She dead, she killed herself to fit others stanerd s.. so she took a gun and shot her self . She's so upsed with trying to be perfect. That she look at her self and says I'm not worth it anymore. Even though people are telling to "don't give a fuck what others say" "there just jelly" "stand up for your self" don't be afraid " but they don't know what she has to deal with. She hates her self. She starts to stave her self. She started to cut her self. To see the pain can go away because who would listen to a cunt or a horse? Who would even care... well I just getting ahead of my self here's how it all started.