I was gonna post a chapter today but I'm looking for soon exercise to lose weight for my sisters 15/16 birthday thing that big fancy party yeah. My depression is not helping.  While me being a fucking bitch because I'm a picky eater and like nothing. I really want yo make it up to you but I also want to do hood in soccer band school and some stupid dance. I'm trying but I can't publish today . I also have youth group thing with my sister and I was able to get a friend to come with me. I'm sorry but I have to do all these thing to please people and myself.