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I've thought about hanging myself.
I always stop myself from thinking like that.
When I think of you.
You are the reason why I want to kill myself.
But you are also the reason why I don't.
Why are you making me feel this way?
You walk around with a fake smile.
Just like me.
I need to live with the pain.
To save you.
My life doesn't matter if you aren't in it.
I love you so much.
Yet you never see me anywhere.
I'm a ghost.
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