Abir :)

Papa's denial, Mishti's confession, ooth taking , the murder, escaping the situation, falling into the ocean - and then stop!

"Abir breath! "

I heard a familiar voice, I had gained my sense, but I was facing some difficulties, I was not able to open my eyes.. "Get me the injection..! " I heard her saying, I felt like someone was choking me to death, the constant beeping sound of some machines were terrifying for me.. I tried to move my fingers, everything was exploding in my head..

"Abir relax! You will be fine, " and I felt a pinch of pain on my wrist as someone dabbed an injection into my vein.. Slowly the pain started vanishing, I took my own time to come back to normal.. My breath became normal, I could feel my heart beat getting to regular pace..

I slowly opened my eyes, my vision was blurry.. I closed it again and rested for a few minutes. And again I opened my eyes, the room was filled with silence, the only noise I could hear was some beeping sounds of machines..

"How are you feeling? " I looked towards the owner of the familiar voice, it's Ziya! I blinked my eyes two times and just stared at her.. She smiled to me and sat down on the table.. "Congratulations Abir Rajvansh! You are waking up after six freaking months, " she stated in her doctor accent and shook her head in disbelief..

My eyes became round, I stared at her in disbelief. My eyes travelled around the big room and there's noone except Ziya.. I stared back at her.. "Where is everyone? " I whispered in a very difficulty, "Are you facing any problem while breathing? " She asked me and I shook my head .. She removed the oxygen mask from my face and studied something on the machine..

"Good...! " She muttered and again sat down.. "I have been sleeping here for the last six months? " I whisper-asked and she nodded positively.. "You slipped into coma! " She responded, I was glad that I was alive. "Why nobody is here? " I asked her, she sighed..

"Because nobody knows that you are alive. According to everyone you are dead! " She stated, a line formed between my eyes and when I realized what she said my eyes widened again.. "Why...? " Only thing I could utter..

"You are the only one knows about me? " I added, she rolled her eyes at me..

"Your father would put me in jail in kidnapping case then! " She said, I chuckled slightly.

"Papa knows about me then? "

She nodded..

"Maa? "

She nodded again.

"Anyone from my family? "

She shook her head negatively..

"Ruhan? "

Again a negative response!

"Anyone from Agarwal family? "

"There's a rift between the two families, so forget about that! " She said, it's another shock for me..

"Mishti? "

She gave me a side eye look and shook her head negatively..

For the last six months they all were thinking me dead. I was just thinking about Mishti.. I don't know how she got to know that I was going to kill the Prime Minister, she had called me at that time.. She's literally begging me to stop, but I didn't listen to her because I was adamant by my decision..

"How is she? Can you show me any of her picture? How is she looking now? Does she still remember me? " I asked her, I had a lot of questions, but I could ask a few.. Her eyes scrutinized after listening to my question. "Oh so now you remember her? What were you doing when she tried to stop you? " She mocked me, "Tell me na! I want to know about her, " I said being desperate..

"You can't believe how rudely Ishani aunty had behaved with her when she's devastated after your accident. Aunty blamed the whole Agarwal family when it's only you at fault, huh? " She taunted me, I was surprised by her defending mishti and her family more than mom blaming them.. Did she fall out of love in the six months? I wanted to ask her, but I didn't.. If she did, then it's good for her because I can never love her..

"Stop taunting me and tell me about her! " I was just too curious to know about her and I became devastated just by thinking what she went through that day.

"When I reached you the doctor has already declared that you're dead. There's some issue with those machines because of lose of connection as it's underground hospital. You had already slipped into coma, you heartbeat was very slow.. Your heart rate was so so so slow that it's hard to detect.

I had to double check before coming to any conclusion.. And when I examined your situation, I realized I won't be able to save you. Maybe a miracle happened, maybe your fate was changed..

There's a percent of chance and I wanted to take the risk. I wanted a better hospital for you, so we shifted you to here. Everyone has accepted your death and your condition was not giving any positive hope. So aunty told me to keep it within us until you start responding , plus she was hella angry .. And moreover I myself didn't want to give them a false hope and break it again. It would have been worse.

