Mishti :)

Most of the guests left the venue after the fire incident, some were there who were actually concerned. Both Rajvansh & Agarwals were there to watch the drama, Adrene's mom was crying and her situation has become worse. The Fire Brigade worker managed to bring Adrene's body out the house.

He was still alive.

We all were unbothered because even though he was breathing, he was half burnt, he had no capacity to speak nor was he capable of moving. I couldn't look at his body. The doctor arrived without making any delay , he first injected a medicine into his body. And the next moment his soul left his body.

Ayansh bhai had replaced the medicine with poison. "Adrene! " Myke Jackson shouted at the top of his voice, we all were just watching him giving sympathy looks. His mom lost his sense , she was taken to hospital.. "Check all the CCTV and security.. I need footage of every minute, every second . I won't spare the person who did it to my son! " Myke Jackson screamed in anger, I was feeling pity for him..

The staff started checking the footage, but every single thing was deleted. He started shouting at his staff, I was done with the drama. So I went back to my hotel.. After a few minutes somebody knocked on my door. It's cops, as per orders they started checking my room, documents, phone, laptop, everything. We had left no proof behind us.

After two hours of checking they left. I took a breath of relief. We all were acting normal, I slept quietly.. The next day I had a flight to Gujarat, my family will join me later. I wanted to say bye to Abir before leaving, but I didn't get a chance to meet him . And in all this chaos, it was better to not meet him.. And even it's better for me, I want to stay away from him .

I can't force him to feel for me the same way I do. It's better to let him go.. I have made myself understand it a thousand times before, but it doesn't help at all.. He makes me weak, he melts my heart the moment my eyes fall upon him ..

Now I feel like building my career was easier than melting his heart, God has gifted him a stoned heart with a beautiful face and worth-dying smile. I have booked a hotel in Rajkot, according to media I would stay at hotel. But everyone of my family wanted me to stay at Agarwal house. I agreed to them, after a whole decade I will go to Agarwal mansion..

We still can't behave normally in front of the media, otherwise Myke Jackson will first doubt on us. So we will continue acting like we used to do, Mishti Agarwal has no connection with her family.. I kept my luggage in the hotel and took a bath.. I would visit Agarwal mansion in the evening..

After taking a nap, I got ready.. I wore a white anaarkali, after ages I was wearing a traditional fit and it reminded me of Abir. He loves traditional wear , but he has never seen me in traditional outfits except that garba day, that's even for a short period of time. He isn't dying to see me in traditionals, it's me who's dying to show myself in traditionals..

But anyway, he can't see me in this outfit today .. Jeevika always wanted to see how I look in anaarkali.. So I clicked some mirror pictures and sent it to her. I have left all my responsibilities on her, she's in Australia right now. Yesterday she has messaged me that she's missing me.. I will return back to Australia as soon as the mission end..

Maybe I won't be able to see Abir anymore. I will accept my fate and will just move on.. I am suffering from bi polar personality, one moment I am saying that I won't give up on him and the other moment I am ready to leave him.  I myself don't know what I want..

I wrapped the dupatta around my face and left the hotel. Papa's PA's car was in the near petrol pump, I walked till the petrol pump then got inside the car. It took me fifteen minutes to reach Agarwal mansion, my eyes shined in happiness. My home has changed a lot, it's looking so aesthetically beautiful plus they have made it into a modular house which was giving rich vibes..

All the lights turned on as I stepped out of the car, the whole family was waiting for me outside. Chacha and chachi were present there too.. Maa was standing with the arti thali, I took my own time to scan my house, tears started beaming in my eyes. I remembered the day when I left everyone behind and today I was getting welcomed by them..

Maa did my aarti, papa was getting emotional.. I hugged him first, I just kept crying. All these years I was alone, without anyone's support and today it felt like I won the world. I was not that mature to understand their situation and they could not tell me the truth because they wanted me to stay away from the mess. I suffered through a lot, but they can't be blamed..

