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"You'll be fine." Yoongi said gently rubbing his hand on her back, drawing imaginary shapes occasionally to calm her down.
In these past two weeks, both of them were trying to get comfortable being around each other. Sometimes it'd be difficult because it was her first relationship and Hannah wasn't used to being touchy feely with other people in general.
Sensing that, Yoongi tried his best to not to make her uncomfortable in his presence. He'd maintain a suitable distance, not too far to make it awkward and not too close to make it uncomfortable. He would give her personal space. All in all, he was trying not to push her, setting limits for his own self.
Except for that one time when they kissed, no other kisses were shared; it'd always be a peck on lips, forehead, temple or cheek. But that didn't mean that they were drifting apart. In spite of this situation, they'd always find time for each other, talking about almost everything to anything.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, facing each other, Yoongi invited her to come over and he immediately noticed how her face was slowly drained off from any color. Leaving her face almost as pale as his own skin and he shifted his position slightly to sit next to her.
Yoongi looked at her face trying to find any sign of discomfort as he placed his arm around her. She didn't seem to mind it so he gently pulled her closer till her head was on his chest.
"We can cancel it. You don't have to worry about it." He coaxed.
Hannah didn't respond but snuggled into his chest a little more trying to get comfy. He chuckled thinking it was cute, his arm still around her, the other hand fingers finding their way to her hair. He waited for her to reply which eventually came after sometime.
"It's not that I'm just, I'm not good at getting along with new people. I feel a little anxious whenever I'm to meet someone."
"It's fine. It's not something compulsory. We can skip it. Just don't worry."
"No, you don't have to. I'll be fine. Yeah, I'll be fine." Hannah assured feeling a little breathy.
Instead of saying something, Yoongi started swaying their bodies lightly, humming a tune underneath his breath. He smiled a little when he felt her tensed up figure getting relaxed after sometime, continuing what he was doing.
Humming stopped when he heard her saying sorry. He moved away to cup her face in his hand making her look him in the eyes. It was the first time they were being this close to each other and he couldn't stop smiling from the inside. Don't get him wrong, he wasn't happy that she was anxious. He just wanted to hold her close to him and now that he had a chance, his heart was swelling because of it.
"Hana I told you, you don't have to do it."
She huffed snuggling again in his chest and he let her do it. After a pause, she sighed and started speaking
"I've never been good at it. I've always been around people older than my age. I was 10 when I started highschool. To some people it might be fascinating, that I was able to do it at a young age but it's hard thinking that you don't have someone same as your mental age. No matter what, I was still a child who needed to be friends with her age fellows. And that wasn't happening. Then the same thing in my medical school. Then at my hospital, I'm usually around people who are still much older than me. Can you imagine hanging out with people in their late fifties and forties. Not to offend someone but there's a large generation gap. And I never had the chance to make friends. My brothers friend's circle is what I call my friends. I get acquainted well but when it comes to meet people out of my work, it just make me anxious. I know I sound stupid worrying over meeting your members. I'm sorry."
"No, you don't sound stupid. It's natural. I too get like this sometimes so don't agonize over it. And I'm proud of you that you did these amazing things at such a young age. I used run in the rain just in my underwear when I was ten. You are so much better than me. Isn't it silly? A pale boy running on the street with skinny legs on display."
Yoongi chuckled patting her hair like she was a puppy. And she smiled leaning in to peck his lips. He didn't move, holding her close and letting her do it. She moved away and grinned "Yes it is silly. You could catch cold."
"Well I didn't and here I'm."
"Mhm."
"Besides, All of them look tall and buff but they are just a bunch of big babies. You'll like them, believe me."
"Are you?"
"What?"
"A big baby?"
"Nope." He said ruffling her hair.
"Uh huh I see."
"You want me to pick you up tomorrow?"
"No, I'll be there."
Standing up, he kissed her forehead muttering an okay.
Holding his hand Hannah followed him to the door. Turning back he rubbed her hand in his both hands before leaving a peck on her temple. She kept her eyes closed.
She saw him approaching his car and leaving.
It was going to be a big day and she needed to rest. So that's what she did.
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