Yuvan uncle suggested to inform Mishti atleast, because her condition was the worst. Aunty agreed, but then we heard that she has jumped into the ocean! "

"WHAT?????? " I snapped my head at her, "SHE DID WHAT? FUCK? DAMN WHY? " I felt severe pain in my chest, she put the mask on my face again and kept a track of my breathing and heartbeat.. "Can you take a chill? You have just come to your sense, but still you are sensitive! " She scolded me, I shut my eyes.. How to take a chill after hearing such news..

She jumped into the ocean? I felt dizzy just by hearing it.. "Please continue, " I whispered, she sat down again and glared at me.. "It was shocking for us to.. But don't worry, she was not suicidal.. I don't how to make you understand, when you will meet her then she will make you understand about her action.. I can't.. " She added, I nodded..

"So if after all this we would have told her that there is a percent chance of your survival, and what if we would have lost you , then it would have been more tragic for her. Because after you fell into the ocean, she didn't have any hope. But when she was informed that you were hospitalized, so she became a little happy and thought that you would be saved. But her hope got broken and she was devastated..

So we dropped the idea of telling anyone about you.. And you know there's been no improvement of you in the first five months.. I myself has become tired and I had no hopes left. But it's your strong fate, you started improving only from the last one month! And now you are here , " she explained, I closed my eyes.. I was devoid of any thoughts, I was just wondering how my family dealed with the situation, how they handled themselves..

How would I face them? How would I face her?

"And about Mishti! She has not able to move on.. I can't give you any of her updates , because from the last six months she's doing nothing. No new projects, no deal, no events, she's not even attending any social program nor attending any awards show, she has not appeared in front of media as well. So yeah, this is about her! " She said, I had my eyes closed..

It had affected her a lot, a lot more than I thought, I imagined.. I wasn't able to think what to do next.. How would I face my her? I would never regret this decision of killing Andrew Robert, but I was regretting how my actions affected my people!

"Now as you have gained your sense, let me inform Ishani aunty! " She said and went outside not before taking her phone with herself.. My mom would kill me for sure.. I removed the oxygen mask and tried to get up.. I was feeling tightness in my muscle.. I got up from the bed and stood up, there's a sensation in my whole body..

I looked at myself in the mirror, one thing I was glad that I haven't gained weight. I was looking lean and sick, but I would manage to regain my previous body again. I started walking, Ziya entered into the cabin.. "Stop the moment you feel anxious, " she adviced me, I nodded at her.. I used to neglect her so much, it was so overwhelming for me that she gave her six months to me..

After a few minutes I sat down on a sofa, because I was tired of laying on the bed. My back was hurting.. She gave me an apple, "An apple a day keep you away from me! " She said in a fun way, it took me a minute to understand what she said. An apple a day keeps the doctor away.. She's the doctor here, so as soon as I will get well soon, I will be discharged..

"Aunty and uncle are coming tomorrow! Be ready to meet them and be ready to confront Mishti as well! " She said, it felt more like a death note to me.. I was scared to face Mishti, but I would happily take her anger . She went through enough of trauma, not anymore..

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After waking up I did a morning walk in the room , I was feeling much better.. I had grown my hair and beard, so I chopped it by myself. Once I would be out of this hospital, I will do a fresh haircut.. After taking my breakfast, I checked everyone's social media account and for the last six months it's dead..

Mishti had posted a picture, but it's not of her.

A star never loses its shine , even in the depth of the sea..

Her caption made me stare at the screen for a few seconds. It's so beautiful, how she connected the situation with the stars and sea.. I was her star and she lost me to the sea.. "Abir Abir Abir!!! Aunty is here, " Ziya started jumping in front of me, I locked the phone and threw it onto the bed, adjusting my hair I stood up folding my hands on my back.. Maa entered inside, her eyes first travelled to the bed and then she saw me standing next to the bed..

I was standing like an obedient student, she stared at me from toe to head and again head to toe..

