"My happiness lies on yours! "

Gazing her red nail polish on her toes Nidhi walked to the house she felt this red color suits her skin tone but didn't thought her this depressed face of hers is not really matching up to her current situation.

She is worn out of being lonely here without Varun by her side. Even though they talk every day there will always an emptiness on her heart without his touch.

And to that, she tried to talk to her parents and got a lot of humiliation and insults from her mom. Her dad forgave her and talking with her normally, but her mom was not in the state to compromise, she is still angry but at the same time secretly hears from her husband what Nidhi is doing and what her husband is doing? After all, it is her daughter who she raised with giving every love and care that she stored in her and she couldn't wholeheartedly throw away from her heart.

But unknowing this Nidhi felt so sad and cry whenever she thinks about her parents. Reminding the happy moments with her parents will eventually bring tears. The absence of both Varun and her parents is really a big thing to handle. In this Roshini was her only support but sometimes she also leaves her when Siddharth was with her.
She can understand Varun's situation, her mom's anger on her and Roshini's heart. So Nidhi didn't compel anyone to stay beside her and didn't said her perspective to anyone because she considered that as so selfish. This life was chosen by me and I have to deal with it, she had this thought whenever she shed that lonely tears. She now understands that life is not as easy as it is, and even if she tries for a thousand plus times she couldn't stop worrying about the mistakes she did. It is hurting her than anything, that's why people say loneliness was the worst demon that will make you think that you are all wrong in life.

But Nidhi didn't lose herself in the trap, she is reading a lot, started doing yoga, meditation, and fully concentrating on her studies the best side of loneliness is that you can concentrate your every attention on you and can plan what you can do to lift your life up.
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Nidhi entered the house and her mother in law was watching the serial and laughing for the comedy scene. When she noticed Nidhi she smiled and Nidhi beamed back.

"You came earlier today?"

"Yeah aunty, today he is coming right. That's why and today is the last exam," she smiled and Nidhi looking down went to the stairs and her mother in law again turned her gaze to the TV.

This Friday evening she has to be happy for her love, this evening she is going to be with Varun after a long time but her extreme emotions making her be calm and not excited at all. She went to take a shower and changed into loose-fitting clothes and meditated for ten minutes.

She then went down to have her dinner. The only thing that didn't burden her was her in-laws. Her mother in law was talking with normally like how they used to talk before marriage. And her father in law was a very nice person and she sometimes feels her dad's comfort with him.

She had the food watching the serial with her mother in law.

"What time he is coming?"

"I think 10 pm Aunty," she replied.

After that she washed the dishes and went to her room, she started to plan how to prepare for her semester exams. She started to study without thinking about anything.

As the time progressed she tossed the books away and laid flat stretching her legs and hand. She smiled to see the time as 10.00pm. She stood up and went down to wait for Varun at the doorstep.

Her mother in law also joined her and said that Varun's dad went to pick him and he was at the airport. Nidhi that moment felt so happy and eagerly looked outside.

When she saw the car, she stood on the steps and stared blankly. Varun came out and smiled brightly to see Nidhi. "Mom how are you?" he asked walking towards them.

"I am fine, why you didn't shave your face, look you have grown a beard like a caveman," she teased.

"I don't have money to buy a blade that's why," he irritated her back. Nidhi smiled seeing this.

"Ah... I can't talk with you," she said and went in and Varun turned his gaze to Nidhi. Just seeing her itself turned on all the urges that were sleeping in him for this past two months.

"How are you?" Nidhi asked.

"I am fine," he replied and held her hand.

When they went inside her mom asked him to have dinner but Varun said he already had and going to sleep. He went carrying the bag and Nidhi followed him.

"How were your exams?"

"Hmm I did well," Nidhi said while walking.

"Oh," Varun entered the room and Nidhi closed the door. She immediately strides near Varun and hugged him tightly from behind.

"Why you took two months to come here, don't you miss me?" she asked and Varun pushed her face him.

"I know, but I couldn't leave from there since he is handling one important case and I am busy with that," he said caressing her cheeks.

