!! WARNING:  SMUT !!

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"Are you drunk?" Adam chuckles as he notices Tim stagger a bit on their way to the van.

"No, well, not totally." Tim answers with a smirk. "A little buzzed maybe."

"That's good cause I think Austin and Chance are plastered." Adam laughs as he watches the couple stagger to the van trying to hold each other up.

Tim could hear Rob laughing at Chris and Nate trying to get the two drunk men into the vehicle.

"Will you get in the van, Austin?" Chris laughs.

"WHAT??!!" Austin shouts. His vision was too blurred for him to read Chris's lips.

"I said.... never mind." Chris chuckles as he pushes the smaller man inside the van.

"WAIT!! WHERE'S MY CHANCEY?" Austin yells with a slur.

"He's about to pass out leaning against the van." Chris says.

"WHAT!!??" Austin shouts. "I CAN'T READ YOUR LIPS WITH YOU MOVING AROUND SO MUCH!"

Chris just shakes his head as he fastens Austin's seatbelt. 

Nate tries to help Chance into the van with him missing the step a few times. 

"Adam, how's Tim? Is he drunk too?" Chris asks after finally getting Austin strapped in.

"Nope." Tim answers with a slight drunken smile. "I'm good. Just a little tipsy but not plastered. Just show me the door."

Holding his hands out in front of him, he staggers slightly as he walks in the wrong direction.

"This way, Sweet Pea." Adam chuckles, catching him by the arm and turning him around.

"Oops." Tim giggles. "Sorry."

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"Good luck in getting those two in the house." Rob laughs as they lower his chair down to the ground.

"Rob, can you help Tim inside so I can help Chris and Nate get these two?" Adam asks as he helps Tim down out of the van.

"Sure thing. Come on Timmy, grab a hold." Rob says. Tim reaches out and takes hold of the back of Rob's chair and follows him into the house.

With a lot of work Chris, Adam and Nate manage to get the two passed out lovers inside the house and into bed.

Adam slips quietly up to Tim's door and peeks in. Tim is sitting on the side of the bed as he tries to take his cowboy boots off, having much difficulty.

"Need help?" Adam asks with a smile as he walks into the room.

"Oh, only all that I can get." Tim chuckles.

Adam gets down on his knees in front of his lover and helps him with his boots. He takes the boots off and sets them aside, safely out of Tim's path.

"Tim?" Adam says softly as he slides his hands up Tim's legs and voluntarily starts to unfasten his belt. "Honey, do you trust me?"

"Of course, I do." Tim answers with a smile. "Why do you ask?"

"Then. You know that I would never do anything to hurt you in any way." Adam continues. "I love you so much."

"I love you too, Angel." Tim says, with a confused look coming across his face. "Is this about that girl at the bar? Honey, I never flirted with her. I swear."

"Oh, I know but this ain't about her. This is about us." Adam says as he rubs his hands up and down on Tim's legs.

"Us?" Tim asks.

"Baby, I want to make love to you." Adam whispers.

Tim breathes in as his eyes nervously darts around.

"Sweetie, I know that you were traumatized by what those guys did to you. But you have to trust me that I will not hurt you. I will be as gentle as I possibly can. I just want to love you." Adam says softly as he runs his fingers through his lover's hair. 

"I trust you and I know that you would never do anything to intentionally hurt me. That was many years ago and I should've already moved on. But I guess I'm still a little scared." Tim says.

"Let me ease those fears. If it gets to be too much for you, I'll stop. I promise. I won't force myself on you." Adam says as he moves to sit down next to Tim on the bed, taking him by the hand.

Tim sits quietly as he thinks for a moment.

"I love you, Adam. I don't want our sex life to be one-sided. I have to move on and put what happened behind me." Tim says with a slight nod. "And the only way to do that is to face my fears. Right?"

"Put your trust in me, Sweetheart." Adam whispers softly.

"You have my trust." Tim says as he leans over and kisses his boyfriend softly. "Make love to me." He whispers against the blond's lips.

They quietly undress each other, tossing their clothes aside.

