Mishti :)

It's been a month since bhai's engagement.. Now we are heading to the Rajvansh family's village.. This one month was hell for me because I had to stay up all night for my business work.. My company was going through a big loss because of my performance for the last six months. And I would have taken leave for bhai's marriage. So in this one month I tried to cope up with my past loss and future programme..

Abir and I didn't meet at all, because he stayed in India for wedding preparation . It will be held in the village, so there's extra security and extra effort.. So he stayed there.. We used to do phone calls and he was sorry for it.. But it's his one & only sister's wedding, so it's obvious that he would stay busy.. Apart from the planning & management he had done several concerts in India as well..

Their village was at the border line of Gujarat & Maharashtra .. As our car entered the village territory, I roamed my eyes everywhere.. His village was improved, cleaned and had a touch of modernity.. The car stayed outside, Ishani aunty and Yuvan uncle were there to invite us..

The guards took our luggage.. There's a big house towards the corner and it's their house..

There are several small houses surrounding it.. It's such a crowd , because the whole family was there and apart from them the village people were there too.. Everyone has dressed up well, because their daughter's in-laws came today.. It's what maa told me..

My eyes were roaming around in search of the only person.. I wonder how all of them would fit in this house, because it's nothing compared to the Rajvansh mansion of India or Australia.. "Abir...! " Aunty called him, Jeevika hit her elbow in my hand.. I glared at her.. "Wait a minute! " His voice came from the back of the house , everyone was busy gossiping among themselves so I quietly went towards the backward..

There he was! Doing some mechanical work, standing on a table , maybe he was fixing some electric wire.. After seeing him like this, nobody would say that he is The Abir Rajvansh!! This side of him was new for me.. He was wearing a pant and a black vest, as he was moving his hand, his perfect biceps were bulging out.. His hair was not messy, but it was perfectly comb.. He had a screwdriver between his lips and looked upward at the corner where he was fixing something..

My eyes fell on the group of girls who were staring at him, huh? It's a whole bunch of nine to ten girls and they were staring at him with such dreamy eyes. Aunty called his name again, "Hmmm...! " He groaned in annoyance as he was holding the screw driver in between his lips ,  I found his voice sexy.. There's nothing about him that doesn't draw my attention..

Those girls were still ogling at him.. He was so focused that he didn't take a glance of me.. I cleared my throat to gain his attention, "Sharanya, go & see why maa is calling me! " He said without even looking at me, "Only one month and you forgot my voice! " I said, he got startled and stared at me. His eyes widened as his orbs met with mine..

"You were supposed to come tomorrow, right? " He said in disbelief, and jumped from the table.. I thought he would come and hug me, at least those girls would have seen that he's taken, but he was too stunned to even react and those girls were so busy staring at him that they didn't see the surrounding people like me..

Why am I bothered?

"Oh, that's why mom is calling me! " He said and ran towards the front not before pulling his shirt from the chair.. I was standing there like a statue, no hug? I scrutinized my eyes and went where everyone was standing.. "It took you so long! " Jeevika teased me, she thought Abir & I came late because we had some moments between us. Now who would tell her?

Abir hugged my parents and bhai.. He waved his hand at Jeevika and smiled at her.. What am I? Invisible? He guided us towards the house where we would live..

We all went inside, he showed us our respective room.. But there's no private bathroom for every room  , there's three common washrooms adjacent to each other.. I pouted.. "How would I stay here? " I mumbled, it's audible to my mumma only.. "What happened beta? " She asked me, Abir looked at me as well..

"Bhai and papa are here.. I can't use the common washroom! " I showed my discomfort, I always need privacy when it comes to taking a bath or changing dress.. And won't be comfortable doing that when my brothers and papa are here.. "It's okay, I will wake you up early and you will complete your work before everyone wakes up! " She said.. "Noooo! " I muttered making a pout.. I can never change my clothes in a bathroom until and unless it has a large space..

"Okay, then I would shift you to another small house, come with me! " Abir suggested, I became happy.. "No it's okay Abir, she will adjust here, " Mumma said, showing her eyes to me.. "Don't give him stress, it is about a few days only! " Mumma said, I pouted again.. "No aunty, it's okay.. There's nothing to worry about! " Abir said, I smiled..

