Dear diary,

Today was a good day? I cut no one understands me i have no one i feel ugly fat worthless my parents threatening to give me up again because i'm stupid because i got F's. I wrote a poem. Here it is

You said yes to the blade .....

Does it make you feel better?

I hear voices great all over again they be telling me i'm worthless and i should kill myself but i don't care? Or do i ?

Agh FUCK im done

*throws glass at the walls *

*shatters*

*runs and grabs the piece of glass*

I don't want to live anymore goodbye.

*takes pills *

*3 days later*

I'm in the hospital ugh why they save me wake up people by me ugh they're faking it i'm sorry mum and dad for being a mistake ugh i feel i don't belong i want to run away

*ten days later*

Your parents want to give up there cusd toy im sorry......

Me :.......... Why........

1yr later -

Hey baby wanna have some fun .

No i'm good

I'll make you feel better .

Nothing can make me feel better

Foster mum your parents want to be part of your life again

REALLY!!!!!

Hey daughter, i'm sorry i left

He bought me everything i ever wanted im so happy .

Hey guess what.

What baby girl.

My parents are back in my life

Hey baby wanna have fun

Sure baby

Send pics

Ok

3yrs later he leaves

Crying why am i so stupid i feel worthless i loved you why you leave me

*tries to cut vain*

Runs Away

Parents try to fight for custody

They give up

I'm sorry we don't want you anymore

So your walking out on me again

NO!we "love you" the lies they tell

Now she dead inside and out

Everyone leaves and no one cares about me no one goodbye this is my suicide note goodbye don't be a mistake like me i love you my brother.........