Another update for you my lovers!

Janet Rivera's POV

1 month later.

Its been a month since that day, since Nathan gave me a hickey. It was so unexpected and amazing too, I guess. I felt something that I have never felt in a long time. It was surprising and sweet at the same time. Nathan said it is a love bite to show other guys that I belong to someone and that was him. I laughed at him saying that he was jealous and he didn't even try to deny it.

Anyways, finally I got a chance to meet Valeria and Bella after a month. Why? Because Valeria got busy with the baby and Bella had work. So today I was going to the cafe to meet them. And to know how to make a baby I guess. It sounds funny though.

"Nathan? I am leaving." I called for him as I put my sneakers on. I found a small cafe down the streets it was comfy and me and Nathan has gone there for breakfast many times. Nathan came out of the room and walked towards me as he eyed my body. He has been doing that a lot, he keeps staring at my body and makes my goosebumps arise. He has started touching me a lot and keeps saying sweet word.

"Let me walk you there." He told me as he sat beside me and started putting up his sneakers as well. The thing is that Nathan has forgotten about me asking about the baby and he doesn't know why I am meeting them. So that will make it less awkward.

We walked hand in hand top the cafe going through the crowd. He kissed my cheek and left saying he will pick me up in 3 hours. I went inside the cafe and immediately saw Valeria and Bella sitting together with a coffee cup in their hands. It was starting of December so it was a little cold in New York.

Its odd to see that Bella and Valeria are friends after what Bella told me. Valeria was so understanding and I smiled at that thought.

"Are you okay?" Bella asked me at the hospital cafe.

"Yeah, its just so hard to believe that a baby comes out of you know-" I stopped with my blunt answer as Bella started laughing while I hid my face in embarrassment.

"You know, I once had a child." She confessed as I turned to face her with shocked eyes.

"What happened?" I asked noticing her sad smile.

"Let me just get to the point. I got pregnant by Derek, I was stubborn and childish and this just happened. Valeria and Derek weren't in a relationship but both loved each other and I was the one breaking them apart." She sighed and continued. "Then I made a deal that Valeria and Derek would stay together and Derek will also take care of the child with me. I was happy that I was having a child but- then something happened. I saw red and then the baby was gone. I started bleeding and I lost the child in the 3 month. I still miss my baby but we have to move on, right?" She smiled at me and I could see the pain in her eyes. I could never imagine someone going through this. It was so awful.

"But I am happy for Valeria and I felt like I was in their way but anyway things happen." I noticed something about Bella, she hides her feelings well. She doesn't speak with emotions, she is rather blunt.

"Its okay, one day you will have a happy family with the man you love." She smirked at me and nodded her head, slowly.

"I hope..."

"Hey girls." I greeted them with a wave as I sat on the empty chair. They greeted me back with a 'hey'.

"We ordered you a latte are you okay with it?" Valeria asked as I nodded at her and sipped the latte.

"So whats the idea of bringing us here?" Bella blunted as she watched someone beside me. I turned around to see a guy, with black hair watching Bella with those flirtatious eyes, the same way Nathan watches me. I rolled my eyes and slapped Bella's hand.

"Stop it! I need to talk with you guys about something." I told her a she hissed in pain while rubbing her hand.

"Bella has been stripping the guy's clothes using her eyes since we have sat here." Valeria said, annoyed as Bella winked at her.

"Oh come on, loosen up." Bella said as this time Valeria rolled her eyes.

"Anyways what did you want to talk about?" Valeria asked as Bella finally turned to face me.

"I wanted to ask you girls a question. I asked Nathan but he never answered me back instead he ignored the question." I told them. "I wanted to know... that how do I get pregnant?" I finished saying as they both stayed silent eyeing me as I started to heat up.

"Valeria, will you do the honors and tell her. Cause doing the 'it' is easy rather than explaining." Bella leaned back in her chair as placed a hand over her mouth as if she was tiring to control her laughter.

"Umm... Okay so first you have to, you know- A girl is laid on a bed and- The guy will..." She stopped talking as her cheeks grew red.

"You have to be naked!" Bella said in a blunt as Valeria hit her on the shoulder.

"Bella we are in public." She hissed.

"What I helped you start the speech." She said as a chuckle escaped her lips.

"So I have to be naked to get pregnant?" I asked still confused.

