I know I promised another story a long time ago, but I kinda got caught up with a bunch of stuff. I'm really sorry guys, but I'm actually here to ask you guys for help.

So here is my situation.....

So recently I broke up with my boyfriend (groan I know just stay with me) after I think nine months. We both agreed the relationship was going no where, so we agreed to be friends. Since I was the one to start that conversation, even though it was a group decision, I told everyone it was me who broke up with him. No big deal, right? Well, last year, we dated, and after like seven or eight months I broke up with him for the same reason. For the next three months every one was very hateful towards me. I was even bullied by one of his cousins verbally at one point. I knew the same would happen this time and I thought I was prepared for it, I was wrong.

It has only been about two weeks, and already everyone has been avoiding conversations with me. I am being completely ignored. On Snapchat, I see people literally begging my ex to marry them (not even joking) and giving him all the support he needs. It just makes me, upset I guess. Everyone always said how they pictured us dating forever, and they all yelled at me when I ended it.

No one talks to me unless forced. I put myself out there, giving people the chance to at least chat. Nope.

I've been really depressed, hopeless. I'm getting more tired and having less energy. I know it's stupid, but being ignored isn't as great as I thought. Three weeks ago I would have given anything to be ignored, left alone. Now that i am in this situation, I can't handle it. I'm so f*cking depressed y'all please if you have any advice I am all ears thanks for reading I guess I needed to get this off my chest I apologize for any inconveniences or annoyances this may have caused. You have my full respect and understanding if you skip this really this was more for me to get it all out.

Bye guys thank you