Doing The Right Thing Part 1: Guilt & Anger
After hearing Y/N's speech, the others were now seen in a dark alley, thinking about what Y/N said. Blitzø sighed as he clenched his fists, Moxxie and Millie were on the ground and Moxxie patted Millie's back to comfort her, and Loona took Y/N's words too heavily. It was clear that what Y/N said left an impact on everyone.
Loona: ... *sniffles*
Moxxie: ... Well, what do we do, now?
Blitzø: *shakes head* For the first time... I don't know.
Moxxie: But, you're the boss!
Blitzø: Oh, yeah, I am the boss! I'm the CEO of a workplace where we get paid to kill our targets!
Moxxie: Well, we also killed some innocent people, too. Like that kid?
Blitzø: Tch. He was just being a brat. That was different.
Moxxie: How was that different?!
Blitzø: Stop talking to me as if it's my fault!
Moxxie: It is your fault! It's your fault that N/N's like this!
Blitzø: At least I'm trying to make things right! That's what I've been doing to Loonie ever since I adopted her!
Moxxie: Oh, sure you were.
Blitzø: What was that?
Moxxie: Don't act like you're not the victim! Sure, you've made plenty of mistakes, but this?
Blitzø: What was I supposed to tell him?! He wanted the truth and I gave it to him! What do you want me to do?!
Moxxie: ...
Blitzø: That's what I thought! Now, shut your dick-sucking mouth and-
Millie: Both of you! Stop it! Getting angry over this won't bring N/N back!
Blitzø: You heard what Y/N said! He's no longer the stupid and innocent boy he was before he got to Hell! So, how are we supposed to bring him back after what Stolas told me about hybrids?!
Millie: To Hell what Stolas said! I don't care if Y/N's beyond redemption! He needs help!
Blitzø: You're talking exactly like Princess Charlotte.
Millie: Well, after hearing what Y/N said, maybe Charlie was right!
Moxxie: Millie, do you even hear yourself? We're hellspawned demons!
Millie: So? That doesn't mean we can't try!
Blitzø: We already tried to help Y/N, but it has proven to be impossible!
Millie: That's because you only think that it is!
Blitzø: Oh, will you shut up?!
As everyone continued arguing, Loona was still on the ground, crying. She felt confused and scared. Just like how she was back then. Unsure of what her next would be, she just sat there and cried.
Loona: *crying* ... This is all my fault...
Everyone stopped and turned to Loona.
Blitzø: What?
Loona: *crying* It's my fault he left. Y/N was right there in front of me and I could've stopped him from leaving. But, I just stood there and did nothing. *sniffles*
As Blitzø continued to watch Loona cry, he thought about back then and gasped.
Blitzø: Loonie...
Loona: *crying* Goddamnit! Why didn't I stop him?!
Blitzø: Loonie, stop beating yourself up! It's not your fault!
Loona wiped her tears away and stood up.
Loona: *crying* Yes, it is! Y/N was right there! The moment where he wanted to go back, I could've comforted him, but instead, I-I just stood there and did nothing to stop him!
She then growled and angrily punched the wall behind her.
Loona: *crying* Goddamnit!
Blitzø: Loonie, please, stop before you hurt yourself!
As Loona continued to cry, Moxxie and Millie looked at each other and Moxxie sighed.
Moxxie: What do we do, now?
Blitzø: *sighs* I don't know.
Everyone just stood there again. Loona sat back down and curled into a ball as she wrapped her arms around her legs and held her head on her knees.
Blitzø: ... Look, let's just head back home and we'll think of something.
Moxxie: What? You want to leave N/N out here?!
Blitzø: We'll come back here after we've come up with a plan. But, until then, it's suicidal to go after him the way he is, now!
Everyone stood there and thought about it and sighed.
Moxxie: ... Very well. Let's go, guys.
Everyone got up and walked away. However, as they continued onward, Loona turned around to where Y/N went and stood there.
Loona: ... *sniffles* What do we do, now?
She continued to walk away, but suddenly, she felt something touch her shoulder and turned around to see nothing. She sighed and continued walking.
???: Loona...
Loona gasped and turned back around again, but nothing, again.
Loona: Who's there?
Blitzø: *turns around* Loonie, come on! We can't get back to Hell without you!
Loona continued looking, but all she could see was the path that Y/N took. As she did, she felt something in her heart, telling her to follow him. Unfortunately, she sighed and followed Blitzø and the others. She then heard laughter and gasped as she thought about the time when they hung out together.
(Flashback)
Loona: Wow. Okay, I gotta admit. That was fun. The best fun I've ever had.
Y/N: ... Wait, you mean... You've never gotten to experience any fun?