"He is completely fine now? " She asked to Ziya to which she gave a nod..

"He can talk now? "

Again a positive node..

"He can sing? "

Positive node..

"He can scream? "

I cleared my throat, Ziya nodded making an weird face..

"He can run? "

She nodded again, "Maa, why are you asking so much quest-" I paused when she picked up a jhadu from the floor.. I took two steps back. "Did I keep you in my womb for the nine months so that you will show me this day in my life ? " She started hitting me, I ran from there.. There's a room attached to the my room, I ran around the sofa while she was running behind me with the jhadu..

I was screaming for help, Ziya was standing in the corner, she was literally recording it in her phone . When I became breathless, I sat down on the sofa.. She started hitting my hand, I used the cushion to protect myself.. "I was better at coma! " I cried while protecting myself.. "Do you even realize what we all went through in the past six months? " She shouted, she was about to hit me again, but Ziya took the jhadu away..

"It's dangerous for my patient! " She said, maa glared at her.. I thanked her internally.. "Abir? " I heard papa's voice, maa took a step back and I stood up.. "My son! " Papa said in utter happiness and pulled me into his embrace, I hugged him back, tightening my hold around him.. "I missed you! " He said, I knew he was trying to control his tears, I broke our hug & smiled at him..

"So how was your life going without me? " I said playfully hitting his shoulder, he gave me a soft smile.. "Let's go home! Everybody is waiting for you, " he said holding my hand, I went near his ears, " Did you inform about me to Agarwals as well? " I asked him in a low tone and he shook his head negatively..

I looked back at maa who was just glaring at me, "I am waiting for you outside! " Papa said and left, I felt like there's an awkwardness between maa & papa.. "I would never forgive you for what you did! " She declared and left.. I sighed and roamed my fingers in my hair.. "They both have stopped talking to each other , " Ziya informed me, I was expecting it..

"I have kept your belongings and medicines in the car, " Ziya informed me, before leaving I hugged her for once. "Thank you, because of you I am standing here alive! " I said , these words came for her from the bottom of my heart, she smiled at me and patted my back.. "We will talk someday later, " she told me, I nodded and left..

I got in the car, papa was sitting in the front while I was sitting with maa.. For the first time there's such silence between us.. I shifted towards maa & side hugged her.. She hit my hand, her eyes were filled with tears. I didn't say anything to her, because I wanted to have a conversation with her later, in solitude..

Papa took us to the airport, I realized I was in Sydney. We went back to Gold Coast by our private jet.. I had covered my face fully, nobody recognized maa & papa as they both were wearing the mask.. Words were short to express how I was feeling after breathing the air of my city.. On my way to Rajvansh mansion, I was feeling anxious..

Sharanya would kill me and chop me into pieces.. The driver parked the car in the garage, I got out of the car and took a minute to stare at my home .. I was feeling overwhelmed.. I was feeling like it's my second birth.. All the guards & maids were staring at me, they had no idea about my death. They just knew that I was away..

I slowly closed the car door and took a step ahead. "Bhaiiiii...... " The loud scream of my lil sister terrified me to the core, I almost jumped at my place and I was ready to run away. She came running to me and jumped on me, I stumbled over my feet, but managed to hold her..

"I hate you! " She shouted in anger while she was crying in my arms, "For the last six months we have been thinking that you are, you are-" she sobbed hard, I brushed her back.. "Relax, I am here-" She didn't let me console her and punched my bicep hard making me groan in pain.. "Yarr! " A painful whimper escaped from my mouth, she started hitting me on my chest and at the end pushed me against the car like I was any object .. It's her good luck that I has become weak and hadn't hit the gym, otherwise huh! If I would have pushed her back then she would have landed in America..

"I so hate you! " She shouted for the nth number of time, she was completely furious.. I pulled her and cupped her face, her eyes has become small and she was crying like a baby.. "How did you think that I will leave like this? I won't let you enjoy my parents property all alone, huh! " I said jokingly, she glared at me, her nose flared up.. "HOW ARE YOU STILL JOKING? " She screamed, people in neighbouring country could hear her voice..

