3000+ words 😰 long chapter.

as it's a ongoing story it will take few more chapters to understand the charectors, so be patient.

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Author's POV

Koushalya was sleeping peacefully, her previous thoughts about her husband and her future gave her hope. She eventually slept thinking about all those imaginary moments between her and sanjiv.

When sanjiv came back from the kitchen, with a lemon juice he found her sleeping peacefully. He didn't have a heart to wake her up.

Placing the juice glass on table, he pulled the duvet over her. Bending down till her level he placed a gentle kiss on her temple adjusting her few baby hairs which were falling on her face. Seeing her sleeping figure he felt so calm inside him, he always felt this calmness whenever she is around him. It's like she carries a positive vibe all the time.

One by one he was gazing at her facial features, and at last his eyes stuck on her fuller lips which attracted him to touch it, suck it and what not. Last night moments played inside his mind, his heartbeats increased as he remembered how her lips felt against his lips. He wanted to experience that moment one more time, Now.

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He couldn't resist himself from giving a quick pack on her lips, and then on her left cheek, this will be the last kiss, he made himself clear, and placed another kiss on her right cheeks. But his other part wasn't ready to leave her only with kisses. But her sleeping adorable figure was hard to leave just like that.

He began to place wet kisses on her jawline to till her neck line. He wanted to stop from doing this to her, but his other part wasn't ready. He wanted more.closing his eyes he took a sharp breath, It was like he was fighting with his own self to let her sleep. And at last he again lost to his desires. Placing his both hands either side of her he attacked her neck with kisses.

Slowly yet passionately he ravished her neck, "hmmmmm....." Koushalya mound in her sleep. Her moan encouraged him to do more, slowly from her neck line to he sucked the place between her collarbone shoulder line. Lust took over him, there's nothing wrong in having lust for your suppose that's what he thought at the moment. But who will make him understand that having only lust for your spouse is wrongness. Husband and wife relationship doesn't work only by having lust for each other, there should be understanding, care, trust, loyalty and a little bit of love between them. Although getting out of his introvert nature sanjiv is trying to get close with her, to be normal with her, to be comfortable around her. BUT His only mistake is , he's trying to get close with her by physically, not by heart. For him getting close is all about making out with his wife, who will make him aware of the meaning of real closeness ? Closeness means being comfortable, being free to share everything with your partner, being able to forget and forgive each other's mistakes, and being able to understand the unspoken emotions and words. Will he ever try to figure out what is actual closeness means ?

Sanjiv bite the place in order to give her hickey, but his bite was little painful, koushy mouthed still in her sleepy state" aah....... please let me sleep " As soon as she said that, sanjiv come back to his sense and stopped whatever he was doing.

He looked up at her, her eyes were closed. Means she is still sleeping. He wondered how she could sleep after whatever he did with her, then he realised she was really tired. Last night he didn't let her sleep for their make out session. It was almost 3 am when they went back to sleep after their make out session, and in the morning she didn't get any rest as she had to wake up earlier and look after the house chores. Along with that she wants to go to the hospital to help someone. So all these choa drained her energy out of her.

Indeed she is tired.

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Wedrawing himself from her, sanjiv controlled himself from doing anything else with her. Gazing at her for one last time he walked out of the room.

As soon as sanjiv left, Koushalya opens her eyes taking long breaths, Sanjiv's little make out session left her breathless.

Her sleep got disturbed from the moment when she felt something budging on her neck, soon she realised that it's her husband only. But she was too shy and tired like anything, to open her eyes at the time. She wasn't ready to face him in that awkward moment. She just couldn't face him Even though she liked whatever he did to her. This time she didn't felt uncomfortable with his touches. May be things are changing between us, koushy thought to herself..

Smiling like a teenager, she turned to her left side curling into ball, koushy closed her eyes for a real sleep as she was sleep deprived from last two days.

Soon she slept with a content smile.

Time passed like clouds, it was 8:30 at night when Sanjiv decided to wake her up.

After Koushalya slept, sanjiv went to the study room and did some of his pending work.

After finishing his works, he looked at the wall clock and realised that he had been working for four long hours. He remembered how he wanted to surprise Koushalya from giving unexpected visit with the gift, but now everything seems to be so different from what he thought.