"You are literally spoiling her! " She said shaking her head in disbelief.. "I would love to spoil her, it feels good! " He said in front of mumma, my cheeks got red, not only me, even my mumma felt shy because he was openly showing his love towards me.. Abir gestured for me to go outside, I showed mumma my tongue and left the house..

There's a small house near Rajvansh house, it's looking quite modified and modern among all those small houses..

"Actually it used to be my grandpa's room , then papa took over it after his marriage. And then they gave it to me because I used to practice music, so I needed silence and space! " He said, I nodded.. When I entered inside, I saw his belongings there.. "Are you staying here now? I mean -" He cut me off in the middle.. "Yep! But don't worry, I will stay with my family there, " he said..

"No! You don't have to do all this.. I thought you had an extra room.. But if you stay here, you can.. I will manage there! " I protested, he gave me a side eye look.. "I told you, I would manage.. Your comfort comes first. You stay here, " he said and placed my luggage near the bed.. "I would take my belongings tonight, " he said, I gave a node..

"I have so much work to complete, we will talk later, " saying he left the room, I nodded and followed him till the door.. Rajvansh's house was just beside this house, while the house where my family was staying was a little far. It would be an intimate wedding, just our family people will attend all the functions.

I was about to go inside, but my eyes fell on Ziya who had just arrived, she was holding her luggage.. Abir was there, so when she came they hugged each other.. I made a frown, Abir took her luggage inside. So they both would stay in the same house, under the same roof? Now I was getting a vamp vibe from myself, huh!

I could have stayed with my family and would have let Abir stay here.. I threw my hand and leg in the air and dropped myself on the bed.. Stop being over possessive mishtiiiiiii! This ain't a good quality.. I freshen up and wore a pair of tee shirts and pants.. There's still time for lunch.. I took this small house just because I want privacy during the bath. But I would stay with my family all the time..

I went outside.. My eyes fell on the grown up girls, they were wearing such beautiful tops & skirts.. I pouted myself because I didn't have such clothes.. I wear a shirt & skirt, but those look more formal and classy .. Here everyone was looking so beautiful. Some of them were wearing saree as well, or anaarkali or sharara.. I was the odd looking one.. It's a wedding function here, so everyone has traditionally dressed up..

I was feeling so left out.. "Hello.. I am sorry! " Abir came from nowhere and hugged me.. I froze at my place, because he just jumped from nowhere.. "You should have done it when I came here, " I said, he broke our hug.. He scratched the back of his neck while looking down, poking his tongue in his inner cheek..

"So you wanted a hug? " He asked me, I glared at him and then rolled my eyes.. "Huh? There's nothing like that! " I said, he twitched his lips in satisfaction.. "Okay then! " He mumbled.. "Is there any shopping mall here? " I asked him, he furrowed his brows at me..

"Why? Haven't you brought any clothes? " He asked me, "I have.. Just tell me na! " I said, I didn't want to tell him the reason, because it would look so silly and stupid.. What would I have told him? That I wanted to dress up like everyone and didn't want to feel odd among them or left out..

"Yes, there's a market complex in the ten kilometre range ! " He mentioned, I thanked him and went to my family.. I brought the car keys from papa and left for the market.. I picked up several cute dresses for me, those were not looking traditional, but I liked them all. So I couldn't stop myself from buying. All were indo-western clothes..

I bought sixteen outfits and bought some jhumkas as well.. I bought some other ornamental accessories, mom was constantly calling me.. She's worried for me because I was new to this place.. I returned back safely and parked the car.. There were a total of ten bags, I held five bags in each hand and happily went towards my room..

"What's all this? " Abir asked me in disbelief, "Shopping, we call it shopping! " I grinned happily and went inside the house.. I checked every outfit once again, that's when mumma came inside.. "Did you buy all this now? " She asked me in shock, I quickly grabbed four outfits & hid it behind me to decrease the volume.. "Just a few outfits! " I mumbled, she shook her head in disbelief and started checking all the clothes.. I hid the outfits below the blanket..

"I know you won't do it by yourself! " She said and started arranging my clothes in the cupboard.. "There's a family meeting tonight, " she informed me, I started thinking about what to wear.. It would be between our family members, so I thought to wear something casual.. After mumma arranged my room, I went with her for lunch..

Ayansh bhai & Ruhani bhabi were in charge of our lunch  .. After doing our lunch, I didn't go back, but slept with my mumma.. After I started living with my family, I slept with her.. I have become habitual of her presence.. Papa sleeps in other rooms, but here there's no extra room, so he slept on the floor above a mat and I slept with mumma.. I decided to sleep alone tonight, because I didn't want papa to sleep on the floor..

