Abir :)

I walked towards  Sharanya's room, I needed to sort things out between us. She's not in the room, it's the wedding day. She must be with Ziya, I turned back to leave, but then I spotted her coming towards her room.. I stopped her, she tried to walk past me, but I held her hand. "I am getting late, I need to get ready, " she said to me without even looking at me..

"I am sorry, " I muttered, she's still struggling to find a way to go inside the room .. "I AM TELLING YOU I AM SORRY! " I hit the door, she jumped at her face and stared at me with wide open eyes.. She started crying, obviously it's fake.. I cleared my throat and calmed myself down.. "There's mishti, her brothers never irritate her.. And here is my brother who is apologizing to me by yelling at me, " she cried, my ears were on the verge of bleeding..

"Enough of the drama? " I stated, she made a straight face and crossed her arms above her chest.. "You were at fault, still I am saying sorry, " I reminded her, "Why did you shout at me in front of everyone? " She complained like a child.. "That's why I am saying sorry, it won't happen again , I promise. But you should stop pulling such dangerous stunts again.. How could you send her into a forest all alone, " I said calmly..

"You guys haven't talked for a long time. I thought if you both stay in the woods for longer, then you will melt for her.. But it didn't take you a minute to find her and take her to the mansion, " she frowned, Sharanya never makes any sense, I wasn't expecting her to make any sense today as well.. She always listens to her heart, hence land herself in trouble with everyone.. I hugged her, "I know you care for me, but let us solve our situation.. You enjoy the wedding, " I said and broke our hug..

She let out a deep breath and rolled her eyes. "Hm.. Okay.. " She said, I hit her head slightly, everyone's trying to solve things between us except the girl I want.. I was heading towards papa's room, I saw Mishti going to her room, she was busy in her own thoughts so she didn't even notice me.. Fine! It's making me more upset. If she thinks she will ignore me and it will affect me , then she's wrong here..

I knocked on the door, if I would delay more then papa would be more angry.. Mumma opened the door, I smiled at her.. "Where is your dear husband? " I asked her in a low whisper, in return she slapped my shoulder and gestured for me to go inside.. I stepped into the room, papa was sitting over a sofa. As soon as I entered the room, he grabbed an article book and started reading it..

"I thought you can't read anything without glasses, " he was clearly acting, after hearing me he pulled the article close to his eyes. "The book is upside down, " I chuckled, mumma laughed with me.. He realized he was not holding the book in correct order, he cleared his throat and held it correctly.. I kept the book on the table and kneeled down in front of him ..

"I am sorry, I am really ashamed of my act. Please forgive me! " I said in a sincere tone, he crossed his arms over his chest and looked at the other side.. I looked back at my mumma, she acted like a stranger and went outside. I have to do this all alone.. "You know what happened that day.. I was extremely angry.. I know I shouldn't have said all that to you, but I was angry and I couldn't control myself, " I expressed, he looked at me..

"But you were right.. You are a grown up man, just because I am your father, that doesn't give me any rights to interfere in your personal space, " he said, I shut my eyes.. He remembers each & every word.. "I know what your intentions were.. You have never interfered in my personal life until the situation demands. I was extremely violent and mishti was alone with me.. So you were concerned.. But trust me I would kill myself before causing her any harm.. I wouldn't have done anything to her, " I said, deep furrows crept over his forehead..

"I am sorry for my tone.. Before leaving the house I could have apologized to you, but I wasn't in a good state of mind. And I didn't want to pretend and say a formal apology just for the sake of the situation.. Sorry, please forgive me! " I folded my hands, it's me who was hurt more. I had never raised my voice in front of my father, he is my role model, my inspiration. But that day I did it and I am still ashamed of my act..

He pulled me up and we both shared a bone crushing hug.. I smiled widely and tightened my grip around him.. He patted my back, "I missed you, I know you needed time.. I can never stay angry at you for longer, " he said, I chuckled and broke our hug.. "See, a conversation can fix everything.. Why don't you both go and talk? It's been two & half months, I can't see you both like this, " he said in a sad tone.. I sighed..

