Abir :)

"Bhai, move it towards the center! " I instructed the worker , there's a few minutes left for Sharanya's entry and I wanted everything to be perfect.. "Bro, 90° angle, " I shouted, he showed me his thumb and adjusted the light.. I made sure the cameras were perfectly fitted and were at an accurate angle the way she wanted her footage to be..

I instructed them to turn off the light as Sharanya gave me a missed call, when she came to the center, I played the song and only the center light was on..

ungli pakad ke tune
chalana sikhaya tha na
dehlij unchi hai ye paar kara de
baba main teri malika
tukda hu tere dil ka
ek baar fir se dahalij par kara de
mud ke na dekho dilbaro dilbaro
mud ke na dekho dilbaro
mud ke na dekho...

She stopped dancing, Arya forwarded the mic to her.. "Dear mummy, papa, " she took a pause taking a deep breath, her voice choking, she's already sobbing.. "Thank you, thank you for everything you have done to make my life easier, thank you for treating me like a princess.. I love you always... " I knew she wanted to say a lot, but her heart was heavy today..

After a pause the song started playing again..

Dor se tooti patang jaisi
Thi ye zindgaani meri
Aaj hoon kal ho mera na ho
Har din thi kahani meri

Ek bandhan naya peeche se ab mujhko bulaaye
Aane waale kal ki kyun fikar mujhko sataa jaaye?

Ek aisi chubhan is lamhe mein hai
Ye lamha kahan tha mera

Again they paused the song and she took the mic, her eyes roamed around and stopped on me, I instantly looked down to hide my eyes. "You must be the happiest person right now, bhai! " She said, I chuckled as tears started dropping from my eyes, "Now no one will fight with you, no one will tease you, no one will snatch your food away, no one will invade your space! " she said, I was still looking down at the glass floor.. All the moments I had spent with my lil sister just came flashing in front of my eyes..

"Even today you are making me cry, I hate you, " she cried holding the tears, I wiped my tears and moved to the center taking her in my embrace.. "I will miss you, a lot! " I whispered, placing a soft kiss on her forehead.. She tried to control her crying, "All these are being recorded, stop crying otherwise you know how you will look in those sangeet videos! " I said, "You won't stop teasing me, right! " She scolded me in between her sobs and hit my chest, "Never! " I muttered and we both shared laughter together..

I moved back giving her space for her next performance, it's dedicated to Mivan. The tears turned into a wide smile as she started dancing, her eyes fixed on Mivan who was smiling at her..

tu hi toh jannat meri
tu hi mera junoon

tu hi toh mannat meri
tu hi roh ka sukoon

tu hi aakhion ki thandak
tu hi dil ki hain dastaq

aur kuch na jano mein
bas itna hin jano…

My phone was ringing, it's call from the person who was taking care of the dinner.. I made my way to outside to take a call, but I felt like I saw something gorgeous and sparkling on my way. So I stopped hurriedly and took a step back and then another, my eyes fell on the most gorgeous woman of my life. Mishti Agarwal.

As I stared deep into her eyes, my heart skipped a beat..

tujh mein rab dikhta hain
yaara mein kya karoon
tujh mein rab dikhta hain
yaara mein kya karoon

My breath stuck in my throat as I stared at her, she was looking heavenly beautiful in the golden sharara. It's a pre planned twinning, we both were wearing golden colored outfits.. Half of her hair was falling on her shoulder, with a minimal amount of make up, she was looking breath taking and fresh..

As everyone started clapping for Sharanya, she did too, her eyes signalling me to look back and clap for Sharanya.. But my eyes refused to look back, I had seen her outfit while she was choosing and I had imagined her in this outfit. But she was looking far better than my imagination, straight out of a fairytale.. She rolled her tongue in her cheek as my whole attention stayed on her.. She knew she was looking beautiful and she also knew it was making my mind insane ..

She was just enjoying the attention and I was enjoying giving her the attention.. She flicked her fingers in front of my eyes, pulling me out of my trance.. "Your phone? " She gestured for me, I realized my phone was ringing, I cleared my throat and went towards the exit. After taking the call, I came back.. She's standing in the same spot.. I coughed in a fake accent to get her attention, she looked up at me..