I hugged my three chacha and chachi, I missed everyone a lot! "See! It feels like diwali today, " Maa mentioned, she was all teary.. "Now as you have come, nobody will give us attention anymore , " Mivan bhai said dramatically, "You guys had got enough of attention, now step aside! " My elder chachi scolded him and pulled me inside.. "First do your dinner, we have made your favorite food. Then we will talk! "

I cleaned my hands and sat down.. They insisted me to sit in the middle chair where my papa sits, even papa wanted me to sit there. I already felt like a princess, I was getting all emotional. In Australia I never had this family feelings, how could have I even? All my three chachi started filling my plate, I didn't complain because I was dying to eat there hand made food.

After completing my dinner, we all sat down in the hall.. I started narrating my story about my college, university and then about my company.. They told me about their stories and about my three nautanki brothers.. We kept gossiping till the mid night and then everyone went back to their room except me and my three brothers..

"It looks so perfect na! " Maanvir bhai said, I smiled in gratitude.. "I wish Jackson would have never played dirty with us. We lost such precious moments of our lives just because of his greed of success and fame! " Mrinal bhai added. "Yeah, now see! Our good time has started and also his downfall, " I said, all smiled at me.. We clicked a selfie together, they wanted it to post on social media but it would create a huge buzz so we didn't ..

I went to my room, the good thing was they haven't changed my room much! It still looks like that.. They have added few of my pictures from different award shows, from university , they must have collected it from their sources because I don't post much on social media....

Before sleeping I checked Abir's online status , he was last seen two days ago. Damn this man! I jumped in excitement as I received a message from him, he texted me on the messenger app instead of whatsup..

Tomorrow! At orchid restaurant.
At 11:00 , don't be late..

He wanted to meet me ? At a restaurant? Nah, Abir Rajvansh would never want to meet me.. I dialled his number from my private number and he received it after three rings..

Hey, did I disturb you?  

Of course you did! I was sleeping..

What? You didn't send me the messages?

Which messages?

Wait lemme send it to you..

I took a screenshot of that message and sent it to him on whatsapp.

The fuck? Why would I send you this message? Someone has hacked that number of mine..

So what should I do?

I think it's related to Adrene. Maybe someone got to know about it..

But we didn't leave any proof!

Who knows? We did our best, but there were chances!

So what should we do now?

Go to Orchid restaurant tomorrow! I would be present there, don't worry!

Pakka? Would it be safe?

Your safety is my first priority, don't worry.. And yes inform it to your brothers as well. They will stay alert..

Okay.. I will tell them as well..

Hmm.. Bye take rest..

You too! Good night..

Good night..

Have a mishti dream!

Upps! I am going to see a nightmare then..

I rolled my eyes and cut the phone. I was just imagining what would have happened to me if I would have believed that it's actually Abir who messaged me. Thank God, I didn't fall into this trap. I hope tomorrow won't bring any difficulties to this mission !!

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After doing my breakfast, I made my way to the Orchid restaurant, it's risky to take the NH because of media . So I chose the village road, the road was quite solitary.. My car stopped suddenly, I didn't come out of the car, rather I checked my phone, there's no network. Having no option I came out of the car , not before inserting my gun in the pant pocket..

There's some thorn on the road and it has punctured the first tire.. I kicked it in anger. My eyes fell on a building which was under construction, definitely my destination was not the restaurant, but this half built building.. I walked ahead taking God's name.. Abir had informed me that he will be tracking my location. So without any hesitation I stepped ahead..

"I know you are here, stop playing hide & seek -"

I hadn't even completed when I was pushed against the concrete wall, he pressed my side face against the rough wall. Due to heavy hit against the cement wall, I got injured on my head.. "Who are you? " I screamed and tried to push him back, but his grip was stronger.. "Why did you kill my brother? "

His question made me puzzled, I was still trying to get rid of his hold.. "Leave me you mf! I don't know who you are and who is your brother! " I shouted, he held my shoulder and pushed me towards the wall.. My back hit against it and he came in front of my sight. I gasped audibly, it's Adrene's elder brother Daniel Jackson..

