Present:
Y/N: this much happened with me.

Mia: Y/N.....I can't say anything. I mean.....oh what happened.

Y/N: I want you to buy BCP for me. Namjoon will not let me go outside. I don't want to get pregnant with his baby.

Mia: ok I will buy them for you.
Y/N:thank you. I want to tell about this to Olivia but she is happy with her son and husband. I don't want to bother her that's why I call you. Sorry if I disturb you.
Mia: what are you saying. I'm your friend you can call me whenever you want.

Mia: can I ask you something?
Y/N: of course.
Mia: actually......ummm.......did you and Namjoon...
Y/N: no....we didn't do anything....I was virgin.

Y/N was crying and mia was comforting her.
Y/N: can you stay with me tonight. I feel so scared at night.
Mia: I want to but i have to go to my dad. He is in hospital.
Y/N: it's ok. Don't forget about the pills.

Mia: I will send them to you tomorrow.
Y/N: ok.
Mia: bye..takecare.. and try to tell about this to namjoon....he is your husband...he will. Understand....you need him.
Y/N: hm...atleast eat dinner with me.
Mia: No..I'm getting late.

Namjoon saw mia bud her goodbye to y/n. He go away from her room. Y/N was preparing dinner when namjoon comes to her.

Namjoon's pov:
What I did...she go throw from this much and I didn't even ask her if she is fine or not......how weak she looks....I didn't even look at her she has burises on her face.It hurts so much after listening to her. She did this much for my son and i call her as a caretaker.

He looks at her and ask.
Namjoon:Y/N.
Y/N: hm?
Namjoon: are you ok?
Y/N: huh?

She starts to cook again namjoon comes close to her and hold her hand. She shrug his hand and go backwards from him.

Y/N: do........don't touch me.
Namjoon: ok. I'm sorry.
Y/N: no I didn't mean that...I'm sorry.

Namjoon: I did wrong ... I was very worried about Ryan that I didn't even ask about you.
Y/N: I understand he is your son.
Namjoon: and you are my wife.
Y/N: wife?

Namjoon nod to her.
Y/N: you accept me as your wife.
Namjoon: yes.(Smile).
Y/N: do you have fever? Are you sick?

Namjoon chuckle at her reaction.
Namjoon: I'm alright.
Y/N: ok.
Can I ask you for something.
Namjoon: yes.
Y/N: I want something from you....not money....just a h-hug.

Namjoon didn't reply.
Y/N: it's ok....I'm sorry for asking this.
Namjoon comes to her and hug her. She hugs him tightly. She cry in his embrace.
Y/N: I want to tell you something.(Cry).
Namjoon:hm... I'm listening.
Y/N: I-I-I was raped.
Namjoon pat her back.
Y/N: will you leave me?
Namjoon: what?
Y/N: you will leave me. Who wants to stay with a girl who was raped.

Namjoon: shh.. I didn't think of you like that. I promise I will make him pay for what he did.

Y/N: I love you.
Namjoon: I know.
Y/N: will you love me?
Namjoon: I can't say anything. I didn't trust any girl After Luna betray me.

Y/N: but I'm not like her. I don't want your money joon- sorry Mr.kim.
Namjoon: call me whatever you want.

Y/N: are you sure?
Namjoon: hm.
Y/N: I will call you stupid bear.
He laughs at her.
Namjoon: if you hug me like this for one more minute. The food will burn.

Y/N realize and starts to cook food.

Y/N: food is ready.
She serves him food and fill a plate for her and was about to go to the lounge.

Namjoon: sit here. With me.
Y/N: huh?
Namjoon: sit here.
She sit beside him and look at him.
Namjoon: don't look at me. Eat your food.
Y/N look at her plate feeling embarrassed and eat her dinner.
She was shocked that what happened to namjoon.

Namjoon: you can sleep with me......I mean in my room.
Y/N: it's ok. I will sleep in Ryan's room.
Namjoon: no sleep here.
Y/N: you will be uncomfortable.
Namjoon: I will not.

She lays down on his bed looking at the ceiling.
She wants to hug him but she was afraid to ask him.
Namjoon: can I hug you?
Y/N: yes-yes.

Namjoon chuckle and hugs her. He didn't feel this type of warmth. He didn't know that the women he is holding can give him this much peace just by laying beside him. He didn't feel this with Luna.

Y/N was crying from happiness and from pain too. She was happy that he accept her as a wife.

They both slept in eachother arms peacefully.
Their relationship got better day by day. Namjoon talks to her not too much but their friendship which was vanished from some years come back to them.
Namjoon start to develop some feeling for y/n but he try to shrug this thought.

One day namjoon come home drunk. Y/N take her to their bedroom. But he hold her from her waist and push her on bed. He starts to kiss her. She try to stop him. But he make her feel new. He was giving hickeys on her neck.

Namjoon: ummm.....you taste so good.
Y/N: don't do this.... You will regret this Joon.
Namjoon: I will not.
He kiss her again.
Namjoon: Luna c....

Y/N push him she thought that he is kissing her and saying the name of another girl. She push him angrily and sleep in Ryan's room.

Namjoon doesn't remember what happened last night because he was drunk.