Abir :)

We had a safe flight to Mumbai. Adrene has booked hotels for us. Our family was staying on the 6th floor while Agarwal's were staying on the 7th floor, but Mishti's floor was on the 5th floor. There are CCTV cameras everywhere, but Ruhan has confirmed that he would generate it and will send filter copies to Adrene or other Jackson family. So we were not much worried. There's still two days left for the event.

I was chillin in my room, looking outside at the view of Mumbai through the big glass frame. A knock on my door disturbed my peace, "Come in! " I said, I had kept the door open. Mivan, Maanvir and Mrinal came inside, I wasn't expecting their presence at this hour. "Everything alright guys? " I asked them, gesturing for them to take a seat.

They all gave me a straight look, Mivan had his bold eyes on me. I cleared my throat, "Umm Sharanya did something that bothered you? " I questioned him, his eyes rolled back. "It's not about your sister , it's about my sister ! " He stated, my eyes stayed glued on him, without any blink I gazed at them.

"Mishti likes you! " Mrinal said, I didn't even give an expression of shock. "And you know it! " Mivan added, I gave a positive node. "She didn't tell me personally, but yeah her action made it obvious! " I accepted without any hesitation , they all gave a serious node, agreeing to my words. "Woho! Why are you guys being so serious? " I gulped.

I could feel the atmosphere changing into a stressed environment. They all were looking a little angry and possessive about their sister. "See! You should stop messing around with other girls, because my sister has an eye on you and you should stay loyal to her! " Mrinal said , his voice loud and clear. I raised my eyebrows.

"Your sister likes me, I don't like her! " I lied..

"WHY? "

"WHY? "

"WHY? "

They all shouted in union, I stumbled back on my seat and became a little scared. "What do you mean by why? I don't like her means I don't have any romantic feelings towards her. It's as simple as that-"

"ISN'T SHE BEAUTIFUL? " Mivan asked, hovering over me, I leaned back on the sofa.. "Yeahh.. Of.. Of course! " I mumbled, "ISN'T SHE A GOOD HUMAN BEING? " Maanvir questioned, bending down beside Mivan. I gave a positive node in hesitation. "ISN'T SHE A WELL ESTABLISHED INDEPENDENT WOMAN? " Mrinal attacked another question after Maanvir, standing just beside him. I gave a positive response again..

These three were not throwing questions at me, but all were just wanting me to agree to their question and give a positive response. It's how they were questioning me..

"Then why don't you like her? " Mrinal asked me, his eyes scrutinized. I let out a deep breath. "You guys need to take a chill! " I said and pushed them back to take a seat. They all sat down again, but their looks could murder anyone. Argh her brothers!

"See! She's perfect from every angle, but I am not ; right? Why don't you choose a better guy for her? And look at me, unbothered about anyone's feelings and all.. I just don't like the love and relationship things. I hate commitments. I don't want to cage myself at all! " I said, I am the complete opposite of what I said about me, but I had to tell a lie.

"See Abir, we brothers would have killed the person right there if he would have hurt mishti. But it's you Abir, you have been our friend for so long. We know how you are. We know what a beautiful human being you are, expect the Casanova things. Of course being her brother we won't like if her love interest has his eyes on other girls. That's why we just want you to keep everything aside and give her a chance! " Mivan said politely..

"You guys don't want me to give her a chance, you are literally forcing me, threatening me to give her a chance! " I said making a fake crying voice, "Here the melodrama begins! " Mrinal commented, I cleared my throat and shrugged off. "I know you are possessive about your sister, but you can't just force me into a relationship where I don't want the girl! " I said , their face dropped.

"Yeah! We understand, " Maanvir said, I was feeling bad for every single person here. Damn it, my faith, fuck you!

"Okay, don't tell Mishti that we have told you all this! She will kill us.. We want to give her full freedom to choose her life partner, but we are concerned. So I thought to deal with it personally without involving her. I hope you understand! " Maanvir explained, I nodded again.

Mishti confessed about her feelings to her brothers means it's getting stronger. I would have been the happiest person on this planet, but it's not happening. I was sad. I didn't want her to fall for him. She's liking me even after knowing that I am Casanova. The brothers left the room, I adjusted myself on the couch..

"What was that? "

I got startled and turned back, It's Ruhan. I chuckled and again turned my face to look towards the view.. "See, I told you Mishti has some feelings for you! " He started, "It would be a problem if Adrene will get to know about your presence here! " I said trying to divert the topic. "You should not be worried about it, I am operating everything now! " He said with full confidence, I showed him my thumb.

