(Jazmine's POV)(as in the character, not me. I have an S not a Z)

     I woke up, and went to the bathroom looking myself in the mirror.

   'I hate this face..'

  I sighed to myself, and went toward my closet, I chose a simple black long-sleeved sweater, with black jeans, and black converses.

   I looked down at my body.

  'I hate this body...'

   I went to the bathroom, looking in the mirror and started brushing my black hair.

  As I looked in the mirror I stared at my dull, Ice Blue Eyes.

       'I hate my eyes..'

  I grabbed my black and white book bag, along with my black beanie.

  Although it was still burning outside, and still summer, that didn't stop me from wearing black.

  People say, the world looks pretty, and colorful, and cheerful. I don't see anything colorful. I only see black and white.

  I started walking to school, looking at my phone. I saw a small puddle on the ground.

  I stared at it, looking at myself in it, stomped on the puddle, and kept walking tears in my eyes.

    'I hate myself..'

   I kept walking in silence. Everything looks black and white, nothing, cheerful. Or even...

        Happy...

   I've never even been happy. No body has made me happy. The fake smiles, the fake laughs, the fake, everything. Nobody has ever cared about me.

  Life is an mystery, that us humans will never solve. Theres no point in life. Why not just rush it? All life is, is just, sitting somewhere working trying to make a living, then using thr money YOU made, for your own funeral.

  But, there was one time. I was truly happy. But thats over.

I  kept walking not wanting to remember the thought. As I walked in the school, I got glances from kids.

   Some were my old friends. Others were just popular kids that insult whatever they see.(no kidding.)

   No matter how many, disgusted, worried, or sympathetic looks I got,I just kept. Walking.

  I went to my locker, and opened it. I had a mirror on the door of it. The mirror had bold words that were written with black Sharpie.

  'YOUR A IDIOT. A STUPID, UGLY, IDIOT. THIS IS THE FACE OF A SLUT.'

  It said. I stared at it for a few seconds, and grabbed my notebooks, closing my locker.

  I walked to my first class,  Biology. I sat in the back, knowing the teacher wont see me.

  I grabbed my phone, and skull headphones at played some music. My favorite song, sucker for pain.

  I shook my head to the beat, and lipsynced the words. I looked at the board, apparently, we were learning about organisms. (I almost typed orgasm 😂😂😂)

   After an hour and a half, we were aloud to leave. I grabbed my stuff and walked out.

After a like 6 more hours, I put my stuff in my locker, ready to leave.

  Just as I opened it, I felt a sudden impact. I opened my eyes, to see three kids in front on me. Jay, Alex, and Kat.

"Hey emo freak." Jay said, chuckling. The other cackled. I just remained quiet.

  Kat looked down at me, people say she has a crush on me, I don't even know if I like her back..

  But I don't trust anyone especially someone who's bullied me since 4th grade.

  "Jay, what do you want?" I said in a calm, non-caring voice. "You know what we want," He started with a smirk.

   "You, dead." Alex hissed. I stood up. "Don't you have some babies to torture? Let me go." I said again, about to walk away.

  "Nah, ah, ah." I heard Kat say, and grab my shoulder. "Just let it happen, and maybe we'll go easy on you." I could hear her smirk more on every word she said.

   "Don't you have some kingdom to run Princess?" I said back in the same tone. "Wh-What?!" She said, growling.

   "You heard me Princess. Now, let me leave." I said and started to walk fast after I slammed my locker.

  I took a glance back to see Kat looked sad, and a bit hurt at my words. But I just ignored that, and walked home.

   Soon, I got home. I here my mom and dad arguing. I sighed, and walked upstairs to my room.

  I got on my laptop, and started playing minecraft. I just did the basics, and started having fun.

  As soon as I did, a girl named. 'yellow_mellow100' joined.

   "Uh, hi?" I said using my headset. "Um. Hi." She said back awkwardly.

  "So, uh..my names Jaz, a-and yours?" I said, this had to be the most awkward this ever..

  "Uh, just call me..PS." She replied. He voice was only higher than mine.

  "Alright. Nice to meet you, PS." I replied. "Hm, same to you." She sounded kinda hurt, I could tell.

  "You okay? You sound, depressed." I asked. She chuckled. "Your the one to talk, with that 'mono tone voice'." She said, making me laugh a bit.

  "Tochaé. But whats bothering you?" I asked again, I heard her sigh. "My crush hates my guts.." she said.

    "What did you do? Throw up on her?" I said jokily making her laugh. "No, just...life has been more difficult that usual.." she said.

   I nodded. "I completely understand."
"Life hasn't been too peachy for me either.." I said into the mic.

   "Why? What Happened?" She replied. "Well.. I have 3 bullies.. Each of them want me dead..my mom and dad abuse me.. I'm having major suicidal thoughts, and I suffer from depression and anxiety.. " I said slowly. "O-Oh.." She mumbled. "But enough of that.. Wanna build a house together?" I asked with a smile.

  "Totally!" Me and her than began to bond, and build in this amazing pixel world.

(Yo. Its me. So, I'm gonna transfer this story to my other account, so ye.)