Adam begins to softly kiss Tim as he gently lays him back on the bed. 

Tim moans softly as he closes his eyes. Thoroughly enjoying the feel of Adam's kisses as he moves to his neck.

"You're so beautiful." Adam whispers as his hand glides slowly down Tim's chest.

So far, everything was going rather smoothly. The things they were doing to each other they had done before. Kissing, caressing, leaving hickeys on one another.

Tim didn't mind at all when Adam's hand worked its way down to his crotch. The gentle stroking of his cock and the light squeezing of his nuts made him groan in pleasure.

"Does that feel good?" Adam asks softly as he kissed his way down Tim's stomach.

"Oh, God. Yes." Tim moans.

Adam quietly reaches for the lube and squirts a generous amount on his fingers. He knew that Tim had not bottomed since the incident and that he had to be extra careful not to hurt him.

Tim jumps as he feels Adam's fingers suddenly circling his entrance. His eyes opening wide as he feels a panic rising in his chest.

"Adam?" Tim calls out, his voice in a panic as he reaches out for the blond.

"Yeah, Sweetie, it's me." Adam says softly as he rubs Tim on the stomach. "Just relax, Honey. I'm not going to hurt you."

"Just...Just keep talking to me. Let me hear your sweet voice." Tim says, closing his eyes as he tries to calm his breathing. "I just need to know it's you."

"Just relax. I just want to make you feel good like you do me." Adam continues talking in a soft, gentle tone as he slowly works a finger inside Tim.

"Ohhhh." Tim groans in pain as his body tenses up.

"Honey, I'm not going to hurt you. So you need to relax your muscles." Adam tells him.

Tim nods as he swallows hard. He takes several deep breaths to try and relax.

"That's better. I wanna make you feel good." Adam whispers as he kisses the tip of Tim's prick while he begins carefully moving his finger in and out.

Tim whimpers as his body reacts to Adam's touches. He begins to squirm as the electricity jolts through his body.

"You like that?" Adam says. 

Tim nods and moans. 

"I'm going to add another finger. Remember, it's me, the one who loves you with all his heart." Adam says with a smile.

"I love you too." Tim smiles as he tries to relax his body when he feels the other finger entering. 

Adam worked at loosening Tim up. Talking sweetly to him the whole time to keep him from panicking. He slips on a condom with trembling fingers. 

"Okay. Tim." Adam says as he gently spreads Tim's legs and positions himself. "You have to trust me, alright? I'm not going to hurt you. I just want to make love to you."

"I trust you." Tim answers with a quick nod.

"If at any time, you want me to stop. Just tell me and I will." Adam adds.

"Okay." Tim nods as he tries to calm his nervousness.

He groans loudly from the pain as Adam pushes inside.

"I'm so sorry, Sweetie. Do you want me to stop?" Adam asks.

"NO! DON'T STOP!" Tim yells loudly, shaking his head. "I want you to make love to me."

Adam holds his position for a minute once he was all the way in, to give Tim time to adjust. Tim gives him a nod to continue.

He starts moving in and out, slow and gentle. Leaning down, he begins to kiss his lover, whispering softly into the kisses.

"That feel good?" Adam smiles into the kiss when he feels Tim raising his hips to meet his.

"Oh, Lord, yes. Faster, please, Adam. I'm okay." Tim says with a smile as a tear rolls down his cheek. "I'm okay. Faster."

No horrific images of the rape entered his mind as Adam quicken his pace. His thoughts were solely on Adam and the feelings that he was experiencing. Tim moans in pleasure as he thrust his hips up to meet his lover's.

Adam reaches down between them, wrapping his fingers around Tim's throbbing member.

"Release if you need to." Adam says as he pumps the blind man's prick.

"ADAMMMM!" Tim screams out as he begins to release. Streams shot out over Adam's hand and onto his stomach.

"Beautiful." Adam breathes as he watches. Feeling himself nearing the edge, he leans down burying his face in Tim's neck as he let's go with a loud grunt.

Tim wraps his arms tightly around his exhausted lover.

"Thank you." He whispers as he begins to cry.

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