"You like her? Right? " He asked me, I ignored his question. You can avoid everyone, you can lie to everyone, but not to your best friend. Ruhan knows me in & out, so there's no benefit of lying to him.. "I don't like her, " but I still lied...

"Damn it, what's wrong with you? " He shouted at me , "You wanted me to believe that you are Casanova, you play around with girls. But I have never seen you touching any girls. Now you want me to believe that you don't like her, but your eyes convey some different types of emotions. Whom are you lying to abir? " He was sounding frustrated..

"Ruhan, please leave! " I shouted back..

"Abir, please just tell me what's bothering you! "

"Will you leave the room, or will I call Adrene that his PA is disturbing my peace? " I said mockingly, he left the room not before hitting the door. I ruffled my hair in frustration and gulped down a glass of water.. It's evening time, I thought to take a walk around the premises. My head was spinning due to all this happening with me..

Rather than taking the lift I thought to go by stairs.. I was in the middle of the stairs when I noticed Mishti. She was staying on the 5th floor, so it's not surprising to spot her. But Dhruv was there as well. They both were having a conversation, Dhruv was all smiling while Mishti was keeping a normal face.. I went back to my room and checked my phone.

Ruhan has sent me documents where he mentioned about the guest and their respective room. Damn! Dhruv Molhotra was staying on the same floor as her, in fact his room was just adjacent to her. I know she can't be mine, but I can't see her with anyone else till I am alive. I may sound toxic, but it's what it is!

I dialled Adrene's number..  

Hey Abir, what's up??

Why did you give Mishti a room on 5th floor?

Why? What happened?

I mean, she's here, in your father's territory. Do you guarantee that she will stay safe here?

You are right! But what can I do?

I have a plan. You can shift her to my floor. A room in front of mine is empty..

But, umm!

You have given me a work to protect her, right? So trust me! And you have the cctv footage, so you can see through it..

But I can see the cctv footage of 5th floor as well..

If anything happen to her, you can't reach here right? And it would take me a little more time to reach her floor. So if she will be on this floor, I can manage it..

Oh okay.. I will send her to your floor.

Thank you yarr! For everything..

See! I have done a lot to join you both. I don't want my efforts to go down the drain, right? That's why!

Yeah  , okay bye!

I cut the call, I had to add butter masala, but atleast he agreed to me. Manvik uncle doesn't even know which type of guy Dhruv is, still he's saying her to date him. At least know him personally ! After a few minutes, I heard some noise in front of my door. They were shifting her room, I smiled to myself.. My phone started ringing, it's from Ruhan.

Congratulations! You have successfully changed her room..

Thank you..

My foot!

He cut the call, our never ending battles.. I changed my clothes and locked the door. Just two days and then we will be one step closer to our mission.. I started checking the security in my laptop, we need to hack a lot of system on that day, that too in the event itself. It took me three hours to complete my work. My dinner arrived. I opened the door and received it.

"Won't you give dinner to Miss Agarwal? " I asked the spot, pointing my finger towards the front door. "Sir, actually mam has cancelled tonight's dinner! " He informed me and left. I became a little worried, is she fine? I decided to check upon her, so I knocked on the door, but I got no response. Her phone was switched off as well..

I checked the cctv footage on my phone, at evening she went outside with Dhruv? It hit my nerve, I became furious. How much even she knows her, how could she just easily trust someone random! My grip around the phone tightened, I doubt how it's not still broken..

Hearing the footsteps I walked outside, and it's Mishti as I was expecting.. The outside was dark, a beam of light was coming out of my room.. "Have you lost your mind? " I pinned her against the wall, completely caging her in my arms. Her breath hitched and she became startled. But her facial expression changed to normal as she recognized my face..

"What happened Abir? What are you saying? "

"Why did you go out with Dhruv? " I muttered, pressing each and every word. My jaw line tightened, I was really trying to control my unnecessary anger. I didn't want to lash out on her. She rolled her tongue in her mouth.. "Why does it affect you? " She commented, I decreased the distance between us.

"Miss Agarwal, it's not about me. You are a part of this mission. Do you realize you would bring a big trouble if Adrene will see you with Dhruv? " I spat back, placing my palm on the wall. "He won't! I had informed Ruhan about it. He said he will manage everything! " She stated, it made me more furious..