This was such a beautiful experience.. We all live luxurious lives , but here the simplicity of lifestyle attracts me. It genuinely feels like home.. Everyone was getting ready for the family meeting.. "There would be so many people, don't hide yourself there, " Mumma said, she very well knows how I avoid all the gatherings.. Making a pout I went back to my room and chose an outfit for me.

For the first time I was wearing such a kurti, so I was feeling extremely good.. I wore a pair of jhumka and kept my hair open.. Mumma was happy seeing my outfit, she did a little bit of tariff and then we headed towards the meeting..

My head took a roll seeing such a big place for a family meeting. Anxiety picked in, I took a step back, I was already regretting coming here.. I can host thousands of meetings but can't attend a family gathering. Argh! I already decided to run away and thought to give an excuse saying I was sick. But mom had my wrist in between her fingers.. She didn't give up until she took me and made me sit beside her.. 

I was sitting in the middle of papa & maa.. One by one everyone was coming.. Maanvir bhai , Mrinal bhai and Jeevika were sitting on my side map.. One by one all the space were getting occupied, it's not a family but the whole fucking village.. There's a bone fire in the middle, I wanted it to spread everywhere so that it would be cancelled and I would be out of this. Of course everyone's safety was in my mind..

"Don't worry, all the attention will be on Mivan bhai and Sharanya, so you are safe! " Maanvir bhai said and chuckled, was it that visible on my face that he tried to calm me.. I cleared my throat and kept a straight face.. The Rajvansh family came, they have occupied the opposite seats . The bonefire was in the middle of us.. The waiter was serving drinks for everyone..

I wonder where these workers were living.. When the waiter reached us, Abir came to us, my heart literally skipped a bit . He kneeled down on his one knee while the other knee was at ninety degrees to the ground .. He was sitting just in front of me.. Taking the glass of drinks, he forwarded it to my parents.. "You don't like these drinks.. Should I order some mango flavor drink? Or just normal water? " He asked me, I was literally sitting between my parents..

Papa was smiling ear to ear and mumma was trying to control her shy smile. Of course they were happy and proud that they're getting such a caring son in law.. "It's okay, I would manage! " I muttered, "Umm okay! " He stood up, I lifted my eyelashes, he showed me a sign expressing that I was looking beautiful, his eyes shined with a ray of happiness..

I glared at him and gestured for him to go.. "If Abir is going to romance with you like this, then there's chances that you will get attention from everyone! " Mrinal bhai said, papa coughed after hearing him.. I glared at him, he shut his mouth and tore his gaze away..

Yuvan uncle took the mic in his hand.. "Good evening everyone! It feels wonderful to see everyone of you here.. As you know our daughter Sharanya is going to marry the eldest son of Agarwals Mivan Agarwal.. So today we are here to say something about our children and make their day special. And I would like to start it with Madhav (Mivan's papa) " He said, chacha was standing just beside him..

He took the mic and showed his gratitude, how he's blessed to have a son like Mivan bhai and also lucky that Sharanya is going to be our daughter in law.. One by one everyone was saying some precious memories regarding them and Sharanya was literally crying.. The mic went to Abir, he was sitting at his place..

"To my least favorite girl, " he started his conversation by teasing her, everyone started laughing, but Sharanya was crying not because he addressed her as his least favorite, but she's actually getting emotional.. "See! How she's crying.. " He moved his gaze towards her, "See, Mivan started regretting his decision after seeing you, you better stop crying! " He again teased her, everyone laughed at his jokes while I was admiring the beautiful bond they shared..

Sharanya threw a pillow at him.. Even he was getting emotional, he couldn't say anything but just sat down and forwarded the mic.. I realized he was crying when I saw a tear drop falling from his eyes.. Ishani aunty was trying to control him.. He smiled after a few seconds, my heart was breaking seeing the redness on his cheeks.. He was trying hard to control his tears..

When I saw the mic coming towards my parents, my eyes widened.. I slowly slipped towards the back, leaving a space between my parents.. I was constantly closing my eyes, when it comes to expressing my emotions in public I become seriously anxious and this is all my people which was terrifying me..