"The guy has to be naked too," Valeria whispered as my eyes widened in shock.

"Why the guy?" I whispered back.

"The guy and girl then lay on the bed and they kiss and then they do some things making the girl pregnant." I quickly hid my face on the table as Valeria told me everything. Bella started laughing saying that I was such a innocent soul. I can't believe it, Nathan has to be naked in front of me and then we have to kiss! This was too much!

"So my innocent sister are we expecting a new child soon?" Bella teased as I hit her hand again. Valeria gave me small smile as she laughed over how Bella was acting.

"Nathan told me I wasn't ready, I guess he was right." I told them as Valeria patted my shoulder and then Bella spoke.

"So now I can go to that sexy beast?" Bella said already standing up and leaving us without a goodbye. I rolled my eyes and turned to face Valeria.

"Seriously there is nothing in this world that can stop Bella from being stupid." Valeria said with a smile as she watched Bella flirting with the guy.

"Bella told me about her child." I told Valeria as she turned to face me with a surprise look.

"She did?" I nodded as she sighed.

"Its nice to know that she is opening up to you." She said while sipping her drink.

"You know, it was not her fault and neither was Derek's. Their drinks were drugged by one of my class mates. She actually drugged mine and Derek's drink so that we would end up together but Bella drank mine and in between the party they both ended up in a room." Valeria said with sorrow as she kept her eyes on Bella.

"Does Bella know that?" I asked as she turned to face me.

"Yes and I feel so bad that she keeps blaming herself, the baby died due to stress. And it was normal to take stress since it was unexpected but she took her baby's death a little too much." Valeria eyes teared up as she quickly took a tissue and dabbed the tears away. "She didn't talk to us for a year. That was when me and Derek got married we invited her as she came, surprisingly." I took Valeria hand in mine a gave it a reassuring squeeze with a smile.

"You are a great friend. And Bella also loves you so so much! She is grateful that you and Derek are together." She grinned as she gave me a side hug.

"Thanks, I appreciate that a lot."

"Anytime."

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This is going to be so awkward! I saw Nathan standing near the doors of the cafe, I walked up to him as I felt my cheeks heat up. I wish I never asked about how to get pregnant but the stupid me DID!

"How was your day?" Nathan asked as he kissed my cheek, while I grinned up at him, lovingly.

"It was great." I said remembering all the things they told me. Not now Janet!

"I am really really tired today. So we will go straight to bed, okay?" He asked as he pulled me closer by my waist. I gulped as I heard the word bed.

The guy and girl then lay on the bed and they kiss and then they do some things making the girl pregnant.

Her words were ringing in my head and I can't help myself but look at Nathan in a different way. I felt something inside me, my heart was beating fast just by looking at him, and his every touch gave me chill that run up my spine.

"You okay? You have been staring at me since we walked out of the cafe." He smirked, looking over at me as I bit my lower lip and quickly turned my face away.

"Its nothing." I mumbled as we remained silent till we reached the house. He opened the door for me and then locked the front door as I was turning to face him, I felt his arms wrap around my knee and back. I yelped as he carried me bridal style, I am going to explode by this weird goosebumps and my cheeks must be sizzling hot.

"Nathan? What are you doing?" I asked as he started walking towards our bedroom.

"I am tired and I can't sleep without you in my arms so I am taking you with me to bed." He smirked and I gulped as I felt the feeling of nervousness and excitability. My eyes were on him as he slowly and carefully put me in bed.

"But I need to change clothes." He huffed but didn't say anything as he took his shirt off and couldn't help but rack my eyes over his bare body.

"I am tired, please just sleep. Change the clothes in the morning" He mumbled as he laid on the bed and pulled me towards him. My clothes weren't uncomfortable but the atmosphere for me was. He wasn't wearing a shirt as my hands were on his bare chest. The light off and the door closed. He was staring at me for a quite some time before he whispered a 'good night' and kissed my forehead. Soon after he was asleep, I thought he knew that I knew how I can be pregnant but he didn't and that saved me from any embarrassment. I was thankful for that.

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How was this chapter? Sorry for late update, I am busy with my work. I just started a job as a teacher and its hard but I will quit after 2 weeks cause I have University classes as well so I will update more at that time.

I'll see you all in the next chapter, byeeeeeeeeee!