Lucy POV
It's Friday and there is a party tonight. It's gonna be at Zach's House so I'm kind of nervous. I'm trying to find soemthing to wear but I literally cannot find anything. I call over my friend Layla and ask her to help me. I told her how I like Zach and want to impress him.

"Okay... OOOOOOO THIS DRESS!!" She yells taking out a dress.

It looks like this:

(I know that's not her just pretend it is)

"Umm idk," I say scratching my neck.

"You would look totally hot in this!!!" She says jumping up and down.

"Fine I'll wear it," I say giving up.

I put it on and show Layla how it looks like. She covers her mouth with her hands and I blush.

"Herron is definitely gonna hit that," she squeals.

I roll my eyes and get my makeup ready. Once everyone is ready, me Jonah and Layla go inside Jonah's car. He drives us to his house and we get out. Once I get out, I see a lot of people looking at me. I blush and look down trying to find out friend group. We all meet up but Zach isn't there.

"You look beautiful," Jack says looking me up and down.

"Thanks Jack, Have you seen Zach?" I ask him looking around for him.

"Ya he's upstairs in his room."

"Thank you," I say waving bye at him and walking up the stairs.

I walk to his room and open it. When I open it I see Zach making out with this girl who is already half naked. He hears the door open and looks at me. He pulls away and tries  to walk over to me.

"I can explain Lu—," he said before I interrupted him.

"It's fine. I don't care. It's not like we are together or anything. It's not like I was looking forward to hang out with you. It's not like I FUCKING LIKE YOU ZACH!" I yell st him with tears falling down my face.

He reaches for my hand but I pull away. I walk out his room and out the front door.

"Where are you going?" Corbyn asks me walking out with me.

"I wanna go home," I say wiping my tears.

"I'll drive you," he says grabbing my hand and walking me to his car.

The car ride was silent which I'm grateful for. I don't wanna talk. When we got to my house, he walked me up the doorsteps. When we got to my door I thanked him and walked inside. I had mascara stained tears on my face so I went up to my room and cleaned myself up. Get yourself together I thought to myself while staring at myself I the mirror. I gripped my hands on the countertop. I washed my face and got out to change. I took off my dress and put on and big sweatshirt over my bra and underwear. I put my hair into a messy bun. I heard a ding from my phone and checked to see who texted me. It was Jonah.

Jonah: Hey I heard u went home. U ok?
Me: ya I'm just not feeling too good
Jonah: Okay well hope u feel better. I won't be home tonight and mom and dad won't be either. They took Luna with them. They went somewhere for vacation so you got the house to yourself. Stay safe love ya!
Me: love ya too

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I put my phone on my nightstand and sat on my bed. I was just staring st the wall blankly. I threw my pillow at the wall because of my anger. I got up and punched the wall relaly hard and started crying. I slid down the wall and cried into my knees. I kept on crying and crying until I felt sick. After 1 hour of crying I got up. My stomach felt horrible so I quickly ran into the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. I hate my life. Why is my life horrible? After I threw up I brushed my teeth to get the taste out of my mouth. I went into my room and laid on my bed. I turned on my TV and looked for some channels. I couldn't find anything good so I put o sad music really loud. I blasted my speakers with Shawn Mendes, XXXTentacion, and Khalid. I sang to the songs. After a while I decided to get a snack so I turned off my music and walked downstairs. I was sniffling . I think I'm sick. I grabbed a granola bar and ate some. I sat on one of the chairs in the kitchen and looked at my hands. I need to get my mind off him. I decided maybe it's time to sleep. I went up into my room, opened my covers and went to sleep. The only thing I could dream about was him.