"Did she even miss me in these two months? " I whispered, loud enough for him to hear. His eyes moved from my face to my back, like he was watching someone who was standing behind me.. I looked back over my shoulder, Mishti was standing there holding a three piece suit in her hand.. I looked at papa and shut my eyes, she heard my words. Her eyes were filled with tears, I groaned silently..

"Uncle, your suit is here, " she kept it on the bed, her tone was shivering. I didn't look back until she left the room.. "Now don't lecture me about it, I am done with everything, " I said in a frustrating tone and left the room. She did not even come to talk with me, what will I think after it. That she didn't miss me. Let her think whatever please her.. It made me angry.

I collided with Ruhaan, "Ouch, sorr-" he paused after he saw me.. The silence between us made both of us awkward.. "Sorry! " He said, I nodded and walked past him.. "I am not sorry for this, " he muttered, I stopped midway.. We both turned towards each other, "Please break the silence yarr! It's hurting me, " he gasped..

"It's tougher for me Ruhaan. You were the one who chose silence not me.. You could have come over and shared with me about the situation, " I demanded ..

"It's not like I would have never told you. An award function was on your way, you had a performance.. I didn't want you to stay worried for us. And it's not like I wanted to leave Ketty like that, she told me that she needed time because she had a performance ahead. She couldn't spoil it just because of a mistake. My presence would have made her uncomfortable. After the award function, I would have talked with both of you, but everything happened in the wrong way and things got messed up.. " He explained to me..

I put myself in his situation and it didn't seem wrong. Maybe I would have done the same. He stepped towards me, "There's no sorry no thank you in friendship.. If you want me to say sorry, then I will think that you don't consider me as your friend, " he said, I laughed and pulled him into a hug. It felt so light in my chest, I got the friendship back.. "I wanted to hit you so hard.. You didn't give me a chance to explain myself, " he said, I smiled and hugged him tightly.. "Take it as your punishment for thinking that anything is important for me then your mental peace! "

He broke our hug and punched my stomach, I groaned in pain and furrowed my eyebrows.. "It's your punishment for thinking that I will keep my problems above your peace.. " I glared at him while brushing my stomach.. "I hope I won't get any internal injury, " I said in a dramatic tone, he didn't laugh but smiled at me.. "I so missed you, " he hugged me again, I hit his back two times before breaking our hug.

"It feels so relaxing after sorting things out between us.. So we are normal? Back to our bro code? " I asked him, forwarding my hand.. He shook his hand with mine and nodded with a big smile.. "What is with mishti? " He asked me, I looked at my hand watch.. "We need to get ready, remember? Maanvir is getting married, we have half an hour, " I ran towards my room , he watched me with a frowned face..

I myself don't know what's with mishti..

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We all brothers were wearing a black suit, though I should be from the bride side as Ziya is my friend. But they have divided men and women, every man would belong to the groom squad and every woman would belong to the bridesmaid .  Despite mishti being Maanvir's sister, she is in the bridesmaid.. She didn't like the idea of wearing a different outfit from the girls gang.. All the ladies will wear the same color gown, the design would be different according to their respective choices..

We have done our photo shoot with the groom, he was impatiently waiting for the bride to come.. We all were teasing him and calling him impatient.. The whole crowd turned silent when Ziya came to the center of the stair.. She was wearing a white saree with a heavy amount of flares, the happiness was clearly visible on her face..

I was feeling so happy for her, because I always wanted her to move on from me.. I am glad that she found someone who would love her the way she deserves it. There's a reason things never happened between us, because we were never made for each other and we both deserved a better partner..

She walked down the stairs, the silence filled with claps and cheers.. My eyes moved towards the bridesmaids and stopped on mishti.. Her eyes were on Maanvir bhai, she was looking more excited than Ziya.. She was wearing a light pink gown which was falling till her feet, there's a slit starting from her mid thigh exposing her one leg. She was looking freaking gorgeous..

