Chapter Fifteen
Lily's POV

When she opened the door August came in looking upset, my eyes grow wide.

"this was the guy the came to see if I was alive after he pulled me away from the train tracks!" (I thought)

Au-"August you remember my little sister Lily."

Aug-"Yeah how could I forget her."

"How come he isn't saying anything about what happened?" (I thought)

August looked like he was about to say something but when they turned around I was gone, a ran to the park and sat on the swings.
All I could think about was Evelyn and everything that happened, and I started to cry.

"Why won't God just let me die?"

C-"Because people care about you." Someone said behind me.

I turned around to see Christian, I was about to get up and run but my legs hurt to much.

"Why..., why do people care about me if I don't even want to be here in the first place?"

C-"Because you're so caring and amazing and wonderful."

"I wish I died in that car crash, just like my parents."

C-"Lily, You don't mean that."

"Yes I do."

C-"Lily, your life matters."

I sighed, and took a deep breath.

"I tried to kill myself again."

C-"What?!"

"I laid down on the train tracks but Autumn's fiancé pulled me off the tracks, you can ask Crystal and Josh they saw it happen."

After that, me and Christian talked and he told me that God has a plan for me and that I wasn't put on this earth to try and get off it. (Quote from AllOfTheLittlePeople)