Papa said something about bhai.. "Mishti! " Mom looked back & glared at me, without even looking at me papa pulled the mat effortlessly bringing me to the center again.. Such a torture on me.. "Papa don't you dare to think about giving the mic to me , I would break it! " I whispered, Mom hit her head in disbelief..

"Actually Mishti's throat is not well, so she can't say anything now.. She loves you as well and just knows you are his favorite, Mivan! " Papa said from my side, such a relief. Abir looked at me & raised his eyes.. He was concerned thinking my throat was actually not well.. Mivan bhai smiled at me, knowing very well about my anxiety..

A few waiters came with snacks, again Abir came to us.. "What happened to your throat? Do you need any medicines? " He asked me, I shook my head.. "It's a lie! " I mumbled, both of my parents chuckled.. He gave me an unbelievable look and again went back to his place..

It ended on a beautiful note as bhai and Sharanya shared their love story which started from school life.. "Abir! You haven't spoken much, so I would like you to end this beautiful gathering by singing a song! " Yuvan uncle requested, "Hindi song please! " Sharanya said loudly.. Eva went inside to bring his guitar..

"Before it, I want to say something important! " Ishani aunty took the mic and came to the center. We all became attentive.. When she gestured for Abir to come to her side, my eyes widened.. I again started slipping towards my back, but papa held my hand..

"It's all about my daughter's day, but as everyone is present here and God knows whether we would again meet in such a gathering, so I want to announce something really special! " She said, Abir's eyes were glued to the bonfire while mine was on him..

"So there's a beautiful girl in Abir's life, I wanted to introduce her today! " She said, now the right time has come to run away.. Papa was holding my wrist otherwise I would have run kilometre away from it, or just vanished away somewhere in the universe..

"When he was a little child, every time we used to attend a wedding, he always told me to find a beautiful girl for him! " She said, it made all of us laugh, his face was flushed and he was smiling ear to ear while drawing some lines by his shoe on the ground.. He was clearly nervous..

"But I used to tell him that it's your life and it should be you who should find your lifepartner , not me.. Because I had a strong belief that my son will choose the best for himself and for our family and today I am so proud to say that he proved me right! " She said, my mom was literally crying beside me.. "You should be trying to calm me because they are going to call me, but here you are crying! " I muttered, she hit my shoulder and started crying more. Argh! I saw papa wiping his tears.

"Mishti, come here! " She gestured for me to go towards her.. My eyes widened, my heart beat raised.. My two evil brothers were trying to control their laughs.. "You both should stop laughing at her anxiety! " Jeevika scolded them, I know they were just trying to pull my leg and it was nothing serious.. It's the way they try to enlighten the environment..

I felt a shadow in front of me, Abir forwarded his hand with a smile, did I tell you to come here? I was planning to run away.. I placed my palm above his and stood up.. He held my hand in a strong grip like I would run away, while taking baby steps I went to the middle.

All eyes on me..

I dug my nails against Abir's palm skin while he was giving no sign of pain.. I wanted to reduce my anxiety somehow, I felt better as I stood there between him and aunty.. Aunty caressed my cheek and looked at the surroundings.. "Don't go by her innocent looks, she's literally the multitasking girl.. She runs one of the top most companies in Australia, she had built it by her own and the solo CEO of Ithmis company. Not only my son, but we all are proud of her! " She added, I was looking at the ground and smiled..

It made me feel proud of myself as well, because only I know the struggle behind Ithmis company.. My eyes were getting all teary, but I didn't cry in public.. "She's just not a businesswoman but a girl good at heart as well.
She has a big heart, in the past I have said a lot to her family , but she is still here standing with me.. I really want to apologize to you for hurting your sentiments and not getting to know the real you.. I hope you will forgive me, I am sorry! " She apologized to me in front of the whole village, I was completely blank..

"I really hope when she comes to our house being our daughter in law, we will be able to love her like our own daughter Sharanya! " She addressed, I smiled, the smile was never fading from my lips.. How would it? It was such a beautiful moment for me..

"Do you want to say something? " Aunty asked me, I pushed the mic a little away which didn't go unnoticed by everyone , Abir chuckled a little.. "Thank you and I love you! " I said and hugged her, she placed a kiss on my hair and we broke our hug.. "Abir, you want to say something? "

"I would like to sing a song for her! " He said, that was not necessary to say, everyone started cheering as he took the guitar.. I went back to my previous place, mumma side hugged me.. He started playing the guitar, his fingers smoothly moving against the string and his eyes moving to me from time to time..