I caressed my ears and stared at her in disbelief..

"Sorry baba! Now don't be mad. " I apologized to her, she was still looking mad at me..

"Okay, my punishment is I will obey your every orders from now on! " I said sincerely bending in front of her , she wrapped her arm around my elbow and dragged me to our home.. I sighed, finally the wild cat came to normal.. Ayansh bhai came outside, he just hugged me without saying anything.. After a few seconds I realized he was crying.. I patted his back, "You promised me that nothing will happen to you, this is how you keep your promise? " He asked me breaking our hug..

"Yeah! See I am standing in front of you, looking fully fantastic! " I said showing my broad chest, in return he punched on my chest.. "You people stop beating me, " I pouted, he held my shoulder and glanced at me from top to toe.. "I can't believe you are - oh my God , it feels like a dream! " He expressed, I gave him a tight lipped smile.. "Me too! " Sharanya added..

I pinched on her cheek, "Bhai! " She stomped her feet in annoyance, "I was just making you believe that it's reality and you are not dreaming, " I grinned seeing her annoying face.. Ruhani bhabi came with the arti thali and did my arti. Even she was crying.. We never had a bond where we had hugged each other, it's just awkward for us.. So I bent down and touched her feet, her position in my life will always stay superior because she's the best thing that had happened to Ayansh bhai..

She patted my back and cupped my cheek, "I haven't told Ruhan anything about you.. Just go & meet him.. " She said, I nodded my head.. "Other members are coming tonight, be ready to get beaten by them! " Ayansh bhai said, my eyes went round.. Astha, Ivan, Arya and Ava would kill me.

"I should go to meet Ruhan, " I said, "First take some food! " Maa said stopping me from going.. "No maa! I need to meet my boy first! " I said, I took sharanya with me.. I got in the driver seat and as usual she was the passenger princess.. "Have you informed Mivan about me ? " I asked her, "I myself was shocked, when papa told me that you are alive and coming back, I was like what? I am still processing! I haven't told him anything, " she said, I turned the car towards Ruhan's house..

"Call him and tell him to come to Ruhan's house along with his brothers, but don't tell him the reason! " I said, she gave a nod and called Mivan.. I was scared of Ruhan'a reaction, that man will beat the hell out of me.. Mishti's thought wasn't even coming to my mind, because I don't know if I would stay alive after meeting her. So I decided to meet everyone first. She's special, so I will meet her at last.. Just her thoughts and I started feeling butterflies, I can't believe that God made it possible..

Now I can live a life with her, it's making me happy & excited.. I entered the car inside his house, he had bought a small house here in Gold coast.. He was playing cricket alone.. He was just hitting the ball in frustration . "Now you will get beaten by that beautiful bat! " Sharanya said, I glared at her, already regretting my life decisions.. He was so focused that he didn't notice someone has entered his house and had parked the car..

I cleared my throat going near him, he looked back at me and then again towards the ball machine. After a few seconds when realization hit him, he froze holding the bat.. He stepped aside as the ball was coming towards his direction.. He looked back at me again , he gave me a look like he saw a ghost..

"We can't see ghost in daytime! " I said a little loudly, "Ghost don't talk as well! " Sharanya added, he came out of the ground and came towards me taking slow steps. Shock would be an underestimate.. I hugged him from my side, but he was still standing like a statue.. "How are you? " I whispered and broke our hug.. He was still staring at me..

"Heyy! " I shook my palm in front of his eyes.. "I know you must be thinking that I was dead and how it's possible.. I was not dead , I was in coma! " I said, he was still staring at me.. I heard a car hern sound and I realized Agarwal brothers has arrived..

"Sharanya you called me? " Mivan asked her , I froze at my place. Already one person is standing like a statue and the three brothers arrived so soon.. I turned back towards them and their eyes turned from normal to round shape.. They all looked at each other and then at me.. Sharanya stepped aside and sat down on a chair..