Everyone reached the stage, she walked past me along with everyone.. It's a backless gown and her short hair wasn't helping anything. No doubt she's looking freaking hot, but there were some people who were watching her from every angle that I didn't like.. As the wedding started, she came to one side, away from all the hungry eyes. I was standing five feet away from her, my eyes slowly moved from her face to her body..

Her soft skin was glowing in the light, her smile was making her charismatic.. She's wearing accessories around her neck .. A gold locket that's falling just in the starting of her cleavage.. The urge to hold the locket in my mouth and push it aside and trace her cleavage with my lips just kept increasing.. The mole above her cleavage was always my weak point.. I shook my head and kept my gaze on the bride and groom. Just when I thought about moving my gaze from her, I noticed something sparkling in her wrist..

The same bracelet, she's wearing the bracelet which I had thrown into the pond. My heart sank down, I hope she didn't risk her life to get it back. It's not time to think about us, I would miss the fun of the wedding.. They both took the ooth and the Priest announced them as husband and wife.. They both shared a kiss, the room filled with whistles and congratulations..

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We all were gathered outside in the garden, both of them were standing in the center stage, their friends and families were greeting them.. All the ladies gathered at one place for the bouquet throwing tradition.. Ziya turned back and threw the flower bouquet over her shoulder, my eyes travelled the path of the bouquet , someone caught the bouquet..Not one, it's two. Both Jeevika and Mishti caught the bouquet, they both exchanged a look.

Jeevika was next in line, so Mishti gave her the bouquet, but before that she plucked one white rose from it.. Ruhaan put his arm around my shoulder as Mishti walked towards me holding the flower, my heart beat stopped.. "Will she propose to you here, in front of everyone? " Ruhaan asked me, no way! I would freak out, we haven't sorted out anything, I hope she won't pull such an act. She stood in front of me, I gulped..

She inserted the stem in my blazer pocket and kept the petal out of it, making sure it won't fall.. I took a breath of relief, she placed her palm above my heart and stared at me.. Ruhaan left from there giving us some space. "Let's go, " she said, I joined my eyebrows in confusion.. "Where? "

She looked at her surroundings, "To a club.. I want to get drunk, " she said, "The wedding-" she placed her index finger on my lips. "It's over and now nobody will care about us.. I am literally frustrated right now, not on you, but on me and I want to get drunk till I pass out. Come with me, " she grabbed my tie and almost grabbed me along with her.. I stumbled over my feet, but followed her.. There's a car already waiting for us at the exit, she took the key from the driver and opened the door for me..

"You will drive? " I asked her, she blinked her eyes. "Why will the girl always get the Princess treatment? " she said, there's no way I would deal with her stubbornness.. I got into the car, the only reason I wanted to accompany her was I didn't want to leave her all alone in a club.. God knows why she wanted to get drunk.. She drove away, after some fifteen minutes she parked the car on the road side.. It's an empty road. There's a high profile club by the roadside.. She stepped out of the car and opened the door for me..

"Why do you want to get drunk? " I asked her, "Because I want to stay away from reality, " she said and walked towards the club.. I followed her, there's a deep frown lingering on my face.. It's the way towards the backdoor of the club, she showed something on her phone to the guard and the guard let us go inside.. "Have you already bought the entry pass? " I asked her in a loud tone, as we entered inside the music became loud breaking my ear drums..

She made our way to the vip club, everyone was hitting the dance floor while we went upstairs to the vip lounge.. It's a semi dark hall with red and blue lights.. I held her hand in a tight grip, the people here were extremely drunk, some were making out in the corners while some were just shaking their bodies with music.. She pushed me against the sofa, this corner was booked in her name.. A waiter came and placed two wine bottles and two glasses in front of our table..

"You don't have to do this. Occasionally drinking is okay, but here you don't need to get drunk! " I said as she forwarded her hand to take the shot. Even after my denial she gulped down the shot in one go, her face squeezed due to the bitter taste of the wine. It's the most alcohol containing wine, I grabbed the bottle and placed it away.. "You will end up vomiting.. It's not good for my health, " I said, she shifted to my lap. Her eyes became small and red, one shot and she's already looking drunk. This brand was highly expensive.. I have never tasted it as well..

