she was feeling suffocated.
she had no aim in life

This feeling, feeling that nobody care for her, nobody love her was killing her.

she wanted to live with love, laugh ,joy...
but how can she???

Her friend that she wanted him to be more than her friend didn't  show his face

she waited a lot ....
but how can she expect something so right ....

she was tired from running after him
she was tired from looking for him

Now,
she decided, she will not waste a single tear on that person that didn't even know her existence.
she decided, she will not waste her time and feeling on such people

she was not weak
she was not giving permission to anyone for letting them hurt her

she was brave
she was born with her kick ass attitude and that was enough for her

she decided one more most important thing  that...

she will ignore him
or one more easiest thing which was...
she will forget him..

story continues...