"Stop staring at me like that, " she whispered, I shrugged off her words.. My eyes moved down, her cleavage was revealed a little, but her mole was not visible.. A satisfaction crept over my heart, I was possessive for her mole and only I can see that. I was happy that she had kept it covered..

I ran towards the stage as Ayansh bhai signalled me, the next performance was ours.. We took our position, I looked at Mishti who had shifted near the stage.. She showed me her thumb, I smiled at her.. In this performance, I would dance with bhai, Ruhan, Arya, Ivan and later Eva and Astha would join us.. It's a cousin's mash up..

(Watch it for better experience)

As the dhating nach started playing towards the end, our energy leveled up..

Dhating Dhating Dhating Dhating
Dhating Dhating Dhating Naach

We all covered the stage and started dancing like we used to do in our college, no one can match the level of energy of a college going boy who dances like nobody is watching. And we cousins were literally dancing like that.. As the song ended we stepped out of the stage, I was sweating..

I took off the long scarf and handed it to Mishti, I was breathing heavily, so sat down on the large sofa.. "Not bad Mr Rajvansh! " She said, I gave her a smile like I was proud of myself.. Next mumma papa and Manvik uncle and Maahira aunty had a performance.. It's the best performance, because it made us laugh at some point.. It made the environment light and funny.. They were the cutest..

When I looked at my side, Mishti was not there.. I realized it's her dance after our parents.. I wore the scarf again and stood up as the stage turned dark.. Her outfit was sparkling even in the dark as she's wearing golden.. She took the center position while her both brothers were at her two sides..

Chote chote bhaiyo ki bade bhaiya
Ajj banenge kisike shaiyan..

I was expecting them to dance on this song, I blew a whistle .. Even though her leg was twisted, she's giving her hundred percent..

I and Ruhan were dancing near the stage, Mivan was dancing sitting above the sofa, the whole audience was dancing with them.. Mishti dragged Mivan to the stage and the cousins danced together.. As Mivan stepped out of the stage, I went near him.. Covering my head with the scarf, I made myself look like a newly wed bride, "Chote chote bhaiyon ki bade bhaiya, ajj banenge kisike saiyan! " I teased him singing the song in a female tone and Ruhan joined me, we both started dancing around him while he was smiling and gesturing sharanya to stop us..

Mishti dragged me to my seat, "Are you drunk? Don't you think you got some extra energy today? " She asked me, "We Indians don't need energy for dancing! " I said poking her forehead with my finger.. The next performance was of Sharanya and Mivan, it was a slow motion dance..

The next performance was our couple dance .. I was paired with Mishti, Mrinal was paired with Jeevika and Ruhan was paired with Ziya . Both Ruhan and Ziya  wanted to perform on this song, but they didn't have a partner, so we paired them together..

Tere maathe jhumar damke
Tere kaanon baali chamke hai re

Maahi ve

Tere haathon kangna khanke
Tere pairon paayal chhanke hai re

Maahi ve

Nainon se bole rabba rabba
Mann mein dole rabba rabba
Amrit ghole rabba rabba tu soniye

As I was dancing, my eyes were focused on Mishti while her attention was fully on her step. She's looking ethereal beautiful while dancing, it's our first dance so I was happy from heart.. Our song ended, the crowd filled with claps and whistles.. The next was Mivan's performance for Sharanya, later she joined the stage..

Mishti was nowhere to be found.. Her duo dance with Jeevika was left only.. My legs were little tired, so I sat down while roaming my eyes around trying to find her.. The stage light went off again and as I remembered it's her performance next. The light came and my jaw dropped.. She has changed her outfit. She was wearing the same sharara plazo, but she has changed her kurti.. Now she was wearing a golden blouse above it whose hook was on her back and a duppata was wrapped around her neck.. Jeevika's styling was the same ...

(The blouse is something like this)

Raebareli Mein Tu Beech Bazaari
Jab Husn Dikhane Jayegi
Hosh Udane Wali Shokh Nazar Ke Jo
Pench Ladane Jayegi

The way she jerked her waist and showed her belly by moving her hand from her thigh to chest in a gesture of showing herself on that particular part of the song, it took my breath away..

