The only memory I have of my mother was that nightmare. Also, I don't even remember her face at all. I only have a fade memory of her.
      As the first child, I was always expected to be best at everything.  The time when my mother was alive, we used to be the most rich family in our village. If I had only known that my mother would leave me soon then I would've  tried my best to spend every single second with her. That was the most regretful thing I've ever done. Now that I think about it, we used to be very happy in our small worlds. At that time, I couldn't even dream of thinking that the world would be like a snake's nest.

         Mother, what does the world look like.....
         My darling..... it does not look more beautiful than you....
     
        It still is a mystery to me what deep connection I had with mother and why he tried to kill me.... thinking that maybe he would be at peace.