She placed her finger on my forehead and traced it down till my lip, "Is it injurious to my health? " She asked me, her tone was seducing.. "It is.. Stop behaving like a teenage girl and let's go home, " I said, she placed her index finger on my lips and came closer.. My heartbeat increased, "Ssshhhhhh! " she whispered, never have I ever seen her such a bold side.. "You know so much about health and still choose to smoke? " She whispered, the sudden revelation made me shocked.. "How did.. you know? " I shuttered, and she smiled..

"I know everything! And you know when I got to know about it, " she took a pause and grabbed the bottle and took one more sip... I tried to pull it out of her hold, but she pulled her hand away.. "I was angry at first. But then it hurt me.. I did so much damage to you, that's why you started smoking.. " A tear rolled down her eye , my heart clenched in pain.. She stood up from my lap and gulped down the half of the wine before I could grab it..

"And now I want to damage myself, " she whispered, I glared at her.. She pushed me against the sofa and signed the waiter to do something which I couldn't understand.. All of a sudden a bollywood song started in the background, she threw her hair back while shaking her curve . I couldn't blink my eyes.. She stepped closer, holding my tie near my neck and she pulled my face closer..

Aise na yoon dekho, dekho, jaanam
Aise na yoon dekho, jaanam
Ho na jaayein hum bhi tere, jaanam
Aise na yoon dekho, jaanam

She traced her finger down my face while lip syncing the lyrics. I found it hot for some reason.. She pushed me back again and moved to the dance floor.. She started swinging her body, her eyes not leaving mine for a second.. I had never seen her dancing like this , so bold so sexy, so carefree.. There were a lot of guys around her, I quickly stood up and pulled her away from them.. "Stop this madness otherwise-" She didn't let me complete and pushed me against the wall..

The role was reversed today..

"Otherwise? You will lose control over yourself? " she whispered, her hands pulled out my blazer over my shoulders and then she removed the tie.. I felt very relaxed.. "You don't know how sexy you are looking and the predating gaze of people on you is making my blood boil in anger, " I tried to keep my tone normal.. She laughed, even the laugh felt seducing.. She threw her hands around my shoulder, our eyes connected and lips an inch away from each other..

"I know how sexy I am looking.. " She took a pause, "And I know about the predating gaze, " she added, her tone was doing something to my body.. I felt the urge to smash my lips into her and shut her damn mouth. My palms were curled into tight fists as I was controlling myself from pushing her into the next room and ruining her body in every single way..

She opened the first one button of my shirt and then opened a few till my abs were on her view.. She placed her palm on my bare chest, shiver ran down my spine as she brushed her fingers from my chest to my abs, her each touch was magical and it's waking the beast inside me.. "So many wild thoughts going on in your head? Mr Rajvansh! " She smirked, that bloody smirk turned me on, my cock hardened.. I gritted my teeth and clenched my jaw..

Abir control..

There's no way she will stop her madness, I lifted her and threw her over my shoulder.. She started throwing her legs, I shut my eyes when she grabbed another bottle of alcohol from the counter.. I made my way outside and pushed her into the backseat.. I went inside to pay the bills, but realized she had already paid the bill. Damn! She had planned everything before and also pre-paid the bill..

I came outside in a hurry, she was walking on the road holding the half empty bottle.. I let out a deep breath, control Abir control.. She turned her head towards me and smiled. And here my heart melts, she's smiling , but I could see the pain behind her eyes.. She walked towards me, "When I saw you last night, holding the cigarette between your lips, I couldn't tell you the pain I felt in my chest.. It's killing me.. " She yelped, I held the bottle and threw it away..

"Enough of your nonsense.. Let's go home! " I said angrily, she shut her mouth and nodded.. We both walked towards the car, and she ran away. I sighed, "Mishti please, " I shouted , she's standing behind the car.. "You have to catch me, " she showed me her tongue, I stomped my feet in an annoyance and went behind her.. She was running around the car while I was running behind her.