"What's so important that you had to take such risk to meet Dhruv? " I said, she let out a deep breath.. "Abir! Leave her! "

I turned my head back, it's Dhruv. He was standing near the staircase. I looked back to Mishti, "Tell him to leave us alone, otherwise I don't know what will I do, " I told her, almost warned her. "You don't have any rights to talk with her so disrespectfully nor to stand so close to her! " he shouted from my back , my jaw hardened.

I distanced myself from her and stood straight, facing him. My raging gaze met with his cold orbs. "Mr Dhruv Molhotra, you won't tell me what to do. It's better if you leave and mind your own business! " I said in a cold yet rigid tone. He took a step ahead.

"When it's about her, it's my business. I won't let you talk to her nor let you stay close to her, " he stated, I held mishti's hand and pulled her closer to my side. "Now? What? "

"Abir, relax.. Please don't create a scene here! " Mishti whispered, "Abir, you better leave her hand! " He threatened me, I tightened my hold around her finger.. "Otherwise? " I mocked back..

"Listen, don't create a mess here! "

"I am not creating a mess here, Mr Molhotra! It's you who is disturbing our privacy. Just get out of my sight! " I screamed, I was holding the last piece of patience, just because mishti was trying to pacify me by holding my bicep. Otherwise I would have ripped him apart.. He clenched his jaw in anger and came forward..

The next moment a punch landed on my face, I stumbled over my feet.. Mishti tried to stop me, but it's enough . I hit his face harder, he attacked me back again.. "You guys please stop it! " She was trying to stop us , but we have turned deef. I pushed him forcefully and was about to go and punch him, but Mishti stood in front of him like a shield..

My fist halted on air , my eyes travelled from her face to his satisfactory smirk. He smirked in satisfaction as she protected him, "Abir, enough now! " She shouted at me, I stared at her in disbelief.. "You are saying this to me ? It's him who started! " I said, "I don't care who started, I told you to stop means just stop it! " She screamed in anger, my teeth clenched against each other..

It broke my heart that she took his support instead of mine.. "But Mishti, he punched me first-"

"I SAID JUST STOP IT, RIGHT NOW! " She shouted, I took my hand back and just glared at Dhruv. "If Mishti would not have come between us, then maybe your came would have come on tomorrow's newspaper! Maybe mine too, " I stated, his face hardened. My eyes travelled to Mishti, disappointment would be an understatement..

"What's happening guys? " Everyone gathered in the hall including the Agarwal family and mine.. Mishti stepped aside. "It's over for now, Abir Rajvansh! " Dhruv said, I pulled him by grabbing his collar.. "Abir, stop it.. What's wrong with you? " Ayansh bhai held my hand, but I jerked his hand away.

"It's not over until Abir Rajvansh stop it. Put it in your head, never ever dare to poke your nose in my personal life. I don't care whether the person is your date or your would be girlfriend, if I am talking to her, then she's reserved by me for that particular time. Get it clear in your tiny size head! " I voiced and pushed him back..

Everyone gasped seeing my anger, I turned back and left for my room , not before throwing a glare at mishti , she was looking disappointed and terrified at the same time .. While coming I saw maa and Ziya near the stairs, they just arrived. I ignored everyone's presence and went to my room..

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Mishti :)

I kept standing like a statue. He just walked out after creating such a blunder. Everyone was staring at me like I have any answers to their questions . Dhruv left for his room in anger. I didn't go on a date with him today, I really wanted to clear cut about my feelings to him. It's not a proper place, so I decided to take him out.

But we could not get out of this territory in time due to heavy security and mass people. And when we finally got out, we were stuck in traffic. So we came back. And all this happened. I don't understand why Abir reacted so much. Was he jealous because I went out with Dhruv?

"Beta, go and give the first aid box to Dhruv! He is injured. I will talk with Abir, " Papa said, I glared at him. "Papa, dhruv is not a child. It's him who started the fight. He can heal his wound. And about Abir, don't ask him anything. He is super angry now. We should give him some time! " I said and came back to my room..

I was still mad about his behavior. After changing my clothes, I came out of my room. It's complete silence out there. I took the first-aid box with me and went to Abir's room. His room door was opened, I pushed the door slowly. My eyes widened seeing the mess. Everything was scattered on the floor, the mirror, television, table, screen rod everything was on the ground. I have never seen him so angry before..

