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Janet Rivera's POV

"How did you get in?" I mumbled trying to act tough. Whatever fright I had for her will be no more, she is nothing, she can't do anything to me as long as I have Nathan.

"You need to learn to lock the front door." She stated as she walked around the living room as if she owns it. "Did you heard your mother begging? What a worthless little woman she was. How helpless she is now. She is alive not death, got quite a power. She never deserved my brother, she was a bitch!" She hissed as a new emotion went through me. Anger. How dare she?

This woman was a psychopath, she thinks she is winning this when she is not. I have Nathan and then I will find my mother and this devil would be send to jail. She can do nothing. I kept telling myself as I faced her and looked her dead in the eyes.

"Enjoying your life in the luxury, huh? Got anything for your aunt? No?" I glared at her as she walked towards me with a glint in her eyes.

"I don't have much to talk. I was just visiting my niece. Checking if she was fine. Oh, and I wanted to inform you, that I miss you." I had a blank expression, I will not be terrified of her like I used too as she talked smugly and was about to trip. She was drunk again, not much of a surprise though.

"Listen to me you little brat and listen carefully. You come back to me and if you don't, there will be consequences. And that could lead to your precious husband into danger." Her face was inches away from mine as a little fear consumed me when she talked about Nathan. I can't even see a scratch on Nathan. I would take all of those abuses if Nathan would be safe.

"You should go. I am not going with you." I told her as my heart was beating faster than ever. She eyed my body with a look of disgust just like she used too.

"Quite confident, huh? Wait till I kill that confidence of yours. You think if one single guy starts to show some care for you, he loves you? No, he just wants one thing and when he would be done with you, he would leave just like every guy does. You are pathetic to even believe in him, just like your mother. He. Will. Use. You. Mark my words!" She spit in my face as she spoke each word slowly making them drill through my mind while I had my jaw clenched. I would never believe her words. I trust and love my Nathan that he would never even dare to think like that. Not everyone is like her. Not everyone thinks like this stupid woman.

"Stop with the glaring you foolish girl, I am leaving but I will come back." She said with her eyes narrowed. She stared at me for a few minutes, observing me and then left walking past me towards the front door.

Just as the door shut, tears sprung out of my eyes. I quickly locked the door and fell to the ground. I know I tried to act strong but I was weak, all of those abuses she had done was coming back. Worst scenario came to my mind. I would rather die before she touches Nathan. Her slaps that marked my cheeks, those cuts on my lips were worst and I couldn't even open up my mouth to eat the food. I still remember the feeling of those physical pain. Her punches on my body and those cuts on my back as she tied me up on the bed post while she watched me scream, telling her to stop were horrific. The way she beat me up with the stick, those bruises on my legs were because of that. I couldn't even stop her. I was so helpless, I don't know for how long I was crying before I heard Nathan's keys jiggle as he unlocked the door. I stood straight in front of the front door and just as the door opened, I launched myself onto Nathan and hugged him, possessively, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Whoa! I told you to sleep. Why are you up so early?" He spoke as he stepped back a foot because of the impact.

"Are you okay?" He asked after a moment as he hugged me tighter, walked me with him inside the house. He closed the front door and locked it as we stayed in the place for a few minutes.

"Janet?" He called me, his voice soft and calming.

"Can we just get to bed?" I whispered as he was quiet for a while before he mumbled an 'okay'. He pulled back and eyed my face as I tried to hide it from him, he didn't give up as he pulled my face up to his. The tears were non stop as I gulped and kept my eyes at his neck, never looking up at his eyes. We stayed like this for a few minutes before he picked me up bridal style, without speaking a word and walked towards the bedroom.

He laid me on my side and went towards his. He took his white coat off and his shirt leaving him bare while I just watched him. His face was angry somehow and his mind was elsewhere as if he was thinking hard. I didn't want him to worry about me. But that moment I needed him really bad and my heart acted.

"Are you going to tell me, what's wrong?" He asked as he sat on the bed watching me with his eyes narrowed. I just shook my head as he sighed in disappointment with his eyes closed. He just pulled the duvet on top of me and him and turned to face away from me quite aggressively. I stared at his bare back, his muscles moving as he exhaled and inhaled heavily. I took my hand out of the duvet and poked him with my finger but he didn't turn around and I poked again.

