face any difficulties because the water level was reaching till my upper waist.. I hugged him from behind, my palms were resting over his chest.. "Please yell at me, shout at me, but don't walk away, I can't live without you, " I cried, he turned his body towards him..

I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face on his bare chest.. "I drew a line in our relationship by saying those things, but believe me it's because I was angry and out of mind.. Till the last moment I didn't doubt you, but that phone call things messed up my mind and you had messaged me that once you come here, you will talk to me.. So I wasn't able to think straight, all I was thinking was what you would tell me, " I cried, his hands were at both of his sides.. He didn't hug me back and I was feeling devastated..

I felt his fingers running down my hair and then he cupped my jaw and made me look at him.. His thumb brushed over my cheek with a gentle touch, I was falling apart inside.. "Let's get out of this water, we both will catch the cold otherwise! " He said, my heart broke into pieces.. I shook my head negatively, "No! I won't! " I said in a stubborn tone, he lifted me in his arms. Even after my numerous struggles he successfully came out of the pool and made me sit over the chair..

"There's a shopping mall nearby this building.. I will change my clothes and will buy one for you! " He said, I gave a silent nod.. He changed his clothes and made me wear the blazer because I was trembling. After he left I cried and just cried. I wanted to kill myself, or I just wanted to jump from the building.. A life without him felt like poison. I wish I could delete that chapter from my life, I wish I could go back to the past and change everything..

Hearing his footsteps I wiped my tears, I took off the blazer and placed it on the chair.. He handed me the bag, and I went into the room.. He had bought a pair of undergarments as well, glad he remembered my size.. I took off the wet clothes and wore new clothes.. He had bought a towel as well, I wrapped it around my wet hair.. The frock was falling till my knee..

I put all the wet clothes in the bag and came out. "I will drive the car, " he took the key from my hand, I didn't protest because I didn't have any strength to fight against him anymore.. The drive to our mansion went in silence, I had already told him everything.. It's upon him now.. He parked the car in the parking lot , I stepped out of the car after telling him a good night.. I was walking towards the mansion with steady steps until he called my name..

"Mishti...! "

My heart stopped for a moment, I was hearing my name in his mouth after such a long time. It felt surreal, I turned around.. He was standing in front of the car, his both hands were inserted into his pant pocket.. "I am sorry! " He said, I fully turned towards him.. "I kept myself in your position and I felt that you were not completely wrong. The manager things and the half heard phone conversation, maybe I would have felt the anger at that time. Maybe I would have been impulsive towards you if something like this would have happened the way it did, " he mumbled..

"I should have taken some time out of my schedule and should have messaged you briefly.. I should have at least dropped some hints, I knew you overthink a lot, still I didn't do anything to help the situation. I failed as your boyfriend as well, I should have made a simple phone call and I think it would have lightened the situation and you could have slept peacefully.. But I didn't take you seriously and kept my mind fully invested in Ketty's situation, so I am equally at fault for whatever thing happened between us! "

I ran and ran and ran until my body crashed against his chest, he stumbled over his feet, but balanced himself.. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly, letting those tears fall from my eyes, it soaked the fabric of his shirt.. "I love you, " I whispered, he didn't reply back.. I felt myself melting under his touch , in his embrace.. "So did you forgive me? " I asked him, the thin air passed between us, the hair in my neck stood up..

"I didn't say that! "

My hands loosened around him and I pulled myself back, his hands freely fell down my body and again he inserted his fists into his pockets.." You are still upset? " I asked him, he didn't say yes, but he didn't say no as well .. "Ok, take your time.. " I claimed, I was feeling a little relaxed and relieved.. "What if I will take more than enough time , will you wait? "

"For you I will wait forever! " I said, his eyes remained on me as I spoke those words, I didn't say it to impress him, I actually meant it.. "We will see that! " He said and walked past me.. I started jumping , I smiled at myself and went inside.. Everyone has slept, I didn't change my clothes and fell on the bed..

Tomorrow is Mrinal bhai's wedding, I hope it would be a good day for everyone and for both of us!

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Mrinal bhai and Jeevika's wedding ended on a good note.. Ziya had worn a fairy white saree in her wedding , but Jeevika had worn a gown. She's looking gorgeous in that outfit.. These two weddings forced me to add a white wedding to the bucket list, because those two bridal outfits were looking like straight out of fairyland and they were looking nothing less than angles..

I didn't have a conversation with Abir, he was not ignoring me, but he didn't give me any attention as well.. I didn't bother him, because I wanted to give him some space for one day at least . Today morning I came to a market to buy some ingredients to make Abir's favorite pancakes. When I came back I found everyone in the hall..

All were looking sad, they were involved in a serious discussion until I arrived.. The hall turned silent after I reached there, "Anything wrong ? " I put the bag on the table and walked towards them.. Abir was not in the hall, I looked at his room, the door was closed. I thought he was sleeping..

"Abir left....! "

My eyes snapped in the direction, I was stunned.. "What? " I whispered, my throat dried, maybe I heard wrong..

"Abir left for the airport, " Mrinal bhai said, I furrowed my eyebrows and took a step back.. "Why didn't you stop him? " I asked everyone, they remained silent.. I looked at my watch, I was outside for half an hour, he must be in the airport right now.. "I need to stop him, " I turned my heel to go..

"Don't you dare to move, " Mivaan bhai's warning tone startled me, "You are not going behind him anymore! " Maanvir bhai stated, I looked at them with a puzzled expression over my face.

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