I turned on the main light, he was laying on the couch. "Bhai, please leave! " He said without even looking at me, he thought me as Ayansh bhai.. "It's me! " I mumbled keeping my voice low. Ha gazed at me and then moved his eyes to outside. I motioned towards his couch, I noticed him, he has took off his shirt. There were some red spot on his fair cheeks and neck..

"Look, what you have done to yourself! " I scolded him, he was motionless.. I opened the first-aid box and took out an ointment. I forwarded my hand to apply it above the scratch, but he turned his face away. "Abir! " I said strictly, he made an ignorant face towards me .

"I am nowhere at fault, so just don't get angry on me! " I said keeping my voice calm, for the first time I was dealing with someone so patiently. He still didn't let me apply it on his face. "I am not a kid, just go from here! " He said rudely, I gazed at him angrily.

My angry glare had a little effect on him, but still he didn't let me apply the ointment. He had kept his leg on the teapoy glass, I sat down above his thigh making his eyes little wide .. I had kept my both legs at one side. "I hope you have enough strength to carry my weight! " I said, as my hand travelled to his face.

"Of course, I go gym to carry overweight girl like you! " He mocked me, without even looking at me.. It made me chuckle, "So you find me overweight? " I asked him while applying the ointment.. "Your weight is equal to a hundred kg bar with dumbbells! " He said, he was still not looking at me.. There's no benefit of dragging this weight related topic, because he will not hesitate to compare me with a giant elephant, lol..

"I have never seen you so angry before, " I said , he hissed in pain as I dabbed my finger on his wound.. I brought my face close to his neck and blew out air through my mouth.. I kept my other hand above his bare chest to maintain my balance, "You can't tolerate the burn of a ointment, how were you fighting with Dhruv? "

"I can't believe you are still defending that bastard!"  He gently pushed me back , "I am not defending-"

"Mishti, you better keep your mouth shut! Because I don't want to have a talk regarding this topic! "

"Abir Rajvansh, you better keep your voice loud and clear.. Because I want to know the reason behind your anger. Why did you get angry over such a small topic? " I snapped back , he again clenched his jaw.. "I am sensitive about this mission. I won't tolerate any mistake, that's why I lost my calm! " He replied..

"Does it make any sense, Abir? "

"Of course, you will only find sense in his talk. Why are you even talking with me? Just go na , take this first aid box, go and have a fucking conversation with him , " he shouted and threw away the kit box.. "Abir calm down! What's wrong with you? " I shouted in equal anger filled voice..

"You! Everything became wrong with me after your entry. You got your answer? Now out! "

His words broke my heart, a tear rolled down my eyes.. I just simply stared at him , my eyes filled with thousands of emotions.. I saw Papa and Yuvan uncle coming to the room, my three brothers followed them.. "What happened now again? Why are you guys quarreling? Will anyone care to explain? " Papa said being frustrated..

"Tell your daughter to not mess my mind and just leave ! " Abir said frustratedly and stood up , I threw the box on the floor and pushed his one shoulder, making him stumbled over his feet. "Now you will adress me as his daughter? I am nothing to you? And what did you say? Leave ? Why? " I said, I was equally tired and frustrated..

"Abir, what's wrong with you? Why are you behaving so rudely with her? " Yuvan uncle asked him in a scolding manner, my brothers were just silently observing us. "Just tell her to go away. I don't like her presence around me! " He said without making an eye contact.. I took a step closer, pushed his another shoulder then pushed the other shoulder..

"Come again! You what? " I taunted, he didn't make an eye contact..

"You don't like my presence? Then why don't you just push me away when I come close to you ? " I snapped in anger, he was still looking at the other direction.. "Abir, I am literally done with you.. What's happening with you? Just tell me! " I asked, holding the last piece of patience in me..

"Why are you so worried about me? About my emotions? Just let me- "

"BECAUSE I FUCKING LIKE YOU.. IT'S AS SIMPLE AS THAT! " I shouted, the whole room filled with utter silence, his gazed fixed on mine.. "Woho! Don't act like a blind. Am I a fool ? No tell me, what do you think of me? Doesn't it ever cross your mind about how my behavior has changed towards you? Or you are a blind to see nothing at all? " I said, papa and Yuvan uncle were staring at me in shock.

"You like Abir? " Papa asked me and I said Yes without breaking the eye contact with Abir. The atmosphere became tense..

Abir let out a deep breath and took a step back, inserting his both palms inside his pant pockets. "You remember, during fashion show you promised to fulfill three of my demands. You have fulfilled one demand by accompanied to me to Cruise, but two are still left! " Abir reminded me, I gave a positive node.