"Janet go to sleep." He grumbled as I frowned.

"Why aren't you hugging me like you used to everytime we sleep?" I groaned as he still didn't turn around. I scooted towards him and wrapped my arms around his torso as I hugged his back.

"Please Nathan, I-I can't tell you right now. Just let it go for now." I whispered with a little whimper as I heard him sighed deeply before turning his body around to face me.

Without saying a word he wrapped his arms around my shaking body, his chin rested upon my head as my eyes stared at his bare chest.

"Good night." I mumbled as I neared closer to him to get his warmth. I closed my eyes and didn't hear his voice as I felt myself falling in a deep slumber. Right before I went into deep sleep, I heard his faint sound making me smile.

"Goodnight."

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"I love you." Nathan whispered in my ear, playfully while nibbling my earlobe as I bit my lip blushing hard.

"I love you too." I whispered him back and hugged him tighter feeling his bare body. He hugged me back as well while I admired the moment. Not wanting it to end. All of a sudden he jerked a little and groaned making me step back.

"What happened, Nathan?" I asked as he watched me eyes widened. He fell to the ground with a thud onto the carpet of our bedroom as he tried to form words and I shrieked.

"M- m- my... Ba- back." I watched him curiously as he pointed towards his back and when I turned him around, I saw blood and worst of all a knife stabbed deep in his back as I screamed.

"NATHAN!! NO, NO!" I cried as I tried to help him get up and take him to the hospital or anywhere. Just as I was about to step out of the room, the door close on its own. And then I heard her laugh, her maniac laugh that made my body shiver. I couldn't hold onto Nathan as he sat himself on the floor with his head resting on my lap.

"I will always love you." He said proudly before closing his eyes.

"Don't close your eyes, stay with me. Please Nathan I am nothing without you." I rubbed my eyes as I cleared my blurry vision and caressed Nathan's cheek as he kept his tired eyes on me.

"Please, pl- please!! I am begging you don't have to hurt him. Get him to the hospital a- and I will c- come back to yo- you." I begged and pleaded just like my mother did. I can beg for Nathan's life a thousand times.

"I told you before to come to me but you didn't and now he will pay the price." I cried and sobbed harder as Nathan body felt limp in my hands, his breathing were almost gone. I saw feet right beside my knee and when I looked up with my teary gaze, I saw her with a new clean knife.

"I think I don't need you, anymore." She stated as she played with the knife while staring at me with her evil eyes. Last thing I saw her was launching the knife onto me.

Nathan Rivera's POV

I couldn't sleep, those brown, chocolate eyes that were filled with tears of fear were etched to my mind. What has happened? I texted her and she was fine. What could have happened in that short period of time? My mind was all jumbled up as more and more questions arose in my brain. I wanted to know her all, but even after telling me so much about her, I still felt there was so much missing.

I groaned as I saw her fragile body hold me with her dear life. As if she is going to lose me, her tears were my weakness and her begging made me lost it. I didn't like it. I would only like it if she cries with happiness or begs when she wants something from me. I had no clue what to do, I wanted to protect her but the question was, of what? What is that thing she is so fearful off? Or is it someone.

What if I did something wrong? Did she cried because of me? No, no what could I have done wrong? But what if...

I shut my eyes and my thoughts as I tried to sleep which came to me after a very long time.

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I slept late and woke up quick, I was mostly half sleeping as I was worried about Janet. The clock read 5:17 and I didn't dare to get up. I could just lay with Janet till it was time to get up. I gazed at her sleeping state, her pink lips were sealed closed as she breath through her tiny nose. Her skin was flawless, her eyelashes so long and those big doe eyes were the definition of her innocence. Whenever she stared at me with those eyes, I lose. Those eyes makes me want to do anything she wishes for. God, I love everything about her. I love her. Yeah it's been on my mind since so long. Just didn't had the time to say it or the right timing to say it.

I was admiring her for a few minutes before I saw her eyebrows wiggling and lips trembling. Her breathing increased as she started shivering. I called her name but she started crying and at that moment I knew what was happening. I instantly sat up began to shake her to get her to wake up. She was having a nightmare.