"Hye.. " I muttered waving my hand at them, now four of them were staring at me.. "You guys should stop ogling at me, it's creepy! " I shouted in annoyance, Sharanya narrated the story how papa saved me, how I was getting treatment under Ziya and why they didn't inform it to anyone because I had zero survival rate untill the last month..

"So you came here to be killed by us? " Mrinal said picking up a rod, I took a step back.. I could see a little movement in Ruhan's body , he tightened his hold around the bat.. The four of them started walking towards me, holding different types of weapon, Mivan was literally holding a fucking GUN?????!!

I took some steps back until my back hit the car, Sharanya came & stood in front of me like a shield.. "Don't beat my brother, " she said , four of them looked down at her.. A five feet girl was trying to protect a six feet guy from six feets people, what would be funnier than this? The way they were giving her an underestimate look, it made me laugh.. My sister is a walking meme until she become angry..

She glared back at me, "Seriously? " She muttered, before she could walk away, I held her both elbow and made her stand in front of me.. "You have to kill her before killing me! " I said looking at Mivan, who was almost boiling in anger.. "Sharanya, are you leaving or not! " He said strictly, "Woho! Guys! Relax.. " I said in fear, Sharanya removed my hold from her hands and moved out..

ehasaan pharaamosh (ungrateful) , I muttered under my breath..

Mivan stood in front of me, I hugged him.. "My brother, I missed you! " I said patting his back, he threw me against the car.. "Do you have another lifetime subscription? " Ruhan asked me, "You guys don't forget that I am the strongest among us! " I said..

"The guy who was in coma and sleeping for last six months? " Mrinal mocked my statement, "Joke? The biggest joke of the century! " Maanvir said, I shrugged off.. "You guys can break my car, but don't break my bone! " I said pointing at my dearest black Rolls Royce who was shining in the sunlight.. They all turned their head and started walking towards my car..

I ran and stood in front of them..

"STOP! " I screamed, "It's my favorite car! " I said making a pout, they all threw their weapons and jumped on me, making a group hug.. I hugged four of them, Ruhan hit my back with his solid punch, I growled in pain.. "Three from our side, " Mivaan said, "No! " I screamed, we broke our hug.. Ruhan hugged me again..

"Don't you dare to do anything without informing us! " He shouted, I brushed his back to console him.. "Where is Mishti? " I asked Mivan, "She went to Germany, after ten days she will come back! " He informed me, I rolled my tongue in mouth imagining what will she do to me..

"Is aunty & uncle here in Agarwal mansion? " I asked them and the three nodded.. "Okay! " I said and turned back , "I need to meet them! " I said and got in the car, Sharanya and Ruhan got in my car while the three brothers followed me in another car.. It took me fifteen minutes to reach Agarwal house..

I couldn't wait anymore and ran inside.. Maahira aunty was going towards the drawing room holding a cup of coffee in her hand.. When her eyes accidentally fell on me, the coffee mug fell from her hand.. I ran towards her and touched her feet then hugged her.. She's motionless..

I broke our hug, her eyes filled with tears. She was staring at me in shock, she placed her trembling palm all over my face.. She's about to lose her balance but I held her.. "You are.... " She couldn't complete her sentence and burst out crying.. I pulled her in a bone crushing her, she was crying loudly..

"Maahira what happened? " Manvik uncle came out of his room and he was equally shocked.. I made aunty sit down on the sofa and went to uncle.. I touched his feet taking his blessings and hugged him as well.. "I am sorry! " I apologized to him, he was shocked first but then hugged me.. "How.. I mean what? " He whispered, " It's a long story, I will explain you everything! " I said breaking our hug, his eyes teared up..

"Oh God! " He sighed happily and pulled me into another bone crushing hug.. "Mivan, Maanvir, Mrinal! " He called them, "I have met them already, " I informed him , "Are you hungry? Maahira brought something for him! " He said to aunty who was still crying.. "Uncle, relax! I am full now, " I said and made him sit beside aunty..

