Don't read this part if you are uncomfortable it contains rape and abusive content.

Y/N's pov:
When I open my eyes I was tied on the chair and Ryan was sleeping on the floor far from me.There was dark in that room seems like it's a basement.
I try to get out from the chair but I can't. I scream for help when David enters the room.

David: how are you baby?
Y/N : leave me.
David: (laugh) you think I will leave you this much easy.
I will make you suffer.
What you did?Huh? You marry Namjoon and you are living with him and his son happily. Leaving me alone in jail.

Y/N : leave me please. What you want.
David: I just want you.

He comes near me and touch me. I try to push him but I was tied.
Ryan starts crying,he was coming towards me but David push him which make him fell on the ground. He cry more. David bent down and hold Ryan's face.

Y/N : don't do anything to him.
David looks at Y/N and laugh again.

ON THE OTHER SIDE:

When Namjoon enters the house all the lights were off. He already came home late he search for Ryan and y/n but he didn't found them. He saw a message from y/n that is going to park with Ryan. But why she didn't come home till now.

It's was getting late. He asks Olivia that y/n is there or not. He asked jhope. He calls everyone but she was nowhere to be found.

He calls her but her phone was off.

He was angry on her that why she take Ryan with her.

He went to the nearby park but the park was closed. He went to the police station but they said she is an adult and it's just 5 hours she is out from home. He was worried about Ryan and y/n.

Y/N's pov:

David: babygirl...

Y/N look at him angrily he comes close to her and kiss her she try to free herself but she can't.
He put his loaded gun on Ryan's head.

Y/N: no no don't do anything to him....please.

David: than do what I say.
Y/N: ok....I will do as you say. But please don't do anything to him.
David give the gun to his man and open Y/N hands. She run towards Ryan but he hold her and kiss her.

She push him and slap him.
David hold her angrily and press his body on her.
He sign his man and his man put the gun on Ryan's head.

Y/N: no...please.
David: than let me do what I want......take off your clothes darling.
Y/N: what?
David: take off your clothes or you want to see his dead body.

Y/N look at Ryan who was crying. She open her top buttons with trembling hands.

David look at her she was without her top. He hold her by her waist and kiss her on her neck. She was crying but she can't do anything.
David: if you move a little my man will shot him.

She was just looking at Ryan. She was crying and begging him to leave her.

He kiss her and take off their clothes.
Y/N: please...don't do this. Please David leave me.

He just laugh devishly and push himself inside her. Which make her scream. He move inside her mercilessly.

Y/N : Namjoon....please help me.
David: don't say anything or I will go more hard.

He raped her, when he gets satisfied he leave her and Ryan.
Ryan ran towards Y/N she pick her clothes from the ground and wear them.

Ryan sits in her lap she hugs him and cry more.
Ryan: eom..mma........ton't cly.

Y/N hugs him more tightly. Ryan was looking at her. She kissed his whole face make him giggle.

Namjoon's pov:
It's been two days, they are nowhere to be found.

He got a call from the officer. He tell him that Y/N and Ryan are with them. He reached the address.

Y/N looks like a mess her hairs were on her face, she had bruises ok her face and body.

Namjoon ran towards them. He takes Ryan from Y/N hands and kiss him.
When Y/N saw namjoon she hugs him, but when she realize he didn't hug her so she back off.

She looks at Namjoon. He was looking at her angrily. They sit in the car she looks outside from the window not to show him that she is crying, the driver drops them home.

Namjoon enters the house and leave Y/N on the door alone.
She go after him he takes Ryan in his room and close the door with a loud bang.

Y/N went to her room and take a shower. She close her mouth from her hands not to scream whenever the cold water touches her wounds.

She looks at herself in the mirror. She cry more looking at herself. She was full of purple marks. The blood and her skin was peeling off from the wounds.

She wear her clothes and comes out from the room.
She make food for Ryan and went to namjoon's room,she knocks the door.
Namjoon: come in.

