Here you go another chapter.

Reader discretion advised as this chapter contains Mature Content.

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Coltrane stayed silent for how long Cassandra had no idea but his uneven breathing and body remained on top of her.

She was staring at the wall as Coltrane stayed like that, burying his face in her neck inhaling her sweet scent. The feeling of warm skin soft structure makes him wonder how it will feel to touch her?

Coltrane softly pressed a kiss on her neck. Cassandra skipped a beat, she stiffed up. He was snuggling on her neck.

"Coltrane?" Cassandra asked a bit shakily.

Coltrane softly kissed her collar bone, licking the hollow of her neck. He pressed another kiss on her neck. Her soft skin, sweet smell remind him of her. His judgement clouded as he pulled his head up looking straight in Cassandra eyes,"Let me touch you"

"What?" Cassandra's eyes widen.

"Comfort me, please" his words ring in her ears.

She felt the serenity break, "W..what?"

Cassandra choked on her breath at his words. The words he uttered hurt her, Coltrane knows what he is asking of her is wrong but he needs closure. Using her to get a closure was not the right thing, He knows that very well. Something he should not ask of her but his broken heart and sanity cannot think straight. One part of him wants to be with Catherine even if in this way. He stopped his mind from wandering.

"Comfort me just like you did" Coltrane asked her, kissing her lips.

"No.." Cassandra tried to push him as her heart beat sped up as she felt a sinking feeling in her stomach.

"You cannot ask me of this" She felt choked and her hand sweated, she was struggling. He pressed a kiss on her jaw.

"Why can't I?" Coltrane peppered and kissed her neck. Cassandra feels her tears that she pushes back with all her might trailed down.

"You cannot do this to me" she whispered this time only for her to hear. Her hand shook as the panic settled in with a crushing feeling. Her heart shattered again.

"You already did this for me before. Why can't you now?" Coltrane mumbled, licking his lips. His words make her still, she breathes harder.

"You knew" Casssandra felt her sanity slipping as darkness showed in her eyes. The guilt she felt was for nothing. The weight of sin she felt was nothing. Then why did she apologize, Why did she cry?Why?.... Something that eats away her last bit of attachment towards life.

"I don't but I remember now" Coltrane words crushed her hope that he was the victim in the mess. The mess she created. But the truth was, She mocked herself as a tear trailed down her cheek, from the very being she was the victim. She takes burnts of what was someone else's fault.

Now here she is taking the burnt again. How many times does she need to take responsibility for others happiness, still she burns herself completely?

"Please" Coltrane asked her as a tear fell from his eyes and his heart was breaking.

"Please for one night pretend. Pretend to be her. For one night I want to feel her. Please I know you can do this for me. Please I want to feel her, love her till my heart is content. I will take responsibility and stay with you, for the rest of my life" Coltrane pleaded desperately.

"I don't want..." Coltrane did not let her complete her words.

"You love me right" Coltrane pressed a kiss on her lips softly.

Cassandra hears her heart break into million pieces. She tried to hold back her tear which slipped from her eyes. How many times does she need to get her heart broken to feel numb?

"I....... I...." She struggled to say anything. The resistance she put up till now cracked a bit. Coltrane knows, he was making her suffer. But what about his suffering? He felt betrayed too. He is heartbroken too.

"This is the only way, I can be with you" Cassandra gulped down, her eyes flash with hurt. His words were hurting her more than anything. Has she not had enough? She needs to push him away or he will break her again. Her life will crumble again. She will struggle to live again. Broken pieces can be joined but the crack line still remains. He is hurt and now he is going to hurt her. Why? Why her?

"Why are you making me suffer?" She asked him, her voice came out as a painful whisper. This time she was the one who asked.

She wanted to ask why? Why does she need to take the brunt of his hurt? Why is he out to destroy her? Why?

"I will be yours. I promise. Is it what you want? I am willing to be yours, Isn't that enough?" His reasoning slash through her heart.

"I never wanted you to be mine. I... I don't love you" Cassandra forced the words out of her mouth. She knows, she is lying. Even he knows she is lying.

Five years nothing has changed. She is still sitting in the same place waiting for changes while everyone has already changed. But something did change, her eyes that held back tears, her face that kept a blank expression even though her feeling where shaken her heart was broken. She mastered this so that no one can hurt her, but is it even working? She is hurt even more now.'How many times do you need to get hurt before you get the fucking idea?'