Arey Pehan Ke Itna Zevar Gehna
Tez Hawa Se Bach Ke Rehna
Gir Jaaye Toh Phir Na Kehna
Jhumka Gira Re

Haaye Jhumka Oye Jhumka
Haaye Jhumka Jhumka

That's so hot of her, people in the back side were blowing whistle and passing comments, I cleared my throat to keep myself calm..

Badi Mushkil Baba Badi Mushkil
Gore Gore Gaalon Pe Hai Kala Kala Til.
♫♫♪♫♫
Badi Mushkil Baba Badi Mushkil
Til Pe Atak Jaaye Aashiqon Ka Dil.

At this particular part her eyes were on me, like her lyrics were directed towards me.. She rolled her eyes, of course my eyes were on her mole that's why she's indicating the lyrics to me and flaunting her attitude.. I was so lost and again the crowd became wild.. And in this blouse her mole was clearly visible..

As the song ended she came towards me after doing a namaste to the audience.. I saw some of the boy's eyes following her, so I deliberately hugged her and placed a kiss on her cheek, showing them that she belongs to Abir Rajvansh.. Her heart beat was fast, "How was the dance? " She asked me in between her breath, "Superb! " I muttered with a smile, she grinned in happiness and sat down..

I looked at those boys who were passing comments at her. The Sarpanch's son was there as well.. I felt the inner urge to punch everyone, but somehow controlled myself.. It's my sister's sangeet, I didn't want any drama. Mishti would not like it as well.. Moreover I have given her my words, I had promised her to not raise my hands..

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Mishti :)

There's a dance at the end where Mivan bhai will dance along with Abir, Ruhan, Maanvir bhai, Mrinal bhai, in short all the male.. I was excited, my legs started hurting because I was not habitual of dancing back to back..

Everyone has changed their traditional outfit and were wearing simple formal, white shirts and black pants.. My eyes popped out seeing Abir, the first three buttons were opened, he knew what he was doing!!! My breath stuck in my throat, he was looking hotter than ever.. Though bhai was standing in the middle, my eyes were not removing from Abir..

Hey mere ishare pe
Tak dhina dhin naacha jo
Twitter pe trend ho gaya
Nashik dhol pe
Dhan dhana dhan naacha to
Sabka the end ho gaya

I was so smitten by his expression and steps, he was completely showing off his attitude, he knew he was looking sexy while doing those fucking steps and he was flaunting it proudly.. Such a perfect feature, eyes , face, perfectly built chest, I curled my toes and cleared my throat as I started getting unholy thoughts about us.. Girls were staring at him while I was feeling the happiest because he is my man..

He fucking had the arrogant smirk on his lips while doing those energetic steps and I was loving it, I felt like kicking my feet in air and screaming loudly. He was so hot for this.. It's the last performance and everyone has the same level of energy like it's in the first, I could have never.. Abir was still looking so fresh, no doubt he has such a big fanbase.. Those charming look and attractive personality!!

There's a whole family dance at the end, I was going towards the stage when Sarpanch's son popped up out of nowhere.. I took a step back, making a safe distance.. "You look pretty! " He said, ruffling his fingers in his hair, I nodded positively giving him no sign of interest.. "The previous outfit was good, but in this outfit you are looking fire! " He commented, I realized his eyes were on my chest, I pulled the edge of the duppata and covered my chest..

When I noticed Abir coming towards me in anger, I pushed him towards the stage as the Gallan goddiyan song started. He was fuming in anger..

We all started dancing, "Don't ruin the moment for such a third class guy! Enjoy it, this moment won't come again! " I said loudly as the music was high.. He smiled and started dancing.. We all started vibing along with each other, random songs started playing and other people joined us as well.. Some boys were trying to dance around me, before Abir could pull me towards him, Mrinal bhai took me to the center..

I shouldn't have worn this dress, I was dancing far from them still their hungry eyes were on me... I dragged Abir out of the venue when I realized he was losing his temper.. He jerked my hand away and kept his hands on his waist, looking at nowhere.. "Relax! Calm down, " I said, he shut his eyes.. "I am never going to arrange any function in this village! " He said in anger, I placed my palm on his shoulder..