After taking two rounds around the car I couldn't find her anymore.. I looked inside the car and she was not there.. "I am here! " I got startled and looked up.. She was sitting above the car, "It's not funny , come down! " I scolded her, "It's not funny I know.. That's why I am calling you.. Come here, " she gestured for me to go there.. I looked at her with anger filled eyes, her lips twitched into a little pout and I lost it again.. Groaning in the annoyance I climbed on the trunk of the car, she had set the top of the car with a thick sheet and blanket..

"When did you do all this? " I asked her in surprise, "Come na! " She forwarded her hand, I threw my shoes and climbed up.. "Lay down! " She patted her palm on the sheet, I had already given up.. I laid down, there's a single pillow.. I put my head over it, she laid down beside me and kept her head over my shoulder, my one hand was beneath her back.. She pulled the blanket till our chest..

All the street lights turned off, I looked at her.. "What are you up to? " I asked her, she's looking at the sky.. "See, how beautiful! " She whispered, I was mesmerized by her beauty.. "Yeah, " I added, "Not me.. The stars, " She stated, I moved my eyes to the stars.. Everything was dark here and the clear sky filled with stars were visible to our eyes.. "It's not safe here mishti.. It's foreign, you can't trust this place. What if anyone will attack us? " I tried to scare her..

We both turned our faces towards each other, "You will fight with them, I know it, " she said in a confident tone, "And what if there will be a bunch of people and I won't be able to fight with them and what if they will kill me.. Nobody will be there to protect you, " I was talking nonsense, but she was not ready to digest any sensible words right now.. "Then what would be the need to protect me.. If they will kill you, then I will tell them to kill me -" I placed my finger on her lips..

"Sssshhhhh! " I whispered, I pushed the pillow to her side and kept her head above it.. Turning towards her side, I laid down , bending my elbow against the sheet and placed my head on my palm .. My other hand cupped her jaw, while she was staring at me.. I could feel the pain in every bone, in every cell.. I was holding her after such a long time gap , her lips curved into a small smile.. I brushed my finger over her cheek..

"Everyone is falling in love and getting married except us, " she mumbled, I remained silent.. I wanted to just stare at her face as long as I could.. The peace she holds just comforts my heart and makes me weak.. I wanted to drown myself in such comfort and weakness.. "How can you say that I didn't miss you? " A tear rolled down her eyes, "Because you didn't! " I uttered.. She pulled my collar , her jaw clenched in anger..

"I hadn't slept a night and you have the audacity to say this? " She complained, her tone was mixed with the emotions of anger and sadness.

"Then why didn't you go behind me? " I asked for a break, but deep down I wanted her by my side.. But she never reached out.. "Because I wanted to punish myself, " she whispered and moved back to her place and gazed at the stars.. "I knew you were staying in our house, in Switzerland.. " She uttered, my eyes widened.. "You knew? " I asked her and she nodded.. "That's what my gut feelings said and when I checked the cctv footage you were there! "

It has actually slipped out of my mind that we had set a camera in the drawing room and it's connected to our phone. "I used to watch you everyday and used to cry till I sleep, " she said, I have never smoked outside of the bedroom, so she never got to know about it.. "Why didn't you go back behind me? I should have shouted at you, would have yelled at you a little, but would have forgotten everything at the end! "

She looked at me, her eyes red and filled with tears. "I told you it's a punishment for me.. I wanted to stay away from you to give me a lesson. You and our relationship was very precious to me, I ruined it due to my overthinking.. I wanted to feel the pain that I had given to you, I wanted to torture myself and suffer. Before asking you for forgiveness, I wanted to forgive myself. And I needed time, " she turned her face towards me, another tear made its way down her cheek..

"And when I saw you yesterday, it broke my heart, seriously. Stop smoking, please, " she whispered, "I am sorry, I should have never thought about you cheating on me.. I should have waited for you... Please forgive me, " she was shedding tears, I brushed my thumb over her cheek and wiped a tear.. "You are drunk.. I would have thought about forgiving you if you were not drunk . " I stated, she wiped her tears and sat down suddenly..

"I am not drunk, I was acting, " she said, my eyes widened and I sat down..