"Then why are you here?" Coltrane asked, looking at her eyes.

The same question she wanted to ask herself. Scream at herself, 'Why are you here?' She bit her lips, words left her mouth.

Why was she here? To mock him, to laugh at his pain, she chuckled who she was lying to. She knows that she cared about him. She cared more than she let on.

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Coltrane takes her silences as an okay sign. His tongue traced the hollow of her neck trying to feel her pulse. The moment he felt her pulse,he softly sucked on her neck. Cassandra's breath hitched as she struggled to put up her resistance.

His finger slowly trailed on her waist, he made a circular pattern on her waist making her ache her back.

He sucked on his collarbone while his hand danced over her brassiere cladded breast. His lips brushed against her cheen as he rubbed her tip. Cassandra could not hold back her moan.

He kissed the bridge of her mound giving her a light lick before making his way to her cloth cladded breast. His lips brush against her breast, over her bra she stopped resisting, his mouth surrounding her tips her back arches giving him access. His tongue rubs her nub. He sucked as his hand went behind her back unhooking it. Cassandra struggles to maintain her breath as sweat beads form, she can feel his finger tip over her pant using his other hand, slowly pushing her brassiere away.

His finger tracked her nipple in a circular motion. He looked at her face flushed red. Her breath eradicated. She breathed in and out to keep herself from totally giving in. His other hand went inside her pants. She gasped as he sucked on her tips making her moan , the last slip of her resistance flew out of her. She felt her tears falling as the dam broke, the dam she held onto for five years. She was drawing in her mistake. But he was making her feel so good again, even though his touch burnt her, the thrill to feel his hands on her make her unreasonable. She knows she should stop this, she needs to stop this before she lets the past repeat, but she could not..

His finger rubbed her on her bud while his tongue licked the tip of her mound. She tried to hold back her moan. He was slowly building her up, she could feel herself near relief but he stopped taking his fingers out. He messaged her mound while sucking her tip.

Coltrane reached her for pant buttons, he unbuttoned her pants. Without wasting any time he swiftly pulled her panties with her trouser. He settled himself in between her.

Cassandra flinched a bit. He was rubbing his clothed manhood against her entrance. His finger trailed against her clit before slowly entering her. He rocked her at a slow pace. She can feel herself building up. She clenched around his finger. He pulled out before her release.That broke her trance she looked at him confused when he pulled his pants down. Setting himself in between her, fear courses through her. As he slowly pushed him inside her. She tensed up clenching around him tightly.

"Relax" Coltrane groaned as pleasure rushed through him. He kissed her lips slowly passionately, his lips against her lower lips entering her mouth. He pulled out only to push inside her harder. She held her voice with all her might.

He rocked her slowly making sure she adjusted to his size. After a while he pulled out, before pushing him inside of her again. Cassandra relaxed a bit as he moved a bit faster.

She bite her lips keeping her moan in.

He moved faster bringing himself as well as her to climax. Releasing inside her, he collapsed on her.

Coltrane rolled around on his back, settling himself.

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After a while his breathing even.

Cassandra gets out of the bed, stumbling on the floor. Pain shot through as she tried to steady herself. She picked up her top and trouser. She slowly makes her way out of the room. Her hand shook as she tried to maintain her steely expression. The young looked at her concerned, at her shaky expression. Her legs gave out and she collapsed on the ground, her shoulder shaking. Silent sobbed wrecked through her body.

The young girl who was watching her rushed to hug her. She silently put her head on her chest. The girl rubbed her back softly wondering whether she should call Mr.Mayor or not but where she came from she decided not to.

"Don't cry" The girl softly rubbed her head, cooing her as if she was a baby.

Cassandra was feeling pain all over her body but the scar that left on her heart was much deeper. She wanted to cry for what she did to herself but there was no tears left to shed as she sobbed silent without tears. Crying in front of a stranger is easier than someone you know, someone who will judge you because they think they know you.

"I need to go" Cassandra pushed her softly.

"No" The girl shook her head holding her up.

"You need to fresh up and eat something then I will let you go" The girl pushed her through a door, a bathroom door. Opening the shower Cassandra slid down the shower wall, curling into a ball.