He was singing Phir kabhi song and it's one of my favorites..

Tujhse milta rahoon main
Mujhse milti rahe tu
Khud se hum milenge phir kabhi
Aa haan phir kabhi

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Ye subha phir aayegi
Ye shaamein phir aayengi
Ye nazdeekiyan phir kahaan

As he sang it while looking at me, I felt butterflies, he has a soothing voice and charming personality.. Mivan bhai and Sharanya were doing a couple dance at their respective seats..

Tujhme khoya rahun mai
Mujhme khoyi rahe tt
Khud ko dhoond lenge phir kabhi

I was getting the next level of teasing looks from all the evil youngsters present there, from my cousins to Abir, everyone was giving me teasing side eyes..

Everyone clapped for him as he completed the song.. Today I was feeling extremely overwhelmed, I was happy at the end of the day.. I thought my mood would be horrible after the gathering but here my heart was extremely cheerful.. It's dinner time.. We all stood up to take our dinner.. The dinner was arranged in the buffet system..

Abir pushed me to a corner and made me sit on a chair.. "You sit here, I will bring your plate! " He said, I was dealing with a whole green forest. The way he was giving me princess treatment, it's melting my heart like anything, he's not even hesitating to show his love & care in front of my parents..

After completing our dinner we all went to our respective room to sleep.. I closed the door and windows.. It's an air-conditioning room, I had this habit of sleeping with my mumma for six months or else I slept in my own room.. Today this was a whole different place and I was scared if I would get any nightmares. But my heart was happy today, so there's a very low chance of getting a nightmare..

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I woke up in a jerk, I was sweating.. I pulled off the duvet and sat down keeping my feet on the floor. I saw a terrible nightmare and this time it's not a horrific moment or scene that just came, I saw the reality , the real image of Abir's accident which shook me completely.. That day still haunts me.. I turned off the ac and went outside to get some fresh air..

As the darkness has vanished I realized it's early morning, I looked at the clock, it's 5:00 in the morning.. There's a sofa outside, I sat down quietly.. My legs were literally trembling, I was feeling weak.. When I heard footsteps approaching towards me, I looked up only to see Abir coming towards me.. I wiped the sweats from my forehead.. He kneeled down in front of me and held my palm which was filled with sweat..

"You saw another nightmare? " He asked me, letting out a deep breath I nodded positively.. He gently pulled me into a hug, brushing his face in the crook of my neck, I just let myself fall on him because I had no strength to hug him.. He started brushing my back and held me a little tighter..

I knew he would be feeling bad, he broke our hug and cupped my cheek.. "Come, let's take a walk around the village, you will feel better! " He suggested, I nodded, he ran to my room and came with my toothbrush and tongue cleaner.. "Desi style teeth cleaning! " He said, I chuckled and followed him..

We took a walk around the village, as its early morning cold wind was blowing.. I felt so relaxed, the fresh air felt so heavenly. It's a hariyali all around, we walked between the agricultural fields as well.. I brushed my teeth using motor pump water, he did the same.. We took two cups of tea in a tea stall and came back.. Indeed a fresh start..

He went to his house and I went to mine.. Today we all will practice for sangeet, from tomorrow all the wedding functions will be started. It would start with mehndi.. As I would dance today, so I chose to wear something comfortable ..

I went to my family, had my breakfast and did a little chitchat with them.. Bhai took us to a big empty hall, the Rajvansh were already practising there.. Abir was fully focused.. I sat between Maanvir bhai and Mrinal bhai, we started choosing songs.. We have decided that Mivan bhai and Sharanya will have a performance , the sangeet will start with Sharanya's dance.. In our team, both the trio brothers have a performance and then I have one with my two brothers.. Then I have another dance along with Jeevika, especially for bhai.. And then we have a duet, of course Abir is going to be my partner.. Jeevika would be Mrinal bhai's partner and another duo would be Ayansh bhai and Ruhani bhabi..

We pulled the curtains between us.. I used to dance before my college days. After I shifted abroad I had lost touch .. So when I started practicing, it was difficult to catch the steps.. My three brothers were practicing at one side while I was practicing with Jeevika.. I was feeling so energetic because the songs were energetic.