"I didn't kill your brother-"

He pulled me by grabbing my hair in a fist, I hissed in pain.. "I know he was dating you, glad that he has told me about you! " He shouted, I gulped and clenched my jaw as I gathered my strength to push him back. But he was more powerful, "And it's your good luck that I haven't told anyone about it.. Just tell me who were involved in all this? " He said, pressing each of his words in anger..

I finally pushed him back and ran upwards.. One thing I knew that I would get network in the rooftop.. I was running out of breathes while climbing the stairs, he was running behind me.. I reached the rooftop and closed the door.. He started hitting it roughly.. I opened my phone and started dialling Abir's number..

There's a very slow network, it's not even connecting.. As he broke the door, I stepped back, still dialling Abir's number continuously.. My back hit against the parapet, I looked down and chill ran down my spine.. I was above fifth floor.. Suddenly I remembered that I have a gun..

When I looked back towards Daniel, he was standing just in front of me, "Don't act smart! " He pulled out the gun from my waist band of pant and threw it away.. "How can you even question me at this point? You very well know what your family has done their whole life and Adrene wasn't any sane! " I muttered, gritting my teeth..

He chuckled, I used to think atleast he's a good human being, but nah! The whole family is filled with criminals.. He pressed my cheek between his two fingers and pushed me back, I clutched my fingers around the parapet, "I don't care what my family has done! At this moment I just want to know who all were involved with you. Because you alone can't do this! " He shouted and pressed me against the parapet..

"I will die, but won't utter a word! " I said, his eyes moved to my phone, before he could take it, I dropped it and it broke into pieces on the ground.. He hit my head against the parapet, I cried in pain as blood started oozing from my left forehead.. He hit my injured spot again, making it bleed..

"I think you are going to meet Adrene soon! " He pushed my head back, my half body was laying horizontally on air, I started remembering Abir.. Where are you? He was so powerful that I wasn't able to push him.. And as my head was injured, I started feeling dizzy..

My life flashed in front of my eyes, I kind of lose all hopes of living. I felt close to death as my feet left the ground..

"YOU BLOODY BASTARD! "

Abir pushed him away and pulled me into his embrace and pressed a handkerchief on my wound.. Daniel pushed him hard , "You asshole, my brother used to trust you a lot and you did this to him! " He shouted, it's literally making me angry. Daniel had such double standards, he was just seeing our fault and becoming blind when it comes to their family..

A bullet shot noise startled me, Daniel's body fell on the ground, I stepped back and covered my mouth by my palm.. Mivan bhai was standing there holding a gun, the bullet has made a hole in Daniel's forehead. Abir took the gun and they both erased the fingerprint, holding the gun with a handkerchief they made Daniel hold it..

I took my gun from the floor and kept it back.. The police siren noise was audible to us, my eyes widened.. "Mivan take mishti home, I need to erase other proofs! " Abir said, I shook my head negatively.. "Let's do it together, we don't have much time! " I said, Abir gave a deadly glare to me.. How could I leave him alone, there's a lot to erase..

"Mishti, come with me! " Bhai said, I looked at him in shock, "Don't waste our time, come! " He dragged me along with him, I gave up and followed him.. He pushed me into my car, my car's tired has changed.. I didn't ask much question and stayed silent.. I was just praying for Abir's safety..

"There's some blood strain on the wall , Abir need to clean it. Don't worry he have chemicals! " Bhai said, I was still feeling restless, police would arrive there in no time. How would he escape the situation.. I have been seeing two murders in two consecutive days in front of my eyes, it's making me feel sick. They all have reasons to kill them, but somewhere I was feeling guilty!

I fell back on the seat, as darkness engulfed me..

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Abir :)

As Mivan left with Mishti, both Maanvir and Mrinal came to help me.. After removing all the possible proof, we got out of the house by the back door.. Maanvir and Mrinal had come with bikes, so it took us less time to come out of the village road. Both the son died , one was murdered by fire and other died due to bullet attack..