The girl looked at her, while biting her lips holding herself strong. She forced her out of the bath and gave her something to wear. That's when Cassandra noticed that it must be a girl's room.

She didn't know how long she sat staring at something. When the girl returned with a warm soup.

"Thank you. Can you call Austin?" Cassandra looked for the first time paying attention to the girl. She is younger than her. Her pale skin has a delicate feature with her soft brown eyes and brown hair.

"You are not Meera" Cassandra said, almost confused. The girl shook her head, "I am Meera's daughter Marlyn but everyone calls me Mary because I am younger than them" Mary smiled at her. Her cheeks flushed with a natural red colour.

"How old are you?" Cassandra asked curiously.

"18" She nodded her head.

"Where is Meera?" She asked. Her eyes visibly lost it's shine.

"She is sick"

"What about your studies?" Cassandra asked slowly while drinking the soup.

"I.... I will start my last year of high school" she nodded her head.

"I hope she gets better" Cassandra tried to smile but miserably failed.

"Can you call Austin?" She asked as she feel herself shaking her vision blurred a bit, she take a deep breath trying to clam down her nerves. While Mary gave her a puzzled look concerned at her pained expression.

"Who is Austin?" Mary was confused by her words.

"No one" Cassandra mumbled out shaking her head. She mmed to get out of here before the wall collapsed on her. She rushed out of the house.She take a seat on her car and accelerated out of there trying to keep herself from thinking anything.

Maryln tried to stop her but she drove away.

Her head throbbing as the adrenaline rush died down. She groaned, rubbing her head. She pushed herself through the door and collapsed on her couch. Her whole body was ached.

'This is bad' she can see a dark spot forming in front of her eyes before everything turned black and she collapsed.

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Marlyn paced wandering who is Austin and she needed to contact him before anything happened to Mrs. Mayor . She rushed inside wondering whether she should ask Mr. Mayor or not. She wanders around Mr. Mayor's room only to notice a cell phone outside the door. She picked it up. Her eyes widened at the several missed calls from Austin.

Before she could do something the phone started to vibrate again. Without thinking she picked up the call. The man growled angrily, "Where the fuck are you at this time?"

The phone almost slipped out of her hand at the rude way he talked, "I don't know"

"Who are you?" Austin asked taking a deep breath.

"I am Marlyn," She answered.

"Where are you?" Austin asked her hurriedly worried something bad happened to Cassandra.

Marlyn bite her lips before telling him the address.

"I will be there" She looked down as the phone went silent. She felt exhausted. It's almost morning now she needs to wait for 'Mr. Austin'.

Marlyn waited for him to come as her hand trembled. The way that man talked made her nervous.

"Mary" She looked up as her face brighten. She rushed to him. He laughed.

"Ben, You know a man rudely speaks to me now coming here" Ben's eyes widen, as he pat her head reassuringly.

"Why would he come here?" He inquired. She blinked, "Because I give him the address"

"Why would you do that?"Ben snapped almost annoyed at her behaviour.

"Because he knows Mrs. Mayor," Marlyn told him.

"Then it's fine," Ben smiled. She nodded returning his smile.

"Ben, someone is waiting outside" Another guard came to ask him.

Marlyn followed behind them, her eyes widened looking at the man standing outside the gate leaning against the car. Her breath hitched, she stared at him, her cheeks flushed. Ben looked at her, smiling softly; this must be her crush. She bite her lips, her hand clutching her tee shirt.

"It's fine go talk to him" Ben smiled encouraging her. She nodded her head and her way to him. Austin's eyes snapped as the gate opened, he straightened up and a girl walked out. He raised his eyebrows in confusion, "Are you the girl who talked to me on the call?"

Her eyes widened as reality settled in.

"Are you Mr. Austin?" She asked.

"Yeah! Austin McGregor" He nodded his head.

"Can I ask where Cassandra is?" Austin asked politely this time.

"She rushed out a while ago" Marlyn answered.

"Whose house is this?" He looks at the mansion, it's large enough to be owned by someone rich.

"Coltrane Mayor '' his eyes widened. He gritted his teeth without waiting, he opened his car's door speeding out of there. Marlyn stand there dumbfounded as her heart cracks a bit. She looked down shaking her head. It's not as if she would meet him again or get to talk to him. She will eventually forget him.

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