"Just because of a few boys, you can't say this. All the people of these villages are really hospitable and you know that! " I said, his face hardened and he ran his fingers through his hair. "Will you allow me to beat the hell out of them? " He said, taking a step forward, I held his elbow and he gave me a disappointed look..

"It's their sangeet, I really don't want to ruin it.. Please let it go! After this sangeet ends, just give them a warning, if after the warning they will cross the line, then just do whatever you want to do, but not now! " I said, he stomped his feet in anger.. "Please! " I pleaded, he was still not looking calm..

"Okay, if you will control yourself now then you will get some good reward from me! " I said with a smile, his facial expression changed.. "Which type of reward? " He raised his eyebrows, "Whatever you want! " I muttered, his eyes scrutinized and he nodded.. I smiled at him , "Having self control in public means losing it in private! " He commented, my cheeks heated up.. I looked down and smiled to myself..

We both got inside.. Everyone was around the dining, I cleaned my hands and sat with my family for dinner.. My stomach was empty and I was hell hungry..

I went to the house where my family was staying, after changing into a comfortable outfit I wished them a good night and headed towards my house.. I locked the door from inside, "Remember the reward? " I almost jumped hearing Abir's voice in the dark, I turned my head and found him laying on my bed.. My heart beat quickening as I started walking towards him, with baby steps I reached the bed..

He wrapped his palm around my wrist and pulled me to his chest, I gulped silently.. He flipped our position and hovered over me.. "You remember the thing you said? " He whispered, my eyes turned innocent and I blinked twice, "What reward? " I whispered, like I had forgotten the moment.. "Did you hit your head somewhere? " He said in a low whisper, his hand grabbed mine and he pinned my right hand against the pillow..

I closed my eyes as he brought his face closed to mine , he took my lower lip between his teeth and sucked them gently, I arched my back feeling the wild sensation in my body.. With my other free hand, I clutched his tee shirt, he sucked my upper lip, I reciprocated the kiss.. He took my lips between his, kissing me wildly making me breathless..

He freed my hand and trailed down his palm from my shoulder to my belly, he slipped his hand under my top making my heart beat quick.. I raised my back a little as he shifted his hand to my back and in a flash he opened the strap of my bra.. My nail digging on his chest, I stopped kissing him when he removed the bra from my top.. It's a sleeveless bra, so he didn't face any difficulty while removing it..

I bit his lips feeling breathless, he pulled himself back and stared at my eyes.. I forgot about my existence after seeing his intense orbs, those were filled with love and desire.. "Do I have the concent? " He asked me in a low whisper, my heart clenched feeling the sensation in my body.. I nodded my head, my cheeks turned crimson red as a small smile appeared over the corner of his lips..

He again took my lips in a kiss, his palm moved up slowly under my top and he cupped my right breast, I felt like my heart will come out of my throat.. He brushed his thumb on my nipple, I bit his lips hard due to the foreign sensation, it's so new and exciting.. He rubbed his thumb around my nipple, pinching it a little.. I shut my eyes, digging my head back on the bed and stopped kissing him.. It drained my whole energy..

He stopped kissing me and brushed his lips on my cheek and moved down.. He started placing numerous kisses on my neck, his palm resting on my right breast, I wanted him to do something more, rather than just keeping it. Argh, such torture! As he moved lower, "Keep your eyes closed! " I said, he looked above at me, I bit my inner cheek.. "Just.. Keep your eyes closed.. Please! " I whispered, I was feeling extremely shy.. He smiled at me and closed his eyes..

He slowly started lifting my top, his eyes closed.. He placed a kiss over my navel and then moved up.. I jerked my head back as he took my nipple between his warm lips , with the other hand he brushed his thumb on my other nipple.. I felt my bud getting aroused and I needed more of his touch.. He placed his tongue and roamed it around my bud and sucked it hard while pressing the other breast gently.. I clenched my thigh, feeling the sensation in my core.

He moved to my right breast, his hand was replaced with lips.. I moaned his name like a prayer, he sucked my bud and here I was losing my breath.. He took his own time and pulled away, I felt his lips above my mole.. I wonder how he remembered the exact spot of my mole , because his eyes were closed.. He cupped my breast again and bit the spot where my mole was.. As he started pressing my breast, brushing the bud with his thumb, I arched my back..