"Good! Then just hear out my second demand! " He addressed, my heartbeat stopped for a moment. I was nervous.

"Erase me and my memories from your heart. Because You and Me is not possible in this lifetime. I don't feel anything special for you. You mean nothing to me. " He confessed, looking straight into my eyes, the last hope just broke down. I kept gazing at him, I didn't shed tears. My eyes were just empty..

I felt a lump in my throat, with a heavy breath I gulped it down. I could feel my stomach churning, I could feel the pain in my gut.

"Then why can't I feel it? Why can't I see it in your eyes? Why have I never seen ignorance in your eyes towards me? Why your eyes say something and your actions depict something? Why can't I just feel that you have no feelings for me? " I asked him, my voice was breaking down.

"Because I am an artist and you are just being delusional at this point! " He stated, "Papa, can I just kill him right now? " I said, gritting my teeth. I walked out of the room and locked the door from inside.

I did exactly what he has done to his room.. I broke every single piece of material of my room, it's Adrene's money, so who cares even! How could he just say something cruel on my face? Is he that heartless?

Everytime I touch him, he let me do that. I kissed him on his cheek, he didn't even feel offended. He even let me sleep on his lap. Would he have done it to other girl whom he doesn't like? I have seen him with Ziya , he never likes her present. But for me, I had never feel it. Am I actually being delusional to hope that he have feelings for me?

A knock on my door startled me, "Just leave me alone! " I shouted, "It's me, Sharanya! "

I sighed, I had never have a conversation with Sharanya, not related to my brother, not related to her brother. I walked to open the door and let her come inside. "Wohoo! Never mind, you both have same level of anger issues, " she chuckled, I wiped my tears and sat down on the bed.

"What magic my donkey brother did on you? " She asked me, and I had no answer. "He must have done some black magic on me, otherwise I would have never fallen for him, such a jerk he is! " I concluded, she cleared her throat.

"See, I can help you with this, " I looked at her with a blank face. "I don't know what's going on his mind, lately his behavior has changed a lot, he has been lying a lot. " she stated, I had never noticed him earlier. But when I started noticing him we were on good terms. I think I have started growing feelings for him in the cruise.

It started developing when I visited his house and it became strong when I stayed under his protection, behind his shield. It's not like I woke up one day and realized I have feelings for him. It just happened gradually and I took some time to accept it. How can someone not fall for him?

"When Ziya confessed to him, he rejected her. And I have noticed his behavior towards her. And believe me it is not same as with you. He behaves completely different with you, maybe he hasn't realized it yet. I guarantee you that he has feelings for you! " She added, I gave her a side eyes look.

"Are you feeding my delusion? "

"Delulu is the only solulu, girl! And here I am just spitting fact. Has he ever pushed you away? "

His behavior always confused me. Sometimes I think he likes me, sometimes I think nah he's not into me. He is like a puzzle in my life..

"And isn't it weird that he became angry just because you went on a date with Dhruv? Common, such a baseless reason that it could have affected our mission.. "

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. She's saying the reality or just some assumptions? The way he was glaring at Dhruv, I swear it's not just an angry glare. He was possessive. And he can't be just possessive for his mission member. Huh!

"Okay, I have a key to your lock. There's a diary in his room, which he has kept in the drawer. He keeps filling it by writing about his personal, very personal emotions. You can check that diary if you get a chance to visit Rajvansh house  again ! " She adviced me, and my mind directly travelled to that night..

I remembered, I was going to open the drawer, but he didn't let me, like he didn't want me to see what's inside. It can be like this, he must have written something about this mission and I was unaware of everything that time, so he didn't want me to know.

Moreover we have come closed to each other just now, after that he haven't visited the Rajvansh House of Gujarat. So there's less chance of him writing anything about me.

On the other hand , he knows me before also. According to him, he was involved in this mission three years ago, he came in contact with my family as well. So he must have heard a lot about me from my family. But I don't have that goofy personality, that anyone would fall for me.

But now, for better, for myself, I want to change, I want to reduce my anger, I want to be a little more kind, I don't want to hold grudges anymore.

Sharanya flicked her fingers in front of my eyes, it brought me out of trance. "Take a chill and don't overthink ! Whatever will happen, it will be for the better, " she assured me, I smiled softly as she left. It's 12:30 pm. Nobody from my family came to visit me , they very well know about my anger.