I was practicing with bhai, there's a step when both of them would lift me. And then I would jump and we would continue dancing. While jumping I lost my balance and my ankle twisted resulting in me screaming in pain.. I sat down holding my ankle tightly, I felt a jolt of sharp pain running to my vein, my eyes filled with tears..

"What happened? " I heard a concerned filled voice, my brothers and jeevika had surrounded me.. "How did you fall? " Abir said coming to me, all the Rajvansh cousins were there too.. I pressed my ankle and looked down shutting my eyes, I don't like to cry in front of everyone.. "Maybe it's just a little strain! " I whispered, still looking down.. "We should do an x-ray! " Abir suggested, I shook my head..

He tried to twist my feet and it felt like someone stabbed that part, I started crying more, bhai held me.. I hid my face on bhai's embrace, holding his shirt tightly.. "Come with me! " Abir said and lifted me in his arms.. I usually don't cry when I become injured physically, but it was a lot of pain.. "I don't want to visit the doctor! " I said while crying, I hid my face in the crook of his neck, while clutching his shirt tightly..

Ruhan came with the car, Abir made me sit in the backseat, I didn't let him touch my leg.. He was looking hell concerned.. They took me to the doctor, I did an x-ray. I was literally praying, because we have sangeet just after two days from mehndi.. I need to recover soon.. He tightly wrapped a bandage around my ankle, the reports were normal.. It's just a strain.. The doctor told me to take a rest..

While returning back I was completely silent because all I was thinking about my sangeet performance.. Abir carried me to the house where my family was staying. Everyone was worried about me, mom scolded me for being careless.. "Now take a rest for the next few days! " Mumma said, Abir put a pillow under my feet..

"But sangeet! " I muttered, I was expecting a glare from her, but the way Abir gave me a deadly look, it took out my soul.. "What? " I muttered in a low voice, "You are literally thinking about sangeet? Forget that, we are not allowing you to dance! " He said strictly, "I WOULD! " I voiced in a stubborn tone..

His palm formed into a tight fist, "What? You will beat me now ? " I said crossing my hands over my chest, he glared at me. "Stop being a child. It's just a strain, but don't take the risk, the doctor told you to take rest! " He said , trying to act calm while he wasn't. "They are doctors, they will say this only! " I said, they both shook their heads at me & left..

I rolled my eyes and opened the laptop.. I was memorising the steps, because I won't get enough time to practice.. "Lunch is ready! " Abir said, entering the room.. I quickly shut the laptop, but he had already seen it.. "Mishti, I told you means you are not going to do those performances on these energetic songs! " He scolded me..

"I am not a kid! " I muttered..

"Really? " He mocked, maybe I was behaving like a stubborn kid.. I kept my feet on the floor, he forwarded his hand to hold me, but I stopped him.. "See, how I walk effortlessly! " I said & started walking, sometimes I held the edge of the bed or the wall, the cupboard, the door and finally came out.. "See! It's easy, " I said proudly..

The next moment I was in his arms, he took me to the dining room. Except for my brothers everyone suggested me to not participate in sangeet. Only my brothers were at my side, they knew if they didn't take my support I would kill them.. After taking my lunch, I went back to my house and got another taunt from Abir. He wanted me to stay with my family, so that if I needed something they would provide me.. But I clearly denied and came here..

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After dinner I was sitting outside on a sofa.. I was waiting for Abir to show up . I wasn't not feeling good because we had those small arguments. I wasn't going to mend it, but I wanted him to just talk to me.. I saw him going inside the Rajvansh house! "Hey Mr! " I shouted, he first got startled thinking who the hell called him like that, but then noticed me.. Shaking his head in disbelief he came to me..

"Are you busy? " I asked in a bossy manner, he looked at me from top to toe.. "Can you do a presentation work for me? You just have to do a little editing! " I said, he looked at the watch. "It's 10.00 pm, just get a sleep! "

"Are you going to help me or not? "

"I don't like those works yarr! " He frowned..

"Okay then, I am going to ask for help from Dhruv! " I said, Dhruv has arrived here just in the evening.. He glared at me , "Fine let's go " He said, I grinned in happiness, he made me sit on the bed and placed the laptop beside me.. I didn't have to tell him anything, he locked the door by himself..

He adjusted himself in the middle of the bed, I opened the ppt and showed him how to do it.. He first made a frown, but he had no other option.. That ppt was three years old, I just wanted some alone time with him.. "Can I sleep keeping my leg here? " I asked him, he nodded silently.. I laid down, I started feeling bored because he was actually editing the stuff and had his full focus on it...

