when you think it cant get any worse it does 

between losing ur best friend from brain cancer than

losing 3 sopoive friends them dont want a depressed f up person in there life 

than losing your aunt who you barely know but it stilll hurt af and you dont know y

than haveing your ex boyfriend cheat on you all with in a month 

and now you always hated yourslef and poeple calling you a bitch and a slut and a ho behind ur back and sometimes to your face faking a smile tho all of it why should i even get close what the honset point people act nice but there not im done with shit 

failling school on top of that and haveing anxity attakes  

having you ex girlfriend cheat on you than you think ur ready for a next relishop than get cheated on again and family shit faking a smile acting like theres nothing wroing because you dont want to face it yourself and feeling everythings your fault but fake a smile and act like nothing wrong thats ur job and fuck this lost to much gained nothing and tbh it hal it happened this week im fucking honsetly done no one seems to care they say they do but dont lie luv ride or die but die is better than rideing at time no likes me at this shitty school everyone hates me  tommow my great grandpa b day he passed away and me and him were so close and hes gone my life im done fuck love fuck peop;le 2nd chances no people never changed haveing ur ex friend say shit behind ur back and getting you sent to the office and nurse honsety im done with poeple done letting people in im done getting hurt peace 

have a great day 

this is my rant