He placed a kiss on my cleavage and pulled down my top and nuzzled his face on my chest over my top.. He wrapped his hand around my back, pulling me into a hug, pressing his face on my cleavage over the top, I smiled looking at him.. "I love you, " he whispered and moved up.. I pulled his face, holding his hair in a fist, I joined our lips together.. This kiss was gentle and soft as I was dominating it..

"Happy Birthday Abir! " I wished him, his expression changed quickly.. As realization hit him hard, he stared at me in surprise.. "Oh in all this I forgot that it's my birthday! " He said, "Happy birthday! " I said once again and placed my lips on his cheek.. "It's such a good start, " he said in a teasing tone, I looked at the watch.. It's 12:00.. "But everything happened before 12:00 , so you can't say it was a good start because those moments were not part of this year anymore! " I said ..

"We can repeat it again! " He said, sitting on the bed, I hit his shoulder as he laughed.. "Sleep with me tonight! " I urged, he smiled at me , "Of course! " he replied, he was going to sleep but I stopped him.. "Take off that shirt and sleep! " I said, it came out like a command.. "Keep your eyes closed.. Please! " He said dramatically , in the same exact way I had told him .. I palmed my face as he started laughing..

"I will kill you, " I groaned in annoyance as I was feeling a little embarrassed, he pulled out his shirt.. I found myself losing control as my eyes shamelessly roamed on his bare chest.. "Close your eyes! " He said, I rolled my eyes and pulled him to me.. "Will you stop teasing me? " I said and pressed my face on his chest.. He hugged me, wrapping his arms around me securely.. I felt his warmth and it's comforting..

He placed a kiss on my forehead and I knew I was safe in his arms..

We both were tired, so slept easily..

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I woke up at 8:30 am.. My legs were hurting real bad, I found my bed empty.. My cheeks heated up as the last night moments flashed in front of my eyes.. I took a warm shower, while wearing my top I realized Abir had left a hickey above my upper breast beside the mole.. I smiled to myself and wore the top..

I came out and went to my family.. I was hungry so did my breakfast first .. It's 10:30 and still Abir was nowhere to find.. Ruhan was passing by me, "Hey, where is Abir? " I asked him, he gazed at his watch.. "I don't know, I haven't seen him since morning, " I nodded at his reply..

I headed towards Rajvansh house, but hearing the noise of some girls I stopped.. A girl was crying and some of her friends were trying to console her.. "What's happening there? " I asked Sharanya, who just came to me.. "Her boyfriend broke up with her! " She informed me, I pouted..

"That was such a bastard.. They were physically involved , even had sex. But he left her for no reason.. That's so sick! " She mentioned, I felt disgusting in my gut.. "You should never trust a guy and never let him touch you in the initial days! " She said, I just stared at her.. Ishani aunty called her, so she left inside.. Her words were ringing in my ears..

"You can trust me with these things! " I got startled and looked back, Abir came and stood beside me, staring at the girl who was crying.. "I know whatever is happening between us is a little fast maybe-" I cut him off in the middle, "You know what, I trust you ! And even if we will part away tomorrow, I won't regret the moments I shared with you. I will never, because I know what we were during those moments.. And I am happy about us, I don't care if we are moving too fast, I trust you with my life! " I said, a satisfactory smile crept over his lips..

"You know the moment I think I can't fall in love with you more, you make me fall harder for you. I am the luckiest because I have you! " He said with a smile, his phone started ringing.. It's my mom, I looked at my phone and realized it's off.. So she called in his phone, I took the call.. "Do you need to stich your lehnga or the size is perfect? " She asked me, "No it's perfect, I have double checked it! " I said, she responded an okay and I cut the call..

"By the way where were you? " I asked him, he didn't hold the eye contact and looked away.. "Umm I went to complete an important work! " He said in a little hesitation, "Wait, I think mom is calling me, " he left before I could say anything. I found his behavior a little odd.. His phone was buzzing with numerous notifications, I knew his password so opened it.. There's a group of the villagers.. As I tapped on it, my eyes came out..