I kneeled down in front of them, and held their hands.. "First of all I am sorry for my mom's behavior and also for hiding everything from you! " I apologized to them, aunty slapped my cheek lightly and again cupped my cheek.. "I am not dreaming right? " She whispered, trying to hold back her tears. I looked at her and my eyes teared up..

Today I realized how many people actually loves me from their bottom of the hearts.. I narrated them the whole story and to my surprise they didn't get angry on papa.. "I completely understand what Yuvan and Ishani ji went through, I can't blame them. But I am still angry at Yuvan for hiding it from me, both about Andrew Robert and you! I know he didn't want to give us a hope again, but at least I could have stood with him in his bad times. He must have gone through a lot in this six months! " Uncle said, I nodded..

"I don't want to talk about the past, my son has come back and it's enough for me.. Life is too short to hold grudges, " aunty said, I smiled at her and hugged her again.. "I love you! " I confessed, she chuckled and patted my back.. "I should inform about you to Mishti! " Papa said , bringing his phone.. "Oh shit! She has lost her phone, " he realized..

Mivan has told me that someone had steal her phone.

"It's okay uncle. Please don't tell her anything. She will be panicked if she will hear about it, she won't be able to travel after that.. Let her come , she will know about it by herself! " I said, they both agreed to me...

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After ten days it's her birthday, as it's her special day I kept a concert on that day, dedicating all my favorite songs to her. When the announcement of concert went viral in Australia, everyone got crazy. There's a different kind of buzz, because nobody has seen me in the last six days. I was happy for my fans, so I reduced the price of the tickets..

The fact that all those tickets were sold in just two days, so I promised them to keep more concert in near future and also publish another album for which I have already started practicing.. I also tweeted that my next concert will be in India, I had a lot of fan following there because it's my country.. I have decided to keep four concerts there at four different sides (north, east, west, south) ..

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Finally the day is here, it's her birthday and I fully knew that she must have forgotten it.. She's in the plain and she didn't have phone, so nobody could wish her .. They have planned a big surprise party here.. Her flight will be landing here in the evening, I hope she comes to my concert. She has never attended any of my concert, and it's her birthday so I wanted a fresh start from here..

I wanted to make it official , the most eligible bachelor in the industry is no more single and he's dating none other than the CEO of Ithsim company , Mishti Agarwal.. I was feeling extremely nervous because I had no idea how would she react..

In this past ten days I haven't given any appearance in front of media, so when the concert started and I came to the middle, the whole crowd become silent and I realized they all were in tears after seeing me on the stage. There's no single update from my side in the past six months, most of them must have thought that I left the industry..

I did a few handshakes, said a few sweet words to them to console them.. I had informed my guards to let mishti come inside if she reach here.. I started playing the guitar, I had done some rehearsals before coming here.. But I got the terrific vibe on the stage, I was singing my heart out with atmost energy I had. Music has always been my peace, my escape..

And in the middle of choas, I sensed her presence even with my eyes closed. I felt like she's around me, she's there.. I opened my eyes and there she was standing near me.. My heart beat raised, a small smile appeared on my side lips.. She's taken aback by my presence, I bent down and forwarded my hand.. She stared at me for a few seconds but proceeded to come to the stage, holding my hand.

The crowd has gone crazy, while she's thinking that she's dreaming me.. It was painful for me to digest that she's not able to differentiate between reality and dream.. First I wished her then confessed to her, but she's still thinking that it's my dream.. When she's around me, I literally forgot that I was standing in the middle of the concert..

"Can I kiss you....? " I asked her, she shook her head negatively because she thought I will be vanished after that. Just to make her believe that she's not dreaming and I was real, I placed my warm lips on her cold lips.. Her fingers clutched around the thin fabric of my shirt.. My hand wrapped around her waist, I sucked her lower lips gently..

It's my first kiss and it's with her. My first love! I sucked her upper lip, a shiver ran down my spine. The kiss was purely magical , even though she's not kissing me back.. Her soft lips against mine felt so smooth, kissable, delicious and my thoughts were going so wild that I wanted to kiss her roughly , but it's the place which was pulling me back..