Shutting his laptop, Sanjiv got fresh up and made coffee for both of them. Coffee is the only cooking that he knows till now. He was brought up this way, his mom never taught him cooking and cleaning. She always denied him from doing house chores. And he too got used to it. He didn't find anything wrong in it..for him he is perfect as a husband. That's what he thinks.

Walking inside their room with mug of coffee in his both hands sanjiv saw that Koushalya was still sleeping.

He placed both mugs on the table beside bed, and stood near Koushalya

"Koushy" slowly in his deep husky voice he called her but Koushalya didn't even budge.

" Koushy.... wake up....." This time he called her a little louder than before. But still he didn't get any response from her.

Sighing heavy, Sanjiv shaked her shoulder to wake her up, and hopefully it worked.

Koushalya opened her sleepy eyes and saw him. For a second she was confused about her current state but soon she realised.

Rubbing her both eyes with her hands she sat up on bed. Sanjiv too sat beside her and said " i bought coffee for us, go fresh up "

Koushalya nodes at him and yawned, being too lazy to do anything. " What's the time ? '' Koushy asked as she stretched her hands to get rid of the laziness. Her eyes fell on him, he was wearing a gray t-shirt with a black sweat pants. His hair was well combed just like every time.

" It's 8:25 " sanjiv told her

" Ohh...." Koushalya couldn't believe that she slept for so long. Why didn't he wake me up ? She thought about it and left for the washroom to freshen up.

Meanwhile sanjiv took his coffee and started to drink it. After few minutes Koushalya come out wiping her face with towel.

Sanjiv handed her coffee as she sat on the bed, beside him. Both were having their coffee in silence. Koushy was startled by his behaviour. She didn't know that he makes the perfect coffee just like how she wants. She wanted to ask him a lot , but the silence between them was so comforting and she didn't want to disturb it.

" So.... Is he fine ? " Sanjiv was the one who broke the silence first.

Koushy looked at him with a confused face.

" I mean....your friend Varsha's brother, who met with an accident..... How's he now ? ''Sanjiv said, looking at her face.

" Haan...... he's out of danger , it might take a months to get back to his routine life as he's injuries were little deep " koushy told him remembering how her friend varsha was crying on her shoulder for her brother's life. She could relate herself with her friend as Koushy too lost her appa. She knows how it feels when your love is on the verge of leaving you permanently. Koushy gave moral support to Varsha, and tried to console her. Koushy didn't even saw varsha's brother's face, as she herself was in hurry to return back so right after giving blood she ensured varsha and left the hospital.

" Mmmmm " that's all Sanjiv could say.

Again they caught up in a thick silence between them.

" How are you feeling now ? All ok ? " Sanjiv asked her, he just wanted to talk to her but he didn't know what to say so he just asked whatever came to mind.

" Yeah..... I'm fine now. '' Koushy replied, sipping the least amount of coffee.

" And....... next time don't do something like this without informing me " Sanjiv said looking into her eyes. Koushy slowly nodes her head at him. He's so caring about me that's what she thought.

Both were sitting, leaving a decent gap between them, Sanjiv finished his coffee and placed the mug on the table.Koshy observed him every moment.

" Wait here I'll be back " saying this sanjiv walked out of the room, without even glancing at her.

Within a few seconds Sanjiv came back, and sat beside her leaving an inch of space. She didn't expect this, the sudden atmosphere was hard to deal with.

Sanjiv took her right hand in his and looked at her intense eyes, which were curious to know what he was upto.

Sanjiv held her ring finger and took out a small box from his pants pocket. Koushy's eyes were stuck on his face. How his expression changes in every passing seconds.

Without wasting a minute Sanjiv slides the ring in her finger which he bought for her to give. Koushy was beyond happy. Her eyes were sparkling with joy when she saw him doing that . Her lips automatically curled into a big smile.

" It's so beautiful....." Koushy whispered, seeing the ring in her finger. She really liked it. Simple yet elegant design just how she likes.

" Hmm....i bought it two months ago, to give you on our wedding night but due to some unknown reasons i couldn't give it to you " sanjiv said looking at her, her hand was still in his.

" Thank you....." Koushy said with a lot of happiness. The fact that he made an effort to give her something made her so happy.

" But i don't have anything to gift you..... in fact i didn't even remember it " koushy sounded so low. She felt little disappointed with herself.