Sarpanch's son has been hospitalized along with five boys.

There's a picture of them from hospital, my eyes widened. Those were the same boys.. I went behind Abir, he was in the backyard , far from the house.. I went to him and showed him his phone, "What is this Abir? " I said, he snatched his phone from my hand. I realized the screen was off.. I held his phone, but he didn't let me touch it.. "What's happening? " I said, my voice getting low and rigid..

"What? " He uttered..

"Why are you not giving me your phone? "

He ruffled his hairs , "Not now, I have some work! " He said, "Where did you go in the morning? " I asked him, "I told you na, I went for some important work! " He replied, "What work? " I asked him, "Why are you asking like this? What happened? " He asked me like he didn't do anything , I glared at him..

"Don't you dare to lie! " I said, he stared at me.. "You broke my promise! " I stated, he stared at me in confusion.. "Don't act innocent in front of me.. Sarpanch's son is hospitalized along with those boys and their condition is critical.. " I said, his expression was still rigid.. "Abir, I told you not to harm them, why did you do that? " I shouted, "I didn't do anything! " He was still lying..

I chuckled, "Woho! Of course. Yesterday you were dying to punch them and today you want me to believe you? And when you are not telling me where were you from the morning and the way you snatched the phone away from me? " I uttered, "You need to take a chill , Mishti -" I jerked his hands away..

"You fucking promised me Abir that you won't raise your hands until the situation demands.. And you warned them yesterday right , so why did you do this? " I shouted, "I saw him coming from the hospital! " I looked at the owner of the voice, it's Dhruv.. I looked back at Abir, whose jaw was tightly clenched..

"You are coming from the hospital? " I asked him, he was still glaring at Dhruv.. "I am asking you something Abir, " I said, gritting my teeth.. He stared back at me and nodded.. "I told you, his anger is more prior to him than his love! " Dhruv said, Abir  didn't even wait a second and punched Dhruv hard on his face, he just proved Dhruv's point..

"Why do you have to come between us always? " He shouted and punched him again, Dhruv punched him back, before anybody could see them I pulled Abir away.. "What's wrong with you? " I shouted, my eyes filled with tears.. He gave me a surprised look.. "You are supporting that bastard over-"

"Just shut up! " I shouted, his eyes darkened and his jaw clenched in anger.. A tear dropped from my eyes.. "My promise literally meant nothing to you? " I whispered, he shut his eyes before holding my elbow in a tight grip.. "Yes, Yes, Yes! I harmed them and I am the fucking reason why they are hospitalized.. Now you know the truth, are you happy? " He shouted, I flinched at his tone..

"You promised me Abir! " I whispered, he looked at Dhruv and again at me.. "As he said I chose my anger over my love! " He said gritting his teeth.. I pushed his shoulder, "Why are you doing this? " I mumbled, he removed my hands from his chest..

"You know if there's no trust, there's no love and there should not be a fucking existence of relationship. I am done! " He said and walked away , his eyes burning in anger, he gave a deadly glare to Dhruv and left.. I was standing there like a statue, what did he just say?

Tears started beaming in my eyes, I looked at Dhruv.. "Will you please stop poking your nose in my fucking business? Please just go away from my life, " I shouted, almost begged.. Even his eyes were red.. "I know you love me, but it's not possible between us.. Just stop it! " I said, he came towards me..

"You know it's not easy as you are saying. The way you feel jealous, I do as well.. My heart starts burning everytime I see Abir with you and it kills me that you love him too. And I try, I swear I try to not interfere, but he fucking doesn't deserve you! " He voiced, "You won't decide whether he deserves me or not! " I shouted back..

"Of course! He himself just showed it. He will break every fucking promises, but won't hold himself back if he is angry! " He snapped and left.. I stood there numb.. Abir knows how much all this affected me, I never liked violence. I don't want him to be a guy who would kill the world for me.. I have left my house, stayed away from them for a fucking decade, I was in trauma for six months thinking he was dead..

He has given me his words, he didn't just break my promise, he lied to me as well..

He was right, if there's no trust, there should not be the existence of a relationship. Even I am done!

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