me - im not who i used to be i want to die i want to cut i want to run r.i.p to the old me i keep getting hurt and no one cares if i die. Im an "asshole" an "ugly bitch" a "slut" my inner demons hurt me angles where are you now? my inner demons and destorying me inside and out life not fair it never is i feel like its my fault i want a kid so i can feel loved but dont want no one to feel pain like i do/did.Ugh the feeling like cutting is getting worse I now want to die I need to cut to relive my pain.I need to disapear and never be seen again Im worthless i feel so weak good night another day in the hostipal