"Nathan! Nathan!" She whispered while weeping as tears leaked out of her closed eyes.

"Fuck! Janet wake up!" I shook her body, harshly and finally she snapped opened her eyes peering at me with her big red teary eyes. She sobbed louder and embraced me while I rubbed her back trying to soothe her. We stayed for a moment as I again went straight towards my thoughts. Has she been having nightmares all along? Since when? Why didn't she tell me? I shushed her and she calmed down and then I gently pulled away from her. I can't wait, she had already been hiding so much.

"What's wrong? Why are you so distant from me since yesterday night. Everything was good." I asked her irritated by her behavior.

"Nothing is wrong. Its just that I missed you." She stated as she avoided looking at me.

"Look in my eyes and tell me the truth." I muttered as her shocked eyes meet mine, she gulped and opened her mouth blew a shaking breath.

"Do you love me?" She whispered as I froze. Was this the reason she was so worried about? What the hell! She can't be crying for this, or can she?

"Of course I love you. Is that even a question to ask and worry about?" I asked in disbelief as she gulped at my loud voice. I cupped her face and smacked my lips on her, showing her my love. I was being demanding at first as I bit her lower lip forcefully making her yelp and moan. She didn't respond but did try as it was hard, I tried to slow down, my anger was trying to take over. But I controlled my self and laid on top of her kissing her gently and finally she responded with the rhythm. I laid my hands on her tiny waist and pushed her back against the bed with me on top of her as I rubbed my morning wood onto her.

Shit! I want a release! Our chest pressed as I could feel her heart beating loud, but mostly those round soft flesh touching me was fucking distracting as hell. I wish I can just take one of those erected nipple in my mouth. Just to know how they taste and that pussy I have been dying to eat out. Those screams and moans of her will be my release. I creased myself as I stopped moving my hips over her. She didn't even notice. I pulled my lips away from her as she gleamed up at me with those brown orbs that I fell for. I fell for that innocence.

I pecked her jaw and went down along her jawline towards her neck while placing small kisses. I finally stopped at the place I was going to mark my treasure. I kissed it first and then bit it straight while licking it making her almost scream.

"Mr. and Mrs. Rivera. Its already 7, the breakfast is on the table. I have to go out for some groceries." I heard Lydia's voice boom but that didn't stop me and I continued to suck my favorite part making her moan louder.

"Um.. Okay! W-we wi- will be there!" Janet yelled as she tried to push me away and I growled not wanting her to be leave. I started moving my hips again, furiously as she yelled my name. Music to my ears.

"Ahh! Nathan! P-please we need to g- Ah!" She kept moaning as I didn't stop. I drew her half neck with hickeys using my mouth and that's when I stopped. I watch her breathing hard and faced the left side on the room with her eyes tightly shut. Damn her innocence! Her chest moved up and down and when I looked clearly I saw her little cleavage. She was a beauty as I held her round hips, my hands slipped around her ass as she yelped and tried to push me away.

"Nathan!" She gasped as I kissed the side of her thigh and got up with a smirk as my sexy wife was still laid on the bed, flushed. I casually walked into the bathroom and didn't turned back, that's pay back for that seduction she did for asking the permission of the club. But it was a punishment for me as well as I was hard as a rock. Nothing a cold shower can't fix.

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"How long have you been having those nightmares?" I blunted as she stared at my eyes widened. "And don't lie." She gulped her bite down as she spoke.

"Since I was 10." She whispered the answer and it shocked me. She has been suffering too much. It's too awful.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked her as I took the bite of the sandwich.

"I just didn't think it was that important." I sighed in dissapoinment.

"You have to tell me everything for now on. You understand?" She nodded sipping her tea while looking down and not meeting my eye.

"What's the period of time of these nightmare? Like after how many days you get it?" I asked another as her dazzling eyes meet mine.

"Before meeting you, I used to get a lot. Like every night, it was very rare when I don't get one. But after marrying you I didn't get many. I only got four in the period of 4 months." She replied with a smile that made my inside flip.

"That's sounds good. But we still need to get you checked." I stated as I took a hold of her warm hand. "And I won't hear a no from you."

"Get checked by who?" She asked confused.

"By a therapist."

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