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Mishti :)

He got out of the car and started wearing his shoes after my honest confession.. I walked down and pulled out the blanket and other stuff from the top of the car and threw it into the backseat.. When he opened the car door, I shut it. He didn't even look at me.. I pushed him against the car and made him look at me..

"I was concerned for you, do you think it's funny? " He lashed out , I brushed my palm over his chest as if it would decrease his anger.. "I was drunk, that's why you heard me with so much patience.. Before saying anything to you, I wanted to melt you first, so it's the only option I got! " I muttered, he glared at me.. When I booked the vip lounge, I had told them to replace the alcohol with water. The club was already smelling alcoholic, so he couldn't differentiate...

"I am not saying you to forgive me, but please don't act like I am a stranger, " I said, he pulled out the cigarette packet and kept it between his lips.. I snatched the lighter away, "Don't you dare to do it in front of me! " I almost shouted, he didn't even flinch and held the eye contact.. "Shout at me, yell at me, punish me all you want, but don't do this. You know how fucking injurious it's to your health.. " I scolded him, I threw the cigarette from his mouth..

"Only Mishti Agarwal can be your addiction, don't replace my place with such cheap things, " I said, he shrugged off casually.... "Fool of you to think that you were my addiction! " He commented, I opened the backdoor, holding his collar I pushed him into the backseat.. "Fuck what are you doing? " He groaned, half of the seat was covered due to the blanket and all.. He was leaning over it while sitting on the leftover seat..

I shut the door behind and climbed on him.. My one knee was pushed against the seat while the other knee was placed above his thigh.. "What are you doing? " He asked me and tried to get out of the car.. I pushed him against the blanket and brought our face closer.. It's enough for him to remain quiet.. "I am going to kiss you and will make you remember how addictive I was to you, " I whispered before placing my lips on his..

He didn't stop me, nor kiss me.. I placed my palm on the back of his head and pushed my fingers into the thickness of his hair.. I sucked his lower lip, he could resist everything, but not my kiss.. He placed his both feet over the seat and moved back a little, laying comfortably over the seat , he clutched my hair in a grip.. I made my position comfortable and laid properly above him.. His height was not helping, so he had his knees bent down and my knees were pressed against the seat at both sides as I was lying over him..

He took my lips and slowly sucked it, his other hand was holding my waist.. I clutched my fingers around the thin fabric of his shirt, as he deepened the kiss, explored my mouth with his tongue , it made me weak on my knees.. He pulled me closer, this kiss became wild.. He sucked, nibbled and bit my lower lip, putting all his emotions into the kiss..

He tightened my hair in a tight grip and deepened the kiss more by pulling my face.. I gasped and moaned, the kiss was the wildest kiss.. It's more like he was putting his anger and sadness into the kiss, I patted his chest as I ran out of oxygen.. He broke our kiss , I was panting.. "I was on the verge of dying, " I said in between my breaths, he held the back of my neck..

"You should have thought about it before pulling such an act, " he said before smashing his lips with mine, so he gave me a minute to breathe and again continue his work.. I melted under his kiss, it's not rough but smooth as he took his own time to cherish my lips.. I moaned, my hormones went crazy.. He wrapped his palm around the side of my neck while brushing his thumb over my jawline..

Goosebumps erected on my body, his other hand moved to my back, he pushed his fingers into the flesh of my back.. He was kissing me like his life depends on it.. I couldn't hold the tears back, it dropped from my eyes and fell on his cheeks.. He stopped kissing me, I pulled myself apart and wiped my tears away.. He was back to reality, he sat down and opened the door.. "Please, listen to me, " I said, he put his feet on the ground and made me stand outside..

"We kissed each other that doesn't mean I have forgiven you! " He said while looking in the other direction, another tear rolled down my eyes.. He got into the driver's seat and waited for me to go inside.. "Come in! " He ordered me, I crossed my hands over my chest.

"No! " I said in an adamant tone, he nodded and started the engine.. "Don't even think that I will wait for you, " he warned me, I remained unaffected.. To my surprise he drove away, my jaw dropped.

Fine..

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