Myke Jackson won't stay at peace, he will push every boundary to reach us. But he has so many enemies that, he himself will be confused about the real culprit.. We reached Agarwal house, it's risky to leave Rajkot at this moment. There must be high security around each corner, I have to stay here at Agarwal mansion for a few days..

Everyone was worried at her home, Manvik uncle came to me and hugged me.. "Thank you so much, I would have lost my daughter today! " his voice lowered, " I am always at your Princess's service. I will protect her like a shield and I have promised you this from the very first day! " I said, his eyes shined in proud and he patted my shoulder..

"You are equally important to me. Be your own protector as well, " he whispered, I smiled.. Maanvir took me to the guest room and provided me a comfortable cloth.. I freshened up and changed my clothes, after lunch I decided to meet Mishti.. She was still unconscious, I took permission from Maahira aunty and went to her room..

She was laying unconsciously on the bed, a white bandage was wrapped around her forehead.. I held her palm and placed a kiss on her forehead.. I remembered the previous incident, I had become terrified when I saw Daniel trying to push her from the building, I was glad that I reached at right time.. I was still feeling restless, all I want was to pull her into my embrace and make sure that she's all safe..

I wanted to assure myself, but I held myself back . She was sleeping so peacefully, I caressed her hair and left the room. When she will wake up, she will come running to me and hug me. I know her very well..

I went back to my room and took a short nap. It's needed because I was feeling emotionally drained.. I messaged Ayansh bhai and papa about this incident!

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When I woke up it was past 6:00 pm , I came outside.. Maahira aunty gave me a cup of coffee, I was continuously looking towards her room, the door was closed.. My eyes snapped as it got opened, I tried to keep my face neutral, but the moment our eyes met my heartbeat increased.

How can she look so beautiful even when she's injured?

She reached the staircase, my eyes not leaving her. She's fully focused on me, for which her leg slipped. My heart stopped for a second, but I sighed in relief when someone held her.. But the moment my eyes fell upon Dhruv Malhotra, my blood boiled.. He was securely holding her in his arms, his arm wrapped around her waist.. My heart clenched in anger as possesiveness overpowered me..

"Let me help you! " he said and lifted her in his arms, now it's something beyond my tolerance. My fingers around the cup tightened, my toes twisted.. He started descending the stairs while holding her in his arms, I felt like someone's stabbing my heart. The feeling was really aggressive, I doubt if I murder him because from where he found the guts to hold my girl in front of me..

She was not even opposing him.. Here I thought she would come running to me and hug me. But here everything was so opposite. Then my inner voice mocked me, I need to tolerate all this. When I can't be with her, I can't expect her to stay single forever .. I want her to stay happy without me, for that I have to stop poking my nose in her business. I have to tolerate the presence of this bastard around her..

I need her to move on from me..

Dhruv made her sit on the sofa next to me , her eyes travelled to me.. "Dhruv beta, come here! " Maahira aunty called him, it made me jealous seeing how she called him beta! "I thought atleast you would ask me about my wound! " She whispered to herself, but it's audible to me.. "Did you say something? " I said, and she shook her head..

I kept the cup on the table and left with a heavy heart.. I locked the door and dropped myself on the bed.. I was carrying a heavy weight on my chest, I was feeling helpless. She's right there and I was not able to say how much she matters to me.. Another guy was touching her, taking care of her and I feel like a bastard..

I refused to take dinner and stayed in the room. She didn't even come to ask me for once, it was a good progress for her. I fucking want her to move on, even though it hurts like hell.. It's killing me , her ignorance was killing me,  seeing her with somebody else was killing me. It's so suffocating to even breath..

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I woke up at 8:00 in the morning and the first thing I saw was Dhruv and Mishti talking with each other, sitting in the garden.. She was laughing whole heartily, so the bastard knows how to make her laugh. I went to bathroom and freshened up. When I came back, they both were not there.

