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I am back:p

Sorry for not updating

Finally I started writing again

Also please don't forget to read the Author's note in the end

The Author's is a little long but it's important

Enjoy

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Jinri's POV

(I have changed female lead's anemia into Jinri)
"Good morning to myself"

"Nes day new beginning new hope
Well not for me . There is no hope in my life , it's just a painful story where there is no new beginning or hope .

With long sigh I got up from my bed and went to the bathroom. After finishing my morning works I went to kitchen to make breakfast. There is no maid or other person to make breakfast for me . It's just me and the silence who lives in this apartment.

I was too lazy to make good or delicious food so I just decided to eat some bread and butter. I'm not a fan of bread and butter . In reality I hate eating it but I don't have choice here I am too lazy to cook .

After finishing half of my boring breakfast I put on my shoes and picked up my bag then locked my apartment.

"Honey" I heard Mrs. Song's voice. I turned towards the voice and saw her smiling at me .

"Come dear I made delicious food for breakfast said Mrs. Song . If someone is there who care about me in this world then it's Mr. And Mrs. Song . They both are in their 60s and is living next to my apartment. Actually I'm living in their apartment. But I didn't feel it right to live here for free so I give rent every month. At first the couple were against it but I forced them and in the end they agreed .

I was 17 when I ran away from my so called home because of my horrible past. I couldn't live in that hell so I ran away. I was lost in a city then Mrs. Song found me and took me to her apartment. I lived with them for some months but I couldn't do that for long because I didn't want to be a burden for them . So when I said my opinion, at first they were angry at me for thinking like that but I convinced them and they decided that I can live in their nearby apartment and found me a part time job in a shop called 'Make Your Day' . It's a cafe at the same time a restaurant. I work there as a cashier.

Now I'm 19 soon I'm going to join the university. I'm good at studying so I got a scholarship in the most popular university, SM university.

I was going to say no to her breakfast when she said
" I know you just ate some bread for breakfast so don't deny it " I smiled. She know me . I'm too lazy when it comes to cooking but she was a great cook and makes breakfast for me almost every day.

" Good morning Mr. Song " I entered in their apartment

"Good morning dear " Mr. Song is a very handsome man even in his 60s and so romantic. The Song couple is the sweetest couple I have ever seen in my life.

We ate our breakfast with small conversation and teasing. After the breakfast I bid bye to them and went to my work place. It's 10 minutes walk from my apartment.

I reached there and changed my dress. We have uniform for work . After that I started my work . I work here from morning to evening every day . But from tomorrow I will only work in the weekends . I will join SMU [ SM University ] day after tomorrow and will living in the dorm . I have to go shopping tomorrow also have to pack my thing .

" One Iced Americano please " a woman probably in her 30s said .

" One Iced Americano xx mam " I said and another worker gave her Americano

" Have a nice day mam "

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In the lunch time i ate my lunch in a corner . I'm not good at making friends so I never tried tp talk to other workers here , so did they . They call me cold hearted because of my silent behaviour but I don't mind , they can think whatever they want .

I was always alone and no one never tried to enter my world . I Know how cruel this world is . If you want to survive in this world then you need to be strong . You need to make walls around your heart so no one will able to break your heart . so I did . I made strong walls around my heart. so no one could ever able to see what is inside .

Others often say that I'm pretty . well most of them are men. I maybe pretty outside but inside , there is a lot scares which makes my inside ugly . But the world only see what is outside . Most of the men only see what is outside and want the thing they see. and all the men in the world is the same . And I HAATE THEM

My thoughts sometimes doesn't make any sense but that's the truth .

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SUNDAY NIGHT

I finished my shopping in the evening . I brought some cloths for me and some other things . Don't think that I'm a lover of shopping . Hell no I hate shopping. But i hade no other options this time . I'm shifting to a new place and till last year I hade uniform for school but from tomorrow I' m going to college .

After 2 hours I finished packing and decided to sleep . Even though I don't believe in New beginnings , I know that tomorrow is a new beginning .

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Third person's pov

Soon Jinri drifted to sleep . There is a lot pf things waiting for her in SM . The girl who don't believe in hope , don't believe in miracles , who hate boys it will be a complete ne beginning . little did she know that from tomorrow her life is going to change .

Author's Note

Hello everyone how are you all doing? I hope you are fine and safe .

It's been like forever since I wrote something . This chapter will be little awkward and there will be a lot grammar mistakes. Please forgive me for my mistakes.

I know that what Jinri thinks is not the truth. Well .... some of them are true and some of them are not . The character Jinri suffered a lot in her past which made her like that . I'm not going to reveal what happened in the past. But when the right time comes it will reveal itself.

I know I'm not a good writer and my writing style is also bad . But I will try my best to improve my writing skills as well as my English.

I hope you like the chapter
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