I don't like eating in front of people I've just met.
I always worry
Am I eating too much?
Too little?
Too fast?
Too slow?
I don't want to look like a girl
Who eats a salad
And says she's full
And later complains about how hungry she is.
But I also don't want to look like a girl
Who eats and eats.
However,
Her friends seem very kind.
And they don't seem like the type that judge everyone.
So just this once,
I decide not to worry about it.
But it's hard to banish thoughts
You didn't want to have in the first place.