"Po I hate you," she scowled and pushed his hand that was enclosing her waist and moved away.

"Don't waste time hating me, you can't do that. Come here," he reached out his hand and pulled her close to him.

He hugged her as tight as he could and roamed his hand all over back. Nidhi felt goosebumps and drawn out from the hug. She raised and stood on her toes to kiss him and Varun simplified her job by lifting her up. He has thrown her on the bed and kissed her like sucking the life out of her.

"Ah... like your mom said you are a caveman, your beard is itching me. First thing in the morning do shave," she gritted when he left her for breathing.

"I won't, what you will do?" Varun bites her cheeks gently.

"Then I won't allow you to kiss me or even touch me," she told still knowing that she will lose in this.

"Oh, is it?" Varun chuckled and started rubbing his hairy cheeks on hers. It gave a tickling sensation to Nidhi and giggled pushing him.

After some kissing and playing Varun cuddled Nidhi and caressed her back,

"Shall we go somewhere tomorrow?" Nidhi asked and he said okay.

"You are looking different today, what you did?" he asked suddenly.

"Nothing, I just took bath and meditated for ten minutes," Nidhi replied and looked him.

"Is your work pressurizing you there?" she asked fondling his locks.

"Yeah little, but this is the age I can run to my extreme if I failed then I will lose my race and I will lose my dreams," he said and Nidhi felt proud for having a man like him.

"My baby is working so hard," she whined and pecked his lips.

"Yeah, tomorrow night treat this baby with an utmost care so that he can survive for the rest of his days," Varun said in a pleasing tone and made Nidhi smile.

"Eeee cutie," she pinched his cheeks for being so adorable. They eventually slept talking dirty things for the rest of the night.

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Next day Varun shaved his beard like Nidhi asked and took her to her parent's house surprisingly. Her dad welcomed them and her mom, as usual, showed her dislike but she didn't scold Nidhi and stayed calm. Her dad asked Varun to forget about the previous fight and all since now they have to accept him without any other option. Varun told that he already forgot everything and requested him and his wife to talk with Nidhi like how they are used to.

Nidhi's dad happily accepted but her mom was still not persuaded. Then Nidhi's dad asked about his work and how it is going and all.

Nidhi felt it is unbelievable, and confused about this sudden meeting. After having some refreshments Nidhi and Varun decided to leave. Before sendoff, Varun went to Nidhi's mom.

"Sorry if we did a mistake, but don't think that like everyone we will also get bored of each other and separate. I am not similar to the rest of the people, I am living my life following only the right things what my mind says. Your daughter will be happy if she is with me but if you also with her then she will the happiest person in the world. So forgive us," he told and immediately left the place without adding on the conversation.

Nidhi felt happy by his behavior, it is not like him perhaps it's another side, a compromising side. His words have moved her mom and she can literally notice that.

"Why you suddenly?" she muttered when they came back to their house, can't able to come out of the astonishment.

"I felt bad about, I am staying here and happily talking with my parents but you? I can feel your sadness in your voice. I am not that cruel person who thinks only about me, my happiness lies on yours for that I can throw away all my pride. So I called your dad one day and talked about this. Thankfully he considered my request and understood my point." He had that small smile and Nidhi's eyes welled with tears.

When they were in love, she thought about how she is going to manage after marrying Varun, he is headstrong, short-tempered and never compromise himself for anyone. But now she had that feeling that if she didn't marry Varun then she is the unluckiest person who loosed the precious gift that was given to her.

She hugged him, Varun smiled and hugged her back.

We don't have to tell all the time that we love someone, making them comprehend it may touch their heart and this way of love was the easiest yet toughest way of showing your love.

Varun then turned on his bad, mischief, dirty boy mode. He didn't allow Nidhi to do anything and made her stay beside him for the rest of the day. She learned the sweet and funny side of Varun while spending time with him. The more she learn about him the more she felt afraid about the separation.

She prayed God to end this college as soon as possible still knowing that there is two years left.

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