She really didn't understand why she was here, why she was living or why she even breathing? She looks at herself and says why me and looks towards to her phone. Then sees a text that says "GO KILL YOURSELF FAG ". She honestly doesn't know who it is so she goes to block the number,but the only problem is that she doesn't have a phone. She starts to believe that I'm not really worth it I'm worthless I'm useless and the thoughts are getting worse as the text kept popping up like crazy and there from different numbers. She thinks why should I even try anymore like why is it worth it. One day my mother called me downstairs and said " It's dinner time" b........ She never call me down to eat I was always the one to cook dinner because she would be always sleeping on the couch and never got up.

 And actually work. So when she called me down to eat ,she like can you sit down.  please we need to talk. The last time she told me to sit down this happened  I'm like about what? You know what she said. About ? She acts like i know. Tell me mum. G....... your report card there all B's C's D's! Why do you have a D in English! That's real easy. I'm sorry i really... What .. I... are you stupid !!!! Your grounded! What I'm only in 1st grade. I don't care, your grounded for 3 weeks. As i went back to school the next day my really close friend she pull me into the girls bathroom then says, hey did you see the video? What video V? Btw her name is Vallyica weird name but it fit her she every weird but i love her for it. The video of you getting beat up by a 4 year old. Wait when did this happen? I don't know honey your getting talk about. Then there saying that that you like girls! What! When omg, .. do you want to leave and go our favorite place. Wont we get in trouble? Who cares? Lets go.

 As we walk to our favorite place ,  we stared to talk about what we wanted to become and why. She made me laugh like no could.  Then my mum said are you paying attention to me?! YES! Don't yell at me young lady! All though my head is telling me to tell her to shut up but knowing if I do that I would get into to trouble for like a month. Then she said can you tell me whats this. Umm its a letter I said. No shit Shurlock , why does it say your name on it? I don't know? Who have you been with contact no one know we live here. Why cant we tell anyone. Why do you think we moved huh so you can tell your so called friends that you live here? I___ . SHUT UP I'M STILL TALKING! Look no one knows we  live here and that's  it . Ok. Tell me who is this. I don't know can I see the letter? FINE! Ohh it's from Vallyica  __ Who's Vallyica ? If you let me finish, it says 

    To, Myranda

P.S can you please come back? I love you <3 ! I'll adopt you LOL !

                  Love, Vallyica