I opened the door, but I didn't feel like going outside. I had no strength to see her with dhruv. So I decided to skip breakfast as well.. I started scrolling through my phone, a knock on my door disturbed my peace. "Come inside! " I said, my eyes stuck on the person, it's Mishti. She has come with my breakfast, "Keep it here! "

After putting the plate on the table, she stared at me, her eyes filled with tears, my heart clenched in pain. I knew why she's shedding tears .. "I thought at least after this incident you will show some affection.. But here you are , all carefree and chilling.. " She said, her voice breaking.. "It's just a wound, why are you exaggerating it? " I said in a casual voice , my own words were hurting me, but I want her to hate me..

I will make her hate me so much that my existence won't bother her..

"It's just a wound? I was close to death Abir! " She whisper-yelled, "And it doesn't even bother you, " she added.. It doesn't bother me? When I saw Daniel pushing her my heart beat has stopped, I forgot to breathe.. I thought like my world has come to end, because she's my world. I thought like I won't survive anymore. And she's saying it doesn't bother me..

"That guy Dhruv, who just came to my life yesterday has so much concern for me, but here you are-"

I threw the breakfast plate in anger, breaking the plate into pieces, like her words broke me into pieces.. "THEN JUST GO TO HIM, WHY ARE YOU WASTING YOUR FUCKING TIME ON ME? I DON'T CARE WHETHER ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU ! " I shouted, she flinched at my sudden outburst.. I kicked the table away and left the room.. All the family members were present outside, I walked out of the house.. Mivan tried to stop me, but I didn't.. I snatched the key from the driver and left in the car by the back gate..

Tears started gathering in my ears, I wasn't angry on her, I was angry on God for putting me in such a situation.. I went to a vip bar, I didn't get drunk but I just layed on the sofa.. The whole day I kept laying on the sofa, everyone from Agarwal family tried to contact me..

How were they still caring for me when I am hurting their daughter so much?

I had messaged Mivan not to disturb me .. He was concerned for me and for his sister as well.. Everything was going fine until I saw a news on social media..

Mishti Agarwal was spotted with Dhruv Malhotra in a cafe. It seems they are having some quality time together. Is there some match making happening between the two well established CEOs..

There's a picture of them as well.. After all this she went on a date with him, I punched the table glass in anger.. The spot came running to me, I ordered some drinks for me.. I need to escape from reality, because the reality was poisonous for me ..

"Abir, what is wrong with you? " Papa came from nowhere, his presence startled me.. He sat down beside me, "Please Abir, tell me what's bothering you? We will try to solve it, I beg you, " he pleaded helplessly, I gulped two shots of alcohol in one go.. My eyes beaming with tears..

"I can't see her with that Dhruv Malhotra, it's hurting me here! " I cried and threw the glass.. He was kind of surprised, "You know that Mishti likes you, it's you who keeps rejecting her.. You have enough time now, go and confess to her! "

"No, I can't and I won't! " I whisper-yelled , I took another shots, he didn't stop me.. "You know who was with Myke Jackson in that project? You know who was that guy who was involved in the murder? " I said, he was taken aback with my outburst.. "You.. You found out? " He fumbled with his words, I chuckled dryly..

"You think you will hide it from me and I won't be able to know it? Don't forget papa who am I! When Abir Rajvansh takes a work , he goes to the root before he starts anything and I did enough research to get to know about him and finally I succeed! " I said, he shook his head negatively..

"I won't spare Andrew Robert! " I stated, he gasped and made me look at him..

"He is the next Prime Minister of Australia, come to your sense Abir! " he said in a low voice..

"And don't forget what he has done with my family , with mishti's family.. Let's keep aside our rivalry, do you know how many crimes he has done? And do you think he is going to do any good work after becoming the Prime Minister, he will kill more innocent people in the name of power. I won't let him live a prosperous life, " I announced boldly and took another shots.

"Abir, you are going to kill the next Prime Minister? Have you lost your sense? You know the consequences, they will kill you!"

I chuckled then laughed like a devil.. "If I won't do it, then you will do it. And no way I will put your life in danger, " I said, papa has been hiding the truth from so long. He himself would have killed Andrew Robert, but I won't let it happen.. "Abir, let's go home, we will talk tomorrow! "

I pushed him gently and took another two shots.. When papa was doing the payment, I took my car and left the bar.. Everything was looking doubled, still I managed to drive to Agarwal mansion. Papa followed me till the gate and then left as I entered inside the Agarwal mansion ..