She went inside his room.
He saw the bowl in her hand.
Namjoon: give me.

Y/N: it's ok. I will feed him.
Namjoon: I can take care of my son. I don't need any caretaker for him.
Y/N: caretaker?
Namjoon: yes. Caretaker. Why you take him outside.

He stands up from the bed and grab her arm tightly.

Namjoon: he has a scratch on his hand. Can't you take care of him. Don't you dare to touch him again. What if something happened to him.

Y/N: nothing will happen to him. I promise if I have to give my life to safe him I will die,but I will never let anything happen to him.

Namjoon: All women's are same just want money and pleasure.

Y/N didn't say anything. She cook  dinner for him. Namjoon didn't even ask her if she is fine or not.

She cry in her room. It was night she was scared, She lay down in namjoon's room door. She was shivering badly because she was scared she was in pain.

Namjoon's pov:
I eat dinner and sleep in my room. I secure Ryan in my arms. Stupid girl take him out without my permission.

When I come out from the room in morning I saw her sleeping in front of the door of my room. She open her eyes and looks at me.
Namjoon: why are you sleeping here.
Y/N : I.....I w-was scared.
She got up from the floor and went to her room.

She did all the house chores.
Two says passed like this Namjoon didn't talk to Y/N. She wants to tell him, she wants to hug him. She wants someone to be with her.

Y/N: I want to tell you something.
Namjoon: I don't want to talk to you.
Y/N: please.....it's important.
Namjoon: do you want money.
Y/N: Huh?
Namjoon: say. I'm getting late for office.
Y/N: when me and Ryan were kiddnaped..
Namjoon: I don't want to talk about that topic .
Y/N: it's about me.
Namjoon: I'm not interested in your stories.

He left for office.

She calls her friend Mia and ask her to come to meet her.

At night When Mia and Y/N were talking.

Namjoon was coming towards
Y/N room for asking her where is his shirt but he listen to mia and y/n.

He feels like his world stopped when he listen what y/n was telling to her friend.

Mia: what happened to you y/n. Look at yourself.
Y/N: Mia I call you for something.
Mia: for what?
Y/N: I want birth control pills.
Mia: why isn't namjoon want a baby.
Y/N: you know I was kiddnapped.
Mia: yes.
Y/N: he-- he raped me.
Mia: what?
Y/N: Many times.

Y/N cry, Mia hugs her.

Mia: what are you saying Y/Nah.
Y/N: yes I was kiddnaped for three days. He raped me daily. First he rape me infront of Ryan. He put loaded gun on Ryan's head. He say if I didn't do as he say he-he will shoot him.

Mia: you let him rape yourself for Ryan?
Y/N: hm.
Mia: what? Why?
Y/N: I love him. I think of him as my own child.
Mia: did you tell namjoon.
Y/N: I try but he says he is not interested in my stories.

I want to tell you what happened with me there.
Mia: hm. You can share with me.

Namjoon was listening everything y/n tell her friend.

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David leave her after raping her. Ryan sleeps in y/n arms.
Next day when she open her eyes.
She was on the bed. She looks here and there, David was very close to her. He kiss her again.
Y/N: where is Ryan?
David: he is safe.
Y/N: please give him to me... He is small...

David: I will let you meet him. But you have to give me something.
Y/N: please don't do this..
David push her, he rape her again.

After he was done his man gives Ryan to y/n.

At night David comes in the room he again raped y/n for whole night. Whenever she try to push David. He beat her from the whip.

Next day he again raped y/n and beat her .He didn't even give her anything to eat but y/n ask him for some food for Ryan. He gives a small amount of food for Ryan.

He wants to make her suffer because she rejected him in the past. He beats her too much. He want to see her in pain.

He was moving inside her when he hears the police siren,he leave her and got up from the bed immediately. Y/N wore her clothes,she was hoping that namjoon comes to save her.