Whoop whoop surprise!!

Am back after Very Long 😓😓😓

Do guys remember me? Or not?

I'm sure you people would have forgotten HP too And it's all because of me :(

So here is update after Very long time.

This update is dedicated to my lovely frnds emananadeer8 and Smilie124

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Her always shimmering eyes looked void, the all positive emotions that hazel doe eyes held once were now flooded with unstoppable tears and the very strange thing was they were still vivid of any emotions, her orbs lingered aimlessly at the with hands falling on the either sides.

She didn't know what just happened and what the hell has actually happened, her eyes gaped at the door as if searching for her unvoiced questions, this wasn't meant to happen, the moment she changed her motive her situation changed too, it looked like her life was playing dirty games with her and has decided to back stab her every single time.

Did she asked was more? Was moving on a great sin? It wasn't even a moving on it was Just the day realisation completely synced in her having her decide finally to do what her inner self craved for, but now every thing, every damn dream, every damn happiness blew off in a puff like it was never there in real, leaving her in a reality of pain, confusions, and Tears which didn't care to stream down her beautiful now pale cheeks effortlessly.

-"Swara., Mein key keh rahi...." Sujata who came in saying something stopped in her track and words left incomplete seeing Swara sitting on the edge of bed and staring at one single direction, her eyes furrowed thinking possibly of bad thing that had this always smiling, bubbly girl cold.

Her legs moved on her own towards swara as she tried to figure out what's wrong with her, Ragini was the first thing popped up in her Mind, she was the only enemy of her and she knew what kind of bitch she was, there was no doubt that slang could go to any fucking extent to defame and breakdown her step Sister swara.

Reducing the gap in between Sujata stood in front of swara towering her small motionless figure, swara was totally unaware about Sujata's presence, infact she was not in the same world anymore, she was lost, lost in some other Terrene.

Sujata's expression turned worried, Holding Swara's shoulder she shook her, her body shivered as she got back to the present, her head Titled back slowly with her gaze traversing languidly to the person who stood to her front.

Her devoid eyes met Sujata's concerned filled, and next moment she hugged her tighter crying wholeheartedly, -"Au..ntyy.." her Voice stammered as the flood of emotions and sheer pain hit her now bleeding heart, which was cold since past few minutes.

Sujata hugged her back rubbing the sides of Swara's hand in a soothing way, -"Swara!! Key hua beta...[Swara! What happened my child]." Says Sujata trying to calm swara down, her body still shivered in her hold, All Sujata knew was a fighter swara, her heart denied to accept what her eyes saw, but Alas! It was real, her tears were real, her breakdown was real.

Swara's cold dry lips quavered, she tried to speak, her tongue felt terribly heavy, she attempted again but failed miserably, her voice lost somewhere. Sujata caressed her back, she didn't knew what to do and big fucking thing was she didn't had any idea what made her so, but Swara's small wavering cry voiced out a single name -"Sa..nnska..aar..rrr.." and it was enough for her to understand.

-"Shhh.. don't cry Swara, you're a fighter right? Fight for your love." Sujata's words sounded under water to her, Swara's mind was clouded with only one thing, she just had one damn feeling to throw the damn pain away and Only Sanskaar could do that, not anyone else but Sanskaar, Her Sanskaar.

HER SANSKAAR? Really was he hers? The Sarcastic question from her mind made her heart Twist in multiple painful knots. All she knew was there was no point of Living in her life, her breath totally depended on someone who just pushed her away leaving her all alone, just like a breathing corpse behind.

-"Are you Listening me Swara?" Sujata literally feared seeing her condition. She had no idea what to do, how to pull her out from the pit of Darkness, how to bring back the Swara who knew to handle any damn situation.

Swara lips kept murmuring something unstoppably, Sujata pulled out from the hug Only to face Swara turning insane who wasn't ready to listen anything, -"What if he don't love me." -"He don't love me." Her Voice heavy with emotions,  her blood shot eyes turning wider staring the floor, as her voice kept repeating those words again and again.

-"Swaraaaaa.." Sujata roared shaking swara furiously holding her shoulders, Swara gaped at her with blur vision, face covered with tears, dithering lips and hairs frizzed. She looked a total mess who's everything is snatched.

-"Listen to me." Sujata demanded cupping her Face firmly, her eyes threating Swara not to look away, and she did her mind diverting to Sujata but Sanskaar still had the same Authority over her broken heart.

