I've never felt this much pain before, other than the torture I went through and even that didn't come close to this feeling inside me.

"What happened Ophelia?" Natasha asked

"Why can't I be good enough nat, why does everyone want me to be something I'm not huh? Why can't someone love me even with my flaws and with the choices I'm forced to make, why can't someone love me for me and not because of what I'm capable of or the power I have, why can't I feel like pepper and dad do, my....they don't want me Natasha" I cried in her arms

"Who Lia who?" She asked

"Matteo and Theodore, they don't want me because of what Matteo's father forced me to become, what Matteo's father did to me, I'm not good for them, in Matteo's words i wasn't supposed to be involved, what does that even mean" I huffed

"Pumpkin why are you home? It's not summer even?" Dad asked

"I want to take you up on your offer of forcing me to leave Hogwarts now, I want to stay home, stay in New York and, and Loki can teach me things so can Wanda, I can go to school with Peter or" I began

"What happened? Why are you so interested in staying home Ophelia?" Dad asked

"They don't fucking want me dad, my mates don't want me so I'm not asking, I'm not telling I'm begging you please keep me home, don't let me go back there I can't do it dad I can't be forced to see them every damn day knowing I'm not good enough for them, knowing they don't even want me because of what they witnessed me do, because of what MATTEOS father fucking did to me and made me do, I refuse to go back I can letter Dumbledore I can do whatever but please don't make me go back" I cried

"Fuck, I'll kill them" Loki snapped

"It's not worth it Loki, none of those ideas you have are worth it" I said sniffling softly

"I'm lettering the headmaster now, are you able to get your things back?" Dad asked

"I can teleport there, get my things then go to the headmasters office and hand him the letter that says I won't be returning the rest of this year nor next year or even the following years" I said

"Ok be quick don't be seen it's the last thing you need" dad said

"Ok" I said

With that I teleported back to my dorm, snapped my fingers packing everything and teleported to Dumbledores office.

"Miss Stark how can I help you?" He asked

"This is a letter from my father stating my dropping out of Hogwarts, I won't be back after this day, I won't step foot in this castle or in this country again, I won't do anything to break wizarding rules and anything else that would be unacceptable, I won't be back for the following years either and this is goodbye, please give these letters to pansy, Draco, Enzo, Blaze, Tom and Daphne for me, don't worry about Matteo or Theodore they'll be fine without a letter of their own, with that I bid you farewell professor" I said and without waiting for a response I teleported back home

When I got to my room I broke down again, I trashed my room and once things were ruined I sat in the middle of it all. I pulled out my hidden liquor bottles and began to drink as much as I could at once. I knew I'd never see them again, I knew saying goodbye in person would be the hardest so giving them a letter would have to do for now. I just hope Matteo and Theodore are happier without me now, I hope everyone is better without me now.