Loona: Well, I do, but I've never had a partner with me before. You're the first.
Y/N: Oh. Sorry.
Loona: Don't be. I'm glad. Gotta say, though, you drank so much of that beer despite the fact that you said you weren't alcoholic.
Y/N: I guess it was because I was with my parents and I was alive. Or maybe I never gave this a try.
They both chuckled and sighed as they sat there.
Loona: ...
Y/N: ...
Loona: I... I really enjoyed this.
Y/N: Yeah, me, too.
(Flashback End)
After the flashback ended, Loona turned back around and this time, she could feel her heart beating faster than normal as if it's telling her to follow him. But, again, she stood there and did nothing. Soon, another flashback came in and this time, it was when Y/N was in pain and Loona was massaging his shoulders.
(Flashback)
Y/N: You know, for being a serious and uptight hellhound, you really do have your moments of concern.
Loona: I don't normally do this to anyone, okay? I'm only doing this because I feel sorry for you. Don't ask me why because I don't know, myself.
Y/N: Well, I appreciate your help. Really, I do. Mm... Whatever you're doing, it's really taking an affect on me.
Loona: I'm... massaging your shoulders to help them feel better.
Y/N: ... Mmf... Well, your hands feel great, honestly. I feel like... I'm gonna go limp.
Loona: If you're going to do that, then don't do it on top of me, okay? It'll be weird since we just met.
Y/N: Understandable. But, if this is how your hands feel, then I'd bet your body is more soft because of the fur you have on.
Loona: Well, it's gonna take some time before we get to that.
Y/N: So, you're saying it's a possibility?
Loona: Keep being on my good side, then I'll consider it.
Y/N: ... And how does one do that? I mean, looking at you, you don't seem like you trust people.
Loona: I'm only like that because I receive calls from bastards that want to know what I'm wearing and make me do weird shit, okay? They're perverts. Moxxie always ridicules me for not doing my job and Blitzø always babies me. And Millie... Well, she's not so bad.
Y/N: Oh.
Loona: If you can behave and don't treat me like how everyone does, then I'll know when to trust you. But, until then, you and I are just friends who are doing each other a favor because we feel terrible for each other.
Y/N: Right. I can role with that.
Loona: I hope so. If not, there's going to be problems.
Y/N: Look, I'm not like the people here, okay? I treat my friends with respect and support. That ain't changing anytime soon.
Loona: I'll know that when I see it. Sorry, but I've heard that multiple times and have been lied to. So, you'll have to prove to me that you're loyal to your words.
Y/N: Sure thing. ... Listen, I want you to know that the last thing I want to do is hurt you, right?
Loona: Why do you say that?
Y/N: I just want you to know that, okay? I care about you.
Loona: ... Thanks. You feeling better?
Y/N: Yeah, that's good.
Loona stopped what she was doing and Y/N sighed as his shoulders stopped hurting.
Y/N: Thanks, Loona.
Loona: Sure. Just don't mention it. I mean it.
Y/N: Okay.
Loona: Anyway, just sit there for a moment, okay? Try to relax.
Y/N Will do. Again, thank you.
Loona nodded and left the room.
(Flashback End)
At that moment, Loona has never felt this way before. Her mind was racing and her heart was beating to the point it echoed loudly. Soon, the beating stopped when Loona blinked and got a serious look on her face.
Moxxie: To think all of this happened because of some guy we've met...
Millie: Yeah. It's crazy. But, then again, N/N did seem like a good guy to hang out with.
Moxxie: ... Yeah... If only I hadn't been so... harsh on him...
Millie: Like how you were with Loona?
Moxxie: That was different, okay?
Millie: Still doesn't give you the right to treat her like that. No wonder why she calls you "fatty".
Moxxie: I was just...
Blitzø: Moxxie, just shut u-
However, when he turned around, Loona wasn't with them.
Blitzø: Loonie? Loonie?!
Moxxie and Millie turned around and realized.
Millie: Wait, what? She was right behind us!
Moxxie: Where did she go?
Blitzø: ... No. No, no, no!
Moxxie: What?
Blitzø: ... She's going after Y/N!
Moxxie: What?! Why?!
Millie: Nevermind that! She's going to get herself killed if she goes to confront him!
Blitzø: No! Come on! We gotta stop her!
They quickly bolted after Loona in an effort to stop her before she gets hurt. But, how will Loona be able to reach the Y/N she knew and cared about? How can she be able to repair the hybrid's heart? To Loona, she knew she had to try, even if it meant she had to get killed. In fact, she was desperate to find Y/N and help him. This was the very first time a demon has ever fought for someone other than themselves. And Loona... was that heartfelt demon.
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