That fucking laptop was on his lap, I deliberately placed my both leg on the laptop making his eyes widened.. He placed the laptop on the bed and started brushing his other hand on my leg.. "Don't you even dare to pull any stunt on me! " I muttered, he looked at me in confusion.. "Like it's night, we both are in this small room, and of course my leg is twisted, I can't run away. So what if you will get double meaning thoughts regarding us! " I said, he chuckled and again got busy..

I mean was it a fucking joke? Here I want us to do something crazy and he is just being dumb??? I mean I was the one who was angry and he wants me to take the initiation.. Fine!!

Being frustrated I sat down holding his hand, I placed my right leg around him, my left leg was already at his other side.. I sat on his lap comfortably, keeping both my legs on both sides.. "When I say don't pull such an act on me, I want you to actually pull those stunts on me ! " I demanded, he was still clueless.. I gritted my teeth in frustration and pulled his shirt both ways tearing the first four buttons..

I trailed my hand on his bare chest and wrapped my hands around his neck.. I placed a kiss on his cheek, he placed the laptop on the nearest table.. I felt like my stomach was doing something as I started kissing his beard line, his beards were tickling , but it felt so hot to kiss his cheek..

He held my hair in a tight fist and brought my lips close to his lips, being completely impatient. He smashed his lips on mine and sucked my lower lip.. I felt energy draining from my body, he made me lay on the bed while kissing me.. I felt a jolt of shiver running down my spine when he bit my lower lip and sucked hard.. He clutched my fingers and placed it against the pillow, I had my other hand above his heart.. It's our first official kiss..

As he started kissing me wild, his leg was above my thigh , caging it completely .. I shut my eyes tightly when he left my hand and placed his cold palm under my yellow top.. I arched my back, I was reciprocating the kiss, but not on his level.. He was on something else, he was literally devouring my lips.. His cold palm moved from my belly button to my waist, I curled my toes..

I was running out of breath, he broke our kiss, I took a deep breath.. "You have woken up the hungry lion, now bear it princess! " He whispered and sucked my earlobe , he opened the shirt and threw it away.. "Control your tongue, otherwise you might break the record of not taking my name in your mouth! " He whispered, he placed numerous wet kisses on my jawline and moved lower..

I felt his lips in the crook of my neck, that's the moment when I zipped my mouth, the sensation was real.. I raised my knee, twisting my leg and he flipped our position.. Now I was above him, with our eyes interlocked with each other he unzipped the yellow top, it got loosened on my chest portion . I gulped audibly as his intense brown eyes were driving me crazy.. He opened the bra strap, making me close my eyes..

The next moment I was pressed against the bed , he started placing wet kisses on my neckline and bit my collar bone.. His other hand went under my top and he pulled out the bra and threw it towards the edge of the bed.. Only the thin material of my top was the barrier between our chest, the fact that his hand was placed under my top and I wasn't wearing a bra was making me nervous and crazy..

He bit the sensitive spot of my neck, "Abir..! " I moaned delightly, he smirked against my skin and rolled his tongue above the skin making me whisper his name again.. He lowered his head, and slid the one string sleeve of my top, kissed my shoulder bone and trailed his lips down.. I arched my back as he placed his lips on my cleavage, his thumb slightly brushed against my ribcage under the top..

I pushed him and came on top of him.. My hair falling on one side, I placed a soft kiss on his neck, his adam apple popped up as he gulped down.. He brushed his fingers on my bare back making me shut my eyes, it's giving me goosebumps. He drew a line on my backbone in the middle, I dug my nails on his shoulder blade.. He pushed me against the bed and laid beside me, keeping his weight above his elbow..

I was looking all messy, my top strap was pushed till the edge of my sholder, my cleavage was visible, my top was dragged up a little showing my belly button and my hair has become a mess.. While he was looking sexy as hell as he was shirtless.. "The amount of unholy thoughts I am getting is insane! " He muttered pressing his teeth, he slowly traced his finger on my belly making me closed my eyes..

"We should sleep! " I muttered, still closing my eyes.. He placed a soft kiss on my cheek, "You should have thought about it before giving me to edit a ppt which was three years old and you have no use of it! " He whispered, I shut my eyes as he caught my lie.. He wanted me to take the first step and he was successful in it.. He giggled in my ears and pulled my cheek..

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