Tomorrow they will throw thousands question at me, especially maa and papa.

This is the exact thing I wanted to clarify with Dhruv, I wanted to tell him that I have feelings for someone else. I wouldn't have taken Abir's name, but now this news must have reached him. It would definitely break his heart and ego.

At this point life looks so messed up and the credit goes to Abir Rajvansh.

I won't give up on you, no matter what. For the first time, I have felt something beautiful for someone. You will always have a special place in my heart and I will give my hundred percent to make a place for me in your heart.

Why always men put efforts to win the heart of their girls? In my case, it would be me!

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Abir :)

Yesterday was so eventful. Everything just went up and down in one day. She literally confessed me in front of his father & my father. From where she found the guts? This girl is crazy and now I have started fearing her. It won't take her a second to murder me.

I was outside of my room, Maa and Ziya were standing just in front of me. They asked me about yesterday incident, but I just ignored the question. "Okay, if you don't want to share anything, I am fine with it. But I think you both should go and visit Mumbai. It will fresh your mind as well! " Maa suggested, going with Ziya will never fix my mind.

Ziya is really a very good girl, but neither she's of my type, nor I ever feel attracted towards her.

"He will not go out with her! "

Hearing the dominating voice, we three snapped our head towards that direction. Mishti walked towards us with her fierce expression, I stared at her without blinking my eyes..

"Hello Mishti.. Umm what happened? " Maa was polite with her.. "I said, Abir will not go on a date with Ziya! " She commanded, I gasped. Maa was shocked seeing Mishti's behavior. Ziya was just clueless. "But why? I mean what's wrong with it? " She asked her..

"I like your son and of course I can't see him going out with other girl! "

Damn! Someone just push me from this floor. I need to die, otherwise this girl will kill me.. Maa was shocked, shock would be an understatement. She stared at me with a questioning look. "Don't look at your son, he doesn't like me back! " She stated , I sighed. Ziya smiled in relief..

"And you miss! You don't have to be happy. He doesn't like you as well! " She said breaking her heart, Ziya's face flushed. I licked my lips, would she let me say something?  "I don't care whom he date or marry.. But till he is in front of my sight, he won't date anyone! " It sounded like a threat, I was just amazed , speechless and scared.

"I need my BP medicine! " Maa excused herself from us and left.. I hit my forehead and looked at Mishti. She stepped close to Ziya, her eyes burning with possesiveness and anger. "I have heard that you are very good girl. So be a good girl and stay away from him! " She adviced her, her eyes scrutinized.

"He doesn't like you as well, so why are you-" Mishti cut her off and decreased the left over  distance between them. "When Mishti Agarwal put her eyes on someone or something, that object or that person becomes her. It's better if you stay away from him, otherwise even I don't know what will I do, " she said sternly .. I stared at her in disbelief..

"Are you mad or -"

Mishti again cut Ziya off in the middle..

"I am a complete Psychopath. Keep a safe distance if you want your safety! " She warned Ziya, now it's something new for me to witness. I was watching the ongoing drama without blinking my eyes. Ziya being completely confused and frustrated, walked out of the hall.. She shifted her gaze to me..

I better run away. She was looking like a hungry lioness..

"Don't you even dare to give a negative response to aunty, if she asks about me.. " She said, I crossed my hands over my chest. "Otherwise? "

"I would tell her that you are a Casanova! "

My eyes widened at her threat, my lips parted away in shock.

"Enough drama for today! I need rest, " saying she went inside her room, I was standing like a statue there.. Hearing the loud laughing noise, I turned my gaze towards that direction. Her brothers along with Ayansh bhai, Ruhani bhabi and Sharanya were laughing at me, laughing at my situation. I glared at them and they all became quiet.

It's not a comedy show going here for fuck sake..

I closed the door and dropped myself on the couch. I had actually created a blunder. If I will push her away, then I have to hold the guts to see her with someone else. Because she should be happy in her life without me. It's not like, in case tomorrow I will die and she will move on the next day. She have to move on from now.

Damn, I should not be possessive about her. But that Dhruv, I don't like him around her. I don't like anyone around her. But I have to accept it. I pulled my hair in frustration..

What should I do? How will I see her with someone else? I just like her right? Then why can't I able to move on.

No! I don't love her, it's just I have some sort of romantic feelings towards her. It can't be love. No! And even it's love, please be it from my side. I don't want her to love me. No.

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