I might look mad

Or sometimes happy

But my mind has been going crazy

Inside me I'm crying

And the tears won't stop coming

Everything I do feels wrong

Every step I make hurts

Feels like I'm sliding on rubber

And all I can do is burn

A smile can be nice

A hug can be too

But to me they're a curse

And it all really hurts

I'm scared

Even when I should be happy

I'm mad

Even when I should cry

I'm sad

Even though I'm angry

I'm happy

Even though its sad

It hurts

Even when it shouldn't