" No it's ok.....i didn't expect anything from you......I gifted you just because i felt to do.....don't be sorry " sanjiv assured her for which koushy hummed. His eyes fall on her lips. He really wanted to continue what he left in the afternoon unfinished.

Sanjiv's hand were still holding koushy's hand, he was rubbing the back of her palm with his fingers. Koushy blushed when she felt his touches were a little intense.

Slowly taking her hand till his mouth Sanjiv gave a kiss on the back of her palms. Then on her ring, maintaining eye contact with her.

Koushy's heart skipped a little as she felt his lips against her skin. An electronic wave hit her when his lips touched her skin. She couldn't maintain eye contact anymore. She looked down out of shyness.

But Sanjiv had other plans. Slowly he advanced and closed the distance between them.

He was about to kiss her , when koushy placed both hands on his chest to stop him. She was too shy to face him. She just wanted to hide herself somewhere from him, so that he couldn't see her red cheeks.

" I'll cook something for dinner " saying this she was about to leave the place but sanjeev caught her hands and stopped her, biting her lips in nervousness koushy stood there lowering her head in embarrassment.

" No need, we will order something from the restaurant. " He said in his stern voice. He felt rejected by her, he just wanted her to be his side. He just wanted to spend some quality time with her.

" No it's fine i can cook " koushy tried to reasoned it. She herself don't know why she was running away from him, may be she is too shy to accept whatever happening with her.

" I said we will order something " this time sanjiv's voice was a little louder, he doesn't like to repeat himself. But here koushy was impossible to get.

Why is she running from me? It's not like I'm gonna eat her alive, then why ? He questioned himself.

Koushy understood that she pissed him off. She didn't say anything after that, she just hummed and sat beside him.

Sanjiv took out his phone from his pocket and ordered food, till then koushy was ideally sitting there watching him.

Sanjiv put back his phone, and said " just few minutes and the food will be here "

" Hmm....." Koushy hummed, she wanted to talk to him about re-joining her job.

Sanjiv again sat near her and took her hands in his, he began to place a few kisses on her, each finger looking directly in her eyes.

Koushy was too numb to react to anything, she thought he would talk about something with her, but he was in another mood. She was in her own daze when she felt herself moving. She realised that Sanjiv lifted her and placed her on his lap. This time she really felt uncomfortable.....she didn't expect this. Earlier, when afternoon sanjiv kissed her thinking that she was sleeping, those kisses felt good to her. But now.... it's really awkward and uncomfortable for her.

Sanjiv's both hands were either side of her waist, his hold was strong on her. Without wasting time Sanjiv dipped his head in the crook of her neck. Inhaling her natural body fragrance, Sanjiv placed a few wet kisses on her neck.

" San... sanjiv wait...." Koushy hardly spoke as his continued sucking and biting her neck line was too much to handle.

" I.....ummm....huh....want to discuss something.....ahh....... with you " koushy tried to spoke but his actions were not helping her. Why is he always behaves like a horney teenager ? She thought to herself.

" Sanjiv please........" koushy was successful in pushing him away. Although she felt bad for doing this but she really wanted to talk to him about her job. It's almost two months since she is sitting at home and doing nothing productive.

Sanjiv gave her a pissed look, and calmed himself down. This is the second time she rejected him in just the last few minutes, if it's in another situation he must have bursted on her , but He didn't want to create any issues over it. Maybe she has something important to discuss, Sanjiv made himself understood.

" Tell me what it is ?" He sounded a little bit annoyed.

" I actually.....ahmm......i want to join my work " koushy stammered while saying this, because his continues gaze on her was making her feel weak.

" you don't have to work... I'm earning enough for both of us. What is the need of working koushy ? Sanjiv's answer shocked her. She didn't expect this from him.

At least not from him.

They have already talked about it before their marriage, that time Sanjiv assured her about re-joining her work after their marriage.Then why did he change his statement now ?

No doubt sanjiv is earning enough for both of them. But what about koushy's amma ?

As a responsible daughter, koushy want to look after her mother's needs by her own self. She didn't want to make her mother feel guilty by asking money from her son-in-law. And all above that working is only not above the money, it's about pride and being independent.

She couldn't sit back at home and repeat the same house chores again and again. She didn't study for this. And what is wrong with working ? When she is capable of balancing her personal life and professional life both. She just can't waste her knowledge and skills like this.

Was that too much to ask for it ? Koushy questioned herself. And why all of sudden he has problems with me working ?

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