She shut her lips not letting me to kiss her, I moved back.. Her eyes filled with tears, she's still trying to process.. She just turned back and left.. I was expecting it from her.. The whole crowd was silent, I apologized to them.. Instead of getting angry at me, they all were literally cheering for me to go behind mishti.. I thanked them and ran outside..

Jeevika was standing there.. "Where is mishti? " I asked her, she's so stunned that she couldn't utter a word..

"Are you a doppelganger of Abir sir by any chance? " She asked me in confusion, the driver stopped the car in front of me.. "Impressive ! Just don't put such theory in mishti's mind, " I said before slipping into the driver seat, I told the driver to go back to his home.. I dialled Mivan's number and asked him about mishti.. He said she's not gone to her house nor Agarwal mansion..

I kind of had a thought that she went to the same beach where we had met for the first time, so I drove my car to that place.. I parked the car and ran towards the beach.. A girl was standing there facing the sea and I recognized her in a second.. It's mishti!

As I decreased the distance between us, she turned back towards me.. Her eyes has become red , I stood at my exact spot.. "I am sorry...! " That's the only thing I could utter after seeing her, I was genuinely feeling sorry for her.. What I have done to her, I don't think she would forgive me in this birth..

She glanced at me and proceeded to leave, I held her wrist.. I realized she's wearing the bracelet I had given her.. She lifted her long eyelashes, my eyes met with her. Her eyes as beautiful as the lotus petals..

I held the bracelet in my finger and in a snap of eyelash she pulled her hand resulting the bracelet broke into parts and it fell on the sand.. I bent down and quickly picked up the tiny parts and started running behind her, keeping it inside my pockets..

Before she could cross the road, I pulled her into my embrace by hugging her from her back.. She tried to escape, I wrapped my one arm around her chest locking her arms and another around her belly.. "Don't leave please ! " I whispered, pressing my face in the crook of her neck.. I pulled her closer as she started crying..

She didn't try to go away anymore, because she broke down into tears.. I had tears in my own eyes, seeing her in so much pain.. "I am sorry! " I said again, I wanted to pull her more into my embrace because I was not getting enough of her while she was crying, lowering her head..

"Leave me! " She muttered, I shook my head negatively.. "I was dying to hug you for once, so when I got the chance, I won't let it go! " I mumbled and placed a kiss on her cheek.. She turned her head towards the different direction, I could still reach her cheek due to our height difference.. I was still hugging her from back..

I never knew backhug would feel so soulful until I hugged her..

"The number of times you told me that you had feelings for me, the number of times you had cried for me, the number of times I rejected you, the number of times I ignored you, all I wanted was to hug you and not let you go from my embrace, but I had to hold myself back.. But not today! " I whispered, I placed numerous kisses from her jawline to her neckline..

I had her in my embrace and it felt like home.. "I love you! " I confessed to her again, she stopped crying .. I brushed my cheek against her, and she took a deep breath.. I loosened my grip around her and she turned back to me, my eyes met with her cold orbs ..

"Just go away from my life the way you did it six months back, " she muttered in anger, I tried to hold her but she stepped back.. "JUST GO AWAY! " She shouted , her eyes darkened in red and the tears were at the verge of dropping.. "I won't! " I stated in a stubborn voice, she gulped down and a tear escaped from her eyes.. She turned back and started crossing the road.. It's an empty road, hardly one or two cars were passing by..

"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL THE GRAINS OF SAND ON THIS SEA ! " I screamed loudly, she was trying to stop a taxi..

"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THERE ARE STARS IN THE SKY ! " I urged , a taxi to stop near her, she didn't even glance at me..

"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I EVER KNEW WAS POSSIBLE! " I mentioned , but she got inside the car and left..

I sat down on my knees, and started pulling my hair in frustration.. Her getting angry on me was not painful, but her ignorance was! I deserved every bit of it, and I will make it upto her until she forgives me..

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