-"Nothing has Happened okay! Nothing!! You are a fighter, and fought for everyone's rights and now it's your time to fight for yourself, and you aren't giving up until you get what you want." Sujata dictated which even had heart's attention, bit by bit syncing in her brain and heart. -"Do you get that?" Sujata spoke, swara nodded deliberately with her mind and heart having a inner conversation slowly boosting her lost confidence, it was when she realised what the heck she was doing.

She was swara who could do anything and everything for her dear ones and for truth then why not for her? Every time when it came to her happiness she gave up? Why? Wasn't she lone enough to fight for herself? Then why every time she let others ruin her little world? Why?

But not this time! Not anymore! It was now on Sanskaar and she would fight back for it and get him back at any damn cost. -"Tell me you'll fight for it!" Sujata ordered, swara nodded curtly -"I will and I'll get what's mine." Her voice and eyes held determination, she was a lionesses and now she was back a wounded lionesses who has tasted the blood.

Sujata smiled -"So now get ready you're late for office." Her Voice was still commanding but happy that Swara was not giving up so easily. Getting a satisfied reply from Swara, Sujata walked out of room, her expressions changing to mysterious.

'Let's go Swara today we are going to confess at any cost.' her heart whispered excitedly taking herself by surprise, she threw an unbelievable look to her already winging heart, 'I wanna be in his arms just like yesterday'. Her heart sighed dreamily lost in its on lala land, before Swara could cope up with her shameless heart who was too much emotional and one minute and a love sick at another, her Mind mumbled 'Prevert.' swara gaped at her mind amused.

'Shut up! Moron.' heart cursed glaring at her mind, swara shook her head preparing herself to witness again a war. 'You were all set to make her mad, and throw me to a attack with that crap emotional breakdown.' heart clearly blamed, brain's mouth hung open with the damn false accusations.

'Excuse me' brain spoke in defense 'If you really know I was shell shocked and blank I didn't gave any damn break downs to you so stop blaming me.' the tiny brain became hyper still fearing from her unpredictable heart because it's wins were zero before heart.

'The nerve you have to raise your voice infront of me you asshole.' heart shot a death glare to heart, brain had no choice to gulp and Swara heaving a heavy sigh. 'Keep your damn voice lower, it's all because of you she still didn't confess, I warned you long back that this department of love and feelings is mine so there is no need to poke your nose and release those freaking chemical.' heart was all set to attack already shivering brain.

Brain kept quite 'Today You aren't Going to listen to this damn brain anymore got it.' heart dictated Swara to which she too agreed 'Now quick I wanna see my Sanskaar.' heart was again lost in dreams leaving Brain's mouth hung open, her heart was such a bipolar.

'But swara stay aware.' mind whispered as slowly as possible to swara but heart having very long ears heard easily. 'Dumbass, I said to stay away.' heart roared ready for a Endless debate, -"Shut up you both, let me reach office first." Swara shushed them away, brain ran away while heart again yet shamelessly lost somewhere.

Heaving a heavy sigh thought she thought what kind of heart and brain She have got, and damn from when she started feeling for Sanskaar dumb heart got a very big mouth. She shook her head marching to washroom.

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She walked in after hearing a coming in, her eyes shined when saw him working on his laptop, he didn't look up. She walked closer letting her eyes loiter on his handsome face shamelessly.

His attention snapped when felt someone's hand on his shoulders caressing in different way, he was lost in as soon as his eyes met hers, she had a wide smile playing on her lips, turning his chair round, she sat on his lap taking the advantage of him being lost, her hands wrapping round his neck as she held her eyes.

Sanskaar gulped and was too lost to say or do anything, her proxy had a greater effect on him than that he ever thought. Swara Swara leaned on With her eyes bored in his, she pressed her lips into his directly gaping him.

Their lips stayed not, he didn't made any move to kiss her, nor she, -"I love you Sanskaar." She whispered with her lips brushing against his totally, shivered ran down his spine, -"I love you a lot." Her whispers on his lips had his heart Twist with unexplainable happiness rushing in his nerves, -"Don't you love me?" Her moist eyes were so close to his with her lips still on his.

He couldn't hold any longer -"I love you too Swara, I love you so damn much." He confessed back with millions of emotions in his eyes and sparkles busting out as his lips caressed against hers furiously as he spoke, and next second they knew were kissing each other madly, the longing was clear, his hands held her waist tightly not letting her go. While she pressed her body against his not wanting to keep any small distance even.

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Am back after so long.

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