I was taking one step in one direction and the other step at another direction.. "Looser ! " I very well knew who commented this, I chuckled and turned back. It's Dhruv Malhotra. "Mr Malhotra, I have heard that you are the CEO of Malhotra industry, but all you do is waste your time on me. Don't you have any work? " I taunted, he came towards me.

"I feel pity for you Mr Rajvansh! How does it feel to push the girl away whom you love? I don't know the reasons behind it, but I literally feel pity for you! " he said, it didn't make me angry anymore. It didn't even offended me, it hit me like a reality. His words stabbed my heart.

"You are rejecting a girl like Mishti Agarwal. But it's good for me. Tomorrow you will see me getting married to her, I will be the one marrying her, I will be the one claiming her -"

I punched hard on his mouth resulting him to bleed, he punched me on my cheek. We kept beating the hell out of each other until Mishti came between us.. "Stop it Abir! " She pushed me back, I stumbled over my feet. I stared at her in disbelief, "Why do you defend him? Always? Why? " I yelled at her angrily, "You are drunk? " Her voice choked as she came near me, but I pushed her back..

"Don't you dare to come close to me! " I whispered and went inside the house.

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Mishti :)

I was expecting too much from him, he doesn't even care about my existence. I kept crying in my room the whole day for the way he behaved with me.. In the evening when I came out of my room, I realized that Abir had not come. I thought he left for the Rajvansh house.. Just to refresh my mind I went to a cafe, but maa sent Dhruv behind me.. She was just concerned..

I had already told my feelings regarding Abir to Dhruv, he was sad but accepted it with his whole heart. So he said he will atleast make a business deal with me, I didn't find any problem with it.. We both discussed about our work in the cafe, media captured some of our pictures and spread it in the internet.. I cared less..

During night when I was roaming in the terrace, Yuvan uncle called me.. He informed me about Abir and told me to take care of him.. I looked down only to find Dhruv and Abir together.. I didn't waste any time and ran to downstairs.. They were already fighting with each other..

"Abir, stop it, " I said after pushing him back. He stared at me with disappointment, he was sad because I defended Dhruv instead of him. Only if he knows that I have rights on him, but not on Dhruv. He was angry again and went inside.. When I tried to go behind him, Dhruv stopped me..

"He's drunk, don't go behind him, " Dhruv said out of concern , "I will prefer to trust drunk Abir rather than a normal human being ! " I replied, he was taken aback by my words. I went behind Abir, after all this there was still a little hope in me.. He started ascending the stairs, "Your room is here on the ground floor! " I reminded him, he removed my hand..

I kept quiet and followed him, he went to my room. "It's my room, " I said, "Give me a brush! " He ordered, I let out a deep breath and took a new pair of brush and tongue cleaner.. He went to the bathroom like it was his! I locked the door from inside, I didn't want to create any trouble at night.. I didn't want my family to see me with him, that too when he's drunk!

When he came out of the bathroom, his shirt was drenched around his neck part.. He opened the shirt and threw it in a corner. My eyes automatically travelled to his perfectly built abs, he started walking towards the bed, he was not able to walk properly.. I held him from his waist and helped him to reach the bed..

He fell back on the bed dragging me along with him.. My heart beat stopped, his fingers glided down my cheek removing the curls from my face. His hand securely wrapped around my lower waste, I didn't even try to get rid of his hold. He pressed his grip around my waist, pulling me close to him.. "Only I can hold you like this, do you get that? " His voice sounding low yet possessive.. I gulped down a lump in my throat..

"You don't have any rights to hold me like this, " I mumbled, "I have every right to hold you like this, " he said in his defense, I was feeling extremely bad for him, for us.. I nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck as tears started falling from my eyes.. My body motioned a little as his hand travelled to my neck and he removed all my hairs and kept it at the other side.. I was still hugging him..

He placed his lips on my neck, goosebumps erected on my skin.. He has never kissed me, and I always find neck kisses sexy. And the way he placed his lips, it did something in my stomach.. He slowly lingered his lips down my neck and placed another kiss on my nape.. I grabbed the bedsheet in a tight fist and moaned in pleasure.. He flipped our position , now I was under him..

He pulled out a duvet and covered us.. "Will you mind if I took off your shirt? These buttons are hurting my chest! " He whispered, his fingers holding my button.. I was wearing a pair of night wear, and the shirt had big fancy buttons which was definitely hurting his chest.. "You will regret it later! " I whispered, my chest pounding against my chest.. I could hear my own heartbeat..

The next moment he placed his lips on my check, I couldn't even explain what I was feeling.. I could feel something inside my chest, my stomach twisted, I took a long breath.. "I don't regret any seconds shared with you, Mishti, " he whispered and bit my earlobe. "Then do what you want to do , " I gave him permission, the whole day was so heavy for me..

All I wanted was to have a conversation with him, wanted to push myself into his embrace where I feel safe, and now I got an opportunity, but I had no idea where it will lead both of us to. He started opening the shirt buttons , his eyes fixed on me.. His intimidating looks were doing something to me, I was losing myself with his stare. My back automatically arched when he brushed his index finger from my neck to my navel..

Again he flipped our position, I sat down above him and took off my shirt.. I was simply wearing a bra and a short pant. His eyes travelled from my eyes to my lips and then lower.. My chest became heavy, I was nervous.. He pulled me in a jerk and came over me.. His eyes staring deep into my eyes.. "Didn't you regret when I kissed you on your lips, that day when I was drunk? " I asked him..

He had mentioned that it's him who kissed me, but I trust him.. I know, it must have been me who kissed him..

"Nope! Because you claimed my first kiss, though I didn't kiss you and it's not a proper kiss-" I cut him off and placed my finger on his lips.. "It's your .... your first... kiss? " I fumbled with words, my heart beat fastened as I waited for his response. He gave a positive node.. "But you told me that you play around girls, like those Casanova! " I mentioned..

Again my heart beat started beating fast, tears gathered up in my eyes, all I wanted to hear a no from him.. "No girl is that lucky to touch your man! " He stated, I breathed in and out, in & out, my chest raised up and then down.. He could have said that no girl is lucky enough to touch Abir Rajvansh, instead he said No girl is lucky enough to touch my man!

"You have not slept with any other woman? "

"It's my first time sharing a bed with a girl! " He said, his voice loud & clear.. I pulled him and hugged him tightly.. He nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck, he was half sleepy.. "Why do you want to distance me from you? " I whisper-asked, he pushed me against the bed gently..

"I want to distance myself from you? " He repeated my question, I nodded.. "Well, I don't think so, " he whispered and again nuzzled his face in my neck.. He placed several wet kisses on my neck, I was losing myself with his every kiss.. My nails dug against his skin on his muscular back.. I moaned in ecstatic pleasure as he bit my collarbone..

He sucked my collarbone gently, I whispered his name like a prayer..

"Abir, we need to stop here! " I mumbled in a trembling voice, it's so hard for me to control myself.

I know he's saying he won't regret it later, but we both will regret it if anything more will happen between us tonight! He moved his body a little lower and kept his head above my heart, his cheek pressed against my left breast and his palm rested on my bare belly.. I had never slept wearing a bra, but today I had to.. Because it's the only cloth I was wearing on top.. I pulled the blanket and wrapped it around us..

I know when he will wake up, he will freak out. But I was happy that he became drunk , atleast I got to know about a lot of truth. I was feeling extremely happy after knowing I am the first girl to be so close to him. When I felt that he fell asleep, I moved down and hugged him tightly.. Even in sleep, he reciprocated my hug and pulled me close to his embrace..

I found my home.

Resting my head on his biceps, I closed my eyes. I didn't want to sleep tonight, I just wanted to admire him, I just wanted to live each seconds, but due to crying the whole day I was tired, my eyes were tired. And around him I automatically felt asleep.

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